tak tahu nak cakap apa

i met my sv today. but.....he has yet to read the stuff i gave him 3 weeks ago. masa masuk bilik dia, i can clearly see the folder i gave him, terletak kat tempat he put it when i met him 3 weeks ago. *stress*

so, the only thing he could do was to sign a bunch of forms i gave him. but, he has yet to fill in my progress report. and since it was said to be confidential, dia kata dia akan post sendiri. haih...i hope he would remember to fill it up and postit.

you see, i never knew he was so busy. too busy kot. the thing is, i emailed him on friday to gently remind him of our meeting and that i would like to discuss the methods i proposed. i didnt get a reply. tapi, i pasrah je and pegi gak to the Sprachstunde. Waited patiently for my turn. and when my turn came, i was soooooooooooooooooooo dissapointed that i couldnt discuss anything with him. haih. i was hoping we could discuss my methodology so that i could go back with mak. but he said to meet him at the end of june, so there goes my plan.

harap2 when i meet him at the end of june, he has read the stuff i gave him. pastu, i tanye la dia, what would you advise me to do while i wait for you to read all the things i gave you. he said, i cannot advise you. right now, i am too busy. my head is not here, i cannot really think about this. terus mak FRUST! harap2 end of june his head is clearer lah kan.

and so, i am left with NO arah tuju what-so-ever. i am just going to continue with my self given assignments. this weeks assignment is a continuation of last weeks, the malay identity.

i am thinking of asking for a co-sv. tapi ada friends cakap it may not be a wise decision as takut ada conflict between the two. haih...cemana ni labu?

and so, because i was stress, i had some retail therapy. well, not my fault really cos the shorts i have aimed to get for my boys were half off, so harus beli.

dan, telah menggemukan diri dengan membeli caramel hot choc. i tell you, memang gemuk. *risau*

so, what should i do now? yg pasti, esok nak bawak mak pi tgk garden.

pastu, there might be a trip to dublin somewhere in between. :)

kalau ada banyak duit

hmm..i was talking to a friend last nite and she told me that she just bought a designer diaper bag for her baby. i guess, when you have lots to spare, you have the right to splurge, right? expensive and branded clothes for your kids, luxurious handbags for yourself and all that jazz. tetapi, yang saya pelik, kenapa, even with a lot of money to spare, her husband still pau duit laki aku bila keluar makan?

it got me thinking about myself. i mean, i have read countless blogs about young ladies being able to afford tas tangan pujaan hati ku. i have friends who owns those precious and yummy eye candy. i want to get one for myself cos god knows how i deserve it, but i always find myself refraining from buying one.

aside from because i haven't found the right one, i also always always think that there are other stuff which i should consider as my prioriy. tapi, kenapa bila beli pinggan mangkuk tak de plak nak pikir mahal n etc kan? err..maybe sebab tu untuk kegunaan keluarga kot, not just for myself.logik ke ek?

but, the good news is, since i didn't get a birthday prezie from Dr Sunshine last year, dia kata allocation untuk present tahun lepas boleh ditambah dengan allocation untuk tahun ni which equals to a nice nice present for me to choose. the thing is, i dont know what i should pick. i know that his allocation is meant for a handbeg, tapikan, ada gak perasaan di hati nak mintak dryer for our house. haih..so tak logik kan?

if you were me, what would you ask for?

bersalah

saya sangat malas minggu ini dan akibatnya, artikel yang sudah sepatutnya saya siapkan hari ini (the malay identity) tak siap-siap pon lagi *ketuk kepala sendiri*.

jadi, hari Isnin ini, saya hanya akan berkongsi artikel Malaysia's Broadcasting Scene dengan penyelia tersayang.

ok, tarikh ajal baru saya adalah Jumaat depan.

Esok nak pergi ambik susu yang Dr Sunshine poskan hampir 2 bulan lepas. Alhamdullillah, sampai juga akhirnya. Saya rasa macam nak tarik rambut je mengenangkan susu AA yang semakin hari semakin sedikit tetapi hari ini, saya boleh menarik nafas lega. :)

Esok juga, saya bercadang untuk membawa Mak menaiki 'cruise' di sepanjang Sungai Danube. Kalau tak pon, mungkin akan ke Tulln untuk melihat kebun bunga. Kalau tak pon, mungkin akan ke Tybah lagi sekali. ngeheheh...

notakaki: berjaya membuat mee kari buat kali pertama di dalam hidup!! lepas ni nak kena belajar buat soto pulak. dan kemudian, mee jawa. nasi lemak memang dah lulus. *angkat bakul sendiri*

Melayu

haih...saya rasa sedih apabila membaca banyak makalah tentang identiti Melayu.

Menurut Perlembagaan Malaysia:

"Malay" means a person who professes the religion of Islam, habitually speaks the Malay
language, conforms to Malay custom and....

Bila baca perkara di atas saya rasa sedih sebab tahu ada banyak Melayu yang tidak suka atau fasih berbahasa Melayu.

Selain itu, saya juga bersedih sebab perlembagaan juga menyatakan syarat untuk menjadi rakyat adalah tahu berbahasa Melayu tetapi masih ada juga rakyat yang langsung tidak boleh berbuat demikian. Dan lagi sedih, jangankan Bahasa Melayu, Bahasa Inggeris pon tidak tahu. Kalau macam ni, macam mana nak wujudkan rakyat yang bersatupadu?

Kemudian, rasa sedih juga sebab baca tentang bagaimana Melayu melayan kaum orang asli pada zaman dahulu kala. Walaupun ini hanyalah menurut pembacaan saya tentang kisah dari kaum Btsisi,saya tetap rasa sedih. Rasa macam dari dahulu, kaum kita sangatlah bertuah. Dapat segala macam kemudahan dan bantuan tetapi ramai yang masih tidak sedar tentang perkara itu. Tetapi kenapa ada diantara kita yang tidak bersyukur?

tybah yang yummylicious

hari ni, i dengan gigih bawak mak ke kedai makan yang perjalanannya memakan masa selama almost 1 hour to get there di samping terpaksa menaiki 3 modes of transportation (tram, train and bus).

woh..sungguh semangat okei i ni kalu bab-bab makan. tak percaya, cuba tanya che zuls. atau abe nik. atau geng projek.

anyway, the reason we ols semangat ke tybah is so makan the succulent spare ribs. sangat tidak menyesal. for 9.90euros, you get to experience an orgasmic gastronomic journey. my mom and i shared the meal as they serve really large portion. we are still trying to figure out how they marinated the yummylicious ribs, and so far cuma mengenalpasti garam and maybe honey. hih hih. oh, you also get wedges and salads on the side. my favourite dip out of the three which they gave has got to be the garlic yoghurt-ish dip. yummeehh..walaupon begitu, ribs tu memang sedap dimakan begitu saja.

haih...gambar yg telah diambil ntah cemana bleh ilang plak. tensi! terpaksa pergi lagi sekali!! *matila alasan!!

sedih

andi & mak

i feel sad because my mom, andi and i will be booking my moms flight home tomorrow. i really really wish that i could go home with her. :(

dan lagi....

mari kita berkenalan dengan ahli keluarga Dapur CheSabb..

serving dish

bowl

pyrex

pyrex ni tak masuk dalam list of things to buy at znojmo pon. but, when i berlegar di supermarket in Freeport selepas memilih pastries (refer picture below), tetiba ternampak! and it was cheap. and i bought 1. and as usual, when i came back, i realized that i should have bought one more!! *nanges* tapikan...i memang kena buat lagi satu trip ke znojmo to collect the caserole dish i ordered. lepas dapat caserole dish tu, lengkaplah set-set dari znojmo nieh unless i pegi krakow, bolehlah nak beli satu or dua teaset

next target adalah pyrex(kesian dia tak de kawan) dan juga adik beradik tefal.

p/s: pastries kat freeport sangat yummylicious and SUPER cheap. 69cents jer for that big one and also donut. yg kecik sket tu 40sen. kat vienna jangan harap nak dapat harga mcm nie!!!

something to share

i am thinking of getting a researcher's pass from the epu (once everything here is sorted out).

neway, i just wanted to share with u ol how can one go about getting it. just visit kayla's blog. err...i hope you dont mind me posting this link here. :)

saya excited sebab esok akan mengcompletekan set serving dishes/plates. err...5 jer cukup lah kan?? ke kena tambah lagi? hmm..kena discuss betul-betul dengan mak sebab i dont know bila lagi nak dapat peluang menjejakkan kaki ke bandar ittew.

eiihh....excitedkan bila dapat beli. lepas selesai bab serving dishes,boleh concentrate cari benda lain plak. hih hih.

note to self: must organise trip to UK and rent keta to go beli pinggan mangkuk (tudiaa...sampai nak rent keta bagai semata-mata!!)

memperkenalkan

i went to pandorf today. pandorf is a famous shopping outlet here (prolly because it is the ONLY outlet kat sini). anyway, i went with cik Tefal in mind because this one shop here actually suka hati buat promotion on certain tefal items. it changes every few months/weeks and this time i was pretty lucky. :) i am now the proud owner of a 28cm frying pan.



skarang a bit menyesal because i didnt buy the 24cm which was also on sale. o well, tak de rezeki. one of my friend pernah dapat beli a wok for about 10euros masa offer2 camni. so, bila agaknye i akan dapat beli wok ni wahai kedai? btw, the tepi2 tu kaler purple you! i suke!! (again, feel like kicking myself for not getting the 24cm)

pastu, jalan-jalan dan nampak satu ankle boots yg menggamit kalbu. tapi, KIV dulu.

dan jalan lagi, nampak pulak set pisau zwilingger idaman kalbu. 4 pisau, 1 gunting, 1 pengasah, 1 wooden block to letak the knives for less than 1k. hmm....tapi KIV jugek.

jalan pulak, nampak set periuk WMF. less than 500rm for a set of 5 periuk. berbaloi kan??

pastu, nampak pulak name card holder yg sangat seswai dengan jiwaku tapi KIV juga.

nampak banyaakkkk kasut idaman hati tapi convince myself, kasut beli masa bebetul dah nak balik because boleh guna pi keje, kan?

akhirnya, kembali dengan



dan





saya juga sangat frust menonggeng kerana jumpa kasut idaman hati untuk anakanda tapi tak ada size!!!! frust betul la...tsk.

and i also realised yg i ni dok membeli baju for AD (but i am still looking for a pair of jeans). haih..now kena cari baju2 untuk AA pula. tak kan la manjang nak pakai hand-me-downs kan.

itu sahaja laporan hari ini. esok nak pi makan kat kedai all-you-can-eat seafood. cannot wait!!!!

perlukah?

uwaaa...sedihnya.

my sv just replied my email and set the meeting to may 31st. looks like mak balik dulu la nampaknye!!! sedih betol la. harapan untuk balik in june nampak sangat sangat samar as i am sure lepas meeting i would have to do some corrections and rectification etc pastu sure kena submit balik pastu baru maybe bleh go ahead with fieldwork. *sob*

on the bright side, i am almost done with my broadcasting in Malaysia paper (only need to analyse 1 week worth of intisari rancangan to see foreign vs local tv prog and prog targeted for youths...baru start collect so next tuesday baru cukup 1week of data) and shall begin a new paper on the Malay identity (due 28may). so i guess, i can show my sv both papers which i have hopefully finished writing on my next meeting. :)

at this point, i really want to make sure everything important is settled before heading back.harap-haraplaa boleh balik in July!

i still need to find out the ethics punye stuff (cos i will be interviewing minors so must get consent from parents) and also where to get letters and documents for this.

And more importantly, sv have yet to give me that sv-student agreement thingy and my progress report and a bunch of other stuffs. which means, selagi benda-benda tu tak approve, selagi itu la ai kena duduk kat sini. *meraong*

penat

haih....i am so tired of writing on Malaysia's broadcasting industry! penat baca article, penat cari isi, penat penat penat!!!!

and on top of that, my deadline (albeit its a personal deadline) is today! i have about 1.5K more to write. penatttt...after that, nak kena edit pulak. baru ok.

haih..tu pon, i know i still have to tambah-tambah when i go back becos i write kat sini pon based on the few references that i could get online. i hope to make it better and add more insightful quotes and etc when i get back.

my assignment for next week is quite exciting (well, for me at least). i will have to write on the Malay identity. hihihi...cannot wait!

today, i plan to tapau subway for my mom and me!

am planning to go to pandorf tomorrow. ye, saya nak pi tengok periuk and frying pan cik tefal and cik WMF in case ada sale.pastu saje nak cuci mata kat burberry and gucci.

i might go to znojmo again on monday. if that happens, i am so going to get the caserole and serving dishes!!

ok..back to reading about internal security act. i have to read the broadcasting act pulak lepas tu. *pengsan*

buku baru

remember the book i said i wanted to buy for my boys?? well, i went to the cheap bookshop and found one of the books in the series for more than 50 per cent off!! yeay...so i bought it. here's the book.



this is the night series. what i love about this book is that its a picture book. it has scenes, places and semua tempat yg featured sama in all the series, cuma it changes according to the season (summer, winter, spring, fall) and also the one i got is summer nights.

i plan to get 1 or 2 more so the boys would remember going through winter and maybe spring.

in case you are wondering, i got for 5.95euro.

hobi

apakah hobi anda?

masa kecik-kecik, selalu prektis untuk ujian lisan in case keluar topik pasal hobi ni. so dah siap-siap pre-decide that my hobi is membaca dan bermain piano.

part membaca tu, ye...bukan sahaja hobby malah boleh dikatakan sebagai OBSESSION. part main piano tu..errr

i loved reading since Along bought me my first Enid Blyton: Granny's Bad Apple and other stories. ye...saya masih ingat tajuknye. i think i was about 9 years old. since then on, i never looked back! I cherish library time and would scour for books. i would ask and beg my daddy to bring me to bookshops. i remember feeling SUPER happy to find a second hand bookshop at Sarawak Plaza. Oh, how i would devour those books. tapi, i only liked reading enid blyton (all the series..mallory towers, the naughtiest girl, wishing chair, secret 7, five find outers, the adventure series, faraway tree..oh..i lupa nama lagi satu boarding skool series tu), nancy drew, hardy boys. BM ke, BI ke, semua i taram! i also loved the choose your own adventure books..the one where you flip the page to page xx if you chose to do this or that.

then, at one point, daddy said he would only buy me books during school holidays. sigh. i guess books were like my toys. ye..perlu diberitahu, my parents hardly bought me any toys. i had to use my imagination. i NEVER had a barbie doll(oh..tapi ada sekali tu one of daddy's friend bagi something like barbie)...but daddy did buy me my first set of legos when i was 7.

now that i am working dan start belajar balik, i hardly have time to read for pure leisure. sigh. the last time i really read was when i was hospitalised. best sangat (reading i mean, not hospitalised)!!

anyhoo, sesetengah orang kata hobi dia mengumpul setem. aci tak if i plak kata, hobby i mengumpul barang-barang dapur?? teeheehee

unexplainable

Dear readers,

Right now, one of my bestest friend is in the ICU, fighting for her life.

Because of a bleeding she had after her scheduled c-section today, she had to endure a 6 hour operation to save her uterus.

She is now stable in the ICU but i still feel uneasy, at least until she is released to the normal ward.

So, if you have the time, tolong doakan untuk Mek Lah.

To Mek Lah, i know you wouldnt be reading this but nak jugak tulis yang i know that you are a very strong willed person and that you can get through this. *hugs*

saya

saya mahukan one more caserole dish, one serving plate and one oval serving plate from the elima collection. bilanye nak pegi beli?? *garu kepala*

saya nak checkout harga JO professional series collection kat xxxlutz.

saya nak checkout harga pisau zwillinger. (fab...ko beli tu kan, ada berapa batang dalam satu set?? hihi...mcm kelakar plak cakap batang. ishh...)

saya nak beli kuali yang tank kata best untuk goreng ikan. kuali apa tu tank? (i am so gullible!)

saya tengah checkout dan baca review breadmaker.

saya teringin nak pi shopping kat UK!!!!pound tengah turun u ols.

saya perlukan handbag baru.

saya harap sv saya meluangkan masa untuk berjumpa saya minggu depan.

saya nak balik buat fieldwork...harap2 bolehlah ye tuan sv?

saya nak bercuti ke langkawi sebab sambil-sambil tu fenfeeling nak beli barang dapur (termasuk kuali yg diwar-warkan best untuk goreng ikan tueh).

saya rasa mcm nak mintak persetujuan Dr Sunshine to start working on the boy's playroom/attic (read: cari contractor). mcm best jer! lagipon i'll be around, so if nak scout for bahan mentah sendiri pon, mak sanggup round cari!!jadi sesiapa kenal conractor yg best, sila tinggalkan mesej. :)

AD's first concert was yesterday. Dr Sunshine said he was the only one who joget throughout the performance. hihihi...along kata, he joget even furiously when he heard along called his name out. comel or what? cant wait to watch the dvd!

when is the right age to start AD with tennis?

Am thinking of sending the boys for swimming classes. so, need to buy swimming suit and i just saw some cute ones at h&m! *matila justifikasi sebab nak shopping

andi now knows to salam, n babai n give me flying kisses when i go out. cute!!!

first purchase

i think shopping can make one reaalllyyyy happy!!

today, i finally started my pinggan mangkuk collection.

went to znojmo (err...tak pasti ejaan) in czech republic (tu pon sebab ada orang ajak pi naik keta).when i decided to follow to go for that trip, niat just nak beli that sugar/creamer crystal set and balang kuih cantik.

little did i know, tujuan pegi bandar kecik znomo itu adalah untuk berkunjung ke kedai handmade pottery yg diimport khas dari poland.

setelah tawaf kedai kecik tu berkali-kali (sebab rambang mata tengok byk design), i decided to pick 1 caserole dish and 1 serving dish. i didnt get it in the same design. i know some people akan kumpul satu design sajor, dari serving dish sampailaa ke teacups, pinggan makan dan etc. but, i dont plan to buy the whole complete set...ingat next round nak beli lagi satu caserole dish and maybe an oval serving plate/dish. oh...hajat di hati, nak beli teapot with that warmer thingy and 6 cups and saucers plak next time. pastu, tak yah dah nak pi kedai ittew. maknanya kena pegi lagi 2 kali la tu

nak ambik gambar, tapi since the tuan kedai dah pack nicely dengan bubble wrap bagai, susah lah kan. jadi, u ols can jamu mata at www.elimashop.cz. pattern serving plate saya adalah 0743-0X dan caserole dish adalah 0884-0X.

then, they brought me to kedai kristal and i bought that sugar/creamer set (which was my main sebab pi sana kan!). didn't manage to find any bekas kuih yg menariks.

am going to the fleamarket this saturday. i hope to find some great stuff!!

p/s: esok nak pi beli tefal gc3001 compact griller. weeeeeee!!!!

ambitiouskah?

met the sv today. i think the way he supervises is not what i expected a supervision would be like. haha..

i always thought, masa meeting, we will discuss my plans, talk at length about any ideas we might have, or at least he will read what i have prepared and we go through the ideas together.

tapi, sesungguhnya walaupun saya baru bertemu encik SV 2 kali, it doesnt go that way. i think perhaps its because, we (read:ALL students under his supervision) could only meet him during his sprachstunde, which is only on monday, for about 2 hours. so, bayangkan, dalam masa 2 jam tu, kitaorang dok beratuq nak jumpa dia..so dia tak leh afford to spend so much time with each of us.

anyhoo, i was hoping we could discuss on the methods i plan to undertake, tapi harapan ittew tinggal harapan sajor u ols! *nanges*

i will have to make another appointment in 2 weeks to see him (cos he will be outstation lagik next week, gi chile katanye..eh...ke gi mana ek?) to discuss my methods and proposed research yg belum diberikan feedback. wlbgmanapun, i guess he agreed with my topic,sebab dia nak sign the thesis agreement.

ok....what should i do dalam 2 minggu ni?nak beli tiket balik...cannot.

hmm...i guess its back to the library...now kena rajin collect articles for lit review. library iols, walaupun diakatakan mempunyai katalog terbesar di kalangan german speaking countries (i think),ejournals punye archive CANNOT be accessed from home or anywhere outside the uni. so yes...looks like i will be camping at the library with orang tua serabai.

sekarang ni, truthfully, i risau...takut i ni terover la kan. yela...tadi, masa jumpa SV, i handed him my proposal (again) and he read it sekali imbas and said "i dah penah baca dah ni" and i said..memanglah..i dah bagi you lama daahhh..tapi you tak de bg feedback kat i pown, so i tak tau la ok ke, tak ok ke..how?

dia pon kata, hmmm...dah lama i baca..so i ingat lite lite jer.biar i baca lagi skali ek.

pastu, i terus bgtau, i dah ada plan dah for my method and handed him a typewritten plan of the proposed methodology (seb baik mak type and print ok!). and mintak dia tlg baca, n mb comment sket.

pastu, i tanye, bila plak kita bleh dating lagi? dia kata next week pi outstation..so its the week after. i hope everything will turn out well. I HOPE! i hope he will have time to read all the stuff i gave him.

Ya Allah, permudahkanlah urusanku untuk mendapatkan PhD ni. Amin

geram

update: KURANG HAJAR BETUL KO LEMBU! KENCING DALAM BATH TUB AKU. TAHU TAK BATH TUB TU TEMPAT ANAK AKU MANDI? TEMPAT AKU AMBIK AIR SEMAYANG?CILAKA BETUL.YOU ARE NOT WELCOMED IN MY HOUSE ANYMORE!DAHLA KEDEKUT.SIYAL JE.

ishh...saya geram bagi pihak mereka-mereka yang selalu dibuli!

i tell you, ada seorang minah ni, yg dah berumur 33 tahun. nampak jer macam baik, tapi pada hakikatnya, kaki buli!

cerita dia macam ni.dia datang untuk buat post-doc di buda.pest.tetapi, di budpst tu, dia non-ado kawan (i so know why la kan dengan perangai busuk macam tu!), jadi hampir setiap minggu dia akan menjejakkan kaki ke wien.

okla...fine you are lonely and nak ada kawan, so datang sini, kan? tapi, dia ni, seorang yg mempunyai strategi yg baik. sebelum dia ke budpst, maknanya semasa dia masih di malaysia, dia telah meng-addkan,Vee on fb, who is my friend, who is doing her PhD kat sini. neway, Vee and this person which we shall call Busook (bukan nama sebenar), has known each other for quite a while. masa Vee buat undergrad, Busook tengah buat PhD. tapi si Vee ni is a brilliant lady. so much so, altho she was merely doing her undergrad, she was always talked about by her professors. so, Busook yg busuk hati ni, terus ala-ala jeles dgn si Vee ni.

So, nak dijadikan cerita, dari tahun lepas, Vee ada request nak add si Busook as a friend kat fb. tapi request ittew TIDAK dilayan. tiba2, pada penghujung bulan Mac, si Busook out of nowhere add si Vee nieh. dan berkawanlah mereka di fb.

rupa-rupanya, si Busook ada niat tersembunyi. sebabnye, motiff dia add adalah sebab nak slalu tumpang tido kat rumah Vee masa dia datang ke Wien (which is almost every weekend). pastu, perangai dia ni, dia tak kan reply messages kita on fb/ym/im if dia tak de benda yang dimahukan dari kite. so, kita mesej la bertubi-tubi, jangan harap ada reply. tapi...haa...bila tiba dia nak mintak something dari kita, dengan lemah gemalai, lembut hati dan berbudi bahasa, reti plak nak bg mesej kat kita. hmphh...

pastu, kalu dah dtg almost every week tu, sure dah reti kan how to take public transport to rumah Vee. ni taaakk..nak gak berjemput bagai.Ingat ko tu ratu kah?

pastu, yg tak tahan...nak datang, boleh demand..."I datang ni, you masak ayam goreng ye, cos i nak makan". boleh?pleasela..its not like ko tu besfren vee nak demand2 makan benda ni benda tu. dahla tu, tido rumah orang, buat perangai macam dia tu mem besar!

pastu, dah tido rumah orang, bila nk balik rumah sendiri, boleh mintak kentang, nak bawak balik! come on laa..potatoes are freaking cheap ok at this side of the world.hishhh!!!

tau tak kenapa geram? because, this person gets a monthly allowance of about 2k++euros. and..to think that dia mintak makanan dari budak yg dapat 1Keuro sahaja sebulan!!!!! sebab apa tau? sebab nak jimat duit nak beli rumah, u ols!!!

harta tu, kalau dah mati, bukan bleh bawak masuk kubur pown!!!! geram ok. ada lagi benda yg si Busook ni buat, tapi mak tak bleh nak cerita kat sini.

yg penting u ols, dont be AFRAID to stand up for yourself. don't be bullied by orang-orang tak guna macam ni! berbuih mulut mak nasihatkan Vee suh stand up for her rights and today u ols...she is going to do it. I hope she will be OK.

sikit-sikit lama-lama jadi bukit

haihh...dengan semangat membara, i have been camping at the library for the past few days. I will usually prepare lunch and mandikan AA and tunggu zohor, pastu zasssss ke uni library. So far, i have managed to basically type out the stuff i highlighted kat paper dan artikel-artikel yang telah dibaca. sebab kan, i feel that i read, but then, i don't do anything about it. i mean, yes...i find stuff which i can use for my research, tapi takat tu jer la.

So, dengan semangat waja (have to angkat bakul sendiri.hihihih), i thought, why not type out all those facts that i think is important? So thats what I did. So far, so good. My next step is to categorize what i typed according to recurring themes, mcm globalisation, cultural proximity, homogenization. Pastu, I plan to write or in other words, re-hash (mm...can still remember Che Bots asking me to rehash a story..wakakakak) the stuff with inputs from moi. ihiks.

I have also arranged for an appointment with my dear SV for next monday at 4pm. *nervous*. Oleh itu, i have neatly typed out (dah type sure la neat kan?? ihiks) things i plan to do for my content analysis. Ada lagi beberapa hal belum settle which is the synopsis of the tv programs i plan to analyse but thats al my fault cos i totally forgot to save the statistics of top programs in my pendrive. yg mak absolutely sure is that top programs for malays adalah buletin utama n sure heboh. talk about a different genre kan? Selain itu, i nak cari gambar traditional costumes kat malaysia nieh. And also must type out my coding sheet. Pc kat library is in Deutsch so i cannot figure out how to change the layout of the a4 paper to vertical. Stuffs seperti soalan utk fgd dan juga the ethics code thingy masih belum dilakukan. Hmm..should pay a visit to the grad center esok to find out.

What else? I have just listed down a few stuff which I plan to write on in my thesis, and hope to talk about it to my SV.

hmm...i hope everything goes well. I really really want to siapkan this methods thing before i meet my SV so that we can go through it and make corrections and selepas itu, bolehlah mak buat pembetulan and show him again the final stuff. sebab apa tau? sebab i plan to go home early June!! weeeeeee..*lompat lompat*

masa balik ittew, bolehlah i buat research sikit2, kan? also need to find a lot of stuff for lit review. speaking of which, if methods stuff habis by tomorrow, i should start looking for more journal articles and savekan sebab my uni punye e-journals database is not accessible from outside the uni! sangat tak best becos this means i cannot access the journals when i am back in mesia.

hoh. banyak betul cerita pasal keje. i hope i can do this!!!

ps: i hate it that some people think that their field of studies is harder than mine! You think its easy ke buat communication nieh?
p.ps:orang tua serabai is also camping at the library!