after 8 bulan lebih, this is the first time that he fell sick. he's down with viral infection and is very clingy and merengek all the time. took him to the paeds and he was pescribed ibuprofen.
and today...he's back to his punggah-crawl-everywhere-busy self. :)
i'm so happy. Alhamdullillah.
maybe demam rindu PM and AR? atau sebab tumbuh 5 gigi sekaligus? whatever it is, I am glad you are feeling better sayang.
today nak pi buat residence permit. esok nak pegi pandorf nak borong frying pan tefal...murs murs sajo. ada sesapa di malaysia berminat nak pesan??
p/s: cemano ek nak buat supaya tak tergoda nak beli benda2 chocolatey nieh. i am into sweet things right now and its so not good!!!!
Thursday, November 19, 2009
Sunday, November 15, 2009
perkara yg saya mesti buat
hmm...bila dah pergi bercuti, makin banyak pulak kerja yg menimbun. benda-benda yang sengaja tertangguh sekarang harus diselesaikan.
and..behold..my to do list.
- ukaym progress report (checked)
- kaypt progress report (checked)
- renew residence permit
- return library booksyang belum dibaca
- schedule appointment with haanes dHOD
- date with sv
- post insurance stuff (checked)
- post surat cousinsinc (checked)
- reschedule andi's peads appointment (checked)
- get letter from uni about new phd format (ni paling teramat penting!)
- start working on arbeitspapier...(i seriously should jot my thoughts down.ni baca jer...tulisnyer idak..howla nk progress??)
ok...tu jer. deadline saya: 8 disember.
and..behold..my to do list.
- ukaym progress report (checked)
- kaypt progress report (checked)
- renew residence permit
- return library books
- schedule appointment with haanes dHOD
- date with sv
- post insurance stuff (checked)
- post surat cousinsinc (checked)
- reschedule andi's peads appointment (checked)
- get letter from uni about new phd format (ni paling teramat penting!)
- start working on arbeitspapier...(i seriously should jot my thoughts down.ni baca jer...tulisnyer idak..howla nk progress??)
ok...tu jer. deadline saya: 8 disember.
Dani is 3
Dani is three! At three years old, Dani can:
-recite al-Fatihah, the kuls and ayat kursi (tapi ikut mood)
- sing some parts of Asma ul husna
-has begin to read peter and jane!!
- begining to recognise letters (thanks to the papa yg rajin buat reading session with Dani)
- going to start kindy next year
- is 100% diaper free
-has a mind of his own.
-can answer the telephone
- can order food kat kedai
- loves Bob the Builder
- has a very good imagination.
hmm.....kejap je rasa Dani dah besar. this month also marks the 3rd year daddy dah tak ada. it still feels like he's gone for a long working trip and like he will be back any day soon.
p/s: cannot wait to see dani.
p.p/s: i odered the cake from madabaoutcake.blogspot.com.
Friday, November 13, 2009
pulang
im going to just ramble so please bear with me if u find the sentences incoherent.
trip to italy was great but i think italy, or at least rome and florence, were no better than malaysia. the country, to me, macam 3rd world juga. in fact, i think, malaysia provides better facilities when it comes to mommies with babies.
shopping was great in florence!! the leather..oohh...sungguh best. i did not find anything great at the mall, but boy...at the leather market i grabbed a handbag, jacket, booties and gloves for andi, and a pair of gloves for me. burnt a hole in my pocket but it is of good quality and i simply love my purchases! i also bought some posters (in florence) and tiny paintings (in rome) untuk rumah saya di BSP (tudiaa...punyalah berpandangan jauh. takpe..yg penting idea tu dah ada..hih hih)
i walked a lot!! the buildings were impressive. i went to the vatican city and visited the pope's moseleum. kinda freaky for me. i think the whole place were too world-ly, what with the stautes, ukiran and etc. everywhere you turn ada kepala orang kat sana sini...hmmm....made me wonder cemana dorang concentrate nak semayang? masjidilharam, to me (no offense to orang lain) is still the bestest spiritual place there is. period.
i tried authentic italian food and loved it. oh...andi was well recieved by the italians. three seperate incidents proved that!.
1. when i was in florence at the bridge apetah nama dia..while waiting for my aunt to choose her bangle, i decided to take the opportunity to change andi's diaper. but there were no wc to be found and so the sales assistant suggested i go to a kedai makan to change his diaper there.she also told me to at least buy something since i used the toilet kan. so, after changing andi, i went to the counter and started to tengok (ok...drool cos it looked so sedaappp) the pastries trying to decide which one i wanted. pastu ada sorang pompuan tua started to speak to me in italian. i was like..apa minah ni cakap ni. but from her gestures, i sort of had a feeling that she wanted to pay for whatever i odered, cos dia siap mcm tanya tak nak oder minum ke. but i wasnt too sure, so saya hanya pilih 2 jenis pastry. proceeded to pay and she came to me cakap nononononononono....dan membayar untuk saya. Syukur ALHAMDULLILLAH!
2. at the hotel in florence, i bought 2 bottles of mineral water and a can of coke. the cashier said it costs 6euros so i handed him exactly 6 euros. then, the hotel owner came and started to coo coo dan main2 cak cak dgn dani..pastu came to me and handed me 2 euro balik. SYUKUR!!
3. i post postcards to my baby at every destination i go. so in rome, i wanted to buy stamps. it was 1.15 and post office were supposed to close at 2. tapi when i was there, tekan2 nombor, tak keluar. jadik saya beratur seperti the other italians. then, a lady stood behid me and started to speak to me in italian. but i couldnt understand. ada mamat berdiri depan tanya do u speak english..i said yes. n he said, in Italy, its like a government rule that women with children should be served first. so, he told me why dont you potong q and pegi jer depan tu. i pulak, being the naive malaysian yg pemalu tak kena tempat, malu la kan tetiba nak potong q orang. so i said takpela...i nak beli stamp je pon. tapi...tiba2 mamat ittew meninngikan suara ke arah pekerja2 pos ofis dan sound depa tak serve i, boleh? siap ala2 gaduh sket2 hingga membuatkan seorang officer came to me and tanye apoa yg saya nak buat. i was, dgn muka blur dan agak segan, beratur-ing to get stamps i told her. n she brought me to the front of the q..n i got my stamps!! (well actually, dorang amik postcard and tampalkan lagik..hih hih.
theres a halal italian restaurant in florence. go !!! the food is GOOODDDD...
okeilah..nanti update lagi.
p/s: i really really liked the windows in italy n schweiz. nak jugak b...
trip to italy was great but i think italy, or at least rome and florence, were no better than malaysia. the country, to me, macam 3rd world juga. in fact, i think, malaysia provides better facilities when it comes to mommies with babies.
shopping was great in florence!! the leather..oohh...sungguh best. i did not find anything great at the mall, but boy...at the leather market i grabbed a handbag, jacket, booties and gloves for andi, and a pair of gloves for me. burnt a hole in my pocket but it is of good quality and i simply love my purchases! i also bought some posters (in florence) and tiny paintings (in rome) untuk rumah saya di BSP (tudiaa...punyalah berpandangan jauh. takpe..yg penting idea tu dah ada..hih hih)
i walked a lot!! the buildings were impressive. i went to the vatican city and visited the pope's moseleum. kinda freaky for me. i think the whole place were too world-ly, what with the stautes, ukiran and etc. everywhere you turn ada kepala orang kat sana sini...hmmm....made me wonder cemana dorang concentrate nak semayang? masjidilharam, to me (no offense to orang lain) is still the bestest spiritual place there is. period.
i tried authentic italian food and loved it. oh...andi was well recieved by the italians. three seperate incidents proved that!.
1. when i was in florence at the bridge apetah nama dia..while waiting for my aunt to choose her bangle, i decided to take the opportunity to change andi's diaper. but there were no wc to be found and so the sales assistant suggested i go to a kedai makan to change his diaper there.she also told me to at least buy something since i used the toilet kan. so, after changing andi, i went to the counter and started to tengok (ok...drool cos it looked so sedaappp) the pastries trying to decide which one i wanted. pastu ada sorang pompuan tua started to speak to me in italian. i was like..apa minah ni cakap ni. but from her gestures, i sort of had a feeling that she wanted to pay for whatever i odered, cos dia siap mcm tanya tak nak oder minum ke. but i wasnt too sure, so saya hanya pilih 2 jenis pastry. proceeded to pay and she came to me cakap nononononononono....dan membayar untuk saya. Syukur ALHAMDULLILLAH!
2. at the hotel in florence, i bought 2 bottles of mineral water and a can of coke. the cashier said it costs 6euros so i handed him exactly 6 euros. then, the hotel owner came and started to coo coo dan main2 cak cak dgn dani..pastu came to me and handed me 2 euro balik. SYUKUR!!
3. i post postcards to my baby at every destination i go. so in rome, i wanted to buy stamps. it was 1.15 and post office were supposed to close at 2. tapi when i was there, tekan2 nombor, tak keluar. jadik saya beratur seperti the other italians. then, a lady stood behid me and started to speak to me in italian. but i couldnt understand. ada mamat berdiri depan tanya do u speak english..i said yes. n he said, in Italy, its like a government rule that women with children should be served first. so, he told me why dont you potong q and pegi jer depan tu. i pulak, being the naive malaysian yg pemalu tak kena tempat, malu la kan tetiba nak potong q orang. so i said takpela...i nak beli stamp je pon. tapi...tiba2 mamat ittew meninngikan suara ke arah pekerja2 pos ofis dan sound depa tak serve i, boleh? siap ala2 gaduh sket2 hingga membuatkan seorang officer came to me and tanye apoa yg saya nak buat. i was, dgn muka blur dan agak segan, beratur-ing to get stamps i told her. n she brought me to the front of the q..n i got my stamps!! (well actually, dorang amik postcard and tampalkan lagik..hih hih.
theres a halal italian restaurant in florence. go !!! the food is GOOODDDD...
okeilah..nanti update lagi.
p/s: i really really liked the windows in italy n schweiz. nak jugak b...
Friday, November 6, 2009
pelan saya
so....i decided to go to italy. well..actually it wasnt me who made the decision. Dr Sunshine yg tolong men-decide for me, who was being fickle minded. He said...GO. so, sebagai isteri yg fenfeeling mithali, wajib dengar cakap suami (bab bab ni wajib plak dengar kan..hih hih).
neway, plans have been made, flight ticket booked, hotels pon dah booked!
sunday will see us taking the train from wien suedbanhof to bratislava at 5am. yes...anda baca dengan betul. 5 pagi! tapi tak pe sebab train station depan rumah saya sajo. :)
sampai bratislava, akan terus ke airport sebab flight saya pukul 8 gittew. flight is to Pisa.
Sampai Pisa, will take the LAM Rossa to leaning tower. snap2 gambar and take the bus back to airport, and take the terravision bus to florence. check in. relax sket and jalan round2 city. ingat! masa adalah emas...so must use it wisely. sesambil tu, try cari post office (just because i make it a habit to post postcards to dani from wherever i am..:))
next day, walk around the city in search of leather stuff (shoes, jacket and gloves). sesambil snap snap gambar di famous landmarks dan cari fridge magnet untuk dijadikan koleksi. harusss....
3rd day, take train to Roma.
4th day: jenjalan in roma
5th day: jenjalan lagiiii kat roma pastu take flight back to wien.
itula perancangan saya (sebenarnye lebih detailed tapi its all in my notebook).
perkara yg wajib saya lakukan dia Itali adalah:
- beli barangan kulit
- makan gelato walaupun cuaca sejuk nak mampus.
- makan pasta, pizza dan pastries (ingat mantra saya...MUST try local food. i am a foodie, ask anyone who knows me..:))
- lepak dgn andi kat spanish steps sesambil tengok crowd pada waktu malam (mungkin juga saya berpeluang BF at the infamous steps ittew. heyy...i did it on the train to jungfraujoch u ols!)
ok...tu jer. im pretty excited. tapi rasa mcm tak kan sempat cover italy in 5 days. venice, outlets in florence....takpe...maybe masa my Sunshine datang. :)
neway, plans have been made, flight ticket booked, hotels pon dah booked!
sunday will see us taking the train from wien suedbanhof to bratislava at 5am. yes...anda baca dengan betul. 5 pagi! tapi tak pe sebab train station depan rumah saya sajo. :)
sampai bratislava, akan terus ke airport sebab flight saya pukul 8 gittew. flight is to Pisa.
Sampai Pisa, will take the LAM Rossa to leaning tower. snap2 gambar and take the bus back to airport, and take the terravision bus to florence. check in. relax sket and jalan round2 city. ingat! masa adalah emas...so must use it wisely. sesambil tu, try cari post office (just because i make it a habit to post postcards to dani from wherever i am..:))
next day, walk around the city in search of leather stuff (shoes, jacket and gloves). sesambil snap snap gambar di famous landmarks dan cari fridge magnet untuk dijadikan koleksi. harusss....
3rd day, take train to Roma.
4th day: jenjalan in roma
5th day: jenjalan lagiiii kat roma pastu take flight back to wien.
itula perancangan saya (sebenarnye lebih detailed tapi its all in my notebook).
perkara yg wajib saya lakukan dia Itali adalah:
- beli barangan kulit
- makan gelato walaupun cuaca sejuk nak mampus.
- makan pasta, pizza dan pastries (ingat mantra saya...MUST try local food. i am a foodie, ask anyone who knows me..:))
- lepak dgn andi kat spanish steps sesambil tengok crowd pada waktu malam (mungkin juga saya berpeluang BF at the infamous steps ittew. heyy...i did it on the train to jungfraujoch u ols!)
ok...tu jer. im pretty excited. tapi rasa mcm tak kan sempat cover italy in 5 days. venice, outlets in florence....takpe...maybe masa my Sunshine datang. :)
Thursday, November 5, 2009
un cono con due gusti, per favore
hmmm....i think, if there were to be a past life, i was a travel agent.
pastu, if i were to have lots of money, nk bukak travel agency n kedai dobi.
although i feel quite stressed with all the plannings, bookings, must-do lists n etc i must admit that i love it! love it sampai buku identity pon dah take a back seat. how??
neway....identity is bases on difference and also persamaan.
n...contrary to wht my sv said..there is actually such a thing known as national identitiy. so how do we differentiate national identity and cultural identity? i think its kinda interesting cos culture identity, for us, malaysians will obviously depend on our race n religious views kan? tp national identity cemano?? is 1Malaysia tu our national identity? but what makes us Malaysian??? tu lah persoalan yg harus ku korek jawapannya. tapi dgn tahap pembacaan yg lg selow dari kura2 yg lawan dgn arnab dlm race tu, macamano ujang oi?
i also think that i would like to find out the indicators of kemalaysian-ness tu. yela...apa yg buat kita malaysian? hafal rukun negara? bleh nyanyi negaraku? buat open house? bahasa? hang tuah? what??
hmm...barula nak sedar...betul cakap oyis...we start to climb one hill to find an answer only to find other hills that we must climb. (lebih kurang gittew la kata dia). sebab nak cari satu jawapan...mcm2 persoalan timbul yg membuatkan kita kena cari jawapan lagi.
okla..nak tido. tomorrow will be a long day. i must go to uni nak ambik buku. pastu rasa nak belanja my auntie n uncle lunch kat akakiko (yumzz...japanese food). petang ada makan2 kat umah auntie rusiah. pastu nak packing bagai cos we will be leaving on saturday.
alrighty....
bis dann.
pastu, if i were to have lots of money, nk bukak travel agency n kedai dobi.
although i feel quite stressed with all the plannings, bookings, must-do lists n etc i must admit that i love it! love it sampai buku identity pon dah take a back seat. how??
neway....identity is bases on difference and also persamaan.
n...contrary to wht my sv said..there is actually such a thing known as national identitiy. so how do we differentiate national identity and cultural identity? i think its kinda interesting cos culture identity, for us, malaysians will obviously depend on our race n religious views kan? tp national identity cemano?? is 1Malaysia tu our national identity? but what makes us Malaysian??? tu lah persoalan yg harus ku korek jawapannya. tapi dgn tahap pembacaan yg lg selow dari kura2 yg lawan dgn arnab dlm race tu, macamano ujang oi?
i also think that i would like to find out the indicators of kemalaysian-ness tu. yela...apa yg buat kita malaysian? hafal rukun negara? bleh nyanyi negaraku? buat open house? bahasa? hang tuah? what??
hmm...barula nak sedar...betul cakap oyis...we start to climb one hill to find an answer only to find other hills that we must climb. (lebih kurang gittew la kata dia). sebab nak cari satu jawapan...mcm2 persoalan timbul yg membuatkan kita kena cari jawapan lagi.
okla..nak tido. tomorrow will be a long day. i must go to uni nak ambik buku. pastu rasa nak belanja my auntie n uncle lunch kat akakiko (yumzz...japanese food). petang ada makan2 kat umah auntie rusiah. pastu nak packing bagai cos we will be leaving on saturday.
alrighty....
bis dann.
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
being fickle
hmm....should i go to italy or not?? to go or not to go...that is the question. if tak pi, bila nak pi *alasan sangat!!!
after calculationg flight and train and hotel, my total estimated budget is about 300euros. i think thats pretty cheap for a 5day/4nites trip to pisa-florence-roma.
what do you think? should i or shouldnt i?pegi ke tak?? *confused*
p/s: plan berjalan dgn Dr Sunshine April ni terpaksa kansel atas sebab sebab yg tak dapat dielakkan.
p.p/s: i spend about 600euros (including light shopping)for my switzerland trip. do you think its too soon for me to be spending on another trip?
p.p.p.s: pastu in december nak pi uk plak....hiyoohhh...byknyer plan niehhh
after calculationg flight and train and hotel, my total estimated budget is about 300euros. i think thats pretty cheap for a 5day/4nites trip to pisa-florence-roma.
what do you think? should i or shouldnt i?pegi ke tak?? *confused*
p/s: plan berjalan dgn Dr Sunshine April ni terpaksa kansel atas sebab sebab yg tak dapat dielakkan.
p.p/s: i spend about 600euros (including light shopping)for my switzerland trip. do you think its too soon for me to be spending on another trip?
p.p.p.s: pastu in december nak pi uk plak....hiyoohhh...byknyer plan niehhh
Monday, November 2, 2009
roma or not?
i am back from my holiday!! it was great albeit i spend a bit more than what i budgeted. auntie and uncle fenfeeling nak pi Roma. I might tag along tapi i'm not so sure la. kenapa?
1. Andi is now in his separation anxiety phase. and after a week bercuti dari pi daycare, i am back at square 1. okla..not really 1 la,maybe 2? whatever it is, i had to stay with him as he keeps on checking if i am there. its adaptation week ALL OVER AGAIN! (tapi at least i could go to the elternzimmer for almost an hour before he looked for me). so, if pi holiday again, i will have to be prepared to go through this all over AGAIN.
2. my readings. oh readings ku. how i wish i was rajin to read as i am rajin to tend to my cafe and restaurant and constantly checking my fb pages. (btw, SV saya ada membuat kesilapan. i read that there is such a thing as national identitiy!!!! so now, mak rasa nak cari difference between national identitiy and cultural identity....but why do i have a feeling its all historically based?)
so, maybe it wont be wise for me to go holiday-ing again, so soon after my schweiz rondevous. oh...lagipon saya plan nak ke UK this december. destinasi: london, cardiff. hmm..which reminds me, must look for place to stay in London. dan juga plan nak ke cardiff cecepat...manatau ada tambang murah!
so kalau u ols dalam kasut saya (in my shoes), what would you do?
p/s: sekarang tgh bercita-cita nak berjalan ke morocco, istanbul dan juga stockholm. ada sesapa nak buat lawatan cik kiah bersama saya?
1. Andi is now in his separation anxiety phase. and after a week bercuti dari pi daycare, i am back at square 1. okla..not really 1 la,maybe 2? whatever it is, i had to stay with him as he keeps on checking if i am there. its adaptation week ALL OVER AGAIN! (tapi at least i could go to the elternzimmer for almost an hour before he looked for me). so, if pi holiday again, i will have to be prepared to go through this all over AGAIN.
2. my readings. oh readings ku. how i wish i was rajin to read as i am rajin to tend to my cafe and restaurant and constantly checking my fb pages. (btw, SV saya ada membuat kesilapan. i read that there is such a thing as national identitiy!!!! so now, mak rasa nak cari difference between national identitiy and cultural identity....but why do i have a feeling its all historically based?)
so, maybe it wont be wise for me to go holiday-ing again, so soon after my schweiz rondevous. oh...lagipon saya plan nak ke UK this december. destinasi: london, cardiff. hmm..which reminds me, must look for place to stay in London. dan juga plan nak ke cardiff cecepat...manatau ada tambang murah!
so kalau u ols dalam kasut saya (in my shoes), what would you do?
p/s: sekarang tgh bercita-cita nak berjalan ke morocco, istanbul dan juga stockholm. ada sesapa nak buat lawatan cik kiah bersama saya?
Saturday, October 31, 2009
sorry sayang
Dear Dani,
Today, my heart broke when Papa told me what happened in the car on the way back from dinner.
Papa: sayang papa tak
dani: tak
papa: mama?
dani: tak
papa: andi?
dani: tak
papa: dani sayang sape?
dani: along. mak.
Dani sayang,
Mama is very sorry that i made the decision to stufy all the way in Wien. I am sorry that you had to be the victim in this long distance relationship. I am sorry for being so selfish.
Please know that Mama loves you with all my heart. I hope that you can forgive me.
Love,
Mama.
p/s: i am so proud to know that u can order your own food and drinks kat kedai. nasi goreng ayam satu. teh o suam satu. suam tahu (perlu taw nak confirmkan supaya orang tu tahu suam)
Today, my heart broke when Papa told me what happened in the car on the way back from dinner.
Papa: sayang papa tak
dani: tak
papa: mama?
dani: tak
papa: andi?
dani: tak
papa: dani sayang sape?
dani: along. mak.
Dani sayang,
Mama is very sorry that i made the decision to stufy all the way in Wien. I am sorry that you had to be the victim in this long distance relationship. I am sorry for being so selfish.
Please know that Mama loves you with all my heart. I hope that you can forgive me.
Love,
Mama.
p/s: i am so proud to know that u can order your own food and drinks kat kedai. nasi goreng ayam satu. teh o suam satu. suam tahu (perlu taw nak confirmkan supaya orang tu tahu suam)
Saturday, October 24, 2009
jalan-jalan
did i mention that i now have guests in my humble abode? my auntie R (who was there when i gave birth to Dani, she's more like a mother to me, and i seriously think of her son as my younger bro) and PM.
Hence, its life has been not so lonely. cumanya, lil andi who is not used to having guests at home was initially a little takut. sket sket nak nangis when i leave him to go to toilet or etc. tapi now dah ok.
neway, we are leaving for schweiz esok. yeay!!! i hope my auntie n uncle are ok with what i've planned. we might be going to a factory outlet cos nak gak kan tgk kasut bally. tapi mcm jauh plak la...we'll see cemana.
anyhoo, we might also be going to rome!! yeahoooo....bestnyer..hopefully the plan jadi. :)
and, i might be going to london for my xmas holidays and after that singgah tgk my bestie's baby in cardiff. tp, tgh cari tpt to lepak (ie:somewhere to crash masa kt london). hopefully ada cos we (my friend n i) plan to pegi boxing day sale. ihiks. harusssss!!!!
wish me luck for tomorrows trip. i hope everything will work out smoothly.
p/s: slap my face! sibuk plan cuti x ingat keje rumah!
Hence, its life has been not so lonely. cumanya, lil andi who is not used to having guests at home was initially a little takut. sket sket nak nangis when i leave him to go to toilet or etc. tapi now dah ok.
neway, we are leaving for schweiz esok. yeay!!! i hope my auntie n uncle are ok with what i've planned. we might be going to a factory outlet cos nak gak kan tgk kasut bally. tapi mcm jauh plak la...we'll see cemana.
anyhoo, we might also be going to rome!! yeahoooo....bestnyer..hopefully the plan jadi. :)
and, i might be going to london for my xmas holidays and after that singgah tgk my bestie's baby in cardiff. tp, tgh cari tpt to lepak (ie:somewhere to crash masa kt london). hopefully ada cos we (my friend n i) plan to pegi boxing day sale. ihiks. harusssss!!!!
wish me luck for tomorrows trip. i hope everything will work out smoothly.
p/s: slap my face! sibuk plan cuti x ingat keje rumah!
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
overwhelmed
saya adalah agak sedikit overwhelmed setelah mempresent reserach yg saya plan nk buat di depan kelas forschung praktikum.
i can see tht my sv kinda like d idea. tetapi, cadangan yg be;iau buat adalah sedikit overwhelming gittew.
1. baca buku grundlegendetexte zur transkulturelle komunikation (ye...buku ini dlm bhs German u ols!tp, sy dah book kt library cos ada org pinjam)
2. cari perbezaan antara cultural identity and nationalisme and list down d indikators ---- ini yg membuatkan sy agak kerisauan u ols!
i give myself 1 month to try n find the answers. so far, managed to google some excerpts in books. im trying to access online journal yg ukm subscribe but terlupa plak caranye?? how ek?? ada sesape bleh beri tunjuk ajar dak?
so i guess, i shall put morley down for a bit and concentrate in finding some answers.
walaupun begitu, sv saya memotivasikan sy dgn bkata i know it wont be easy, but its a challenge for you to find some answers. bila mak dah faham konsep, harap2, pjalanan akan lebih lancar.
neway, i'm glad that he kinda like my proposal cos nk gak citer ada sorang student ni dtg kelas dgn tiada preparation. bila ditanye ttg cadangan research, dia kt nk cipta satu model komunikasi that lists down some kind of competency (forgive me cos she was speaking in deutsch). pastu, tu je. tu je yg dia ckp. sv sy tanya, apa sebenarbenarnye yg awak nk buat ni...she ulang blk...hinggakan sv sy agak fedap (can see his muka).
p/s: ada student msia baru di vienna. walupon bukan dr uni yg sama, i'm so happy cos i hv a new fren.
p.p/s: x phm dgn embasi kt sini. bg information yg salah about me to this student!! geram okei.
i can see tht my sv kinda like d idea. tetapi, cadangan yg be;iau buat adalah sedikit overwhelming gittew.
1. baca buku grundlegendetexte zur transkulturelle komunikation (ye...buku ini dlm bhs German u ols!tp, sy dah book kt library cos ada org pinjam)
2. cari perbezaan antara cultural identity and nationalisme and list down d indikators ---- ini yg membuatkan sy agak kerisauan u ols!
i give myself 1 month to try n find the answers. so far, managed to google some excerpts in books. im trying to access online journal yg ukm subscribe but terlupa plak caranye?? how ek?? ada sesape bleh beri tunjuk ajar dak?
so i guess, i shall put morley down for a bit and concentrate in finding some answers.
walaupun begitu, sv saya memotivasikan sy dgn bkata i know it wont be easy, but its a challenge for you to find some answers. bila mak dah faham konsep, harap2, pjalanan akan lebih lancar.
neway, i'm glad that he kinda like my proposal cos nk gak citer ada sorang student ni dtg kelas dgn tiada preparation. bila ditanye ttg cadangan research, dia kt nk cipta satu model komunikasi that lists down some kind of competency (forgive me cos she was speaking in deutsch). pastu, tu je. tu je yg dia ckp. sv sy tanya, apa sebenarbenarnye yg awak nk buat ni...she ulang blk...hinggakan sv sy agak fedap (can see his muka).
p/s: ada student msia baru di vienna. walupon bukan dr uni yg sama, i'm so happy cos i hv a new fren.
p.p/s: x phm dgn embasi kt sini. bg information yg salah about me to this student!! geram okei.
Sunday, October 18, 2009
Mari mem-Puree : The Green Suprise
usually, i will make the normal chicken or prawn porridge for Andi and throw in some carrots. tapi hari ni, i decided to be a lil bit adventurous.
I got a recipe for broccoli, carots and cheese mashed potatoes from Anne. i bought the broccoli, dan carots yg kaler yellow tu cos i think it tastes sweeter (cos I remember Dani absolutely loved em) and potatoes. tapi bila nak masak tu, i decided to just buat my own recipe...hihi...DIY gittew.
So ini resipi saya yang dipanggil the Green Suprise.
1 medium sized potatoes - cut into small cubes
1 carot kuning - cut into small pieces
sedikit brocolli..aprox 3 gugus kecik (aiyoo...its like 3 bunches of those florets)- chopped
sediikit bawang besar - chopped
dump everything dalam pot...add water
boil till everything masak. i boiled for a few hours to make sure it was really lembik.
once i saw the air mcm tinggal sikit, i switched off the api.
n blend...and wallaaaa...the green suprise
FYI, Andi loved it and siap tambah masa makan tadi. :)
oh...i managed to get 5 servings. so i froze 4 and suap-ed 1 to Andi.
Esok nak try buat pear chicken plak...nantikan yer resepi nyer (kalau jadila).
I got a recipe for broccoli, carots and cheese mashed potatoes from Anne. i bought the broccoli, dan carots yg kaler yellow tu cos i think it tastes sweeter (cos I remember Dani absolutely loved em) and potatoes. tapi bila nak masak tu, i decided to just buat my own recipe...hihi...DIY gittew.
So ini resipi saya yang dipanggil the Green Suprise.
1 medium sized potatoes - cut into small cubes
1 carot kuning - cut into small pieces
sedikit brocolli..aprox 3 gugus kecik (aiyoo...its like 3 bunches of those florets)- chopped
sediikit bawang besar - chopped
dump everything dalam pot...add water
boil till everything masak. i boiled for a few hours to make sure it was really lembik.
once i saw the air mcm tinggal sikit, i switched off the api.
n blend...and wallaaaa...the green suprise
FYI, Andi loved it and siap tambah masa makan tadi. :)
oh...i managed to get 5 servings. so i froze 4 and suap-ed 1 to Andi.
Esok nak try buat pear chicken plak...nantikan yer resepi nyer (kalau jadila).
Saturday, October 17, 2009
dah book
i have bought the tickets and booked the hotels!! i am so excited...will be spending one night in zurich, so that senang nak catch the train.
will be staying at budget hotels but these hotels have gotten good reviews. i hope oklaa because if it was just me, takpe..ni im bringing my auntie and uncle.
overall, i have spend:
tiket to interlaken: 59.90euro
tiket balik wien from zurich: 49.90euro
hotel in interlaken 5d/4n: 240chf
hotel in zurich 1nite: 100chf
so tiket + hotel in euros = 334.80euros.
transport plak : 260chf (4day pass in Switzerland) + 96.90chf (nak naik jungfraujoch) = 236 euros
Jadi kosnyer adalah 570.80 euros. Phew...berpeluh baca ongkos..tapi bila pikir balik, its for 6days 5 nights. and zurich is a pretty expensive city.
pastu, nak shopping hanyalah nak beli chocolates untuk family in Key Ell and nak beli fridge magnets and maybe baju untuk anankandas. tu je la kot...
there goes my bajet nak beli handbag...
Friday, October 16, 2009
kecil kah?
Andi had his pead appointment today. So, he had the routine timabng2, ukur lilit kepala etc. masa time ukur lilit kepala, the nurse yg ukur tu, ukur 3 kali...i thought that it was pelik but then tak pikir sangat cos Andi was very active and tak nak duduk diam.
anyhoo, we were then called into the doctor's office. doktor kata he's not growing well. sigh. he's 7.16kg at 7 months.last time he was weighed in july, he was 6.8.so docs agak risau cos he only gained about 300grams.
neways, doktor kata maybe should start him on formula. but i said, he doesnt want bottles..so cemano? so doktor kata, bg dia makan. n she drew up an eating plan.
8am: brei (thats like nestum tu laaaa, yg dalam kotak kita mix dgn air jer)100g
1030: fruits 100g
12.30: vege (and every 2nd day, must give meat)120g
3.30:fruits 100g
5.30: brei
8.30pm: brei
so, hari ni, i gave him his fruit at 10.30. tapi 3.30 x bg cos dia kat daycare. n balik, lepas dia bangun i gave him brei lagi. tapi dia kan, tak makan la cukup2 100g tu. cemano ek?
risau plak ni if dia tak grow properly. but my mom said he's still within the tahap weight yg ok for a 7month old.
have to get him used to eating banyak kali. pastu, doc pricked him to tgk kandungan iron dalam darah. apparently ok tp a bit on the low side so he was given iron drops and vit d drops. hmmm
when i droppped him at the daycare, trus pegi shopping barang2 makanan andi ok. i bought dinkel (dono what its called in BI...wheat kot) cos doc suh campur 3 sudu kecik dengan fuits to be given petang2. bubur, doc suh letak sket vege oil to help serap vitamins.
i hope he'll be okei. i mean, i see him so active. tapi tu la....nampak macam tembam jer tapi ghupanye tak la berat sangat.
risau.
anyhoo, we were then called into the doctor's office. doktor kata he's not growing well. sigh. he's 7.16kg at 7 months.last time he was weighed in july, he was 6.8.so docs agak risau cos he only gained about 300grams.
neways, doktor kata maybe should start him on formula. but i said, he doesnt want bottles..so cemano? so doktor kata, bg dia makan. n she drew up an eating plan.
8am: brei (thats like nestum tu laaaa, yg dalam kotak kita mix dgn air jer)100g
1030: fruits 100g
12.30: vege (and every 2nd day, must give meat)120g
3.30:fruits 100g
5.30: brei
8.30pm: brei
so, hari ni, i gave him his fruit at 10.30. tapi 3.30 x bg cos dia kat daycare. n balik, lepas dia bangun i gave him brei lagi. tapi dia kan, tak makan la cukup2 100g tu. cemano ek?
risau plak ni if dia tak grow properly. but my mom said he's still within the tahap weight yg ok for a 7month old.
have to get him used to eating banyak kali. pastu, doc pricked him to tgk kandungan iron dalam darah. apparently ok tp a bit on the low side so he was given iron drops and vit d drops. hmmm
when i droppped him at the daycare, trus pegi shopping barang2 makanan andi ok. i bought dinkel (dono what its called in BI...wheat kot) cos doc suh campur 3 sudu kecik dengan fuits to be given petang2. bubur, doc suh letak sket vege oil to help serap vitamins.
i hope he'll be okei. i mean, i see him so active. tapi tu la....nampak macam tembam jer tapi ghupanye tak la berat sangat.
risau.
Thursday, October 15, 2009
busy
dalam sibuk2 nak start membaca, sempat laaa nak mengeplan trip ke switzerland. how??
my aunt n uncle are coming next week. n we are planning to go to schweiz the week after cos my aunt, she really really wants to go.
so, skarang, i tgh sibuk membuat research yg sepatutnyer...phew..penat ok. so this is my plan..will go from 26th till 30th.
25/10: naik night train to zurich and take the connecting train to interlaken
26/10: sampai interlaken about 10-ish. leave bags at hotel and walk around city. pastu check in. rehat2. n jalan lagiikkk...
27/10: explore grindwald and maybe go to bern
28/10: jungfraujoch
29/10:zurich
30/10:balikkk (tapi sempat lagi ronda2 interlaken japs)
total cost: 500 euros...blom masuk makan2 and shopping. berbaloi ke tak agaknye? tp bila pikir, when else will i be going kaann??? *matila nk justify.
pastu...nak cerita pasal pengalaman di library. i went to the main library yesterday dgn niat nak comb through the shelves to cari buku2 tp niatku terbantut. ini kerna. bila masuk..memula terpegun cps tengok library memang macam old skool. siap ada creaky steps and floor boards. sekaliiii....pusing2...tgh apesal semua macam kamus and buku2 rujukan sajor? where are the rest of the books. ghupanye, konsep dia, cari online, reserve dah ambik di counter. ai tak biasa ok. slalu pi library dgn niat nk pinjam buku X, kluar library, dgn buku X, serta Y, Z, K, J. ha...sebab browse punye browse jumpa byk buku,,,kan?? tapi ni tak bleh! *frust*
so, balik lah saya dengan hati yg hampa...dalam melayan kehampaa-an, sempat la stop by h&m and zara beli stock baju winter for anakanda. dah cukup la kot kan baju winter dia. oh.,..need to buy snowsuit plak. hmmm...
ohh...i did all this while andi was in the daycare.
neway, my fren told me that every third tuesdays at votivkino ada mum n baby cinema. cannot wait to try it out next month!!
my aunt n uncle are coming next week. n we are planning to go to schweiz the week after cos my aunt, she really really wants to go.
so, skarang, i tgh sibuk membuat research yg sepatutnyer...phew..penat ok. so this is my plan..will go from 26th till 30th.
25/10: naik night train to zurich and take the connecting train to interlaken
26/10: sampai interlaken about 10-ish. leave bags at hotel and walk around city. pastu check in. rehat2. n jalan lagiikkk...
27/10: explore grindwald and maybe go to bern
28/10: jungfraujoch
29/10:zurich
30/10:balikkk (tapi sempat lagi ronda2 interlaken japs)
total cost: 500 euros...blom masuk makan2 and shopping. berbaloi ke tak agaknye? tp bila pikir, when else will i be going kaann??? *matila nk justify.
pastu...nak cerita pasal pengalaman di library. i went to the main library yesterday dgn niat nak comb through the shelves to cari buku2 tp niatku terbantut. ini kerna. bila masuk..memula terpegun cps tengok library memang macam old skool. siap ada creaky steps and floor boards. sekaliiii....pusing2...tgh apesal semua macam kamus and buku2 rujukan sajor? where are the rest of the books. ghupanye, konsep dia, cari online, reserve dah ambik di counter. ai tak biasa ok. slalu pi library dgn niat nk pinjam buku X, kluar library, dgn buku X, serta Y, Z, K, J. ha...sebab browse punye browse jumpa byk buku,,,kan?? tapi ni tak bleh! *frust*
so, balik lah saya dengan hati yg hampa...dalam melayan kehampaa-an, sempat la stop by h&m and zara beli stock baju winter for anakanda. dah cukup la kot kan baju winter dia. oh.,..need to buy snowsuit plak. hmmm...
ohh...i did all this while andi was in the daycare.
neway, my fren told me that every third tuesdays at votivkino ada mum n baby cinema. cannot wait to try it out next month!!
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
kelas...
i got lost while looking for my school. you see, the various schools are located around the city and bukan mcm uni kita kat mesia ittew where the uni is located on one biiiigggggg space and houses almost all the schools and faculties.
so, i walked for about 1 hour plus cari skool ok. yg buat susah sebab its not a building on its own...its like part of the building tu jer skool saya punye. and jalan tu belit2 (from the map i copied on google). 1 jam lebih ok?? thats almost 5km of walking. sighhh...
pastu, semalam kan ada kelas. i dropped andi and rushed for my class yg kengkononnya bermula at 1.30. sampai at 1.40 mcm tu, dok cari plak..mana seminar room 2 ni? i turun naik tangga i rasa almost 7 times ok (banggunan 3 tingkat)...org kesejukkan, mak berpeluh2 ...tsk. tak jugak jumpa. tanya orang, orang directkan saya ke bilik yg salah. skali, ternampak satu room ni banyak orang yg dah agak matured..n when i asked, rupanya betul bilik ittew. n...kelas start at 2.
the prof (which is my sv) plak apparently suka dtg kelas lmbt!! n he was about 20 minutes late.
for the first class, he asked us to talk abt our plans....nk buat apa, theory apa nk guna. so, saya adalah agak cuak sebab 'pandai' sgt tak baca blk my proposal. seb baik byk yg ckp pjg lebar so x sempat sampai my turn, i had to blk. u see, kelas patut hbs at 3.30, tp prof tu pot pet2 lg....i kena ambik andi by 4pm. so, dgn macho, i stood up n requested to leave..kenapa dia tanye, sbb nk kena amik anak. i didnt think it was my fault. he was d one yg start l,bt tol tak?
neway, i like him. he's nice...sgt terrer bab bab teori...(reminds me of prof sam). i guess bila dh prof mcm dia surela teori2 ni mcm kacang je kot.
n, i find myself understamding what he said (well at least abt 70%) walopon dia ckp deutsch. i'm lucky cos there were 2 students from eithopia...so dia ada campur2 ckp english jugek!
anyhoo, i realise tht i must catch up on my readings (been a year x bc buku2 yg sepatutnya) so will be going to the library today to borrow some books. lgpon needs to b prepared for my 1st meeting. cuak ok...cos he's really smart n throws questions at you.
wish me luck!
p/s:andi, Alhamdullillah, was very good.
so, i walked for about 1 hour plus cari skool ok. yg buat susah sebab its not a building on its own...its like part of the building tu jer skool saya punye. and jalan tu belit2 (from the map i copied on google). 1 jam lebih ok?? thats almost 5km of walking. sighhh...
pastu, semalam kan ada kelas. i dropped andi and rushed for my class yg kengkononnya bermula at 1.30. sampai at 1.40 mcm tu, dok cari plak..mana seminar room 2 ni? i turun naik tangga i rasa almost 7 times ok (banggunan 3 tingkat)...org kesejukkan, mak berpeluh2 ...tsk. tak jugak jumpa. tanya orang, orang directkan saya ke bilik yg salah. skali, ternampak satu room ni banyak orang yg dah agak matured..n when i asked, rupanya betul bilik ittew. n...kelas start at 2.
the prof (which is my sv) plak apparently suka dtg kelas lmbt!! n he was about 20 minutes late.
for the first class, he asked us to talk abt our plans....nk buat apa, theory apa nk guna. so, saya adalah agak cuak sebab 'pandai' sgt tak baca blk my proposal. seb baik byk yg ckp pjg lebar so x sempat sampai my turn, i had to blk. u see, kelas patut hbs at 3.30, tp prof tu pot pet2 lg....i kena ambik andi by 4pm. so, dgn macho, i stood up n requested to leave..kenapa dia tanye, sbb nk kena amik anak. i didnt think it was my fault. he was d one yg start l,bt tol tak?
neway, i like him. he's nice...sgt terrer bab bab teori...(reminds me of prof sam). i guess bila dh prof mcm dia surela teori2 ni mcm kacang je kot.
n, i find myself understamding what he said (well at least abt 70%) walopon dia ckp deutsch. i'm lucky cos there were 2 students from eithopia...so dia ada campur2 ckp english jugek!
anyhoo, i realise tht i must catch up on my readings (been a year x bc buku2 yg sepatutnya) so will be going to the library today to borrow some books. lgpon needs to b prepared for my 1st meeting. cuak ok...cos he's really smart n throws questions at you.
wish me luck!
p/s:andi, Alhamdullillah, was very good.
Saturday, October 10, 2009
marilah mari
i finally registered last thursday!! sigh..kat sini, the system is a bit different. i couldnt use my financial afidavit yg KPT bagi tu...dorang tak pandang pon ok. so, for the past year, i have been paying my fees and claim duit ittew dari KPT (speaking of which, claim fees sem lepas tak dapat lagik!).
anyhoo, lepas dah habis register, baru boleh register for classes pulak. i have been emailing a few people asking about classes which i am supposed to take. sebab apa? sebab beginning this year, my uni introduced konsep baru untuk program doktoratnyer. oleh ittew, they increased the number of credits one have to take. however, they dont have a structure of what one is supposed to take and etc, boley? so, it is sooooooo confusing for me, and it is especially so because everything is in German!! pening paler ok.
my emails were not answered. wanted to go to my skool but they are only opened to enquiries at certain times. kebetulan, i finished registration on thursday petang. friday idak la plak bukak skool saya punyer info centre. tskk...
oleh ittew, i tried my best to decipher what subjects i needed to take. i decided that i shall take Forschungpraktikum and Privatisimus. so, konon nak register la kan.
registration for classes is fully online. and, to tell you the truth, i find the konsep nak register tu a bit pelik. i have never come across this kinda system before. i mean, nak guna online registration, ok..tu tak pelik. yg pelik, for every subject that u wanna take, u are supposed to give weightage to it, depending on how bad u wanna attend the class.
you see, at the begining of every semester, a student is given 1000 points. and those are the points she or he has to use untuk weightage ittew. so katakan i really wanna course A, i should give 300 ke 400 points. macam bidding plak ok nak masuk course!! and no....it is not based on first come first served. sigh....
anyway, sadly, the online registration for classes sudah ditutup and i tak sempat register for anything. how? sangat tak logik ok if im not allowed to attend classes!!
so, i emailed the professor (which happens to be my SV) and he said tu go to the office and see schmidt and do a nachmeldung. so, i shall try and do it this monday.
if saya berjaya, my class starts on tuesday people!! hiyaahhh..nervous plak cos SV saya tu, bola baca paper dia mmg la nampak English power..tapi bila communicate via email, lain plak ceritanya. so, must make sure i have charged my mp3 player to record it. and one more thing, must discuss with him what other classes i should take and also our time nak dating!
nervous plak.
seb baik kelas hanye 1.5hours u ols...n dekat dgn day care. :)
am so excited!!
anyhoo, lepas dah habis register, baru boleh register for classes pulak. i have been emailing a few people asking about classes which i am supposed to take. sebab apa? sebab beginning this year, my uni introduced konsep baru untuk program doktoratnyer. oleh ittew, they increased the number of credits one have to take. however, they dont have a structure of what one is supposed to take and etc, boley? so, it is sooooooo confusing for me, and it is especially so because everything is in German!! pening paler ok.
my emails were not answered. wanted to go to my skool but they are only opened to enquiries at certain times. kebetulan, i finished registration on thursday petang. friday idak la plak bukak skool saya punyer info centre. tskk...
oleh ittew, i tried my best to decipher what subjects i needed to take. i decided that i shall take Forschungpraktikum and Privatisimus. so, konon nak register la kan.
registration for classes is fully online. and, to tell you the truth, i find the konsep nak register tu a bit pelik. i have never come across this kinda system before. i mean, nak guna online registration, ok..tu tak pelik. yg pelik, for every subject that u wanna take, u are supposed to give weightage to it, depending on how bad u wanna attend the class.
you see, at the begining of every semester, a student is given 1000 points. and those are the points she or he has to use untuk weightage ittew. so katakan i really wanna course A, i should give 300 ke 400 points. macam bidding plak ok nak masuk course!! and no....it is not based on first come first served. sigh....
anyway, sadly, the online registration for classes sudah ditutup and i tak sempat register for anything. how? sangat tak logik ok if im not allowed to attend classes!!
so, i emailed the professor (which happens to be my SV) and he said tu go to the office and see schmidt and do a nachmeldung. so, i shall try and do it this monday.
if saya berjaya, my class starts on tuesday people!! hiyaahhh..nervous plak cos SV saya tu, bola baca paper dia mmg la nampak English power..tapi bila communicate via email, lain plak ceritanya. so, must make sure i have charged my mp3 player to record it. and one more thing, must discuss with him what other classes i should take and also our time nak dating!
nervous plak.
seb baik kelas hanye 1.5hours u ols...n dekat dgn day care. :)
am so excited!!
Friday, October 9, 2009
in sickness and in health
i just watched greysanatomy. i think its sweet that karev is taking good care of izzie, bringing her her meds in the OT.hihi...
anyhoo, nak gak bagitahu that it reminds me of Dr Sunshine. I remember when I had my cystsectomy (sp?) in 2005. he was only my tunang masa tu but he was the one who took care of me at the hospy, tidor kat spital ittew dan datang melawat dan tidor di spital setiap hari. my parents just come to visit me.i remember seeing daddy and mak. and how they were talking hush hush sebab i just came out from surgery. and i remember Dr Sunshine telling me (when i was a bit better) that i asked for him after i woke up...hahaha...
neway, i think i am very lucky to have him as my husband. he brings home my meds, he frequently checks my lungs when i've been coughing for a few days, he urut my hand when it was sore, he brings me my ponstan when i have my migraines, he give me my antihistamine when i have my flu. hmm..i miss him.
he takes very good care of me. when i gave birth to Dani, we came home from the hospital to an empty house. none of my siblings or other family members were there to greet me or tengok baby baru. i was quite upset but it wasnt as if they did it on purpose, daddy was hospitalised you see. there were no food on the table so Dr Sunshine made me nasi goreng. it may sound easy for some of you yg husband memang masak, but my sunshine, he doesnt cook. so it was a big thing.the nasi goreng memang sedap.
when i gave birth to andi,again, it was just the two of us.together, we got through my pantang period (yang tak macam pantang pon). but you know, bila dah buat benda ni sendiri, we have confidence in ourselves. now, i dah berangan if next time pregnant masa kat kl nanti, nak pantang kat rumah sendiri...tapi at that time dah ada 2 boys yg dah besar..tak tahu la cemano..huhu.
hmm...entry malam ni macam reflexive sket. haha. i miss Dr Sunshine and Dani, pasal tu macam emo semacam. syukur sesangat andi is with me. at least i have someone...:)
beb, thank you for being the greatest gift ever.
anyhoo, nak gak bagitahu that it reminds me of Dr Sunshine. I remember when I had my cystsectomy (sp?) in 2005. he was only my tunang masa tu but he was the one who took care of me at the hospy, tidor kat spital ittew dan datang melawat dan tidor di spital setiap hari. my parents just come to visit me.i remember seeing daddy and mak. and how they were talking hush hush sebab i just came out from surgery. and i remember Dr Sunshine telling me (when i was a bit better) that i asked for him after i woke up...hahaha...
neway, i think i am very lucky to have him as my husband. he brings home my meds, he frequently checks my lungs when i've been coughing for a few days, he urut my hand when it was sore, he brings me my ponstan when i have my migraines, he give me my antihistamine when i have my flu. hmm..i miss him.
he takes very good care of me. when i gave birth to Dani, we came home from the hospital to an empty house. none of my siblings or other family members were there to greet me or tengok baby baru. i was quite upset but it wasnt as if they did it on purpose, daddy was hospitalised you see. there were no food on the table so Dr Sunshine made me nasi goreng. it may sound easy for some of you yg husband memang masak, but my sunshine, he doesnt cook. so it was a big thing.the nasi goreng memang sedap.
when i gave birth to andi,again, it was just the two of us.together, we got through my pantang period (yang tak macam pantang pon). but you know, bila dah buat benda ni sendiri, we have confidence in ourselves. now, i dah berangan if next time pregnant masa kat kl nanti, nak pantang kat rumah sendiri...tapi at that time dah ada 2 boys yg dah besar..tak tahu la cemano..huhu.
hmm...entry malam ni macam reflexive sket. haha. i miss Dr Sunshine and Dani, pasal tu macam emo semacam. syukur sesangat andi is with me. at least i have someone...:)
beb, thank you for being the greatest gift ever.
not again!!
it rained today but strangely, there seem to be a lot of people on the streets and in the bus.
anyhoo, as usual, i sent andi to daycare. everyday, we would take the bus. it will take us about 40minutes to reach the destination. sometimes it can be faster, kengkadang sampai dekat sejam pon tak sampai lagi cos it all depends on the traffic and if ada Unfall (accident).
so today, Andi was a bit active and didnt want to sit in his stroller. i took him out and sat at the chair closest to where i parked my stroller. and then, 3 guys came in. one sat next to me and 2 other sat behind me. they were talking about going to school and etc. sesambil tu dok agah2 andi. mak pelik gaks tapi biar je la kan orang nak main dengan andi ni.
after a few stops, dorang turun. fine. then i reached my stop. as i stood up, this nice man pointed out that my backpack was unzipped!!! adoii.....percubaan untuk pick poket telah berlaku! geramnye rasa. i bet it was those three guys!!! benci betol la...
nasib baik i learnt my lesson (after previously being pick poecketed) and placed my wallet in my pocket! tu pon hari ni bawak wallet. slalunyer, i just travel with my bankomat and my travel pass. lelain duk diam-diam kat rumah.
Syukur Alhamdulillah barang2 terselamat. if not, cannot imagine the hassle of applying for all the cards lagie. tapi kali ni, my residence permit, ic and etc sume simpan kat rumah. dalam wallet ada bankomat, ecard dan travel pass sajor.
anyway u ols, berhati-hati bila travel. ingat...dont put everything in ur wallet (like i did!!) pastu, to sesaper yg dok overseas tu, silalah kluarkan ic, driving licence malaysia, kad bank malaysia n credit cards from ur wallets....bukan guna pon. okla..kredit card tu bila terasa akan shoping tu bawak la..if not guna jer debit card u ols! these people aim those yg bawa baby especially. yelaa..kita ralit tgk baby etc..tak sedar kan beg cemana. (yg pelik, i thot i sandar on the bag but still they managed! memang profesional.)
pastu, if nak bertambah senang, just bawak ur debit card saje. tapi kat mesia mak tak sure la plak bleh guna ke tak debit card tu merata. huhu.
tu je nasihat buat hari ini...:)
anyhoo, as usual, i sent andi to daycare. everyday, we would take the bus. it will take us about 40minutes to reach the destination. sometimes it can be faster, kengkadang sampai dekat sejam pon tak sampai lagi cos it all depends on the traffic and if ada Unfall (accident).
so today, Andi was a bit active and didnt want to sit in his stroller. i took him out and sat at the chair closest to where i parked my stroller. and then, 3 guys came in. one sat next to me and 2 other sat behind me. they were talking about going to school and etc. sesambil tu dok agah2 andi. mak pelik gaks tapi biar je la kan orang nak main dengan andi ni.
after a few stops, dorang turun. fine. then i reached my stop. as i stood up, this nice man pointed out that my backpack was unzipped!!! adoii.....percubaan untuk pick poket telah berlaku! geramnye rasa. i bet it was those three guys!!! benci betol la...
nasib baik i learnt my lesson (after previously being pick poecketed) and placed my wallet in my pocket! tu pon hari ni bawak wallet. slalunyer, i just travel with my bankomat and my travel pass. lelain duk diam-diam kat rumah.
Syukur Alhamdulillah barang2 terselamat. if not, cannot imagine the hassle of applying for all the cards lagie. tapi kali ni, my residence permit, ic and etc sume simpan kat rumah. dalam wallet ada bankomat, ecard dan travel pass sajor.
anyway u ols, berhati-hati bila travel. ingat...dont put everything in ur wallet (like i did!!) pastu, to sesaper yg dok overseas tu, silalah kluarkan ic, driving licence malaysia, kad bank malaysia n credit cards from ur wallets....bukan guna pon. okla..kredit card tu bila terasa akan shoping tu bawak la..if not guna jer debit card u ols! these people aim those yg bawa baby especially. yelaa..kita ralit tgk baby etc..tak sedar kan beg cemana. (yg pelik, i thot i sandar on the bag but still they managed! memang profesional.)
pastu, if nak bertambah senang, just bawak ur debit card saje. tapi kat mesia mak tak sure la plak bleh guna ke tak debit card tu merata. huhu.
tu je nasihat buat hari ini...:)
Thursday, October 8, 2009
hari ini
today, i shall hopefully settle my registration thingys and find out what classes i am supposed to take. And then, bila dah tahu berapa kelas nak ambik, nak pi beli stationaries...i love shopping for stationaries.
okla...nanti kat rumah update lagi. la ni kat eltern zimmer. i need to make my way to the uni...ciao.
okla...nanti kat rumah update lagi. la ni kat eltern zimmer. i need to make my way to the uni...ciao.
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
Jadual saya
Finally, i think we have a routine.
5-ish am:
Andi wakes up cos dia BO so mama dia pon terpaksa bangun jugek
Change Andi's diaper
Semayang
Tido balik
7am:
Andi wakes up again
I vacuum and Andi main2
8am:
Breakfast for Andi
Mandi time
Nap
9am:
I eat breakfast, switch on lappie, mandi
10-ish:
Andi bangun n main2.
Sometimes he just wakes up to minum susu n tido balik.
On some days, I'd go out and do my groceries or pi bank...tgk mood budak kecik macam mana.
11-ish
get ready for daycare, pack bags etc
12
gerak to daycare
12.30-3-45
i have time to myself!!! wehoooo
4pm:
balik rumah
4.45pm
at home, relaks
change diaper again n change to baju tido
andi main
5-ish
susu time and tidooooo
after that, he wakes up every few hours nak susu or nak tepuk or nak check if i'm in the room. huhu.
usually, i'd either cook, sediakan andi's bubur at around this time. ohh...sometimes i do the laundry too.
i sleep at about 1030 or 11.
thats how we usually spend our day. at night, mmg boring gila. which is why i said i needed a hobby! tapi then again kelas tak start lagik, kan??
5-ish am:
Andi wakes up cos dia BO so mama dia pon terpaksa bangun jugek
Change Andi's diaper
Semayang
Tido balik
7am:
Andi wakes up again
I vacuum and Andi main2
8am:
Breakfast for Andi
Mandi time
Nap
9am:
I eat breakfast, switch on lappie, mandi
10-ish:
Andi bangun n main2.
Sometimes he just wakes up to minum susu n tido balik.
On some days, I'd go out and do my groceries or pi bank...tgk mood budak kecik macam mana.
11-ish
get ready for daycare, pack bags etc
12
gerak to daycare
12.30-3-45
i have time to myself!!! wehoooo
4pm:
balik rumah
4.45pm
at home, relaks
change diaper again n change to baju tido
andi main
5-ish
susu time and tidooooo
after that, he wakes up every few hours nak susu or nak tepuk or nak check if i'm in the room. huhu.
usually, i'd either cook, sediakan andi's bubur at around this time. ohh...sometimes i do the laundry too.
i sleep at about 1030 or 11.
thats how we usually spend our day. at night, mmg boring gila. which is why i said i needed a hobby! tapi then again kelas tak start lagik, kan??
Monday, October 5, 2009
belajar dari kesilapan
dah tiga kali i started to write something and all three times, my lappie decided to shut down dengansendirinya. *tensi*
neway, untuk memendekkan cerita
- berjaya ke ikea dengan menaiki tram n then a bus and menghangkut pulang baby chair, kotak plastik and that gantung jaring thingy, along with a stroller dgn budak kecik sorang, naik bas dan kemudian tram untuk pulang ke rumah. letih...memang mencabar terutama bila ada budak kecik tu decided that he had enough of sitting in the stroller and wanted to be carried. tapi, happy to note that i managed. i know for sure if i was in KL, i would be too lembik to do all this. i guess when i have dr sunshine around, i am so dependent on him. hihi.
- nak cerita pasal politikus kat tempat tinggal saya sekarang ni. suffice to say, if you are not close to the right people, you will not be invited to open houses. *sedih*. but, i have made a strategy..ahhahaha....there's this new lady in town and i met her once before. the thing is, unlike the other ladies yg tak bekerja dan ikut suami dtg ke sini (no offense tu kengkawan saya yg mengikut suami merantau) this lady is intellectual. she was a lecturer and while her husband works, she contacted the unis and offered her expertise in doing research. jadi saya rasa dia adalah orang yg seswai untuk dibuat kawan, walaupun bidang expertise kami jauh panggang dari api gittew.
-saya ketagih bermain cafe world on fb. bad. i know. tsk. boleh tak sebab dah ter-masak roast beef (it took me two days to masak okei), memaksa diri balik rumah in time for it to be served. if not rugi okei stove mak 2 hari guna masak bendalah tu pastu alih-alih basi plak. sape nak jadi negihbour ai kat cafe world?? hihi. dan sebab nak kena continuously monitor cafe saya (yg saya namakan Mulut...mmg, if i have a cafe or restaurant..nak namakan mulut..cos kan slalu orang tanya...nak makan kat mana...kat mulut..ihihih..ok..i digress) saya bukak 2 window untuk fb dimana satunya KHAS untuk cafe saya sahaja. tsk. i'm officially a suchtiger (addict dalam bahaso German)
- i need a hobby! the reason i play cafe world is i have no LIFE!! thank god i send my child to the day care. over there, i get to talk to other adults in English...and they are mostly masters and phd students. it feels really good to be able to talk to someone else! anyhoo..once i'm home, i hv nothing to do except surf the net..so, i think i need a hobby. apa pendapat u ols? crossstitch atau knitting? saya verangan nak menulis about being a single parent aborad tapi kat mana tempat yg seswai utk saya contribute hoh?
-i've been munching like nobody's business tapi i thank god i balance it with a lot of walking. buuttt...i am telling myself that this is the LAST week for me to eat all those unhealthy junks. im going to be eating fruits beginning next week (wish me luck cos me and fruits...not a good relationship there).
-dani banyak bercakap and dah not so pelat. i am so excited that he's going to kindy next year, insyaAllah. saya teramat excited that almost every day, i'd google to find any feedbacks on the said kindy, Genius Aulad. eiihh...bestnyer...my son is growing up.
- Andi plak can already stand and inching his way sambil pegang bucu katil and whatever bucu he could grab on. he's also very chatty nowadays. tegur people on the bus, tram and all that. he's slowly getting used to the daycare. and hari2 benjy akan kiss andi goodbye. so cute ok. btw, benjy ni budak campur mat salleh and kulit hitam...so his skin is not that dark n rambut dia blonde. kiut ok. tapi yg lagi kiut (selain andi obviously..harusla mak dia bias kann) ialah seorang budak korean/japanese bernama Nomin. ya Rabbi...so geedebe dia nieh...and super comelz! shes almost 2 y.o.
-i paid my fees of almost 400euros and can only register this trhusday. pasal kelas, i'm still not sure. id have to go to my skool to find out what i should take. tapi rasenye ada independent study...hoyehhh...me likey independent study. at least adalah benda nak buat kaann..
-speaking of which, rasa nak menghakmilikkan satu pc kat eltern zimmer tu as mine. nak tiru taktik ayang yang menghakmilikkan pc kat postgrad suite as hers. shall hias2 that corner..huhu. speaking of which, since mak dah nak start phd classes dgn skool ni, mak dapat opis la kot ek> eiihh...sexcitednyer mak u ols!!
- oh...Dr Sunshine sitting for his exam on Nov 2nd. I really hope and doa that he passes. the thing is, the failure rate is 85%. cuba u ols imagine!! masa mock exam last week, less than 10 out of 120 ppl passed. how?? tapi insyaAllah ok kot. cos if he passes...
- we'll be going for a euro trip! that is so exciting. tapi if dia pass la. he plans to come over during summer and then we'll go jenjalan...bestnyerr...i still cant decide where to go first...istanbul? itali? switzerland? germany? paris masa bebudak dah besar sket baru nak pi.then baru dorang bleh enjoy disneyland!
- my sis gave birth via lscs a few days back to a baby gurl. and right now, she's tandem feeding! mak respect sama dia u ols!
- kunci rmh saye di bsp dah boley diambil! i m super excited tht my house dah siap. tp, risau gk cos dr sunshine sorg je yg nk cek defect semua...hmmm...tp, excited all the same!
oraity..ittew saje laporan saya hari ini. tu dia..punya panjang sebab nak lepas germa 3 kali tak leh nak blog.
roger.
neway, untuk memendekkan cerita
- berjaya ke ikea dengan menaiki tram n then a bus and menghangkut pulang baby chair, kotak plastik and that gantung jaring thingy, along with a stroller dgn budak kecik sorang, naik bas dan kemudian tram untuk pulang ke rumah. letih...memang mencabar terutama bila ada budak kecik tu decided that he had enough of sitting in the stroller and wanted to be carried. tapi, happy to note that i managed. i know for sure if i was in KL, i would be too lembik to do all this. i guess when i have dr sunshine around, i am so dependent on him. hihi.
- nak cerita pasal politikus kat tempat tinggal saya sekarang ni. suffice to say, if you are not close to the right people, you will not be invited to open houses. *sedih*. but, i have made a strategy..ahhahaha....there's this new lady in town and i met her once before. the thing is, unlike the other ladies yg tak bekerja dan ikut suami dtg ke sini (no offense tu kengkawan saya yg mengikut suami merantau) this lady is intellectual. she was a lecturer and while her husband works, she contacted the unis and offered her expertise in doing research. jadi saya rasa dia adalah orang yg seswai untuk dibuat kawan, walaupun bidang expertise kami jauh panggang dari api gittew.
-saya ketagih bermain cafe world on fb. bad. i know. tsk. boleh tak sebab dah ter-masak roast beef (it took me two days to masak okei), memaksa diri balik rumah in time for it to be served. if not rugi okei stove mak 2 hari guna masak bendalah tu pastu alih-alih basi plak. sape nak jadi negihbour ai kat cafe world?? hihi. dan sebab nak kena continuously monitor cafe saya (yg saya namakan Mulut...mmg, if i have a cafe or restaurant..nak namakan mulut..cos kan slalu orang tanya...nak makan kat mana...kat mulut..ihihih..ok..i digress) saya bukak 2 window untuk fb dimana satunya KHAS untuk cafe saya sahaja. tsk. i'm officially a suchtiger (addict dalam bahaso German)
- i need a hobby! the reason i play cafe world is i have no LIFE!! thank god i send my child to the day care. over there, i get to talk to other adults in English...and they are mostly masters and phd students. it feels really good to be able to talk to someone else! anyhoo..once i'm home, i hv nothing to do except surf the net..so, i think i need a hobby. apa pendapat u ols? crossstitch atau knitting? saya verangan nak menulis about being a single parent aborad tapi kat mana tempat yg seswai utk saya contribute hoh?
-i've been munching like nobody's business tapi i thank god i balance it with a lot of walking. buuttt...i am telling myself that this is the LAST week for me to eat all those unhealthy junks. im going to be eating fruits beginning next week (wish me luck cos me and fruits...not a good relationship there).
-dani banyak bercakap and dah not so pelat. i am so excited that he's going to kindy next year, insyaAllah. saya teramat excited that almost every day, i'd google to find any feedbacks on the said kindy, Genius Aulad. eiihh...bestnyer...my son is growing up.
- Andi plak can already stand and inching his way sambil pegang bucu katil and whatever bucu he could grab on. he's also very chatty nowadays. tegur people on the bus, tram and all that. he's slowly getting used to the daycare. and hari2 benjy akan kiss andi goodbye. so cute ok. btw, benjy ni budak campur mat salleh and kulit hitam...so his skin is not that dark n rambut dia blonde. kiut ok. tapi yg lagi kiut (selain andi obviously..harusla mak dia bias kann) ialah seorang budak korean/japanese bernama Nomin. ya Rabbi...so geedebe dia nieh...and super comelz! shes almost 2 y.o.
-i paid my fees of almost 400euros and can only register this trhusday. pasal kelas, i'm still not sure. id have to go to my skool to find out what i should take. tapi rasenye ada independent study...hoyehhh...me likey independent study. at least adalah benda nak buat kaann..
-speaking of which, rasa nak menghakmilikkan satu pc kat eltern zimmer tu as mine. nak tiru taktik ayang yang menghakmilikkan pc kat postgrad suite as hers. shall hias2 that corner..huhu. speaking of which, since mak dah nak start phd classes dgn skool ni, mak dapat opis la kot ek> eiihh...sexcitednyer mak u ols!!
- oh...Dr Sunshine sitting for his exam on Nov 2nd. I really hope and doa that he passes. the thing is, the failure rate is 85%. cuba u ols imagine!! masa mock exam last week, less than 10 out of 120 ppl passed. how?? tapi insyaAllah ok kot. cos if he passes...
- we'll be going for a euro trip! that is so exciting. tapi if dia pass la. he plans to come over during summer and then we'll go jenjalan...bestnyerr...i still cant decide where to go first...istanbul? itali? switzerland? germany? paris masa bebudak dah besar sket baru nak pi.then baru dorang bleh enjoy disneyland!
- my sis gave birth via lscs a few days back to a baby gurl. and right now, she's tandem feeding! mak respect sama dia u ols!
- kunci rmh saye di bsp dah boley diambil! i m super excited tht my house dah siap. tp, risau gk cos dr sunshine sorg je yg nk cek defect semua...hmmm...tp, excited all the same!
oraity..ittew saje laporan saya hari ini. tu dia..punya panjang sebab nak lepas germa 3 kali tak leh nak blog.
roger.
Friday, October 2, 2009
anakku
so today, andi and i went out in the morning cos i really wanted to get him some strumpfhose and those thermal shirts and also breakfast cereal and some jar baby food.
after he had his bath n susu, i strapped him in the carrier and off we went. i managed to get 3 pairs of strumpfhose and 3 thermals. pastu we went to buy his food.n then balik flat and he slept in the carrier.
i let him sleep (sakit belakang okei). bila dah dekat time nak pi day care, he woke up. so, susu again and strapped him to the stroller and off we went.
sesampai di day care, i put him down near the toys and letak barang dia dekat his locker. the carer told me that if i want to wait in the parents room i can. so asked them if its ok for me to go out and buy lunch...dorang kata go ahead. so i went out. when i came back about 20 minutes later, andi was still ok. so dorang kata pi la makan kat elternzimmer. and i did. and i lepak sana siap main uno bagai (its really addictive!) sampaaiiii 3 lebih...then orang semua dah nak balik..so barulah i terkedek-kedek pegi tgk anak. and he was FINE!! I am sooooooooo happy. Syukur sangat ya Allah...i think Andi is finally adapting himself. apparently, they fed him and changed his diaper, and managed to tidurkan dia!!! thats an accomplishment okeii...to be able to tidorkan dia!!
i really hope this will continue sampai bebila. terima kasih ya Allah sebab permudahkan urusan saya.
p/s: smalam, i left him for almost 2 hours..kali ni 3 jam lebih!! :)
after he had his bath n susu, i strapped him in the carrier and off we went. i managed to get 3 pairs of strumpfhose and 3 thermals. pastu we went to buy his food.n then balik flat and he slept in the carrier.
i let him sleep (sakit belakang okei). bila dah dekat time nak pi day care, he woke up. so, susu again and strapped him to the stroller and off we went.
sesampai di day care, i put him down near the toys and letak barang dia dekat his locker. the carer told me that if i want to wait in the parents room i can. so asked them if its ok for me to go out and buy lunch...dorang kata go ahead. so i went out. when i came back about 20 minutes later, andi was still ok. so dorang kata pi la makan kat elternzimmer. and i did. and i lepak sana siap main uno bagai (its really addictive!) sampaaiiii 3 lebih...then orang semua dah nak balik..so barulah i terkedek-kedek pegi tgk anak. and he was FINE!! I am sooooooooo happy. Syukur sangat ya Allah...i think Andi is finally adapting himself. apparently, they fed him and changed his diaper, and managed to tidurkan dia!!! thats an accomplishment okeii...to be able to tidorkan dia!!
i really hope this will continue sampai bebila. terima kasih ya Allah sebab permudahkan urusan saya.
p/s: smalam, i left him for almost 2 hours..kali ni 3 jam lebih!! :)
Thursday, October 1, 2009
way to go andi!
today, for the first time after 1 week being in the daycare, i left andi n went to uni. before i left, i made sure he ate, try bg susu n tidurkan dia. when he slept, i left.
after abt 45 minutes, the daycare called me up to say tht andi woke up n cried. i told them i'd come asap (naseb daycare mmg dkt dgn uni!). tp dorg kata, if it was hard for me 2 come n if i was in dmiddle of doing smthg, x yah blk dulu. dorg akan call lg if things got worst.
tp, me being me, lepas settle jer i blk terus. rushing giller ok siap lari2 lg nk sampai cepat punye pasal.tp bila sampai tgk andi tgh lentok kt bahu si anika. hmm..terus ai masuk elternzimmer n berinternet. hihihi...n he was ok till it was time to go home. depa siap tukar diaper dia semua.
apparently he cried 4 abt 20minutes. pastu dia terlentok...n pastu dia main n gelak2.:)
hopefully things will get better as the day goes by..
p/s: mmg x dpt dinafikan, spjg perjalanan mulut ni terkumat kamit bc segala mala ayat n doa everythg dipermudahkan. n Alhamdullillah...syukur sangat.
after abt 45 minutes, the daycare called me up to say tht andi woke up n cried. i told them i'd come asap (naseb daycare mmg dkt dgn uni!). tp dorg kata, if it was hard for me 2 come n if i was in dmiddle of doing smthg, x yah blk dulu. dorg akan call lg if things got worst.
tp, me being me, lepas settle jer i blk terus. rushing giller ok siap lari2 lg nk sampai cepat punye pasal.tp bila sampai tgk andi tgh lentok kt bahu si anika. hmm..terus ai masuk elternzimmer n berinternet. hihihi...n he was ok till it was time to go home. depa siap tukar diaper dia semua.
apparently he cried 4 abt 20minutes. pastu dia terlentok...n pastu dia main n gelak2.:)
hopefully things will get better as the day goes by..
p/s: mmg x dpt dinafikan, spjg perjalanan mulut ni terkumat kamit bc segala mala ayat n doa everythg dipermudahkan. n Alhamdullillah...syukur sangat.
teruja
since classes tak start lagi and i have nothing much to do, i've been googling on islamic kindergarten.
and i found a blog of this person who sent his boy to GA in kelana jaya. and i am happy to note that the kindy looks really nice! very colourful. i like. cume yg tak berapa like tu cos tak de lawn but nak buat cemana kan.
i am pretty excited that dani insyaAllah will be going to kindy next year. lets hope Dr Sunshine tak register last minute...takut tak de tempat cos they limit their intake to only 18 kids. shall pester him to register dani after he's finished his exams!
meanwhile, i will be registering today! then, after that i will enquire on how to register for classes and what classes i need to register for! i'm pretty excited and am looking forward to starting classes other than Deutsch!
oh...and i think i should start reading papers in Deutsch la, betol tak? kalu tak sampai bila tak pick up the language. i need to really brush it up cos nanti cemana nak pi kelas kan?
sigh...really hope andi adapts to daycare soon. if not cemanalaa nak pi kelas niee..
and i found a blog of this person who sent his boy to GA in kelana jaya. and i am happy to note that the kindy looks really nice! very colourful. i like. cume yg tak berapa like tu cos tak de lawn but nak buat cemana kan.
i am pretty excited that dani insyaAllah will be going to kindy next year. lets hope Dr Sunshine tak register last minute...takut tak de tempat cos they limit their intake to only 18 kids. shall pester him to register dani after he's finished his exams!
meanwhile, i will be registering today! then, after that i will enquire on how to register for classes and what classes i need to register for! i'm pretty excited and am looking forward to starting classes other than Deutsch!
oh...and i think i should start reading papers in Deutsch la, betol tak? kalu tak sampai bila tak pick up the language. i need to really brush it up cos nanti cemana nak pi kelas kan?
sigh...really hope andi adapts to daycare soon. if not cemanalaa nak pi kelas niee..
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
ahli muzik atau doktor?
i dont know why but last night while i was trying to put andi to bed, i remembered a conversation with Dr Sunshine. yang pasti, dalam perbualan ittew, i baru realised that he actually knew or rather he observes whats happening around him. cemana i tahu? cos tetiba dia kluar statement pasal seseorang di dalam satu kugiran yang telah menyanyikan sebuah lagu bertajuk 'extinct'.
anyhoo, masa zaman muda remaja, slalu mcm teringin nak berboifrenkan seorang drummer..tapi non ado...ahhahahha...pastu, dok pester Dr Sunshine belajar main gitar,,,tp tak berjaya. agak-agak my boys nak tak main drums??
i love my boys and right now i kinda like the fact that i'm their only girl!
anyhoo, masa zaman muda remaja, slalu mcm teringin nak berboifrenkan seorang drummer..tapi non ado...ahhahahha...pastu, dok pester Dr Sunshine belajar main gitar,,,tp tak berjaya. agak-agak my boys nak tak main drums??
i love my boys and right now i kinda like the fact that i'm their only girl!
Monday, September 28, 2009
Alhamdullillah
Syukur.
I sat for my oral exam today and they told me that I got through! Although cukup makan je (i only got 4) tapi saya tetap bersyukur cos that means i can start working on my PhD for real baybee. *nervous plak* soalan oral tadi berkenaan Frauen in Regierung dan Lernen.
i am quite confused as to what classes to take this coming semester. When i looked through the website, i found two courses offered for phd students. tapi, the thing is, i am not sure if i am supposed to take some classes from outside my school. pening pening. and registration is online. bab register ni, bleh plak online..bila benda lain like answering emaii, idak plak lajunyer.
anyhoo, that piece of paper which says i passed my Deutcsh hanya boleh diambil on thursday. so i guess after that, i'd go straight to register myself as a student. pastu, nak tanye courses apa yg patut diambil dan kemudian register for those. ai nervous sebab my courses will be in German u ols!!! tapi, as a precaution, i bought an mp3 player which i plan to record my classes so i can listen to it again and again. ok tak plan saya?
and, because classes starts on oct 6th, i dono if sempat pi melawat ayang. i prolly can pegi masa weekend or something..i will figure this out.
pasal andi, he was cared for by an indonesian babysitter when i went for my exam. she was ok la kot...
ni, cemana agaknyer anakanda nak ditinggalkan di krippe bila mama start kelas?? takpe..kelas 1.5 hours je sayang...i hope we'll both manage. Semoga Allah permudahkan perjalanan kita ni kan Andi?
I sat for my oral exam today and they told me that I got through! Although cukup makan je (i only got 4) tapi saya tetap bersyukur cos that means i can start working on my PhD for real baybee. *nervous plak* soalan oral tadi berkenaan Frauen in Regierung dan Lernen.
i am quite confused as to what classes to take this coming semester. When i looked through the website, i found two courses offered for phd students. tapi, the thing is, i am not sure if i am supposed to take some classes from outside my school. pening pening. and registration is online. bab register ni, bleh plak online..bila benda lain like answering emaii, idak plak lajunyer.
anyhoo, that piece of paper which says i passed my Deutcsh hanya boleh diambil on thursday. so i guess after that, i'd go straight to register myself as a student. pastu, nak tanye courses apa yg patut diambil dan kemudian register for those. ai nervous sebab my courses will be in German u ols!!! tapi, as a precaution, i bought an mp3 player which i plan to record my classes so i can listen to it again and again. ok tak plan saya?
and, because classes starts on oct 6th, i dono if sempat pi melawat ayang. i prolly can pegi masa weekend or something..i will figure this out.
pasal andi, he was cared for by an indonesian babysitter when i went for my exam. she was ok la kot...
ni, cemana agaknyer anakanda nak ditinggalkan di krippe bila mama start kelas?? takpe..kelas 1.5 hours je sayang...i hope we'll both manage. Semoga Allah permudahkan perjalanan kita ni kan Andi?
Friday, September 25, 2009
boots boots boots
oohh...insyaAllah, if i go visit Ayang, i know what i plan to shop for!! Andi`s shoes!!! Ya Rabbi...I was browsing through MC punye selection of boys' shoes and I dah pilih about 5 okei! aiyoo...cannot wait to get that pair of boots. bestnyerrr....
am also going to get that trainer yg nampak best tu. tried to paste the pix here tapi cannot la...hmm..maybe i should get that snow boots too. manatau andi dah bleh jalan kan...*matilaaa bagik alasan nak justify purchase!*
anyhoo, i tgh pening ni. i have my important exam this coming monday...n my turn is at 10.50. persoalannya, sapa bleh tlg jaga andi boi?
oklaa...nak baca buku. hmm...i'll prolly get that indonesian lady to babysit andi. tapi, with kak ulin's supervision la kot. kan? hiyaahhh....wa manyak bingung laaa
am also going to get that trainer yg nampak best tu. tried to paste the pix here tapi cannot la...hmm..maybe i should get that snow boots too. manatau andi dah bleh jalan kan...*matilaaa bagik alasan nak justify purchase!*
anyhoo, i tgh pening ni. i have my important exam this coming monday...n my turn is at 10.50. persoalannya, sapa bleh tlg jaga andi boi?
oklaa...nak baca buku. hmm...i'll prolly get that indonesian lady to babysit andi. tapi, with kak ulin's supervision la kot. kan? hiyaahhh....wa manyak bingung laaa
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
slowly...
i think we are slowly adapting to our new routine. :)
however, andi is still adjusting to his new krippe. if on monday dia main jer, tuesday tido jer, today, he played and selpt. hihi. we (the carers and me) are still not sure of his routine. so tgklah macam mana minggu ni. however, i am happy to report that i was able toleave him for about 1 hour 15 minutes before he started to look for me. thats progress for my lil boy.
i am supposed to be studying tapi haruslah bukak jugak internet. hiyaahhh....
owhh..speaking about the routine, petang2, balik jer dari krippe, tak sempat mandi pon, andi nak tidor terus. hiyaahhh....nasib baik musim sejuk. :)
he is fast asleep. time for me to pi semayang.
p/s: i think that baby carrier is god send! today, i went to buy andi's diapers with him in the carrier. sonang. tapi if nak buat groceries, better for me to guna stroller. but, if nak beli benda sikit2 jer, lagi cepat if guna carrier. :)
p.ps: adekah muka mak macam muka PRS (pembimbing rakan sebaya)? ye, i admit that i was PRS punyer president masa sekolah dulu (harusla nak bagitau). tpai yg pelik kawan laki saya yg saya saje je luluas sebagai fren tiba2 meluahkan perasaan.tpai saya suka dengar2 nie...ala dr love rasanye. :)
however, andi is still adjusting to his new krippe. if on monday dia main jer, tuesday tido jer, today, he played and selpt. hihi. we (the carers and me) are still not sure of his routine. so tgklah macam mana minggu ni. however, i am happy to report that i was able toleave him for about 1 hour 15 minutes before he started to look for me. thats progress for my lil boy.
i am supposed to be studying tapi haruslah bukak jugak internet. hiyaahhh....
owhh..speaking about the routine, petang2, balik jer dari krippe, tak sempat mandi pon, andi nak tidor terus. hiyaahhh....nasib baik musim sejuk. :)
he is fast asleep. time for me to pi semayang.
p/s: i think that baby carrier is god send! today, i went to buy andi's diapers with him in the carrier. sonang. tapi if nak buat groceries, better for me to guna stroller. but, if nak beli benda sikit2 jer, lagi cepat if guna carrier. :)
p.ps: adekah muka mak macam muka PRS (pembimbing rakan sebaya)? ye, i admit that i was PRS punyer president masa sekolah dulu (harusla nak bagitau). tpai yg pelik kawan laki saya yg saya saje je luluas sebagai fren tiba2 meluahkan perasaan.tpai saya suka dengar2 nie...ala dr love rasanye. :)
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
bist du brav Andi?
Today was Andis second day at the krippe. The day started early for him cos i dragged him out to ikut me ambik results. Alhamdulillah, I got through the first part. Still have to go through the next part tho..which is next week.
Anyway, we arrived at the krippe quite early so we were told to wait at the Elternzimmer. I took the opportunity to BF Andi. he was sleepy. When it was 12.30, i headed to his krippe punyer room. he started to play with the toys but after a while, he started to merengek. yes...anak saya mengantuk. all the while, i was watching him from a distance. but, bila dia dah start mrengek and the carer dukung pon tak jalan, they gave him to me. so i had to teach the carers how he likes to tido, n how to tidokan dia. kesimpulannya, i had to do everything la kan. actually, after i ajar ittew, the carer tried to tidokan but to no avail. but what she said was true, wenn er uns nicht kennt, kann er nicht schlaffen. (when he doesn't know us, its harder for him to fall asleep)
bila dia dh tido jap, barula i boleh pi mkn lunch cum breakfast. hmm....then, i felt smthg wrong. badan rasa sejuk. pening. nausea. tskkk....
balik rumah, i vomitted..i prayed really hard tht Allah permudahkan my urusan and Alhamdullillah, i think my doa dimakbulkan. lepas mntah2, i so larat. tapi andi plak nk bermain. however, ntah camana, bleh plak dia baik main atas katil jer..and i could feel him sondol2 but i was too tired and flat out to do anything. next thing i knew, i saw him tertido...hihi...Allah mmg buat miracles i tell you. Alhamdullillah!
im not sure if it was the lamb shawarma sandwich or the kiwi juice that caused me to rasa nauseas ittew. whatever it was, tadi i decided that i think i MUST eat rice (dah berapa hari tak makan nasi cos malas masak okei). so, i made sambal udang and taugeh tepanyaki. tapi i cheated la...cos sambal tu actually was the one my mom made when she came which i cleverly froze!
since i masak nasi lebih, i shall make nasi goreng for breakkie. i must eat laa.. life in vienna ni consumes a lot of energy. nak angkat stroller turun tangga...phew...with my dear Andi's weight can really take up a lot of whats little left in me.
now that he's in krippe, i have to really manage my time wisely and prioritise. i only have my mornings free to do my errands (for the time being cos andi is still in his adjustment period). so pagi esok, i must go buy diapers (and maybe pi visit a fren who just got a tivolilv for he 11th wedding anny). lusa ingat nak bawak andi pi peads to check his weight and maybe get his injection. friday nak pi check my oral punyer schedule and if have time pi amik my residence permit.
saturday nak pi jalan2 (prolly mariah hilfer) to look for andi's strumpfhose. if ada jeans murah ingat nak beli jugek. if tak de pown kena beli gak cos he currently only owns 2 pairs..mana cukup dah dekat dekat fall ni (ke dah fall pown?).
ittew saja laporan dari saya. we are slowly adjusting to this new life. wish us luck!
Anyway, we arrived at the krippe quite early so we were told to wait at the Elternzimmer. I took the opportunity to BF Andi. he was sleepy. When it was 12.30, i headed to his krippe punyer room. he started to play with the toys but after a while, he started to merengek. yes...anak saya mengantuk. all the while, i was watching him from a distance. but, bila dia dah start mrengek and the carer dukung pon tak jalan, they gave him to me. so i had to teach the carers how he likes to tido, n how to tidokan dia. kesimpulannya, i had to do everything la kan. actually, after i ajar ittew, the carer tried to tidokan but to no avail. but what she said was true, wenn er uns nicht kennt, kann er nicht schlaffen. (when he doesn't know us, its harder for him to fall asleep)
bila dia dh tido jap, barula i boleh pi mkn lunch cum breakfast. hmm....then, i felt smthg wrong. badan rasa sejuk. pening. nausea. tskkk....
balik rumah, i vomitted..i prayed really hard tht Allah permudahkan my urusan and Alhamdullillah, i think my doa dimakbulkan. lepas mntah2, i so larat. tapi andi plak nk bermain. however, ntah camana, bleh plak dia baik main atas katil jer..and i could feel him sondol2 but i was too tired and flat out to do anything. next thing i knew, i saw him tertido...hihi...Allah mmg buat miracles i tell you. Alhamdullillah!
im not sure if it was the lamb shawarma sandwich or the kiwi juice that caused me to rasa nauseas ittew. whatever it was, tadi i decided that i think i MUST eat rice (dah berapa hari tak makan nasi cos malas masak okei). so, i made sambal udang and taugeh tepanyaki. tapi i cheated la...cos sambal tu actually was the one my mom made when she came which i cleverly froze!
since i masak nasi lebih, i shall make nasi goreng for breakkie. i must eat laa.. life in vienna ni consumes a lot of energy. nak angkat stroller turun tangga...phew...with my dear Andi's weight can really take up a lot of whats little left in me.
now that he's in krippe, i have to really manage my time wisely and prioritise. i only have my mornings free to do my errands (for the time being cos andi is still in his adjustment period). so pagi esok, i must go buy diapers (and maybe pi visit a fren who just got a tivolilv for he 11th wedding anny). lusa ingat nak bawak andi pi peads to check his weight and maybe get his injection. friday nak pi check my oral punyer schedule and if have time pi amik my residence permit.
saturday nak pi jalan2 (prolly mariah hilfer) to look for andi's strumpfhose. if ada jeans murah ingat nak beli jugek. if tak de pown kena beli gak cos he currently only owns 2 pairs..mana cukup dah dekat dekat fall ni (ke dah fall pown?).
ittew saja laporan dari saya. we are slowly adjusting to this new life. wish us luck!
Monday, September 21, 2009
Andi ist brav!
today was andi's first day at the nursery. i made sure i packed his bubur and also his milk.
so off we went. we arrived about 10 minutes late. and i put him down...and anak mak terus bermain n tak ingat kat mak okeiii....
andi surrounded by gazillion toys
so off we went. we arrived about 10 minutes late. and i put him down...and anak mak terus bermain n tak ingat kat mak okeiii....
andi surrounded by gazillion toysi think he enjoyed himself. he was quite sleepy on the busride to the krippe tapi bila sampai je...terus tak mengantuk. bagus la kan.
so, after seeing him enjoying himself, i thought i could excuse myself dan pergi lepak kat the parents room (ada internet..hihi) but apparently since it was his first time, i have to be there at all times. oooh...ok. the thing is, they want to make sure that andi is really comfortable there. padanla i see other parents waiting jugak. pastu, the carer akan pergi to the parents and ask them to leave for 1/2 hour and come back...just to see how the children reacts. ooohh...gittew....
so, since andi is soooo new, i cant leave him just yet. oklah gak. nasib baik hantar sekarang and not when i dah start kelas u ols! i hope my boy will adjust to the new environment. he's ok with the mat salleh carers (i was a bit worried cos since dia balik malaysia mana biasa tgk mat salleh kan) and i tell you, i think he's going to be so well versed in deutsch (note to self: must speak english n malay so that andi tahu 3 languages) cos the carers mmg spikang ajer dgn dia.
andi was to tired (first day of skool la katakan) that he fell asleep on his stroller dengan muka tersembam atas that rail depan ittew ok! lupa lak nak ambik gambar. and agaknye penat sangat....skang dia dah tido.:)
tomorrow willbe a brand new day.i hope everything will be ok. esok mak nak biar carers plak suap dia makan...tadi i suap-ed. :)
Friday, September 18, 2009
plan tak jadik
i thought of sending Andi to nursery today, but decided not to. I will start sending him next Monday,right now, i think both of us would need to adjust to our new routine. and since we ols jet lagged, hari ni baru i start the proper routine pon...hikhik.
i think, this is what our routine is going to be like
715: andi's breakfast
andi mandi
8.30:nap
mama andi plak mandi
then i kemas2 apa yg patut ...while tunggu dia wake up...main togede gede
11am prepare barang for nursery and siap siap
1145 head to nursery
12.30-4pm: andi in nursery
5pm : sampai rumah, prepare andi's bath
6pm:andi tidur
tapi kita hanya merancang, betul tak? dengan babies, its not really that easy to pre-determine your schedule. huhu.
okeila...ni nak siap-siap pi beli groceries. andi is sleeping...so bila dia wake up, boleh terus blah. :)
i think, this is what our routine is going to be like
715: andi's breakfast
andi mandi
8.30:nap
mama andi plak mandi
then i kemas2 apa yg patut ...while tunggu dia wake up...main togede gede
11am prepare barang for nursery and siap siap
1145 head to nursery
12.30-4pm: andi in nursery
5pm : sampai rumah, prepare andi's bath
6pm:andi tidur
tapi kita hanya merancang, betul tak? dengan babies, its not really that easy to pre-determine your schedule. huhu.
okeila...ni nak siap-siap pi beli groceries. andi is sleeping...so bila dia wake up, boleh terus blah. :)
Thursday, September 17, 2009
pasal tadika
since i finished the first part of my exam today, i thought i deserve a break. so all i did today was talked to Dr Sunshine and now i am doing my research on Kindys. yes. We are planning to send Dani to school next year. doa pon quite keen with the idea. but which kindy?
we have both kinda agreed that we want to send Dani to an Islamic Kindy. Saja je, to expose him kan. tapi search punye search, most Islamic kindy are situated in Ampang, Shah Alam. how? its just too far la...geraammm..
i've found one that is situated kat KJ jer. but im quite fussy ...that kindy tu kat shop lot la you alls...kan ke best if anak saya bleh berlari-lari kat padang naik slide? but, i do like what they teach.
theres another one which I found. situated at section 16. kat kawasan rumah...so ada yard. i kinda like it. i emailed them to ask about some stuff..lets see if the would answer me.
selain tu, tadika apa lagi yg okei ek?
we have both kinda agreed that we want to send Dani to an Islamic Kindy. Saja je, to expose him kan. tapi search punye search, most Islamic kindy are situated in Ampang, Shah Alam. how? its just too far la...geraammm..
i've found one that is situated kat KJ jer. but im quite fussy ...that kindy tu kat shop lot la you alls...kan ke best if anak saya bleh berlari-lari kat padang naik slide? but, i do like what they teach.
theres another one which I found. situated at section 16. kat kawasan rumah...so ada yard. i kinda like it. i emailed them to ask about some stuff..lets see if the would answer me.
selain tu, tadika apa lagi yg okei ek?
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
hari ini
i will be sitting for my epd today. i really want to pass.insyaAllah,i will. if i pass, im planning to treat myself to a trip to UK and a new handbag, UK mari....
after i finish my exam today, i plan to go to Saturn to get me a new vacuum cleaner. have been putting off that task but now that i have a very active boy, i think i need to vacuum the carpet paling kurang pon every 2 days. he is everywhere! kejap je dah ada bawah meja, bawah katil...huhu
tomorrow, andi n i shall go collect our residence permit. lepas tu, i plan to go buy beras (yes..mak tak sempat beli beras lagi u ols..sian anak mak dok makan those jar foods and nestum thingys), carots n other stuff to make andi's bubur....
ohh..did i tell you i kicked up a fuss cos i wasnt invited to the embassy's raya open house?yelakan/..adake hantar invitation to certain ppl jer. its hari raya okeii...when i complained dorang kata they posted my card to the old address..ye ker? those flowers lepas beranak bleh plak sampai kat rumah ni so dont tell me u dont have my new address ok!sabarje....
neway, i have instant kuah kacang with me. might consider spending malam raya kat rumah kawan but then again, i might not.
oklaa....drive safen yeryg nak balik kampung ittew!
after i finish my exam today, i plan to go to Saturn to get me a new vacuum cleaner. have been putting off that task but now that i have a very active boy, i think i need to vacuum the carpet paling kurang pon every 2 days. he is everywhere! kejap je dah ada bawah meja, bawah katil...huhu
tomorrow, andi n i shall go collect our residence permit. lepas tu, i plan to go buy beras (yes..mak tak sempat beli beras lagi u ols..sian anak mak dok makan those jar foods and nestum thingys), carots n other stuff to make andi's bubur....
ohh..did i tell you i kicked up a fuss cos i wasnt invited to the embassy's raya open house?yelakan/..adake hantar invitation to certain ppl jer. its hari raya okeii...when i complained dorang kata they posted my card to the old address..ye ker? those flowers lepas beranak bleh plak sampai kat rumah ni so dont tell me u dont have my new address ok!sabarje....
neway, i have instant kuah kacang with me. might consider spending malam raya kat rumah kawan but then again, i might not.
oklaa....drive safen yeryg nak balik kampung ittew!
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
saya bersyukur
- that I am already 29.
- that I am healthy.
- I have two healthy boys and a wonderful husband!
- am in wien doing my phd
- i have lovely family and friends
anyway, guess what made my day?
i was online with my boys and saw Dani pakai baju Melayu.
Dani, kenapa pakai baju melayu?
Dani pergi masjid dengan papa
dani buat apa?
dani semayang terawikh
sejuk perut mama mengandungkan Dani. I am so proud of you sayang. At barely three, he made it through semayang isyak and terawikh 8 rakaat and didint even create a fuss.
dani behave tak?
behave...
dani buka puasa makan apa?
chicken.
anyway, it was lovely to dengar my boys singing happy birthday to me! :)
- that I am healthy.
- I have two healthy boys and a wonderful husband!
- am in wien doing my phd
- i have lovely family and friends
anyway, guess what made my day?
i was online with my boys and saw Dani pakai baju Melayu.
Dani, kenapa pakai baju melayu?
Dani pergi masjid dengan papa
dani buat apa?
dani semayang terawikh
sejuk perut mama mengandungkan Dani. I am so proud of you sayang. At barely three, he made it through semayang isyak and terawikh 8 rakaat and didint even create a fuss.
dani behave tak?
behave...
dani buka puasa makan apa?
chicken.
anyway, it was lovely to dengar my boys singing happy birthday to me! :)
ramadan di wien
im in a coughing fit. tsk. and i don't like it AT ALL. its irritating and results in me taking puffs from my inhaler. sigh.
semalam tak posa becos i was on an airplane heading back to wien. i wasnt sure of the time buka n imsak n etc, so as a result, mak tak posa. andi was ok in the plane. adala merengek...tapi i guess cos he felt ketat dok dalam basinet tu..nak turover pon tak bleh...sian anak saya.
exam in 2 more days...have yet to baca buku properly to prepare for the exam. now in malas mood...sigh...ich bin sehr faul, trotzdem ich eine pruefung habe.
okeilaa..
andi doing fine. finally got a babysitter for him so that i can go buat exam. skang ni nak baca buku sket...
ittew sajer.
semalam tak posa becos i was on an airplane heading back to wien. i wasnt sure of the time buka n imsak n etc, so as a result, mak tak posa. andi was ok in the plane. adala merengek...tapi i guess cos he felt ketat dok dalam basinet tu..nak turover pon tak bleh...sian anak saya.
exam in 2 more days...have yet to baca buku properly to prepare for the exam. now in malas mood...sigh...ich bin sehr faul, trotzdem ich eine pruefung habe.
okeilaa..
andi doing fine. finally got a babysitter for him so that i can go buat exam. skang ni nak baca buku sket...
ittew sajer.
Monday, September 7, 2009
6 days...
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i am so dreading the day.....tsk...lets not think about it.
neway, here i present list of things to do before i leave:
1. bukak bank account for Andi
2. get release letter from a.mbnk. yes people...i paid off elena!!! and tukar nama kat geran.
3.post surat-surat claim ke unibersiti dan sponsor saya
4.beli barang-barang yang nak dibawa balik
5.pack and timbang beg
6.post barang-barang yang tak muat nak masuk beg ittew.
7.alter my pants (nak buat kat mana yer?)
8.makan puas-puas
9.figure out what i want to bring back.
10.fikir what i want to do with the 'extra' duit i have...nak invest kat mana ek?
11. viel lernen!!
12. check out kindies for Dani. saya nak buat lawatan sambil belajo.
so, rasenye, esok saya akan ke bank untuk menguruskan hal-hal bukak account etc. rasa pi bank kat midvalley or curve je la. sesambil tu bleh pi alter seluar dan beli barang lagi. bernas tak ai?
i think, i will post most of the food stuff. saya nak bawak balik tonnes of new bajus.cuma, tak de tonnes pon. cemana?
pastu, in dire need of a new winter jacket. dire need sebab dah bosan dengan my current winter jacket (yg telah banyak berjasa okei). i feel like getting a red one...okei tak? ceria semasa winter.
i need a handbag...tapi mebbe nak beli di uk sahaja sebab lebih murah. ermm...bila nak pi uk ye? mungkin lepas habois exam segala. baru tenang nak shopping dan menganyam ketupat. hihih.
aiyoo...really cannot believe that at this time next week, i'll be blogging from wien. and i will be talking to my Dr Sunshine and Huggeroonimooni online.
DrSunshine: dani...next week mama dengan andi balik vienna tau.
Dani:a ha
Dr Sunshine:dani duduk kl
Dani: a ha. tapi nanti siapa nak jaga dani?
DrSunshine: papa jaga dani ok.
Dani: tapi nanti papa pergi kerja macam mana?
Dr Sunshine: Papa hantar dani pergi rumah mak, ok?
Dani: OK, nanti pagi-pagi before papa pergi kerja papa hantar dani rumah mak ye.
Dr Sunshine: OK.pastu, nanti kita boleh online dengan mama and andi.
Dani: ok.
neway, here i present list of things to do before i leave:
1. bukak bank account for Andi
2. get release letter from a.mbnk. yes people...i paid off elena!!! and tukar nama kat geran.
3.post surat-surat claim ke unibersiti dan sponsor saya
4.beli barang-barang yang nak dibawa balik
5.pack and timbang beg
6.post barang-barang yang tak muat nak masuk beg ittew.
7.alter my pants (nak buat kat mana yer?)
8.makan puas-puas
9.figure out what i want to bring back.
10.fikir what i want to do with the 'extra' duit i have...nak invest kat mana ek?
11. viel lernen!!
12. check out kindies for Dani. saya nak buat lawatan sambil belajo.
so, rasenye, esok saya akan ke bank untuk menguruskan hal-hal bukak account etc. rasa pi bank kat midvalley or curve je la. sesambil tu bleh pi alter seluar dan beli barang lagi. bernas tak ai?
i think, i will post most of the food stuff. saya nak bawak balik tonnes of new bajus.cuma, tak de tonnes pon. cemana?
pastu, in dire need of a new winter jacket. dire need sebab dah bosan dengan my current winter jacket (yg telah banyak berjasa okei). i feel like getting a red one...okei tak? ceria semasa winter.
i need a handbag...tapi mebbe nak beli di uk sahaja sebab lebih murah. ermm...bila nak pi uk ye? mungkin lepas habois exam segala. baru tenang nak shopping dan menganyam ketupat. hihih.
aiyoo...really cannot believe that at this time next week, i'll be blogging from wien. and i will be talking to my Dr Sunshine and Huggeroonimooni online.
DrSunshine: dani...next week mama dengan andi balik vienna tau.
Dani:a ha
Dr Sunshine:dani duduk kl
Dani: a ha. tapi nanti siapa nak jaga dani?
DrSunshine: papa jaga dani ok.
Dani: tapi nanti papa pergi kerja macam mana?
Dr Sunshine: Papa hantar dani pergi rumah mak, ok?
Dani: OK, nanti pagi-pagi before papa pergi kerja papa hantar dani rumah mak ye.
Dr Sunshine: OK.pastu, nanti kita boleh online dengan mama and andi.
Dani: ok.
Sunday, August 30, 2009
tinggal 14 hari
only 14 more days left for me to hug dani, kiss Dr Sunshine, eat mak's delicious cooking and drink along's delicious teh tarik. sedih. but like what eus said, enjoy the moment. jangan fikir about it. when the time comes, baru nangis and sedih sedih.
sigh.
lots of things to buy, pack and post
lots of words to memorize, and grammar thingys to remember.
been very edgy, especially when handling the eldest. tried to sabar, but i just couldnt. felt very guilty. i am going to miss him. his first day of school...tskkk...
neway, since i am back, i had the opportunity to talk to Dr Sunshine. We discussed about a lot of stuff, from our rumah yang dah nak siap (siapa nak alamat?) to our studies and kids.
one of the things that we decided is that when we move, we shall not be getting a live in maid. sebab malas nak layan karenahan depa. we'll just hire a weekly cleaner. yg lelain tu, shall make use of the kids yg by that time dah reti nak buat house chores. huhuhu...boleh ke? i hope jadila plan ini.
oh..i finally bough spectra....belum guna lagi. going to guna this week cos have got to start andi on his bottle feeds. lagi 2 minggu je dia nak ke nursery. nanti culture shock plak si andi.
ok. ittew saje.
sigh.
lots of things to buy, pack and post
lots of words to memorize, and grammar thingys to remember.
been very edgy, especially when handling the eldest. tried to sabar, but i just couldnt. felt very guilty. i am going to miss him. his first day of school...tskkk...
neway, since i am back, i had the opportunity to talk to Dr Sunshine. We discussed about a lot of stuff, from our rumah yang dah nak siap (siapa nak alamat?) to our studies and kids.
one of the things that we decided is that when we move, we shall not be getting a live in maid. sebab malas nak layan karenahan depa. we'll just hire a weekly cleaner. yg lelain tu, shall make use of the kids yg by that time dah reti nak buat house chores. huhuhu...boleh ke? i hope jadila plan ini.
oh..i finally bough spectra....belum guna lagi. going to guna this week cos have got to start andi on his bottle feeds. lagi 2 minggu je dia nak ke nursery. nanti culture shock plak si andi.
ok. ittew saje.
Thursday, August 13, 2009
gullible sikit kot.
ever since i was in nst, my PIC and me would always lable ourselves gullible. ade je benda baru yg org promote (tht we have to write supplements about), slalu we ols akan also think that that thing works. slalunyer laa..
anyhoo, after reading a friends blog, i succumbed and bought my own nosquito u ols!! harap2malam ni akan tido mosquito free.
i also bought pati kurma.so hopefully susu banyak. hihi.
neways...been 5 months plus of exclusive bf. hope i can last longer!
anyhoo, after reading a friends blog, i succumbed and bought my own nosquito u ols!! harap2malam ni akan tido mosquito free.
i also bought pati kurma.so hopefully susu banyak. hihi.
neways...been 5 months plus of exclusive bf. hope i can last longer!
Sunday, August 9, 2009
masa terbang
time flies.
tapi i dowan to think about it.
i have been going to class. in fact, i have to write an essay which i have yet to start pon. malam ni nak pegi bbq at nana's. ni tunggu eus ambik.
been studying. been staying at home a lot..ye la..kan ke h1n1.
okla....ittew sajer.
bestla duduk sini!!! dani pon asyik pot pet jer...i am always entertained. :)
tapi i dowan to think about it.
i have been going to class. in fact, i have to write an essay which i have yet to start pon. malam ni nak pegi bbq at nana's. ni tunggu eus ambik.
been studying. been staying at home a lot..ye la..kan ke h1n1.
okla....ittew sajer.
bestla duduk sini!!! dani pon asyik pot pet jer...i am always entertained. :)
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
bizi
saya sibuk.
nak kena apply semua document baru
nak kena pi kelas
ohh...dah yg paling sibuk (dan saya suka sibuk2 bab ini)...nak plan akikah anak saya.
yeay!!!! terasa mcm plan wedding dedulu.cuma ini small scale la kan...bajet beb.
nak kena apply semua document baru
nak kena pi kelas
ohh...dah yg paling sibuk (dan saya suka sibuk2 bab ini)...nak plan akikah anak saya.
yeay!!!! terasa mcm plan wedding dedulu.cuma ini small scale la kan...bajet beb.
Saturday, July 11, 2009
rambut gugur
camana nak buat ye?
my hair is falling at a very alarming rate!tskk...not the normal rambut gugur lepas beranak tu. ni, when i touch (sentuh sahaja, bukan tarik) pun,rambut akan fall out. arghh,,,...tensi because my hair is getting thinner (i wish it was my badan la kan) and i think i can see a few bald patches (bukan la bald tapi hair mcm very sikit okei)
am i malnourished (ni if ikut teori along)? rase macam nak buat tests for leukimia jer because of the keguguran rambut ni (tambut gugur satu simpton leukimia kan?).
i am so going to cut my hair balik kl ni dan pergi for treatment every week.
apa lagi nasihat u yg u ols boleh bagi untuk mencantikkan dan membanyakkan rambut?
my hair is falling at a very alarming rate!tskk...not the normal rambut gugur lepas beranak tu. ni, when i touch (sentuh sahaja, bukan tarik) pun,rambut akan fall out. arghh,,,...tensi because my hair is getting thinner (i wish it was my badan la kan) and i think i can see a few bald patches (bukan la bald tapi hair mcm very sikit okei)
am i malnourished (ni if ikut teori along)? rase macam nak buat tests for leukimia jer because of the keguguran rambut ni (tambut gugur satu simpton leukimia kan?).
i am so going to cut my hair balik kl ni dan pergi for treatment every week.
apa lagi nasihat u yg u ols boleh bagi untuk mencantikkan dan membanyakkan rambut?
Friday, July 10, 2009
oh am gee
less than 48 hours to my flight back home. *panic*
so many things to do. so little time. semua pasal kena pickpocket la ni. tapi takpe. ada hikmahnye u ols. bila dah ditarik, rezeki bleh datang dalam bentuk lain, no?
so we (me and my faithful sidekick, Andi) started the day pretty early. so early that my sidekick tak sempat mandi pon tapi mama dia dah drag dia keluar.
why the rush? i needed to make sure i was among the first in line to register for daycare for cik andi kita tu. so, dalam hujan renyai-renyai ittew, we made our way to the kinderbuero. sesampai disana, i saw one lady already waiting and i was secretly please with myself because that means, memang confirm i will get to book a place for my son. fyi, there are only 5 slots available. tapi for babies, they take up 2 slots, so u can imagine the competition to book a place ni.
neway, during the shnuppertag, i was told that a five-day-a-week care will cost 165/month. erk, ok...cos i have no other choice, betul tak? sekali, tadi, dorang bagitau harga lain plak, boleh? i needed to pay
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10euros ONLY for a month!!! how cool is that? tell me, kat malaysia, selain dari if mak bapak kita jaga, adake daycare yg charge rm50 sahaja? ada ke? haiyoohhh..memang bersyukur sangat masa tu. mesti inilah silver lining di sebalik cloud ittew. cemana bleh dapat murah? apparently, austrian goverment telah membantu menanggung perbelanjaan menghantar anak saya ke daycare ittew. but, this only applies if u book for the whole week. if u book sehari je, u r charged the normal rate of 33euros.
other than that, i hv managed to pass my exam.woot woot!walaupunhanya cukup makan,yang penting, pass. tapi, balik ni i really have to pulun gila so that i can pass the other exam in september.
these last few days were really hectic for me.penat betul cos have a lot of things to settle before i leave kan. buat residence permit (bad experience with rude government officers), buat e card, return breastpump,beli tiket, sit for exam, kemas rumah.
i did the laundry, lipat baju, kemas drawers. now i need to clear up my fridge, check the ladder and start packing!!! hmm..must list down documents that i nak bawak balik.
okei...ittew saja. andi baru jer tido. so nak smayang and start doing my chores. esok if sempat nak cari barang2 for people. if sempat.
p/s: i'll be in kl, insyaAllah,on july13 y'all.
so many things to do. so little time. semua pasal kena pickpocket la ni. tapi takpe. ada hikmahnye u ols. bila dah ditarik, rezeki bleh datang dalam bentuk lain, no?
so we (me and my faithful sidekick, Andi) started the day pretty early. so early that my sidekick tak sempat mandi pon tapi mama dia dah drag dia keluar.
why the rush? i needed to make sure i was among the first in line to register for daycare for cik andi kita tu. so, dalam hujan renyai-renyai ittew, we made our way to the kinderbuero. sesampai disana, i saw one lady already waiting and i was secretly please with myself because that means, memang confirm i will get to book a place for my son. fyi, there are only 5 slots available. tapi for babies, they take up 2 slots, so u can imagine the competition to book a place ni.
neway, during the shnuppertag, i was told that a five-day-a-week care will cost 165/month. erk, ok...cos i have no other choice, betul tak? sekali, tadi, dorang bagitau harga lain plak, boleh? i needed to pay
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
10euros ONLY for a month!!! how cool is that? tell me, kat malaysia, selain dari if mak bapak kita jaga, adake daycare yg charge rm50 sahaja? ada ke? haiyoohhh..memang bersyukur sangat masa tu. mesti inilah silver lining di sebalik cloud ittew. cemana bleh dapat murah? apparently, austrian goverment telah membantu menanggung perbelanjaan menghantar anak saya ke daycare ittew. but, this only applies if u book for the whole week. if u book sehari je, u r charged the normal rate of 33euros.
other than that, i hv managed to pass my exam.woot woot!walaupunhanya cukup makan,yang penting, pass. tapi, balik ni i really have to pulun gila so that i can pass the other exam in september.
these last few days were really hectic for me.penat betul cos have a lot of things to settle before i leave kan. buat residence permit (bad experience with rude government officers), buat e card, return breastpump,beli tiket, sit for exam, kemas rumah.
i did the laundry, lipat baju, kemas drawers. now i need to clear up my fridge, check the ladder and start packing!!! hmm..must list down documents that i nak bawak balik.
okei...ittew saja. andi baru jer tido. so nak smayang and start doing my chores. esok if sempat nak cari barang2 for people. if sempat.
p/s: i'll be in kl, insyaAllah,on july13 y'all.
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
things to do
hmm...since i will be going back soon, insyaAllah, for two months, there are some things which I need to do.
1.basuh cadar, selimut, pillowcases
2.clear fridge and food ladder...figure out what to give away and what i can keep.(tskk..sayangnyer my stock susu....tsk tsk tsk)
3.laundry baju, one last batch
4. clean carpet
5.kemas dapur
6.seperate documents which i must bring home and books
7.start packing
aiyoo...anagan2 nak balik ahad ni. tiket tak beli lagik. how?
p/s: dont think sempat shopping because i have no time and no cash y'all. i blame the pencopet.
p.p/s: cannot waiiittttttttttttttttttttt......
1.basuh cadar, selimut, pillowcases
2.clear fridge and food ladder...figure out what to give away and what i can keep.(tskk..sayangnyer my stock susu....tsk tsk tsk)
3.laundry baju, one last batch
4. clean carpet
5.kemas dapur
6.seperate documents which i must bring home and books
7.start packing
aiyoo...anagan2 nak balik ahad ni. tiket tak beli lagik. how?
p/s: dont think sempat shopping because i have no time and no cash y'all. i blame the pencopet.
p.p/s: cannot waiiittttttttttttttttttttt......
Monday, July 6, 2009
superwomen
hm...i know that since i moved here, a lot of people seem to think that i am one tough chick. i was brave to be pregnant, wait...VERY pregnant, in a foreign country sans hubby. now that i have AA, i am strong willed sebab jaga Andi and study at the same time. BUt every superwomen have their offdays, no?
today, i called my Dr Sunshine and broke down.
I cried and cried.
why?
I was pickpocketed u ols!!And to make things worst, I had this terrible migraine which made me throw up like nobody's business. And, cuba bayangkan masa throw up tu, anak menangis...n u have the headache and ur head is spinning and u just experienced being pickpocketed. makan 1 ponstan tak jalan. wasstill vomitting. and i made the call.
I called my hubby and cried my heart out. (depan my fren and auntie, saya masih maintain macho ok..). and he told me to telan another ponstan. i did.
and now, i feel so much better.
kadang-kadang penat jadi superwomen ni. i need a breaklah.
tak larat. penat.nak duduk bawah ketiak hubby saya please.
p/s: memanglah lepas kejadian kena pickpocket menyebabkan saya memang KENA balik kl cos nak kena buat ic, driving licence, maybnkard and cc baru. so, i am definitely coming back. tiket je tak beli lagik cos cc tak de u ols! kena tunggu laki mak habis OC. i love u so much afz. i tell you beb, depan orang lain, i seriously can be this strong superwomen, tapi depan you, i am such a baby. *muka merah*
today, i called my Dr Sunshine and broke down.
I cried and cried.
why?
I was pickpocketed u ols!!And to make things worst, I had this terrible migraine which made me throw up like nobody's business. And, cuba bayangkan masa throw up tu, anak menangis...n u have the headache and ur head is spinning and u just experienced being pickpocketed. makan 1 ponstan tak jalan. wasstill vomitting. and i made the call.
I called my hubby and cried my heart out. (depan my fren and auntie, saya masih maintain macho ok..). and he told me to telan another ponstan. i did.
and now, i feel so much better.
kadang-kadang penat jadi superwomen ni. i need a breaklah.
tak larat. penat.nak duduk bawah ketiak hubby saya please.
p/s: memanglah lepas kejadian kena pickpocket menyebabkan saya memang KENA balik kl cos nak kena buat ic, driving licence, maybnkard and cc baru. so, i am definitely coming back. tiket je tak beli lagik cos cc tak de u ols! kena tunggu laki mak habis OC. i love u so much afz. i tell you beb, depan orang lain, i seriously can be this strong superwomen, tapi depan you, i am such a baby. *muka merah*
Saturday, July 4, 2009
i was reading my old blog to compare my sons growth. and u know what? dani was actually 8.25kg at 4 months...and masa 4 bulan,dia dah pakai diaper size L. hikhikhik..
andi is so much smaller in comparison. tapi tetap i feel that he is quite big. andi is only 6.62kg.
takpelakan. janji anak2 saya sihat.
:)
andi is so much smaller in comparison. tapi tetap i feel that he is quite big. andi is only 6.62kg.
takpelakan. janji anak2 saya sihat.
:)
Friday, July 3, 2009
temujanji dengan saya
Achtung achtung
I have decided to go back y'all.tapi tiket blom beli lagi..hihi.
So, please, lets make some plans!!!!
Geng projek: First projek haku balik nanti...satay party yang akan di gegenise oleh Eus. tungguuuuuuu
*excited*
and now, have to start kemas rumah, shopping (err...perluke shopping?) and membuat apa yang patut.
I have decided to go back y'all.tapi tiket blom beli lagi..hihi.
So, please, lets make some plans!!!!
Geng projek: First projek haku balik nanti...satay party yang akan di gegenise oleh Eus. tungguuuuuuu
*excited*
and now, have to start kemas rumah, shopping (err...perluke shopping?) and membuat apa yang patut.
Thursday, July 2, 2009
Syukur
Dr Sunshine, tadi, told me that maybe I shouldnt go back to Malaysia for the summer break.
Initially I was quite upset with what he said. But then, after talking to her barulah diriku sedar that hey..betullah...husband saya sangat cool. hihi. terus tak jadi nak upset.
Dr Sunshine kata, baik saya take the opportunity to travel around Eu, and just come back in winter. So, skarang ni, if tak jumpa cikgu, kemungkinan besar saya akan travel. but then again, i am still deciding if i should travel now, or travel during the christmas holidays (read: boxing day sale) and balik skarang. huhu.
anyway, i feel lucky that I married him. Yelaa..siapa tak tahu (ok, mungkin ada yang tak tahu) yang saya sebenarnye meminati husband saya dari jauh semasa zaman matrik dahulu (aiyoo..matila membuka pekung di dada nieehhh). Tetapi, he dated one of my best friends instead, boleh? ihiks.
anyhoo, to make the long story short, in the end, he finally 'saw' me. and you know, i had this stupid list of ciri-ciri lelaki pilihan saya (ala..don't tell me you ols tak penah ada??) and dia menepati ciri-ciri yang saya idamkan.
And, I am very thankful that he is supporting me throughout this journey, sanggup jadi single parent, sanggup berjauhan dengan AA and me, sanggup stay up to chat and webcam with me and AA, sanggup macam-macam la.
Thanks babe. You mean the world to me. You are the coolest husband ever! You rock my world!
Andi is 4months
Wah...time flies...
AA is already 4 months old. the picture above was taken today, after our doctors visit.
So, at 4months, AA is 6.62kg, and 62cm.
p/s: i might be going back afterall.
Monday, June 29, 2009
demam shopping
semenjak dua menjak summer sale dah mula ni,i find myself buying new bajus! its like an infection which i cant stop and its spreading. sigh.
i first started buying when along was here *alasan*. that was also actually when the sale just started. we went to the outlet kat pandorf and my first purchase was an adidas top yg sangat chantik!!! saya sangat sukakan top tersebut. a bit over the bajet (almost 30euros) tapi bila mengenangkan harga originalnyer yg jauuhhhh lebih mahal, terus pembelian ittew ter-justified!
then, kerana over-excited dapat muat jeans size masa sebelum saya kawen (perlu juga nak umum kat sini..hih hih) saya terus membeli jeans levis tanpa memikirkan bahawa jeans tersebut panjang dan perlu di alter. takpe..balik kl bleh alter, kan abang? (nota: abang saya keje kat kedai jeans..:))
singgah kat timberland, ter-beli sepasang leather sandal utk dani (comel sangat....couldn't resist)dan sepasang leather boots (dari 100++ turun hingga ke 30+..jadi pembelian yang amat berbaloi) yang boleh saya gayakan winter nanti.
after that, me and along melabur plak duit kat h&m. i bought 3 tops, boxers for dani (sangat comel ok boxers budak2.!), 2 t-shirts for dani and a jumpsuit for Andi and 1 tshirt, seluar n sepasang kasut for along (hadiah hari jadi)
pastu, when my dani, along and mak left, untuk mengubat hati yang duka lara, saya berjalan-jalan dan ter-masuk di zara dan ter-beli 3 baju baru untuk AA dengan alasan nak buat stock for winter.
and today, i was walking aorund town to kill time (sebab nak pi jumpa lehrerin tetapi terlalu awal), and masuk h&m dan keluar dengan 1 baju baru untuk saya.
Tetapi, saya rasa saya perlu buat pengumuman di sini, yg tops yg saya beli mostly 5euro sahaja! yg adidas tu jer yg mahal.
skarang misi saya ialah untuk tunggu zara and mango buat further reductions....pastu saya akan attack dengan jayanya! ingat....tak boleh lebih dari 10euro!
harap-harap bila pi glasgow nanti, sempatlaaa melabur kat mothercare. :)
p/s: dan saya dah aim satu handbag ni untuk dijadikan ganjaran jika saya lulus periksa (matila asyik nak justify purchase..huhu)
i first started buying when along was here *alasan*. that was also actually when the sale just started. we went to the outlet kat pandorf and my first purchase was an adidas top yg sangat chantik!!! saya sangat sukakan top tersebut. a bit over the bajet (almost 30euros) tapi bila mengenangkan harga originalnyer yg jauuhhhh lebih mahal, terus pembelian ittew ter-justified!
then, kerana over-excited dapat muat jeans size masa sebelum saya kawen (perlu juga nak umum kat sini..hih hih) saya terus membeli jeans levis tanpa memikirkan bahawa jeans tersebut panjang dan perlu di alter. takpe..balik kl bleh alter, kan abang? (nota: abang saya keje kat kedai jeans..:))
singgah kat timberland, ter-beli sepasang leather sandal utk dani (comel sangat....couldn't resist)dan sepasang leather boots (dari 100++ turun hingga ke 30+..jadi pembelian yang amat berbaloi) yang boleh saya gayakan winter nanti.
after that, me and along melabur plak duit kat h&m. i bought 3 tops, boxers for dani (sangat comel ok boxers budak2.!), 2 t-shirts for dani and a jumpsuit for Andi and 1 tshirt, seluar n sepasang kasut for along (hadiah hari jadi)
pastu, when my dani, along and mak left, untuk mengubat hati yang duka lara, saya berjalan-jalan dan ter-masuk di zara dan ter-beli 3 baju baru untuk AA dengan alasan nak buat stock for winter.
and today, i was walking aorund town to kill time (sebab nak pi jumpa lehrerin tetapi terlalu awal), and masuk h&m dan keluar dengan 1 baju baru untuk saya.
Tetapi, saya rasa saya perlu buat pengumuman di sini, yg tops yg saya beli mostly 5euro sahaja! yg adidas tu jer yg mahal.
skarang misi saya ialah untuk tunggu zara and mango buat further reductions....pastu saya akan attack dengan jayanya! ingat....tak boleh lebih dari 10euro!
harap-harap bila pi glasgow nanti, sempatlaaa melabur kat mothercare. :)
p/s: dan saya dah aim satu handbag ni untuk dijadikan ganjaran jika saya lulus periksa (matila asyik nak justify purchase..huhu)
Thursday, June 25, 2009
what would you do?
Summer holidays are coming!
And, saya perlukan pendapat anda semua.
Remember the exam I took? well, i didnt pass the exam. tsk. *sedih*
so now, i have 2 options. stay in wien and enroll in the summer course (13/7 - sept19 kot) or balik kl and hire a private tutor to tutor me for the exam.
if i stay, it would be good cos i'd be learning from someone whose 1st language is deutch. and, dia mmg tahu selok belok exam ittew. BUT, the only thing is, i would be missing the 1st 2 weeks of class because tak de sapa nak jaga Andi. and, even when i do go, id be missing the first hour of the class cos of the daycare schedule. classes are everyday, btw.
if i balik KL, i can engage a private tutor to work on my weakness (which i know cos i looked thru my exam paper). tapi, there's no guarantee that i hv class every single day...but ifada..class will be one on one which means more attention to ME. tapi, class will be taught by someone whose first language is Malay.
if you were me, what would you do?
i MUST pass the exam.
And, saya perlukan pendapat anda semua.
Remember the exam I took? well, i didnt pass the exam. tsk. *sedih*
so now, i have 2 options. stay in wien and enroll in the summer course (13/7 - sept19 kot) or balik kl and hire a private tutor to tutor me for the exam.
if i stay, it would be good cos i'd be learning from someone whose 1st language is deutch. and, dia mmg tahu selok belok exam ittew. BUT, the only thing is, i would be missing the 1st 2 weeks of class because tak de sapa nak jaga Andi. and, even when i do go, id be missing the first hour of the class cos of the daycare schedule. classes are everyday, btw.
if i balik KL, i can engage a private tutor to work on my weakness (which i know cos i looked thru my exam paper). tapi, there's no guarantee that i hv class every single day...but ifada..class will be one on one which means more attention to ME. tapi, class will be taught by someone whose first language is Malay.
if you were me, what would you do?
i MUST pass the exam.
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
was soll ich machen?
our last morning together
andi is asleep. what shall i do now?
normally, i would be busy cooking lunch for dani and mak...tapi dorang tak de. and i seriously dont have the appetite to eat. i ate roti tadi..tu pon because i was thinking of andi..since he gets all his nutrition from me kan?
sigh. i dont feel like being in this house. everywhere i turn, it reminds me of dani.
that spoon near the chair pon reminds me of him...pretending to cook for me, how he pretend my laptop is the bankomat....dia duduk atas kerusi and pretended that it was a car, terbalikkan laundy basket and pretended that it was a motorbike, how he'd run and greet me at the door when i come back from class, how we would then watch buletin utama sama2, followed by a series and cooking show. how he'd minum susu ounce atas mama..and berebut to have mama dgn andi. oh...he also terbalikkan stool and pretends to vacuum.; when my vacuum rosak,and i had to sweep,he too, pretended to sweep.
and buat construction.and teman buang sampah. pi beli ice cream at the nearby shop. main fren. buat rumah. his handphone. his camera. his tickets. his wallet. haiwan teladan, chef jo. chef firdaus. chef zam. ain. matahari. tekan2 laptop.
i miss dani. i hope i will never forget all the little things he said that made me happy.
i love you dani. be a good boy ok.
and the day has come
Dani left with mak n along. i am now typing while putting andi to sleep.
i hate goodbyes. i hate not knowing when i'll see dani next.
i miss him tremendously. i have yet to kemas all his toys...n my stuffs yg dijadikan toys. i dont feel like putting it away. no...not yet.
he didnt cry cos he was kind of excited nak naik aeroplane. he asked:
apesal mama tak ikut sekali?
mama takde tiket sayang.
tu...semalam dani ada bagi mama tiket. dalam jeans tu.
tiket tu tak boleh guna.nak naik aeroplane guna tiket lain.
ok. nanti dani datang lagi ye mama.
mama...kenapa mama kena pergi kerja?
mama nak cari duit
takpela...dani bagi mama duit ni....tak payah pegi keje ok?
i miss you hugeroonimooni.
i hate goodbyes. i hate not knowing when i'll see dani next.
i miss him tremendously. i have yet to kemas all his toys...n my stuffs yg dijadikan toys. i dont feel like putting it away. no...not yet.
he didnt cry cos he was kind of excited nak naik aeroplane. he asked:
apesal mama tak ikut sekali?
mama takde tiket sayang.
tu...semalam dani ada bagi mama tiket. dalam jeans tu.
tiket tu tak boleh guna.nak naik aeroplane guna tiket lain.
ok. nanti dani datang lagi ye mama.
mama...kenapa mama kena pergi kerja?
mama nak cari duit
takpela...dani bagi mama duit ni....tak payah pegi keje ok?
i miss you hugeroonimooni.
Thursday, June 18, 2009
only a few days left
my dani will be going back in 6 days. i dread for the day to come. my house will be so empty. i will no longer have a little person to gaduh with. tapi, bak kata eus...jgn sedih sekarang. enjoy dulu. when the time comes, baru la rasa2 sedih.
so, i did the first part of my exam yesterday. i hope i pass. i need to pass in order to be elegible for the next part of the exam..the oral and listening test. tolongla pass....saya rindu key ell okei.
and today saw me and my sis and mak and kids pi shopping beli non stick pan. hihi..of all the things kan?and also toilet seat for dani. and cherries.and strawberries.
esok nak bawak depa pi flea market. saturday nak pi outlets. sunday, tak sure nak buat apa..maybe pi minum and lepak2 kat stephensplatz. monday...last minit shopping. tuesday, tak tau nak buat apa and wednesday...i'd be sending them off. tsk.
oh..tuesday nak pi amik result. harap2 pass.
okeilaa....everybody is asleep. i want to surf the net kejap.
p/s: i miss Dr Sunshine. It has been 3 days since i last talked to him.
p.p/s: Andi now wighs 6.18kg. and he finally rolled over today! pastu dia penat sangat sampai knock out...its hard work okei nak roll over tueh...sian anak saya.
so, i did the first part of my exam yesterday. i hope i pass. i need to pass in order to be elegible for the next part of the exam..the oral and listening test. tolongla pass....saya rindu key ell okei.
and today saw me and my sis and mak and kids pi shopping beli non stick pan. hihi..of all the things kan?and also toilet seat for dani. and cherries.and strawberries.
esok nak bawak depa pi flea market. saturday nak pi outlets. sunday, tak sure nak buat apa..maybe pi minum and lepak2 kat stephensplatz. monday...last minit shopping. tuesday, tak tau nak buat apa and wednesday...i'd be sending them off. tsk.
oh..tuesday nak pi amik result. harap2 pass.
okeilaa....everybody is asleep. i want to surf the net kejap.
p/s: i miss Dr Sunshine. It has been 3 days since i last talked to him.
p.p/s: Andi now wighs 6.18kg. and he finally rolled over today! pastu dia penat sangat sampai knock out...its hard work okei nak roll over tueh...sian anak saya.
Thursday, June 11, 2009
Ich habe Angst
Meine Prufung ist nachste Woche!! *pengsan*
I have been doing some exercises but those exercises tak de jawapan. Oleh itu, saya telah mengemail cikgu tuition German saya semasa di KL dan minta bantuan (berbayar ok) to check my answers. He said ok. So, tonight, I hope to bersengkang mata and email him those stuffs. Its umformungen, by the way.
Then, saya mesti lebih gigih belajar. Ya Allah, permudahkanlaaaaa urusanku ini.
on another note, less than two weeks left with my Dani. sedihnye when i think of it. but then, it only made me want to study harder cos i keep on thinking if i pass, i can be in KL 2 weeks after Dani balik.
And, saya telah nekad, if I pass, I'm going to buat somekind of doa selamat and makan-makan thingy di rumah mak saya. Antara menu yang saya dah fikirkan adalah satay!!! *salivates*
Jadi kawan-kawan, kalau ada masa, tolonglah doakan untuk saya. Mana tahu, boleh makan satay free kat rumah Mak saya!!!
p/s: Along arriving in two days!!!!
I have been doing some exercises but those exercises tak de jawapan. Oleh itu, saya telah mengemail cikgu tuition German saya semasa di KL dan minta bantuan (berbayar ok) to check my answers. He said ok. So, tonight, I hope to bersengkang mata and email him those stuffs. Its umformungen, by the way.
Then, saya mesti lebih gigih belajar. Ya Allah, permudahkanlaaaaa urusanku ini.
on another note, less than two weeks left with my Dani. sedihnye when i think of it. but then, it only made me want to study harder cos i keep on thinking if i pass, i can be in KL 2 weeks after Dani balik.
And, saya telah nekad, if I pass, I'm going to buat somekind of doa selamat and makan-makan thingy di rumah mak saya. Antara menu yang saya dah fikirkan adalah satay!!! *salivates*
Jadi kawan-kawan, kalau ada masa, tolonglah doakan untuk saya. Mana tahu, boleh makan satay free kat rumah Mak saya!!!
p/s: Along arriving in two days!!!!
Friday, June 5, 2009
bila exam dah dekat
hari ini, lift rosak. jadi, nak tak nak, saya terpaksa menapak naik ke tingkat 4. kalau naik sorang tak ape. ini sambil mendukung Dani. hmm..tak pasal-pasal dah ter-work out pulak. bagus jugak kan?
anyways, tinggal 11 hari lagi nak exam. adakah saya dah prepared??errr....
esok nak pergi ke kedai buku, nak cari kamus deutsch-deutsch yang teramat bagus sekali (tu dia..sampai 2 superlatives saya guna) kerana kamus tersebut boleh dibawa masuk dewan periksa. saua juga berhajat nak beli sebarang buku latihan yang relevan.
lepas itu, nak pergi ke kedai yg boleh print dengan murah, kerana saya ada jumpa beberapa latihan di internet.
i really really hope i can pass the exam.
on another note, i have booked Andi's slot at the Krippe. And, just now, I got a reply from an email i wrote eons ago to an islamic child care centre i found on the net. and, yg bestnyer,apparently they do offer childcare for babies. Alhamdullillah. cuma fees jer yg tak pasti lg. but, thats always a good second option! Alhamdullillah.
Esok, i also need to beli vacuum cleaner weil mein vacum kaputt ist! dan juga ada angan2 nak pi toys r us, to buy that rocking thingy yg ada mobile gantung2 for Andi.
ok....sekian laporan dari saya.
tolong doakan saya berjaya!
anyways, tinggal 11 hari lagi nak exam. adakah saya dah prepared??errr....
esok nak pergi ke kedai buku, nak cari kamus deutsch-deutsch yang teramat bagus sekali (tu dia..sampai 2 superlatives saya guna) kerana kamus tersebut boleh dibawa masuk dewan periksa. saua juga berhajat nak beli sebarang buku latihan yang relevan.
lepas itu, nak pergi ke kedai yg boleh print dengan murah, kerana saya ada jumpa beberapa latihan di internet.
i really really hope i can pass the exam.
on another note, i have booked Andi's slot at the Krippe. And, just now, I got a reply from an email i wrote eons ago to an islamic child care centre i found on the net. and, yg bestnyer,apparently they do offer childcare for babies. Alhamdullillah. cuma fees jer yg tak pasti lg. but, thats always a good second option! Alhamdullillah.
Esok, i also need to beli vacuum cleaner weil mein vacum kaputt ist! dan juga ada angan2 nak pi toys r us, to buy that rocking thingy yg ada mobile gantung2 for Andi.
ok....sekian laporan dari saya.
tolong doakan saya berjaya!
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
bila suami sendiri fail how-well-do-you-know-me quiz
ya. Dr Sunshine fail kuiz tersebut yang sengaja saya buat di FB. dan yg paling menjelikkan, boleh tak dia jawab soalan how did i meet afz dengan salah? boleh tak?? so kelakar okei Dr Sunshine ittew.
neway, andi turns 3 months today. cepat kan?
so, i went to his peads today, and he is now, 5.95kg. panjangnyer adalah 59cm. he also got jabbed. sian dia..nangisss....selepas diberi susu, terus knock out. tertidur dan membolehkan mamanyer buat groceries. :)
ok...layter. saya kena masak dinner.
neway, andi turns 3 months today. cepat kan?
so, i went to his peads today, and he is now, 5.95kg. panjangnyer adalah 59cm. he also got jabbed. sian dia..nangisss....selepas diberi susu, terus knock out. tertidur dan membolehkan mamanyer buat groceries. :)
ok...layter. saya kena masak dinner.
Friday, May 29, 2009
Thursday, May 28, 2009
lawatan ke pusat penjagaan kanak-kanak
lewat petang semalam, saya telah ke suatu pusat penjagaan kanak-kanak. saya telah menaiki bas no 13A dekat depan rumah jer, dan tersalah berenti lalu terpaksa menapak la pulak ke nursery ittew..tapi takpe, cos mengenangkan lemak-lemak terkumpul, saya pasrah dengan ujian ittew.
oleh kerana terpaksa menapak, saya tiba agak lewat dan terpaksa join group ibu-ibu yg telah mendengar explaination dari carers separuh jalan, the explaination was in deutsch,but i'm happy to inform u ols yg saya faham...hikhik.
neways, the morning slot has been fully booked by parents whose children are already being cared for by the centre. and so, there are only 5 spots left dan itupon untuk sesi petang iaitu dari 12.30pm-4pm.
jumlah ibu yg berminat adalah 10orang tetapi hanya 5 tempat sahaja yang ditawarkan. how??
so, the centre said, to bring our babies for 3 sessions of 2 hours each, just to get the feel of the place and see how our child is being handled. tengokla kita suka atau tidak dengan cara mereka menjaga anak kita. the tryout will be between july1st and july10th. bookings will start on july 10th on a first come first served basis.so, saya dah plan untuk bangun seawal mungkin dan pergi ke centre ittew secepat mungkin untuk menguruskan hal-hal booking ittew. tak mandi pon tak mandila pagi ittew, asalkan saya dapat chop tempat untuk AA.
anyway, they charge 33euros for 1 day a week for a whole month. i think i will book for a whole week, (5days a week), and that will total to about 165euros.
Masalahnyer ialah i dont know what time are my classes in the winter semester. BUT, i shall just go ahead and book anyways because if i dont have class during those times, i can always use that time to go to the library, nak buat discussion, jumpa lecturer, buat groceries ataupon minum-minum kat kedai kopi sambil makan vanilla krapfen bersama kawan-kawan.
what if my class waktu pagi? then i guess, i would have to hire that indonesian baby sitter. but i really hope my classes are held after 12.30, cos if not, i would have to fork out extra money plak...unless, ada another parent yg willing to swap times with me (but thats highly unlikely).
so, sekarang, i am quite excited with the fact that i might be able to send my AA to the uni daycare. it looks like a nice place and there were lots of babies. rupanya, memang depa accept babies till toddlers aged 3.
doakanla yer i get a place for my baby.
pastu, exam saya is on june 17. i really hope i pass so that i can go home for summer (which also means i can be in kl for raya and posa!!). so, really really hoping i pass. skang tgh sibuk baca contoh karangan and trying to hafal ayat-ayat penting andunderstand some words. like Quell is source and gesellschaft is society. hihi.
ok..ittew saje laporan dari saya.
p.s: need to buy milk bottles for my baby, tapi tak jumpa kedai jual barang baby masa kat stephansplats tadi, boleh? geram!!! i miss jusco.
oleh kerana terpaksa menapak, saya tiba agak lewat dan terpaksa join group ibu-ibu yg telah mendengar explaination dari carers separuh jalan, the explaination was in deutsch,but i'm happy to inform u ols yg saya faham...hikhik.
neways, the morning slot has been fully booked by parents whose children are already being cared for by the centre. and so, there are only 5 spots left dan itupon untuk sesi petang iaitu dari 12.30pm-4pm.
jumlah ibu yg berminat adalah 10orang tetapi hanya 5 tempat sahaja yang ditawarkan. how??
so, the centre said, to bring our babies for 3 sessions of 2 hours each, just to get the feel of the place and see how our child is being handled. tengokla kita suka atau tidak dengan cara mereka menjaga anak kita. the tryout will be between july1st and july10th. bookings will start on july 10th on a first come first served basis.so, saya dah plan untuk bangun seawal mungkin dan pergi ke centre ittew secepat mungkin untuk menguruskan hal-hal booking ittew. tak mandi pon tak mandila pagi ittew, asalkan saya dapat chop tempat untuk AA.
anyway, they charge 33euros for 1 day a week for a whole month. i think i will book for a whole week, (5days a week), and that will total to about 165euros.
Masalahnyer ialah i dont know what time are my classes in the winter semester. BUT, i shall just go ahead and book anyways because if i dont have class during those times, i can always use that time to go to the library, nak buat discussion, jumpa lecturer, buat groceries ataupon minum-minum kat kedai kopi sambil makan vanilla krapfen bersama kawan-kawan.
what if my class waktu pagi? then i guess, i would have to hire that indonesian baby sitter. but i really hope my classes are held after 12.30, cos if not, i would have to fork out extra money plak...unless, ada another parent yg willing to swap times with me (but thats highly unlikely).
so, sekarang, i am quite excited with the fact that i might be able to send my AA to the uni daycare. it looks like a nice place and there were lots of babies. rupanya, memang depa accept babies till toddlers aged 3.
doakanla yer i get a place for my baby.
pastu, exam saya is on june 17. i really hope i pass so that i can go home for summer (which also means i can be in kl for raya and posa!!). so, really really hoping i pass. skang tgh sibuk baca contoh karangan and trying to hafal ayat-ayat penting andunderstand some words. like Quell is source and gesellschaft is society. hihi.
ok..ittew saje laporan dari saya.
p.s: need to buy milk bottles for my baby, tapi tak jumpa kedai jual barang baby masa kat stephansplats tadi, boleh? geram!!! i miss jusco.
Thursday, May 21, 2009
gunakan tanpa was was
Setelah meng-consult para pakar perubatan kanak-kanak di suatu hospital kerajaan, we have decided to go on with AA's rotavirus vaccination.
Drug ittew telah diluluskan oleh KKM and apparently status halalnyer tak penah dipersoalkan.
p/s: masa kat playground tadi berkenalan dgn seorang warga indonesia. tried asking her if she knows anyone who can babysit n she said she'll ask around.
p.p/s: hv decided i'll just try and do the exam. wish me luck!
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
should i?
i found out that there will be an exam on june 17th.n if i pass the exam,i can go home for summer!!
should i try my luck n buat exam ittew walaupun i bukan lagi expert di dlm bhs ini?
the exam is 30euros. if i fail, my friend said, i can always try an do it again. so should i?
cemana ek? konfius.
should i try my luck n buat exam ittew walaupun i bukan lagi expert di dlm bhs ini?
the exam is 30euros. if i fail, my friend said, i can always try an do it again. so should i?
cemana ek? konfius.
Sunday, May 17, 2009
i wonder why
- this person calls her son lil willy. does she know that willy has another meaning altogether?
- another person nak berkawan dengan semua ex-gfs laki dia. adekah ittew perlu?
- he has to be friends with her on fb? u better not be changing her tyre or anything!
- the gas pipe tak siap lagi dibaiki?
- AA punye kepala byk biji-biji? geram tengok but pead kata its nothing to worry about.
- if that rotavirus vacsin is halal?
- how much do i weigh now?
- if me being sick skarang is Allah'sway of showing me "hey..this is how it would be like if you tinggal alone with AA"
p/s: imisskl!
Friday, May 15, 2009
cerita ceriti
today, i went to make andi's resident permit. after that,i went to my school to enquire about my deutch lesson.
apparently, the summer class will commence in july and ends in september. and the diplom exam is in october, boleh? to be exact, 19october.
hmm...aci ke if saya amik kelas german kat mesia saja? tapi nanti tak berdaftar as uni student plak kan. tskkk...
i've got a feeling i hv to stay back this summer. but i am not giving up. have got to find out more info about the exam and kelas.
on the other hand, kelas masa summer adalah 3.5hours daily as opossed to my current 4 hours daily,skang. harap2 kelas waktu pagi. tapi lagi 2 minggu baru boleh confirm pasal kelas n etc. bagusla..cos lagi 2 minggu juga saya kena book daycare or tagesmutter.
pastu, saya telah melihat website courses yg perlu diambil in winter. aiyoyoyo..mak rasa nak pitam sket. sebab firstly, mmg ALL my classes are in German. 2ndly, cos mak confuse cemana nak susun jadual kelas...and kelas apa yg harus saya ambil dahulu or later. hmm..most prolly hv to talk to my sv about this. ada satu kelas je yg ai konfiden nak amik cos readings dia semua dalam english..iaitu kelas pasal survey research and cara2 buat questionaire (2 kursus berbeza). tapi i plan to buat qualitative research, so how???
takpe..kayuh pelan-pelan. first, abiskan dulu kelas bahasa ini. padanlaa depa suh mak amik deutch sampai 3 sem...tsk. *pengsan*
apparently, the summer class will commence in july and ends in september. and the diplom exam is in october, boleh? to be exact, 19october.
hmm...aci ke if saya amik kelas german kat mesia saja? tapi nanti tak berdaftar as uni student plak kan. tskkk...
i've got a feeling i hv to stay back this summer. but i am not giving up. have got to find out more info about the exam and kelas.
on the other hand, kelas masa summer adalah 3.5hours daily as opossed to my current 4 hours daily,skang. harap2 kelas waktu pagi. tapi lagi 2 minggu baru boleh confirm pasal kelas n etc. bagusla..cos lagi 2 minggu juga saya kena book daycare or tagesmutter.
pastu, saya telah melihat website courses yg perlu diambil in winter. aiyoyoyo..mak rasa nak pitam sket. sebab firstly, mmg ALL my classes are in German. 2ndly, cos mak confuse cemana nak susun jadual kelas...and kelas apa yg harus saya ambil dahulu or later. hmm..most prolly hv to talk to my sv about this. ada satu kelas je yg ai konfiden nak amik cos readings dia semua dalam english..iaitu kelas pasal survey research and cara2 buat questionaire (2 kursus berbeza). tapi i plan to buat qualitative research, so how???
takpe..kayuh pelan-pelan. first, abiskan dulu kelas bahasa ini. padanlaa depa suh mak amik deutch sampai 3 sem...tsk. *pengsan*
demonstrasi
yesterday,on the way to class,i saw lots of police somewhere near the fountain thingy after schwarzenbergplatz.
ingatkan ada party ke,celebration ke apa cos siap ada that big screen tv, baloons, dan juga sebaris tandas bergerak(seriously, rasenye amount tandas bergerak lebih banyak dari amount tandas bergerak available kat malay mail big walk (walaupun mak sbenarnye tak penah pon join big walk ittew).
rupa-rupanya, ada sekumpulan manusia yg sedang buat demonstration with regards to their collective agreement. demonstrasi kat sini so tak macam demonstrasi or piket kat negara tercinta ittew.
kat sini, from what i see, piket dia agak well planned. yela...dengan baloon besau,dengan well printed banner, dengan tandas bergerak, dengan matching baju's..sangat ok.
and, masa nak balik, tak boleh naik my usual tram because of the said picket okei!! dorang siap tak bagi kenderaan awam travel kat sittew utk bagi peluang (mak rasa la kan) for this people to picket.
bila tengok ni, rasa nak tergelak pon ada tengok cara those pekerja kilang yg piket cos boss depa prefer amik pekerja asing ittew. well..tapi since they called stesen tv ittew, dapat gakla hilite masalah depa kat menteri.
dan juga cara org-org kita berpiket. berpiket boleh dilakukan secara aman u ols. tak payah gas penyembur mata bagai, kan u ols?
p/s: nanti bila i rajin, i upload gambau piket ittew.
ingatkan ada party ke,celebration ke apa cos siap ada that big screen tv, baloons, dan juga sebaris tandas bergerak(seriously, rasenye amount tandas bergerak lebih banyak dari amount tandas bergerak available kat malay mail big walk (walaupun mak sbenarnye tak penah pon join big walk ittew).
rupa-rupanya, ada sekumpulan manusia yg sedang buat demonstration with regards to their collective agreement. demonstrasi kat sini so tak macam demonstrasi or piket kat negara tercinta ittew.
kat sini, from what i see, piket dia agak well planned. yela...dengan baloon besau,dengan well printed banner, dengan tandas bergerak, dengan matching baju's..sangat ok.
and, masa nak balik, tak boleh naik my usual tram because of the said picket okei!! dorang siap tak bagi kenderaan awam travel kat sittew utk bagi peluang (mak rasa la kan) for this people to picket.
bila tengok ni, rasa nak tergelak pon ada tengok cara those pekerja kilang yg piket cos boss depa prefer amik pekerja asing ittew. well..tapi since they called stesen tv ittew, dapat gakla hilite masalah depa kat menteri.
dan juga cara org-org kita berpiket. berpiket boleh dilakukan secara aman u ols. tak payah gas penyembur mata bagai, kan u ols?
p/s: nanti bila i rajin, i upload gambau piket ittew.
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
sloowwwwlllyyy
i called the uni daycare yesterday. They asked me to go for their open day at the end of may. Then only can I book a place for AA.
I also got a reply from an organisation which has tagesmutter.but i think i would go for the uni daycare first and if tak dapat tempat baru hire tagesmutter. sempat ke ek nak tunggu sampai end of may ni?hmmm...
and, a babysitter emailed me stating that she will be able to babysit andi when i go for my classes in july. tapi mak tak mo call dia lagi. she will bemy option nummer 3.
dalam hati, i really hope for the uni day care as they offer flexible hours. tagesmutter tu, kena hantar AA kat rumah penjaga and i dont know how the penjaga is like, weiss du?
so, since i nak hire tagesmutter or send my son to krippe, i need to find out when my classes will be this summer and fall/winter semester.
untuk ittew, i will have to go to uni esok to usha. i have browsed through the course catalog but i am not sure what subjects i am supposed to take. cuma satu jer mak agak lega....all the subjects offered for phd punye grading is based on continuous assessment. *phew*
but, all courses are in German ...erkk...tapi tak kan la prof tak leh cakap english kot?
speaking of which, i went to my extra speaking class today. and spoke in deutch for a full hour. it was pretty ok laa...not that super ke apa.makes me wonder if i should tukar and opt for the writing course instead. sebab if cakap2 mcm tu, might as well pi kedai kopi. but, best gak sbenarnye borak2 tu..and i find, walaupun lepas 1 kelas sahaja, i feel more relaxed. i think i need to widen my vocab. ni..sat sat bukak dictionary. how?
on another note, lagi sebulan lebih Dani will be going back. I am so going to miss my Hugerroonimooni. tsk.
I also got a reply from an organisation which has tagesmutter.but i think i would go for the uni daycare first and if tak dapat tempat baru hire tagesmutter. sempat ke ek nak tunggu sampai end of may ni?hmmm...
and, a babysitter emailed me stating that she will be able to babysit andi when i go for my classes in july. tapi mak tak mo call dia lagi. she will bemy option nummer 3.
dalam hati, i really hope for the uni day care as they offer flexible hours. tagesmutter tu, kena hantar AA kat rumah penjaga and i dont know how the penjaga is like, weiss du?
so, since i nak hire tagesmutter or send my son to krippe, i need to find out when my classes will be this summer and fall/winter semester.
untuk ittew, i will have to go to uni esok to usha. i have browsed through the course catalog but i am not sure what subjects i am supposed to take. cuma satu jer mak agak lega....all the subjects offered for phd punye grading is based on continuous assessment. *phew*
but, all courses are in German ...erkk...tapi tak kan la prof tak leh cakap english kot?
speaking of which, i went to my extra speaking class today. and spoke in deutch for a full hour. it was pretty ok laa...not that super ke apa.makes me wonder if i should tukar and opt for the writing course instead. sebab if cakap2 mcm tu, might as well pi kedai kopi. but, best gak sbenarnye borak2 tu..and i find, walaupun lepas 1 kelas sahaja, i feel more relaxed. i think i need to widen my vocab. ni..sat sat bukak dictionary. how?
on another note, lagi sebulan lebih Dani will be going back. I am so going to miss my Hugerroonimooni. tsk.
Saturday, May 9, 2009
The search is still on
I am still looking for a Tagesmutter. Gosh....tolonglah ada orang nak jaga Andi. If not, he'll be going back this June together with dani and that will break my heart.
Mengenangkan Dani nak balik pon can deduce me to tears...inikan pulak both my precious boys. tsk. tsk. Saya berdoa supaya Allah membuka jalan so that ada caranya. PLEASE!!!!
Anyhoo, I have enrolled myself in that speaking class. So, on tuesdays, you will see me tired okei. kelas from 3-7. and from 7.45-9.15.
I have also started listening to the radio, tapi ada jer tangan budak kecik tu gatal nak pusing-pusing dial radio ittew.
Die Zeitung (surat khabar) akan saya beli esok. I thought buying a weekend paper would be better no? Cos if kat Mesia, weekend paper la sarat dgn macam2 artikel and I hope this applies to Wien too. hikhik.
Ya Allah, Permudahkanlah urusanku dan jauhkanlah aku dari kesusahan.
I really hope to find a tagesmutter, fast.
I really hope i can go back this summer, insyaAllah.
Mengenangkan Dani nak balik pon can deduce me to tears...inikan pulak both my precious boys. tsk. tsk. Saya berdoa supaya Allah membuka jalan so that ada caranya. PLEASE!!!!
Anyhoo, I have enrolled myself in that speaking class. So, on tuesdays, you will see me tired okei. kelas from 3-7. and from 7.45-9.15.
I have also started listening to the radio, tapi ada jer tangan budak kecik tu gatal nak pusing-pusing dial radio ittew.
Die Zeitung (surat khabar) akan saya beli esok. I thought buying a weekend paper would be better no? Cos if kat Mesia, weekend paper la sarat dgn macam2 artikel and I hope this applies to Wien too. hikhik.
Ya Allah, Permudahkanlah urusanku dan jauhkanlah aku dari kesusahan.
I really hope to find a tagesmutter, fast.
I really hope i can go back this summer, insyaAllah.
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