shopping

i went to mothercare last tuesday with ayang and i think i spend wisely!! hihi. i bought a pair of jeans for dani at £7, army 3/4 pants for £5, 2 thirts for AA at £1.50 and £1 each. okeila kan??

i also bought a h&m long knitted cardy at only £10!! sker!!

now, i am going to look for some onesies, maybe a pair of jeans for AA and another pair for dani, sweater or fleece for both dani and AA, jacket for the both of them, maternity jeans for me, pajamas for me, some nice shirts for my boys, and maybe nice lingeries for me.

my budget is only £100. tak leh lebih2. hihi. err...ye ke?? ohh...n nak gak beli brg for my hubby, maybe a shirt or two. tgkla cemana. akak plak pesan sd.hmmm.

okeilaaa..tomorrow nak pi Next. satgi nak pi city centre.

i also need a pair of shoes!!

hello from cardiff

i arrived last friday. but technically ,my journey begun on thursday. at about 1pm on thursday, i left my flat and went to this kakak's house to drop my lappie. malas nak bawak cos takut berat and all. she made nasi lemak!! yumyum. menjilat jari ok. then, at about 5pm, i left her house for erdbergstr. waited for the bus in the rain (seb baik ada bus stop) and boarded the bus at about 6.30. sampai bratislava at about 740pm. tunggu time to check in. masa check in, they didnt even ask me for my doctor's letter!! tensi je ok cos i spend 34euros on that letter!!

the flight to bristol was okla. i thought the plane would be like airasia's kan, rupenye tidak!! the seats cant be reclined AT ALL! imaginela...for 3 hours plus terpaksa duduk keras macam tu jeeee.. and there are no pockets in front of the seat so i had to hold on to my stuff. hmmphh..couldn't really sleep on the plane.

sesampai jer, had to go through custom check. i was questioned. 1001 soalan ok. nasib baik i printed out all my etickets be it flight, train and bus! the immigration officer macam was-was that i actually had tickets to go to cardiff at 1.34am! tapi nasib baik mak membuktikannya dengan tiket2 mak ittew. finally, he let me off (tapi tetap mak missed the 11.45pm airport bus) and bid me a 'terima kasih'!

then, i went to ladies (erkk..perlu tau nak citer gak niehh) and pi kat luar terminal tunggu bus. according to the schedule on the net, the bus comes every 15 minutes and patutnya ada 1 bus coming at 12.15am. namun begitu, beli kat luar dalam sejuk2 tu, tgk schedule, ghupenya, bus will only be coming at 12.45. i was a bit the cuak because my train is at 1.34! tetapi, menurut schedule ittew juga, bus akan sampai ke station at 1.10. so sempat kot mak nak catch train kan??

what was nice was that i made a friend while waiting for the bus. he lives in vienna with his gf!!i got jos number and will surely contact him when i am in wien nanti. he also offered a place to sleep in case i missed my train.

tapi, i didnt miss my train. phew. sampai cardiff, ayang amik.

so far, i have been to the city centre, carboot yang ala pasar tani, lalu kat bay and ayang's school.
kat sini asyik makan nasi jer!! i swear im going to put on weight with the rate that i am eating nie. sigh. takpe..sekali sekala jer kan?

at the city center, i found cheap baby stuffs!! sgt2 menarik but will wait till after xmas to purchase the stuff. huhu.

ittew saja laporan saya hari ini.

p/s: mints called and ajak spend new years at nottingham. should i??

packing

hmm...i have checked the baby list. i guess, having a baby kat mesia punye list lain sket than having a baby kat negara 4 musim nieh. anyhoo, i think adik dani ni will of course pakai baju2 lama Dani (siaaannnn diaa...baju dah 2 tahun!! tsk). but, because mama also loves you unconditionally macam mama loves dani, i will also get you new clothes! yeayyy...dari uk lagik tu, don't play play!! but of course must also get ur abang dani something la kan.

anyhoo, menurut babycenter, i hv to buy some onesies, baju tido, cotton shirts, sweater or jacket, one piece fleece suit, socks, soft warm hat that covert the ears. ermm...onesies bleh la beli,baju tido, i think can use Dani's but maybe i buy la gak kan sket2 yang baru..but tak payah banyak sangat la, cotton shirts also can use Dani's but top up sket, sweater or jacket tu mesti belik, one piece fleece suit pon harus, socks pon nak beli gak sket tapi can also use Dani's, warm hat pon wajib. so, ittewlah list untuk AA.

For Dani, i must buy him socks, jacket, jeans(sebab this is my son's favourite item of clothing in the whole wide world ok.... kena ada poket!), long sleeve shirts and jacket.

tapi kan, ini hanya list sajer. i hope i tak kan terover sexcited dan beli bukan2. ayang, ko kena refrain me from buying things yg tak perlu!! mak nak kena bajet cos nak beli stroller bagai. hmmm..

ittew saja.lapar la plak. satgi nak mandi, makan dan cek brg2 yg dah di pack. cukup keeee dak??

my lists

My trip to Cardiff will commence tomorrow! I will take a bus to Bratislava, catch a flight to Bristol, take the airport bus to Bristol Temple's Mead Train Station and take a train to Cardiff. Ooohhh...sangat jauh dan penuh adventure perjalanan saya nanti. I am quite nervous actually cos ussually, if trip2 yg adventourous like this, i will do it with Dr Sunshine. Tapi tak apa, there is always a first time, kan?

So, I have yet listed down what i should bring. but, i am not going to bring a lot, that's for sure because i plan to buy more stuff over there. which also reminds me, i need to have a lost of things to buy.

my packing list
passport
doktors letter
mutter&kind pass
toothbrush
deodorant
1 pants
1 pajamas
4 tops
undies
ubat athma
ubat gastrik
ubat selsema
panadol
ponstan
aqueous cream
elomet
german notes
documents to be posted to malaysia
lotion&liquid-ish things akan dibeli kat uk cos i am going to bw hand luggage jer.mana bleh bawak liquid more than 100ml per bottle kan??

ada apa2 yg tertinggal tak??

things to buy
my jeans
my shoes
my beg sekolah
my sweaters
my new tops
dani's jacket
dani's baju
dani's jeans
dani's shoes
3 baby baju tido
socks for ***i
warm baby suit for ***i

hmm...the list for ***i tu, must be thought of properly laa....nanti kang if tertinggal and lupa beli, susah plak.
note to self: must check the baby check list.

klaaa...ciao.

traurig und allein

saya menangis hari ini kerana dani menangis while talking to me.

i think he misses me!

we were talking about balik KB.

dani balik kota baru?
ha ah, dani balik kota baru dengan papa.
nanti bila mama balik dari vienna, kita balik kota baru, dengan dani, dengan papa dengan ***i, ok?
dani nak pergi kota baru (suara macam nak menangis)
ok, nanti kita pergi kota baru sama-sama ok?
dani nak pergi kota baru (suara dah sebak)
ok, nanti kita pergi sama-sama.
dani nak pergi kota baru (nangis sekuat hati...uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...he was so upset)
*Dr Sunshine got on the fon*
apsal dani menangis ni?
b, plis tell dani that i kat vienna. i m not in kota baru.

dani, mama kat vienna. mama tak de kat kota baru.
uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa (very very upset)
k.k.k. tak nak nangis k?nanti kita balik kota baru. mama kat vienna.
*dani dah kurang nangis*
dani nak pergi vienna.
k. nanti papa bawak dani pergi vienna. dani nak cakap dengan mama?
*cebik mulut*

and that, ladies and gents, got me crying!!

dani thot i was in kb, and he wanted to go to kb cos he knows, pi kb, boleh naik car, tak jauh. cos pegi vienna jaauuuuhhh....kena naik aeroplane. tsk.

selama ni, when i talk to dani, he will always say that dani rindu mama, dani sayang mama. but, bila dia kata rindu tu, slalu papa dia yg coach to say all those things, u know? so, sometimes i wonder, dia betul ke rindu kat i? does he remember me?

but today. today i know that my son misses me as much as i miss him. maybe even more. its just that he doesnt know how to say it.

pastu, dani dah ok. and went out of the bedroom, cari his bike. tapi papa dah bawak bike pi umah mak.and that got him crying again.

i miss my darling son so so so so so much. the distance is killing me, betul. i sometimes have this fear that he will forget about me, or get used to living without me. tapi, now i think that fear is so tak logic. it is true when they say, anak mana boleh lupa kat mak. we share a bond, dani and i.

Dear Dani,

i love you so much dani. i wish you are here with me. i wish i can tepuk u
to sleep. i wish i can buat ur susu ounce. i wish i can make breakfasts for you.
i wish i can mandikan u. i wish i can basuh ur berak. i wish i can change ur
pampers. i wish i can smell ur hair.i wish i can see u ride ur new bike. i wish
i can hug you and kiss you.

dani, i am really sorry for leaving you.i am sorry that i am not there to
see you achieve ur milestones, to hear you recite fatihah for the first time, to
hear u sing pok amai2 and air pasang pagi on ur own. tapi please know that mama
loves you so so so so so much and that mama tak bermaksud to leave you like
this.

mama promise that mama will try my best to find a way so that u can stay
with me and adik next year ok, even if it means paying a lot of money. mama rasa
tak sanggup to leave you dah.

i love you so much dani.

i am sorry.

essen (makan)

i woke up really late today!!I must have been really tired cos i have never woke up this late ever (ok, except maybe masa zaman lepas SPM and tgh cintan cintun over irc dgn Dr.Sunshine). I, ladies and gents, woke up at 12.06!! but, i also woke up for subuh yer...at 7am. ihiks. neways, there goes my plan nak pi beli chocolates and stuff to bawak pi UK (yes ayang...i want to get you hooked to Milka jugek).

so, i cecepat mandi, semayang zuhur,and reheat yesterday's pizza sesambil borak2 dgn eus. then, i got ready, and went to recce edburgstrasse, my departure point to bratislava. tapikan..pusing punya pusing (dalam kesejukkan ittew..tsk) tak jumpa pon tempat naik!! tskk...and tempat ittew quite deserted..and tak nampak pon cab or anything. tsk... *risau*

so, i went back,and pi plak kat this chinese supermarket to get some stuff. mari kita lihat.

i bought soya bean (yumssss), 6 packets of indomee, tapioca pearls (atau dalam bm, sagu), pandan leaves, coconut milch, once can of sweet corn.

i also saw roti prata dan hampir2 nak grab 1 packet but refrained because i am already off to cardiff next week and dont have to stock up on barang2 dapur, yet. but the indomee tetap ambik sebab tahan lama kan u ols. hihi.

and kenapa saya beli tapioca pearls, pandan leaves, coconut milch, sweet corn ittew?? because i ada projek pagi esok. tungggguuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!!!!!!!!!

p/s: everything has been booked for my trip. plane ticket (30euro), coach to bratislava (16euro), coach to bristol temple meads(8 pounds), train to cardiff(8.38 pounds). semua return ticket. so, in total, i spend about 70.57 euros for the trip errr...cop..if tambah surat doktor, its 104.57 euros. so...lebih kurang 500rm laaa.. cisla doktor tu!! tskk...tensi mak. doktor kat uk brapa pound agaknyer ek? sape ada kawan yang doktor kat uk tue?? agak2 bleh tak mak dapat surat free?? hikhik.

gestern (yesterday)--> learn a new word a day!

i couldnt execute what nana suggested (to change tempat duduk to avoid thegirl) becos thegirl was late (she's always late) and sejurus nampak mak, plopped down next to me. tsk.

tapi, harini, mak ada cuba taktik baru!! hihi.masa dia terai nak peek into my paper and sekali tu attempted to take my paper (yes!! she did it again okeh), i cover2 dengan tangan i!! dan juga..yang masa dia cuba nak amik paper ittew, was sebab dia pon nak copy notes cikgu kat board tu kan (yang cikgu tak padam pon lagik ok..ada depan mata ajer!!) so, dengan tegas, i tunjuk jer kat board tu, to show that those are the notes i copy and u dont have to snatch my paper away from me gittew!! tapi, ade gak la i sentap sket cos cikgu slalu suruh orang 1 by 1 jawab soalan..tapi sokmo laaaa dia yang nak jawabkan utk org tu nyer behalf. bleh tak kita bg rakan2 cuba jawab dahulu?? u ols ada jawapan dia sebab it was already written down by tah sape tah..tak macam we ols yg kena buat 1 by 1 sendiri okeiiii...

sighh...ittewla ceritanya buat hari ini.

selain itu, saya tak buat apa2 dan hanya golek2 atas katil sambil chat dgn Dr Sunshine dan rakan2 di Malaysia. sigh... i seriously feel like zaman baru2 bercinta dgn Dr Sunshine okei...sebab, if u must know, we fell in love pon trhu chatting. ehehhe *blush*.

oleh kerana minggu depan saya akan ke UK *ehem*, saya pon malas nak beli brg2 dapur like chicken and sayur. so i went to hoffer and bought cheese and tomato pizza. that should last me a few days. and on sunday, i'll be going to an open house, so maybe ada tapau ke?? *mengharap*. bleh reheat...and shall last me 2 hari lagik. hihi. but i think i should abiskan my ciken laa...sebab last week lagik i dah beli. hmm...if ada santan lebih from my pengat, i shall buat ayam percik. YUMMMM

klaaaa....nak catch up with some tv shows my german grammar. err..ye ke??

p/s: saya sangat rindu dengan my Dr Sunshine and my AD.

masa hari raya haji

saya ponteng

i did not go to class today. i felt really bad, but what can i do? i had to go to my gynea to amik surat which will allow me to fly. and by the time i got the letter, it is already 4.45. if i pi kelas pon,,i would sampai at about 510 maybe and usually class will end at 545. oleh ittew, i felt, baik balik bilik jer. skang ada rasa rugi sket (ok..this is my geeky side talking).

before i went to my appointment, i bought the obat prescribed by my dermatologist. sigh.that was 9,60. pastu, pi doktor plak, mak kena charge ok!!! i was charged to get the letter. and nak bagik surat, dia kena buat ultraschall which cost me 30euros. surat 4euros. mak kena charge 34euros in total. geram betul laa...pastu bukan print gambar pon. lagi satu, bukannya dia scan bebtul tengok baby ke apa sume. scan lite lite jer...pastu 34euros. surat gittew mak dapat free jer ok kat key ell!! even scan pon percuma ok!! geram plak rasa tau.

tsk...

terpaksa duit shopping mak kurang sket. n nasib baik mak bawak duit tau tadi!! kalau tak cemana??
geram.

saya geram

I just came back from class and i must admit, dalam kelas tadi, i was so geram that i have thought of how to write my entry today. tapi bila sampai sini, tak ingat plak. hihi.

tapi, tetap nak mention that i am quite geram with this girl who sits next to me in class. firstly, dia suka nak tiru jawapan mak ok. mak tensi sebab mak penat2 cari jawapan dalam kamus dan juga tengok my notes and all. tadi, der lehrer buat ala2 pop quiz (tapi ala2 open book la cos we could freely refer to our notes or open the dictionary).

if you know me well, i am quite a geek sbenarnye as in i want to do really well in exams walaupun markahnya tidak dikira ok. and, mak tak kisah tiru meniru IF it was my good fren ke tapi sebab this girl ni, she likes to act like she knows all the answers (tetapi padahal jawapan tu adalah jawapan mek ATAU jawapan yg memang dah ada in her workbook cos she bought a 2nd hand workbook in which some answers has already been scribbled).so, tadi, yang membuatkan saya geram adalah i was looking through the dictionary, trying to find the suitable articles for the nouns..and tetiba, dia telah mengambil kertas mek and suka suki tgk jawapn!!! OH!!! perluke macam tu? she didn't even ask ok. she just grabbed!!!

and, i was quite angry cos everything that was asked (fill in the blanks with suitable akkusativ, nomens, pronomens and etc) are all in the notes (that i of course copy when cikgu ngajar and in which she salin-ed also). oleh ittew..tak leh ke nak bukak nota awak ittew untuk carik jawapan?? ishh....geram betul tau! pastu, yg also buat saya geram adalah..i was trying very hard to do it myself and dia sibuk nak bagi jawapan with that tone yang macam..ala..tak kan jawapan tu pon tak tau. bukan saya mintak jawapan dari awak pon!! tsk.

tak bagus sbeanrnye nak geram ni, tapi i have been keeping this thing for far too long.

p/s: i miss my boys. pagi tadi, at about 2am AD called. and we could have a conversation. he told me that dia pergi semayang kat masjid, ada basikal baru and also pampers bocor sebab banyak kencing. sebab papa lupa tukar pampers. hihi.and, he asked me mama beli apa breakfast?i said roti. he said kat mana? rindunyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Raya Haji

I woke up at 6.40 macam tu to find my roomate not back yet. i guess dia S.O at her bf's place. anyhoo, after subuh, i showered and reheat the yummylicious spinach and cheese roti for breakie, and siap2 and headed terus to the vic. I was told that prayers would start at 8, so i rushed...cos takut lambat.



when i arrived, there were loads of people. tu pon hujan...tetap ramai orang.

i went to the ladies side, got in just in time as dorang dah start takbir. semayang,dengar khutbah, and left. went outside and watched some boys main mercun. sigh..reminded me of home.

semayang kat siniade a few shifts yer. memula dengan imam turkey, then, arab agaknya. pastu egyptian and last2 german kot. i only knew about this masa pi makan2 kat rumah that kakak. i eman, i knew that dorang buat semayang tu in several shifts but i never knew that it was actually divided ikut bagsa. mak main taram aje and semayang. hikhikhik.

there were stalls selling burgers, hor dogs and kebab, of course, macam funfair pon ada cos ada carrousel and what not. i left soon after cos my roomate has invited her bf and a friend to celebrate raya haji with me.

sesampai je wohnung, i switched on my lappie and chat dgn Dr Sunshine, and sesambil tu mingle2. kejap jer pon cos after that i rushed to go to my aunts place...cos we had a makan2 invitation.

bestnyeeee...pi makan2. sampai skarang kenyang ok. i had nasi tomato with ayam masak merah, dalca and daging itam. sedaappp... dessert pon memacam. my fave would be that daim cake ittew. aahhh...sangat menggoda.

pastu borak bagai nak rak...and left. my aunt dropped me at my place and i was so surprised to tgk tht it was so so so so so so near giller ok. if i naik ubahn and tram, adela kot stengah jam. so i thot i was troubling them la kan susah2 hantar...rupanya dekat nak mampus. aiyooo.... terus rindu kat my car.

neways, i so rindu kat my Dr Sunshine and AD!!!i so want to talk to him. hari ni, AD pi ikut papa dia semayang raya.apparently, masa dah bangun tido, he told papa yg dia nak ikut pi masjid. so papa had to mandikan dia, gosok baju and rush2 siap.they got to the mosque just as they were starting the nak takbir. and...kat masjid tu, AD mintak susu ounce! of course papa tak bawak kan. and papa had to pujuk2. I guess AD was hungry...maybe he didnt have anything before going to mesjid. masa papa semayang, AD duduk sambil clinging on to papa's kaki sampai susah papa dia nak sujud. hihi. and apparently, muka dia sedih je cos tak ada susu. *mama dia pon rasa sedih bila dengar citer nie*

once habis je semayang, terus dia ajak papa balik. so papa had to go to the mosque punyer porch and dengar khutbah raya from there. hihi. balik2, he ate 1 and half keping roti. AD even went to tengok org sembelih lembu ok..but apparently dia macam takutsket nak tengok. my son is so brave tau...and dah besar cos following his papa everywhere. macam dah jadik shadow. after a while, dia mintak susu ounce and papa had to buat and suap susu. do u know that he still tak pegang his own bottle and if minum susu still kat atas peha?? yes...we ols manjakan our son..hihi. tapi..AD, if dengan mak ani, bleh plak minum pegang botol sendiri and baring atas tilam. ihiks.

i miss him.

AD on my peha

Tadi, along called. best sangat!!! she said AD called her last nite to report that he went to buy murtabak for along. and he ended his conversation with along with i love you. my son memang pandai amik hati ok.

i hope Dr Sunshine ada amik gambar dia naik his new ride. Sunshine bought hima 4 wheel bike for his birthday. and cita2 nak ajar dia naik beskal. yelaa..mama dia mana tau naik beskal kan. tsk.

k..i have a long day tomorrow. pagi nak amik letter kat uni and head to dermatologist. petang ada kelas.

i miss my boys!!!

and that person masih belom membalas email saya. apakah nasib saya di bristol nanti?

kita tungguuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.

p/s: am still worried.

raya haji di perantauan

tomorrow is raya haji. tapi kat mesia dah raya haji pon cos technically, its already 5.26am there.

anyhoo, it will officially my first ever raya without Dr Sunshine since we got married. hmm..i miss him.

he drove back for raya and the journey took him 12 hours. and, apparently, AD kept him company...tidor 2 hours masa noon and then from maghrib till about 10. bagus AD teman papa..i am so proud of you. if it was mama...sure dah tidooooooooooooooooo manjang. and papa will be driving alone..hikhikhik.

so what is my plan for tomorrow? i plan to go semayang raya and maybe jumpa kakak mesian at the mosque. pastu balik dan buat dumpling raya (yg akan diajar oleh akak rumet). pastu, tak tau dah nak buat apa...mungkin chat with babes...but i am sure he will be at his uncle's place malapah lembu for the qurban. ahh...i really really miss them.

pastu, saya risau plak....pasal my german. hmmm...i really hope i can improve my german. tapi cik kak, cemana nak improve kalu study pon tak. sigh. ok..must make a point to study!!!

and today, i went to view a very lovely apartment. it was fully furnished dan sebagainya. namun begitu, the landlord kata it is suitable only for eins personen. aber, ich kann nicht miete. tsk. how?? so..kena cari lagik la nampaknya. mungkin, sok sok petang, i akan try calling2 those ppl yg tidak membalas email saya ittew.

and i must study. hmm... i really want to start on my research but i must finish my german dulu. so...itulah ceritanya. some of my classmates can already attend classes..but i am not sure if they are from my uni. hmm...

which is why, i MUST go to my school and meet the phd co-ordinator and talk to her about my plans. kan? betul tak? hmm...pegi on wednesdaylah cos tuesday ada appointment dengan dermatologist.

u ols...doakan i lulus bahasa german dengan cemerlang dan berjaya okei?? i tak nak extend n nak balik cecepat.

also, doakanlah that i find a way to bring kak ani's daughter here so that she can help me with taking care of my kids.

over & out.

ach so

i find it interesting that ppl here like to say ach so...macam kita kata ooo..ye ke??

anyhoo...i slept really late last nite...at almost 3 cos i was up watching mertua vs menantu. aiyooo...i havent been studying at all since i got this laptop ok!!! i am super pemalas. nak tengok cerita la, baca blog orang la, itula, inila...pastu, sampai skarang tak hafal2 lagi artikels of the words, belajar pasal posesivpronomen, dativ, akkusativ, modalverben and etc. i am so bad. takpe..tomorrow, i shall start with listing down the words, their artikels and the meanings in that notebook i got 2 weeks ago (kengkonon masa tu semangat membara nak study...)

also, i am worried if my sponsors tak mo bayar balik my deutch course fees cos my uni actually telah mengoutsource course ini kepada company lain. tapi, resit dia telah dicop oleh universiti dan i have requested for a letter from my uni saying that the german course is a prerequisite before i can begin my class properly.

kemudian, saya risau pula sebab nanti, after 6 months, i am supposed to submit a report to my home uni dan jugek sponsors..tetapi siapakah yang akan bertanggunjawab to write the report cos technically, i am still doing my german courses and will continue hingga next year. how ek?? *risau*

i find myself worrying about one thing after another. not good for baby i bet. sometimes i wonder if it was a good decision that i made coming here. tapi mak dah ado kat sini...so by hook or by crook, i have to do it lah kan.

anyhoo...jauh di pikiran nie, i am thinking of meeting my schools dean or person in charge atau sesaiapa pon. i have emailed my supervisor tetapi dah berminggu2, dia tak reply pon?? mak konfius nieh. i am thinking of earning extra credit ker ataupun mintak advise from them...u know so that maybe i can start looking for literatures or reading some stuff to prepare myself for the research. what do you think?

on top of that, mak juga busy mencari rumah sewa. yes people. and i thank god that i have an auntie here (regardless of the bau2 bacang status), that is helping me with the house hunting. so tomorrow, we are going to look at another house, in which mak cik saya yang membuat appointmentnyer! *smiles*

klaahh...u know what? i think i should stop risau2 nieh. saya rasa saya patut study german saya bersungguh-sungguh, dan memberanikan diri to speak in german everywhere i go. must not speak english!!! MUST NOT!! so that i will get used to speaking in german dan cepat pick up the german words and all that. dan supaya saya boleh accelarate in my class dan start my phd classes much much sooner. ok tak cita cita saya??

sekarang, saya mesti masak. and later, i have to berkepit with my books.

aufwiedersehen.

p/s: did i tell you that yesterday, when i got out of the tram and walked towards the pedestrian crossing, ada sorang mamat ni tersenyum2 kat saya. i was wondering if my face was comot ke hapa kan. pastu, i stood near him, dan dia masih tersenyum-senyum gatal. kemudian he tried to make small talk with me while crossing the road. he was talking in german and i told him ich nicht sprechen deutch. but i knew that he was asking me where i came from. and i said malaysia. dia ingat mak pakistani u ols!!! apalah nasib. if kat mesia..orang ingat mak anak mami...kat sini di associate plak dengan pakistani. padanlah mak selalu cuba ditekel oleh that kinda person when i was working kat the neswpaper dahulu. huhu. tapi mak tetap bangga cos walaupun my tummy is already obvious, mak masih dipandang orang *angkat bakul jap*. (ker sebab perut mak dilindungi oleh file besar ittew??)

the one with the wedding and the invitation

hari ni lah kawen!!! too bad i cannot be there for the wedding. i sms-ed her and wished her good luck for her first night and she said...malam ni hubby balik. and entah kenapa...terus mak teringat kat wedding mak dedulu!!

it will be three years this coming january. time flies kan?? anyhoo..i remembered that my hubby also had to balik after the nikah ceremony cos my aunties kata tak bersanding lagik tak leh sleep over. hihihi.... and nak jugak cakap that i think Dr Sunshine sangat hot yer pada malam nikah ittew. so hensem and sangat buat mak geget jari. sigh.

anyway, berkenaan trip saya nak jumpa ayg di cardiff ittew, i actually buat muka tembok and emailed someone from bris tanya pasal airport..if it is dangerous ke apa kan. tup tup... i got an invitation to sleep over kat rumah dia dan keluarga...oh....mak sangat grateful dengan invite ittew. and i've got a feeling they might even pick me up at the airport...hihi...tapi tengok dulu cemana la...i dah email balik and we'll see how it goes. u ols doa doa la yer untuk saya. if so...then senang sket hati....takut la kan sakit2 blakang tido kat airport ittew. and what about safety?? tol tak??

pastu, i went to view an apartment tadi. it looks quite big BUT tak ade lift. terpaksa my auntie and i menaiki tangga sebanyak 4 tingkat!! *pengsan*. terus kansel tak nak...huhu...penat ok...can u imagine bawak stroller and all menaiki tangga ittew. tak sanggup saya.

and i have a few other apartments in which i have contacted the owner. am waiting for them to get back to me.

and finished applying for residents permit. hopefully i get it in 3 weeks. if not, terpaksa pi jalan2 kat croatia ittew.

other than that, how much do you ols fikir i should bring to UK?? ke, tak yah touch duit euro..and withdraw duit gaji ajer. so that bolehla bezakan my expenses kan. i am quite confused. if boleh, i dont want to touch my euros cos i will obviously need it for kaution and rent and all that kan. dahla mak gatal bukak fd account kat sini, boleh?? tetapi saya hanya potong 30euro ssebulan untuk masuk account ittew. nanti bila my finances dah stabil, blehla potong maximum (only 83eurosje pon) amount. ni saje laa..buat savings sket sket. i cannot touch this money saaammmppppaaaiiiii i habis belajar. ala2 asb tapi versi austria. huhu. ola kan..sket sket lelama jadik bukit.

ohh...and since my rumet always nag me about drinking milk (yes..hari2 ok dia bising cos dia kata if pregnant must drink milk, eat telur, fish and vege. Baik akak rumet!) i bought milk and cereal. i dont like drinking milk but having it with cereal is bearable la kan. huhu.

and i miss my family. and along's teh tarik. aahhhhh...

Dr Sunshine will be driving back to his hometown tomorrow with AD in tow. cannot imagine how it will be as it will be their first trip together alone. I hope it will be ok.

Alligator! (AD's version of see you later alligator..tapi yg kuar alligator jer..hikhik)

conversations

AD: Hello
Me: Hello
AD: Mama buat apa tu
Me: Mama tengah cakap dengan Dani
AD: ooohhh....cakap dengan dani. mama kat mana
me:mama kat vienna
AD:vienna kat mana
Me:vienna kat austria
AD:austria kat mana
Me:austria kat europe
AD:europe kat mana
Me:europe kat world
AD:mama buat apa kat vienna
Me:mama keja
AD:ohhh....mama keja
Me:dani kat mana
AD:kat ofis
ME:kat ofis?
AD:taklaaa...dani kat rumah laa
Me:dani....macam mana nyanyi lagi air pasang pagi?
AD:air pasang pagi surut pukul lima
dani bangun pagi mama pegi kejaaaa

sigghh...my son can talk on the phone now. and he asks a lot of questions. pandaila anak mama ni. i miss him so so much.

oh...pok amai amaipon dah pandai nyanyi. i am so proud of him.

to skip or not to skip??

my gynea said i can fly...yeaaayy..to uk la kan.

anyhoo...have been searching for tix and tiket murah adalah pada hari yang masih ada kelas. only 10euros pi balik ok. if saya nak jadik budak baik, saya tak skip kelas dan pergi later, tiket adalah 60euro. how?? mak konfius. rasa macam nak jadik budak jahat aje..ihiks.

update: i have booked my ticket!!! i will be elaving wien on dec 18, tp jumpa ayg on dec 19....mak terpaksa bermalam di airport tapi mak sanggup u ols!!!

all in all, i spend 30euros for the flight (return), 16 euros for the return trip to bratislava, and nak pi cardif mak tak sure brapa pounds. maybe 12pounds return (abt 20euros), so total perbelanjaan kali ini ialah lebih kurang 70euro utk pergi balik. mak sker!!!!!!!

tak sabarnye nak pi jumpa ayang!!!

the permit

i slept late last night cos i suddenly remembered that i need to write some very very imprtant email. i slept at about 7am mesia, at the time that most of you are on the way to work. tapi kaln, if it was me in malaysia, i will be bz nak breakkie ataupun barin2 kat tempat dani trying to catch a few winks..hihi)

anyhoo, i woke up at 9 and siap2 to go to the embassy. at the embassy, i collected the letter of gc and a few documents. by the time everything was ready, it was almost 12 and u know, kat sini, waktu berurusan di kaunter perkhidmatan mana2 pon ends at 12. perluke?? and we always complain2 kan masa kat mesia...ok..maybe i did..ihiks. so, i didnt have the chance to pi to the ministry of foreign affairs as i intended to do and headed home instead.

pastu, i dont know why, lately, my lower abs slalu sakit ok. is it AA pushing his way down? tak kan cepat sangat kot?? does he need more space or something?? sakitt...speshly when i walk. wan i do walk a lot here. and dalam kesejukkan, i tend to walk fast supaya boleh masuk indoors cepat2. However, sebab sakit. mak terpaksa jalan slow slow ok. tsk. sejuuukkk...brrrrrrr. tapi, the sakit memang tak tipu. have experienced it a few times since i am here. tak ingat plak if i experienced it when i was preggers with AD.hmmm.

then, i went to class. but before that, i did some calculation on my spendings and decided that i need to write it all down in a nifty spreadsheet (which i am currently downloading). I need to keep track on what I spend on. and i think i should stop buying myself apfelsaft and treating myself to that yummylicious vanilla krapfen, although i get it cheap cos mak ada taktik dan beli masa dekat2 kedai nak tutup. half price aje...terrer tak mak save duit?? hikhik. the vanilla krapfen deserves a post of its own ok. sangat lazazedan, lemak dan berkrim. or bak kata AD: mak kim.

the other day, AD woke up with flu and so comel ok cos dia cakap kat papa :Papa, dani sema sema. dani nak ubat". and, because of that, the papa sanggup pi keje lambat to go to klinik and belik ubat. hmm...i miss both of my boys so much. Thank god ada sorang lagik boy dalam perut. if not, i think i'll just break down cos i'll be so uber lonely!

so tomorrow, i will have to wake up early, which means no sleeping after subuh. and terus bersiap-siap untuk ke opis foreign affairs ittew. pastu, i have to go to apply for permit. dan kendian, pi check up kat doctor. i hope the cop-cop docu kat MOFA tak lama and tak ramai org kat the majistrets office di dreds.ner supaya saya sempat ke doc's by 11.30. tapi mak akan cuba sedaya upaya untuk menyelesaikan hal permit esok juga cos i really don't want to delay the whole thing, ok. sangat sangat tak perlu gittew. lagikpon, nanti nak plan pi croatia lagik. hmm...

anyhoo...i have yet to make some real friends.communication is the barrier i tell you cos ich habe eine probleme. ich habe deutcsh spreche nicht! Meine Deutsch ist nicht so gut. nak buat ayat sangat susah ok...but i am trying my best here people.

other than that, i want to go to the communications school cos i feel like meeting prof haanes walaupun i have yet to start any courses with the school. mak masih membuat kursus universiti u ols. takleh start lagi kursus program gittew. i just want to speak to him about my dieas and all that. yes...i shall email him soon. after i finish blogging.

klahh...ittew saja.

p/s:wish me luck with the residence permit application. ni yang membuatkan saya susah tidor malam.
p.p/s: also, wish me luck in finding an apartment. i have tried emailing ppl but no reply. mak frust ok! i must must must get a new place by Feb.

I am proud of my sunshine

i am so so so proud of my sunshine!!

thanks to akak and this shopping blog i found out about the pureen warehouse sale. but how was i supposed to go cos i am here in the eu, betul tak??

so, what i did was, i emailed Dr Sunshine (thats my hubbs) the list of things i used to buy at the whse sale (including the price tau...i kan very d list list kinda person), and told him what exactly to buy.

And, just now, while talking and webcamming (thank god for technology), he showed me his purchase. He bought 3 towels, 3 blankies, 3 pairs of the cutest mittens and booties (i like the mittens stripey stripey and the booties tu macam shoes tapi soft fabric macam booties la kan..so comels!!),some liquid cleanser, baby wipes, and botol susu wide neck. thats all for AA. for AD, dia beli socks sahaja. but of course AD pon sibuk la kan when papa was rummaging through the stuff to show me. all in all, my babes spent about 160. hmm..mcm mahal gak la but i guess harga dah naik kot cos i remembered spending about 120++ for a whole lot more of stuff. whatever it is...saya tetap bangga dengan Dr Sunshine!!

He was verylucky though. Cos he actually had a sales assistant to help him out tunjuk mana nak ambik barang and everything. masa haku dulu..terpaksa do everything by myself hokey!

o well...

so i guess,some stuff for AA boleh scrap off the list. I am still going to buy some warm clothes prolly at mothercare in UK nanti. i hope the boxingday sale would be a good one!

next weekend is the adidas whse sale. nak suruh b pegi to cari shoes for AD and maybe cute pair of first shoes for AD. ihiks.

speaking of which...i need a pair of new shoes too!!!! tapi kat sini tak menarik la kasut dia. i want something comfy cos i walk A LOT u ols.

Klah...I need to get ready for my lunch thingy at this kakak's house. After that, nak pi tea plak kat my auntie's. My social calander is suddenly full. Ihiks.... Sok nak pi Embassy to settle my certification and etc so that I can go apply for my permit. Which reminds me, I need to plan the trip to croatia. Malas...tapi terpaksa ok. burst budget mak. tapi tetap nak beli stroller Mclarren tu, aci tak?? in black champagne(ni Dr Sunshine la yang influence ni)

K....ciao

p/s: I made kek batik for the tea petang ni and will be bringing milka to the kakak's place. hiikhik.cant believe mak berjaya buat kek batik u ols!

my life in vienna

This entry is long overdue. I have been out of the world of blogging since I moved to this place. Oh gosh...the many things I have to get used to. Who would have thought, despite all the things I hade to face back home, I still managed to find my way here!

I think I am finally getting used to my life here. Its quite a routine, though I have not really settled myself properly.

I still have not applied for my residence permit (tulaa....tak ingat bawak birth cert).Once that is done, I onloy have 2 months to wait for the permit. If not, I will be going to Croatia. hikihk. Dengan perut boyot boyot nie, kena plak pi travel ok. Dahla sorang2. Oh wel..I have to do what I have to do. Tak kan nak jadik PATI kot?? Mak tak rela u ols..

School wise, I had topay for my own fees!!! Tsk. 400++euro. Dorang tak tengok pon surat guarantee letter ittew walaupun I tried to. So nowe, I will have to email KPT. I am only emailing them now, cos previously, I have no lappie. Lappie pon satu cerita.

Tapi, yg paling tough for me is being away from my hubby and son. thats the hardest part.

Oklah...nak pi chatting dengan my sunshine. I wish Dani tau tulis so that I can chat with him too.
hihi

ciao.