cobwebs

pooh pooh *pose pose tiup sarang labah labah*

its ben a while since i last blogged. i tell you, this only happens when i am with family. when i feel complete, i dont feel the need to be online, hence, the lack of updates bpth here and on fb! teruk kan??

neway...i feel complete!! its nice to have all my boys with me. *group hug*

been almost three weeks home but i have yet to get my respondents for focus groups *pengsan*

bought baju melayu for the boys! didnt mange to tempah any baju kurung for me so looks like i'll be recycling lah lgi baju baju ku!

am so proud of dani's progress in school. its amazing!! i hope he'll be in iqra' 2 by next week *matila mak yang over!!

i bought him books to colour and etc. and i found out that those connect the dots activities is a great way for kids to learn numbers. you should try it!

i still havent had the time to meet and lepak with my friends because my boss kecik (read: AD) only allows me to go out after he goes to school and i must be back before he comes back from school. tapi, i pon kasi chance lah cos he hasnt seen me for a long while kan so its only natural for him to feel that way. but dr Sunshine has started telling him that i start work next week. i need to go to the library you ols!!!! mak kena buat kerja niii....dok goyang kaki 3 minggu dah ni. *matikermak?

the starlrt sangat tak stroller friendly yer! geram sangat. tapi mak sangat takjub tengok depa dah connect the star and lrt punye station kat maskid jamek tu. dulu dulu mak ingat lagi kena cross jalan bagai..skang senang sajo u ols! (cuma naik turun tangga la..so tak convinient for OKUs and ppl with strollers)

i guess ppl here are still not used to seeing people pushing strollers on the streets and not on malls sajor! i dont own a quinny or a bugaboo or any of those high terrain with tayar kena pump kinda buggy tapi if you were to put a speedometer on my buggy, dia dah berjalan beribu km kot. sangat berjasa ok *hugs greenie the stroller*.anyway, i digress, i think ppl mcm heran kot ..speshly bawak sekali naik lrt bagai kan. and, dorang mcm takjub gak tengok mak bancuh susu dalam lrt yang bergerak ittew while standing up. ihiks.

i want to eat durian.

i want to lepak with gang projek.

i love being with my boys, have i told u that??

is it possible??

i feel melancholic tonight. tonight is the last night that Andi will accompany me in Vienna. He has been my constant companian. We have never been apart, me and him. Going back tomorrow, although with me, means that he will be saying goodbye to Vienna.

I am going to miss him. His sudden hugs. Smiles. The way he is excited when he sees a dog (and running towards it pulak tu..mama dia yang seriau) and birds. How he would hug me when he goes to sleep. Snuggle nuggle time. Reading time. His curiosity. Sibuk nak masak kat dapur. Tolong buat laundry. Berlari all over the house. Haih..the list is endless. He has been with me since he was born.

I am going to miss having you with me dear Andi. You don't even know how hard it is for me to make the decision for you to go home. I love you so much sayang. I promise i'll try to come back as often as I can.

Thank you for being a wonderful, fuss-free baby. I love you baby and I hope that you will never ever forget about your mama.