sorry sayang

Dear Dani,

Today, my heart broke when Papa told me what happened in the car on the way back from dinner.

Papa: sayang papa tak
dani: tak
papa: mama?
dani: tak
papa: andi?
dani: tak
papa: dani sayang sape?
dani: along. mak.

Dani sayang,

Mama is very sorry that i made the decision to stufy all the way in Wien. I am sorry that you had to be the victim in this long distance relationship. I am sorry for being so selfish.

Please know that Mama loves you with all my heart. I hope that you can forgive me.

Love,
Mama.

p/s: i am so proud to know that u can order your own food and drinks kat kedai. nasi goreng ayam satu. teh o suam satu. suam tahu (perlu taw nak confirmkan supaya orang tu tahu suam)

jalan-jalan

did i mention that i now have guests in my humble abode? my auntie R (who was there when i gave birth to Dani, she's more like a mother to me, and i seriously think of her son as my younger bro) and PM.

Hence, its life has been not so lonely. cumanya, lil andi who is not used to having guests at home was initially a little takut. sket sket nak nangis when i leave him to go to toilet or etc. tapi now dah ok.

neway, we are leaving for schweiz esok. yeay!!! i hope my auntie n uncle are ok with what i've planned. we might be going to a factory outlet cos nak gak kan tgk kasut bally. tapi mcm jauh plak la...we'll see cemana.

anyhoo, we might also be going to rome!! yeahoooo....bestnyer..hopefully the plan jadi. :)

and, i might be going to london for my xmas holidays and after that singgah tgk my bestie's baby in cardiff. tp, tgh cari tpt to lepak (ie:somewhere to crash masa kt london). hopefully ada cos we (my friend n i) plan to pegi boxing day sale. ihiks. harusssss!!!!

wish me luck for tomorrows trip. i hope everything will work out smoothly.

p/s: slap my face! sibuk plan cuti x ingat keje rumah!

overwhelmed

saya adalah agak sedikit overwhelmed setelah mempresent reserach yg saya plan nk buat di depan kelas forschung praktikum.

i can see tht my sv kinda like d idea. tetapi, cadangan yg be;iau buat adalah sedikit overwhelming gittew.

1. baca buku grundlegendetexte zur transkulturelle komunikation (ye...buku ini dlm bhs German u ols!tp, sy dah book kt library cos ada org pinjam)
2. cari perbezaan antara cultural identity and nationalisme and list down d indikators ---- ini yg membuatkan sy agak kerisauan u ols!

i give myself 1 month to try n find the answers. so far, managed to google some excerpts in books. im trying to access online journal yg ukm subscribe but terlupa plak caranye?? how ek?? ada sesape bleh beri tunjuk ajar dak?

so i guess, i shall put morley down for a bit and concentrate in finding some answers.

walaupun begitu, sv saya memotivasikan sy dgn bkata i know it wont be easy, but its a challenge for you to find some answers. bila mak dah faham konsep, harap2, pjalanan akan lebih lancar.

neway, i'm glad that he kinda like my proposal cos nk gak citer ada sorang student ni dtg kelas dgn tiada preparation. bila ditanye ttg cadangan research, dia kt nk cipta satu model komunikasi that lists down some kind of competency (forgive me cos she was speaking in deutsch). pastu, tu je. tu je yg dia ckp. sv sy tanya, apa sebenarbenarnye yg awak nk buat ni...she ulang blk...hinggakan sv sy agak fedap (can see his muka).

p/s: ada student msia baru di vienna. walupon bukan dr uni yg sama, i'm so happy cos i hv a new fren.
p.p/s: x phm dgn embasi kt sini. bg information yg salah about me to this student!! geram okei.

Mari mem-Puree : The Green Suprise

usually, i will make the normal chicken or prawn porridge for Andi and throw in some carrots. tapi hari ni, i decided to be a lil bit adventurous.

I got a recipe for broccoli, carots and cheese mashed potatoes from Anne. i bought the broccoli, dan carots yg kaler yellow tu cos i think it tastes sweeter (cos I remember Dani absolutely loved em) and potatoes. tapi bila nak masak tu, i decided to just buat my own recipe...hihi...DIY gittew.

So ini resipi saya yang dipanggil the Green Suprise.

1 medium sized potatoes - cut into small cubes
1 carot kuning - cut into small pieces
sedikit brocolli..aprox 3 gugus kecik (aiyoo...its like 3 bunches of those florets)- chopped
sediikit bawang besar - chopped

dump everything dalam pot...add water
boil till everything masak. i boiled for a few hours to make sure it was really lembik.
once i saw the air mcm tinggal sikit, i switched off the api.
n blend...and wallaaaa...the green suprise

FYI, Andi loved it and siap tambah masa makan tadi. :)

oh...i managed to get 5 servings. so i froze 4 and suap-ed 1 to Andi.

Esok nak try buat pear chicken plak...nantikan yer resepi nyer (kalau jadila).

dah book

i have bought the tickets and booked the hotels!! i am so excited...will be spending one night in zurich, so that senang nak catch the train.

will be staying at budget hotels but these hotels have gotten good reviews. i hope oklaa because if it was just me, takpe..ni im bringing my auntie and uncle.

overall, i have spend:

tiket to interlaken: 59.90euro
tiket balik wien from zurich: 49.90euro
hotel in interlaken 5d/4n: 240chf
hotel in zurich 1nite: 100chf

so tiket + hotel in euros = 334.80euros.

transport plak : 260chf (4day pass in Switzerland) + 96.90chf (nak naik jungfraujoch) = 236 euros

Jadi kosnyer adalah 570.80 euros. Phew...berpeluh baca ongkos..tapi bila pikir balik, its for 6days 5 nights. and zurich is a pretty expensive city.

pastu, nak shopping hanyalah nak beli chocolates untuk family in Key Ell and nak beli fridge magnets and maybe baju untuk anankandas. tu je la kot...

there goes my bajet nak beli handbag...

kecil kah?

Andi had his pead appointment today. So, he had the routine timabng2, ukur lilit kepala etc. masa time ukur lilit kepala, the nurse yg ukur tu, ukur 3 kali...i thought that it was pelik but then tak pikir sangat cos Andi was very active and tak nak duduk diam.

anyhoo, we were then called into the doctor's office. doktor kata he's not growing well. sigh. he's 7.16kg at 7 months.last time he was weighed in july, he was 6.8.so docs agak risau cos he only gained about 300grams.

neways, doktor kata maybe should start him on formula. but i said, he doesnt want bottles..so cemano? so doktor kata, bg dia makan. n she drew up an eating plan.

8am: brei (thats like nestum tu laaaa, yg dalam kotak kita mix dgn air jer)100g
1030: fruits 100g
12.30: vege (and every 2nd day, must give meat)120g
3.30:fruits 100g
5.30: brei
8.30pm: brei

so, hari ni, i gave him his fruit at 10.30. tapi 3.30 x bg cos dia kat daycare. n balik, lepas dia bangun i gave him brei lagi. tapi dia kan, tak makan la cukup2 100g tu. cemano ek?

risau plak ni if dia tak grow properly. but my mom said he's still within the tahap weight yg ok for a 7month old.

have to get him used to eating banyak kali. pastu, doc pricked him to tgk kandungan iron dalam darah. apparently ok tp a bit on the low side so he was given iron drops and vit d drops. hmmm

when i droppped him at the daycare, trus pegi shopping barang2 makanan andi ok. i bought dinkel (dono what its called in BI...wheat kot) cos doc suh campur 3 sudu kecik dengan fuits to be given petang2. bubur, doc suh letak sket vege oil to help serap vitamins.

i hope he'll be okei. i mean, i see him so active. tapi tu la....nampak macam tembam jer tapi ghupanye tak la berat sangat.

risau.

busy

dalam sibuk2 nak start membaca, sempat laaa nak mengeplan trip ke switzerland. how??

my aunt n uncle are coming next week. n we are planning to go to schweiz the week after cos my aunt, she really really wants to go.

so, skarang, i tgh sibuk membuat research yg sepatutnyer...phew..penat ok. so this is my plan..will go from 26th till 30th.

25/10: naik night train to zurich and take the connecting train to interlaken
26/10: sampai interlaken about 10-ish. leave bags at hotel and walk around city. pastu check in. rehat2. n jalan lagiikkk...
27/10: explore grindwald and maybe go to bern
28/10: jungfraujoch
29/10:zurich
30/10:balikkk (tapi sempat lagi ronda2 interlaken japs)

total cost: 500 euros...blom masuk makan2 and shopping. berbaloi ke tak agaknye? tp bila pikir, when else will i be going kaann??? *matila nk justify.

pastu...nak cerita pasal pengalaman di library. i went to the main library yesterday dgn niat nak comb through the shelves to cari buku2 tp niatku terbantut. ini kerna. bila masuk..memula terpegun cps tengok library memang macam old skool. siap ada creaky steps and floor boards. sekaliiii....pusing2...tgh apesal semua macam kamus and buku2 rujukan sajor? where are the rest of the books. ghupanye, konsep dia, cari online, reserve dah ambik di counter. ai tak biasa ok. slalu pi library dgn niat nk pinjam buku X, kluar library, dgn buku X, serta Y, Z, K, J. ha...sebab browse punye browse jumpa byk buku,,,kan?? tapi ni tak bleh! *frust*


so, balik lah saya dengan hati yg hampa...dalam melayan kehampaa-an, sempat la stop by h&m and zara beli stock baju winter for anakanda. dah cukup la kot kan baju winter dia. oh.,..need to buy snowsuit plak. hmmm...

ohh...i did all this while andi was in the daycare.

neway, my fren told me that every third tuesdays at votivkino ada mum n baby cinema. cannot wait to try it out next month!!

kelas...

i got lost while looking for my school. you see, the various schools are located around the city and bukan mcm uni kita kat mesia ittew where the uni is located on one biiiigggggg space and houses almost all the schools and faculties.

so, i walked for about 1 hour plus cari skool ok. yg buat susah sebab its not a building on its own...its like part of the building tu jer skool saya punye. and jalan tu belit2 (from the map i copied on google). 1 jam lebih ok?? thats almost 5km of walking. sighhh...

pastu, semalam kan ada kelas. i dropped andi and rushed for my class yg kengkononnya bermula at 1.30. sampai at 1.40 mcm tu, dok cari plak..mana seminar room 2 ni? i turun naik tangga i rasa almost 7 times ok (banggunan 3 tingkat)...org kesejukkan, mak berpeluh2 ...tsk. tak jugak jumpa. tanya orang, orang directkan saya ke bilik yg salah. skali, ternampak satu room ni banyak orang yg dah agak matured..n when i asked, rupanya betul bilik ittew. n...kelas start at 2.

the prof (which is my sv) plak apparently suka dtg kelas lmbt!! n he was about 20 minutes late.

for the first class, he asked us to talk abt our plans....nk buat apa, theory apa nk guna. so, saya adalah agak cuak sebab 'pandai' sgt tak baca blk my proposal. seb baik byk yg ckp pjg lebar so x sempat sampai my turn, i had to blk. u see, kelas patut hbs at 3.30, tp prof tu pot pet2 lg....i kena ambik andi by 4pm. so, dgn macho, i stood up n requested to leave..kenapa dia tanye, sbb nk kena amik anak. i didnt think it was my fault. he was d one yg start l,bt tol tak?

neway, i like him. he's nice...sgt terrer bab bab teori...(reminds me of prof sam). i guess bila dh prof mcm dia surela teori2 ni mcm kacang je kot.

n, i find myself understamding what he said (well at least abt 70%) walopon dia ckp deutsch. i'm lucky cos there were 2 students from eithopia...so dia ada campur2 ckp english jugek!

anyhoo, i realise tht i must catch up on my readings (been a year x bc buku2 yg sepatutnya) so will be going to the library today to borrow some books. lgpon needs to b prepared for my 1st meeting. cuak ok...cos he's really smart n throws questions at you.

wish me luck!

p/s:andi, Alhamdullillah, was very good.

marilah mari

i finally registered last thursday!! sigh..kat sini, the system is a bit different. i couldnt use my financial afidavit yg KPT bagi tu...dorang tak pandang pon ok. so, for the past year, i have been paying my fees and claim duit ittew dari KPT (speaking of which, claim fees sem lepas tak dapat lagik!).

anyhoo, lepas dah habis register, baru boleh register for classes pulak. i have been emailing a few people asking about classes which i am supposed to take. sebab apa? sebab beginning this year, my uni introduced konsep baru untuk program doktoratnyer. oleh ittew, they increased the number of credits one have to take. however, they dont have a structure of what one is supposed to take and etc, boley? so, it is sooooooo confusing for me, and it is especially so because everything is in German!! pening paler ok.

my emails were not answered. wanted to go to my skool but they are only opened to enquiries at certain times. kebetulan, i finished registration on thursday petang. friday idak la plak bukak skool saya punyer info centre. tskk...

oleh ittew, i tried my best to decipher what subjects i needed to take. i decided that i shall take Forschungpraktikum and Privatisimus. so, konon nak register la kan.

registration for classes is fully online. and, to tell you the truth, i find the konsep nak register tu a bit pelik. i have never come across this kinda system before. i mean, nak guna online registration, ok..tu tak pelik. yg pelik, for every subject that u wanna take, u are supposed to give weightage to it, depending on how bad u wanna attend the class.

you see, at the begining of every semester, a student is given 1000 points. and those are the points she or he has to use untuk weightage ittew. so katakan i really wanna course A, i should give 300 ke 400 points. macam bidding plak ok nak masuk course!! and no....it is not based on first come first served. sigh....

anyway, sadly, the online registration for classes sudah ditutup and i tak sempat register for anything. how? sangat tak logik ok if im not allowed to attend classes!!

so, i emailed the professor (which happens to be my SV) and he said tu go to the office and see schmidt and do a nachmeldung. so, i shall try and do it this monday.

if saya berjaya, my class starts on tuesday people!! hiyaahhh..nervous plak cos SV saya tu, bola baca paper dia mmg la nampak English power..tapi bila communicate via email, lain plak ceritanya. so, must make sure i have charged my mp3 player to record it. and one more thing, must discuss with him what other classes i should take and also our time nak dating!

nervous plak.

seb baik kelas hanye 1.5hours u ols...n dekat dgn day care. :)

am so excited!!

in sickness and in health

i just watched greysanatomy. i think its sweet that karev is taking good care of izzie, bringing her her meds in the OT.hihi...

anyhoo, nak gak bagitahu that it reminds me of Dr Sunshine. I remember when I had my cystsectomy (sp?) in 2005. he was only my tunang masa tu but he was the one who took care of me at the hospy, tidor kat spital ittew dan datang melawat dan tidor di spital setiap hari. my parents just come to visit me.i remember seeing daddy and mak. and how they were talking hush hush sebab i just came out from surgery. and i remember Dr Sunshine telling me (when i was a bit better) that i asked for him after i woke up...hahaha...

neway, i think i am very lucky to have him as my husband. he brings home my meds, he frequently checks my lungs when i've been coughing for a few days, he urut my hand when it was sore, he brings me my ponstan when i have my migraines, he give me my antihistamine when i have my flu. hmm..i miss him.

he takes very good care of me. when i gave birth to Dani, we came home from the hospital to an empty house. none of my siblings or other family members were there to greet me or tengok baby baru. i was quite upset but it wasnt as if they did it on purpose, daddy was hospitalised you see. there were no food on the table so Dr Sunshine made me nasi goreng. it may sound easy for some of you yg husband memang masak, but my sunshine, he doesnt cook. so it was a big thing.the nasi goreng memang sedap.

when i gave birth to andi,again, it was just the two of us.together, we got through my pantang period (yang tak macam pantang pon). but you know, bila dah buat benda ni sendiri, we have confidence in ourselves. now, i dah berangan if next time pregnant masa kat kl nanti, nak pantang kat rumah sendiri...tapi at that time dah ada 2 boys yg dah besar..tak tahu la cemano..huhu.

hmm...entry malam ni macam reflexive sket. haha. i miss Dr Sunshine and Dani, pasal tu macam emo semacam. syukur sesangat andi is with me. at least i have someone...:)

beb, thank you for being the greatest gift ever.

not again!!

it rained today but strangely, there seem to be a lot of people on the streets and in the bus.

anyhoo, as usual, i sent andi to daycare. everyday, we would take the bus. it will take us about 40minutes to reach the destination. sometimes it can be faster, kengkadang sampai dekat sejam pon tak sampai lagi cos it all depends on the traffic and if ada Unfall (accident).

so today, Andi was a bit active and didnt want to sit in his stroller. i took him out and sat at the chair closest to where i parked my stroller. and then, 3 guys came in. one sat next to me and 2 other sat behind me. they were talking about going to school and etc. sesambil tu dok agah2 andi. mak pelik gaks tapi biar je la kan orang nak main dengan andi ni.

after a few stops, dorang turun. fine. then i reached my stop. as i stood up, this nice man pointed out that my backpack was unzipped!!! adoii.....percubaan untuk pick poket telah berlaku! geramnye rasa. i bet it was those three guys!!! benci betol la...

nasib baik i learnt my lesson (after previously being pick poecketed) and placed my wallet in my pocket! tu pon hari ni bawak wallet. slalunyer, i just travel with my bankomat and my travel pass. lelain duk diam-diam kat rumah.

Syukur Alhamdulillah barang2 terselamat. if not, cannot imagine the hassle of applying for all the cards lagie. tapi kali ni, my residence permit, ic and etc sume simpan kat rumah. dalam wallet ada bankomat, ecard dan travel pass sajor.

anyway u ols, berhati-hati bila travel. ingat...dont put everything in ur wallet (like i did!!) pastu, to sesaper yg dok overseas tu, silalah kluarkan ic, driving licence malaysia, kad bank malaysia n credit cards from ur wallets....bukan guna pon. okla..kredit card tu bila terasa akan shoping tu bawak la..if not guna jer debit card u ols! these people aim those yg bawa baby especially. yelaa..kita ralit tgk baby etc..tak sedar kan beg cemana. (yg pelik, i thot i sandar on the bag but still they managed! memang profesional.)

pastu, if nak bertambah senang, just bawak ur debit card saje. tapi kat mesia mak tak sure la plak bleh guna ke tak debit card tu merata. huhu.

tu je nasihat buat hari ini...:)

hari ini

today, i shall hopefully settle my registration thingys and find out what classes i am supposed to take. And then, bila dah tahu berapa kelas nak ambik, nak pi beli stationaries...i love shopping for stationaries.

okla...nanti kat rumah update lagi. la ni kat eltern zimmer. i need to make my way to the uni...ciao.

Jadual saya

Finally, i think we have a routine.

5-ish am:
Andi wakes up cos dia BO so mama dia pon terpaksa bangun jugek
Change Andi's diaper
Semayang
Tido balik

7am:
Andi wakes up again
I vacuum and Andi main2

8am:
Breakfast for Andi
Mandi time
Nap

9am:
I eat breakfast, switch on lappie, mandi

10-ish:
Andi bangun n main2.
Sometimes he just wakes up to minum susu n tido balik.
On some days, I'd go out and do my groceries or pi bank...tgk mood budak kecik macam mana.

11-ish
get ready for daycare, pack bags etc

12
gerak to daycare

12.30-3-45
i have time to myself!!! wehoooo

4pm:
balik rumah

4.45pm
at home, relaks
change diaper again n change to baju tido
andi main

5-ish
susu time and tidooooo

after that, he wakes up every few hours nak susu or nak tepuk or nak check if i'm in the room. huhu.

usually, i'd either cook, sediakan andi's bubur at around this time. ohh...sometimes i do the laundry too.

i sleep at about 1030 or 11.

thats how we usually spend our day. at night, mmg boring gila. which is why i said i needed a hobby! tapi then again kelas tak start lagik, kan??

belajar dari kesilapan

dah tiga kali i started to write something and all three times, my lappie decided to shut down dengansendirinya. *tensi*

neway, untuk memendekkan cerita

- berjaya ke ikea dengan menaiki tram n then a bus and menghangkut pulang baby chair, kotak plastik and that gantung jaring thingy, along with a stroller dgn budak kecik sorang, naik bas dan kemudian tram untuk pulang ke rumah. letih...memang mencabar terutama bila ada budak kecik tu decided that he had enough of sitting in the stroller and wanted to be carried. tapi, happy to note that i managed. i know for sure if i was in KL, i would be too lembik to do all this. i guess when i have dr sunshine around, i am so dependent on him. hihi.

- nak cerita pasal politikus kat tempat tinggal saya sekarang ni. suffice to say, if you are not close to the right people, you will not be invited to open houses. *sedih*. but, i have made a strategy..ahhahaha....there's this new lady in town and i met her once before. the thing is, unlike the other ladies yg tak bekerja dan ikut suami dtg ke sini (no offense tu kengkawan saya yg mengikut suami merantau) this lady is intellectual. she was a lecturer and while her husband works, she contacted the unis and offered her expertise in doing research. jadi saya rasa dia adalah orang yg seswai untuk dibuat kawan, walaupun bidang expertise kami jauh panggang dari api gittew.

-saya ketagih bermain cafe world on fb. bad. i know. tsk. boleh tak sebab dah ter-masak roast beef (it took me two days to masak okei), memaksa diri balik rumah in time for it to be served. if not rugi okei stove mak 2 hari guna masak bendalah tu pastu alih-alih basi plak. sape nak jadi negihbour ai kat cafe world?? hihi. dan sebab nak kena continuously monitor cafe saya (yg saya namakan Mulut...mmg, if i have a cafe or restaurant..nak namakan mulut..cos kan slalu orang tanya...nak makan kat mana...kat mulut..ihihih..ok..i digress) saya bukak 2 window untuk fb dimana satunya KHAS untuk cafe saya sahaja. tsk. i'm officially a suchtiger (addict dalam bahaso German)

- i need a hobby! the reason i play cafe world is i have no LIFE!! thank god i send my child to the day care. over there, i get to talk to other adults in English...and they are mostly masters and phd students. it feels really good to be able to talk to someone else! anyhoo..once i'm home, i hv nothing to do except surf the net..so, i think i need a hobby. apa pendapat u ols? crossstitch atau knitting? saya verangan nak menulis about being a single parent aborad tapi kat mana tempat yg seswai utk saya contribute hoh?

-i've been munching like nobody's business tapi i thank god i balance it with a lot of walking. buuttt...i am telling myself that this is the LAST week for me to eat all those unhealthy junks. im going to be eating fruits beginning next week (wish me luck cos me and fruits...not a good relationship there).

-dani banyak bercakap and dah not so pelat. i am so excited that he's going to kindy next year, insyaAllah. saya teramat excited that almost every day, i'd google to find any feedbacks on the said kindy, Genius Aulad. eiihh...bestnyer...my son is growing up.

- Andi plak can already stand and inching his way sambil pegang bucu katil and whatever bucu he could grab on. he's also very chatty nowadays. tegur people on the bus, tram and all that. he's slowly getting used to the daycare. and hari2 benjy akan kiss andi goodbye. so cute ok. btw, benjy ni budak campur mat salleh and kulit hitam...so his skin is not that dark n rambut dia blonde. kiut ok. tapi yg lagi kiut (selain andi obviously..harusla mak dia bias kann) ialah seorang budak korean/japanese bernama Nomin. ya Rabbi...so geedebe dia nieh...and super comelz! shes almost 2 y.o.

-i paid my fees of almost 400euros and can only register this trhusday. pasal kelas, i'm still not sure. id have to go to my skool to find out what i should take. tapi rasenye ada independent study...hoyehhh...me likey independent study. at least adalah benda nak buat kaann..

-speaking of which, rasa nak menghakmilikkan satu pc kat eltern zimmer tu as mine. nak tiru taktik ayang yang menghakmilikkan pc kat postgrad suite as hers. shall hias2 that corner..huhu. speaking of which, since mak dah nak start phd classes dgn skool ni, mak dapat opis la kot ek> eiihh...sexcitednyer mak u ols!!

- oh...Dr Sunshine sitting for his exam on Nov 2nd. I really hope and doa that he passes. the thing is, the failure rate is 85%. cuba u ols imagine!! masa mock exam last week, less than 10 out of 120 ppl passed. how?? tapi insyaAllah ok kot. cos if he passes...

- we'll be going for a euro trip! that is so exciting. tapi if dia pass la. he plans to come over during summer and then we'll go jenjalan...bestnyerr...i still cant decide where to go first...istanbul? itali? switzerland? germany? paris masa bebudak dah besar sket baru nak pi.then baru dorang bleh enjoy disneyland!

- my sis gave birth via lscs a few days back to a baby gurl. and right now, she's tandem feeding! mak respect sama dia u ols!

- kunci rmh saye di bsp dah boley diambil! i m super excited tht my house dah siap. tp, risau gk cos dr sunshine sorg je yg nk cek defect semua...hmmm...tp, excited all the same!
oraity..ittew saje laporan saya hari ini. tu dia..punya panjang sebab nak lepas germa 3 kali tak leh nak blog.

roger.

anakku

so today, andi and i went out in the morning cos i really wanted to get him some strumpfhose and those thermal shirts and also breakfast cereal and some jar baby food.

after he had his bath n susu, i strapped him in the carrier and off we went. i managed to get 3 pairs of strumpfhose and 3 thermals. pastu we went to buy his food.n then balik flat and he slept in the carrier.

i let him sleep (sakit belakang okei). bila dah dekat time nak pi day care, he woke up. so, susu again and strapped him to the stroller and off we went.

sesampai di day care, i put him down near the toys and letak barang dia dekat his locker. the carer told me that if i want to wait in the parents room i can. so asked them if its ok for me to go out and buy lunch...dorang kata go ahead. so i went out. when i came back about 20 minutes later, andi was still ok. so dorang kata pi la makan kat elternzimmer. and i did. and i lepak sana siap main uno bagai (its really addictive!) sampaaiiii 3 lebih...then orang semua dah nak balik..so barulah i terkedek-kedek pegi tgk anak. and he was FINE!! I am sooooooooo happy. Syukur sangat ya Allah...i think Andi is finally adapting himself. apparently, they fed him and changed his diaper, and managed to tidurkan dia!!! thats an accomplishment okeii...to be able to tidorkan dia!!

i really hope this will continue sampai bebila. terima kasih ya Allah sebab permudahkan urusan saya.

p/s: smalam, i left him for almost 2 hours..kali ni 3 jam lebih!! :)

Things to buy

way to go andi!

today, for the first time after 1 week being in the daycare, i left andi n went to uni. before i left, i made sure he ate, try bg susu n tidurkan dia. when he slept, i left.

after abt 45 minutes, the daycare called me up to say tht andi woke up n cried. i told them i'd come asap (naseb daycare mmg dkt dgn uni!). tp dorg kata, if it was hard for me 2 come n if i was in dmiddle of doing smthg, x yah blk dulu. dorg akan call lg if things got worst.

tp, me being me, lepas settle jer i blk terus. rushing giller ok siap lari2 lg nk sampai cepat punye pasal.tp bila sampai tgk andi tgh lentok kt bahu si anika. hmm..terus ai masuk elternzimmer n berinternet. hihihi...n he was ok till it was time to go home. depa siap tukar diaper dia semua.

apparently he cried 4 abt 20minutes. pastu dia terlentok...n pastu dia main n gelak2.:)

hopefully things will get better as the day goes by..

p/s: mmg x dpt dinafikan, spjg perjalanan mulut ni terkumat kamit bc segala mala ayat n doa everythg dipermudahkan. n Alhamdullillah...syukur sangat.

teruja

since classes tak start lagi and i have nothing much to do, i've been googling on islamic kindergarten.

and i found a blog of this person who sent his boy to GA in kelana jaya. and i am happy to note that the kindy looks really nice! very colourful. i like. cume yg tak berapa like tu cos tak de lawn but nak buat cemana kan.

i am pretty excited that dani insyaAllah will be going to kindy next year. lets hope Dr Sunshine tak register last minute...takut tak de tempat cos they limit their intake to only 18 kids. shall pester him to register dani after he's finished his exams!

meanwhile, i will be registering today! then, after that i will enquire on how to register for classes and what classes i need to register for! i'm pretty excited and am looking forward to starting classes other than Deutsch!

oh...and i think i should start reading papers in Deutsch la, betol tak? kalu tak sampai bila tak pick up the language. i need to really brush it up cos nanti cemana nak pi kelas kan?

sigh...really hope andi adapts to daycare soon. if not cemanalaa nak pi kelas niee..