bila masuk hospital di negara orang

kalau nak jadikan tajuk karangan darjah 6, i can bagi tajuk pengalaman yang saya tidak dapat lupakan.

after a long while, i was hospitalised (hospitalised sebab beranak tak kira).

i had penumonia and the infection was really really bad ditambah pulak dengan keadaan semulajadi yang chronic athma. the first round of antibiotik treatment didnt really work because i still had fever, even after a week being hospitalised. so they had to change the antibiotics and i had to wait for the treatment to finish, barulah boleh direlease keluar.

i was really really sick and i wasnt kidding.i guess i knew my body and i knew that this time, the sakit is different.

it all started with fever...which didnt get better even tho i was religiously popping pcm every 6 hours. 3 days later, i started having difficulty to breathe. masa tu, Tuhan je tahu how terseksa i was. imagine, kena jaga baby, tukar diaper, bagi makan, susu and etc, while you yourself nak bangun pon tak larat. but i had to do it.

pastu, on the fourth nite, i really couldnt breathe and called my auntie. she came..because in case i was brought to the hospy, at least dia ada to take care of AA. ambulance came, and said i was not that bad...gave me an injection and asked me to go to the doctors the next day.

so, my aunt brought me to the docs. masa tu, jalan pon seksa. i felt like ikan yang keluar dari air. i really found it difficult to breathe. susah sangat. the docs suh pi buat xray (at another place) and the xray person said that it was really really important that we showed the doc the xray right away. so, pegi balik klinik(ni la negara maju sangat!!! susah benar nak pi xray tempat lain, doctor tempat lain. i cried ok semasa berjalan because it was taking a toll on me. i really cried). at the clinic, doc kata keadaaan saya teruk and terus call ambulance. and ambulance brought me to the hospy...and the rest is history.

the person that i feel really guilty towards is Andi. i had to leave him with other people (my aunt tak reti jaga baby..so dia minta tolong kawan dia jagakan).andi was left with people he hardly know for 3 days, before my mom arrivedto take over. tu pon, my mom also stayed at the kind malaysian's house because i felt it was better than leaving her alone at my apartment.

as a result of my being hospitalised, Andi is now fully formula fed.:(

my mom and Dr Sunshine also plans to bring Andi back to Malaysia.

sigh. inilah pengalaman,kan? mcm2 cabaran nak dapatkan phd ni.

please doakan i will fully recover soon.i am still quite weak.

a lot of people thought that i wasnt really sick, tapi i was. at first mcm disappointed jugak cos i really needed emotional support from family and friends and wasnt really getting any. tapi tula..i guess people thought my sakit wasnt really serious.

what made my day was getting phone calls from dear Dr Sushine and eus almost every other day. :)

and what really really made me better was when dr sunshine walked into my room on tuesday. he suprised me. :)

ok...need to rest. i feel tired.