
Life can be tough. Take that baby steps to where you want to be. We are, afterall, creatures who are made to survive. I WILL SURVIVE this. I will have to learn to be indifferent. I must make myself happy. And, I will try my best to not let anyone get between us.
Friday, May 29, 2009
Thursday, May 28, 2009
lawatan ke pusat penjagaan kanak-kanak

lewat petang semalam, saya telah ke suatu pusat penjagaan kanak-kanak. saya telah menaiki bas no 13A dekat depan rumah jer, dan tersalah berenti lalu terpaksa menapak la pulak ke nursery ittew..tapi takpe, cos mengenangkan lemak-lemak terkumpul, saya pasrah dengan ujian ittew.
oleh kerana terpaksa menapak, saya tiba agak lewat dan terpaksa join group ibu-ibu yg telah mendengar explaination dari carers separuh jalan, the explaination was in deutsch,but i'm happy to inform u ols yg saya faham...hikhik.
neways, the morning slot has been fully booked by parents whose children are already being cared for by the centre. and so, there are only 5 spots left dan itupon untuk sesi petang iaitu dari 12.30pm-4pm.
jumlah ibu yg berminat adalah 10orang tetapi hanya 5 tempat sahaja yang ditawarkan. how??
so, the centre said, to bring our babies for 3 sessions of 2 hours each, just to get the feel of the place and see how our child is being handled. tengokla kita suka atau tidak dengan cara mereka menjaga anak kita. the tryout will be between july1st and july10th. bookings will start on july 10th on a first come first served basis.so, saya dah plan untuk bangun seawal mungkin dan pergi ke centre ittew secepat mungkin untuk menguruskan hal-hal booking ittew. tak mandi pon tak mandila pagi ittew, asalkan saya dapat chop tempat untuk AA.
anyway, they charge 33euros for 1 day a week for a whole month. i think i will book for a whole week, (5days a week), and that will total to about 165euros.
Masalahnyer ialah i dont know what time are my classes in the winter semester. BUT, i shall just go ahead and book anyways because if i dont have class during those times, i can always use that time to go to the library, nak buat discussion, jumpa lecturer, buat groceries ataupon minum-minum kat kedai kopi sambil makan vanilla krapfen bersama kawan-kawan.
what if my class waktu pagi? then i guess, i would have to hire that indonesian baby sitter. but i really hope my classes are held after 12.30, cos if not, i would have to fork out extra money plak...unless, ada another parent yg willing to swap times with me (but thats highly unlikely).
so, sekarang, i am quite excited with the fact that i might be able to send my AA to the uni daycare. it looks like a nice place and there were lots of babies. rupanya, memang depa accept babies till toddlers aged 3.
doakanla yer i get a place for my baby.
pastu, exam saya is on june 17. i really hope i pass so that i can go home for summer (which also means i can be in kl for raya and posa!!). so, really really hoping i pass. skang tgh sibuk baca contoh karangan and trying to hafal ayat-ayat penting andunderstand some words. like Quell is source and gesellschaft is society. hihi.
ok..ittew saje laporan dari saya.
p.s: need to buy milk bottles for my baby, tapi tak jumpa kedai jual barang baby masa kat stephansplats tadi, boleh? geram!!! i miss jusco.
oleh kerana terpaksa menapak, saya tiba agak lewat dan terpaksa join group ibu-ibu yg telah mendengar explaination dari carers separuh jalan, the explaination was in deutsch,but i'm happy to inform u ols yg saya faham...hikhik.
neways, the morning slot has been fully booked by parents whose children are already being cared for by the centre. and so, there are only 5 spots left dan itupon untuk sesi petang iaitu dari 12.30pm-4pm.
jumlah ibu yg berminat adalah 10orang tetapi hanya 5 tempat sahaja yang ditawarkan. how??
so, the centre said, to bring our babies for 3 sessions of 2 hours each, just to get the feel of the place and see how our child is being handled. tengokla kita suka atau tidak dengan cara mereka menjaga anak kita. the tryout will be between july1st and july10th. bookings will start on july 10th on a first come first served basis.so, saya dah plan untuk bangun seawal mungkin dan pergi ke centre ittew secepat mungkin untuk menguruskan hal-hal booking ittew. tak mandi pon tak mandila pagi ittew, asalkan saya dapat chop tempat untuk AA.
anyway, they charge 33euros for 1 day a week for a whole month. i think i will book for a whole week, (5days a week), and that will total to about 165euros.
Masalahnyer ialah i dont know what time are my classes in the winter semester. BUT, i shall just go ahead and book anyways because if i dont have class during those times, i can always use that time to go to the library, nak buat discussion, jumpa lecturer, buat groceries ataupon minum-minum kat kedai kopi sambil makan vanilla krapfen bersama kawan-kawan.
what if my class waktu pagi? then i guess, i would have to hire that indonesian baby sitter. but i really hope my classes are held after 12.30, cos if not, i would have to fork out extra money plak...unless, ada another parent yg willing to swap times with me (but thats highly unlikely).
so, sekarang, i am quite excited with the fact that i might be able to send my AA to the uni daycare. it looks like a nice place and there were lots of babies. rupanya, memang depa accept babies till toddlers aged 3.
doakanla yer i get a place for my baby.
pastu, exam saya is on june 17. i really hope i pass so that i can go home for summer (which also means i can be in kl for raya and posa!!). so, really really hoping i pass. skang tgh sibuk baca contoh karangan and trying to hafal ayat-ayat penting andunderstand some words. like Quell is source and gesellschaft is society. hihi.
ok..ittew saje laporan dari saya.
p.s: need to buy milk bottles for my baby, tapi tak jumpa kedai jual barang baby masa kat stephansplats tadi, boleh? geram!!! i miss jusco.
Thursday, May 21, 2009
gunakan tanpa was was

Setelah meng-consult para pakar perubatan kanak-kanak di suatu hospital kerajaan, we have decided to go on with AA's rotavirus vaccination.
Drug ittew telah diluluskan oleh KKM and apparently status halalnyer tak penah dipersoalkan.
p/s: masa kat playground tadi berkenalan dgn seorang warga indonesia. tried asking her if she knows anyone who can babysit n she said she'll ask around.
p.p/s: hv decided i'll just try and do the exam. wish me luck!
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
should i?
i found out that there will be an exam on june 17th.n if i pass the exam,i can go home for summer!!
should i try my luck n buat exam ittew walaupun i bukan lagi expert di dlm bhs ini?
the exam is 30euros. if i fail, my friend said, i can always try an do it again. so should i?
cemana ek? konfius.
should i try my luck n buat exam ittew walaupun i bukan lagi expert di dlm bhs ini?
the exam is 30euros. if i fail, my friend said, i can always try an do it again. so should i?
cemana ek? konfius.
Sunday, May 17, 2009
i wonder why

- this person calls her son lil willy. does she know that willy has another meaning altogether?
- another person nak berkawan dengan semua ex-gfs laki dia. adekah ittew perlu?
- he has to be friends with her on fb? u better not be changing her tyre or anything!
- the gas pipe tak siap lagi dibaiki?
- AA punye kepala byk biji-biji? geram tengok but pead kata its nothing to worry about.
- if that rotavirus vacsin is halal?
- how much do i weigh now?
- if me being sick skarang is Allah'sway of showing me "hey..this is how it would be like if you tinggal alone with AA"
p/s: imisskl!
Friday, May 15, 2009
cerita ceriti
today, i went to make andi's resident permit. after that,i went to my school to enquire about my deutch lesson.
apparently, the summer class will commence in july and ends in september. and the diplom exam is in october, boleh? to be exact, 19october.
hmm...aci ke if saya amik kelas german kat mesia saja? tapi nanti tak berdaftar as uni student plak kan. tskkk...
i've got a feeling i hv to stay back this summer. but i am not giving up. have got to find out more info about the exam and kelas.
on the other hand, kelas masa summer adalah 3.5hours daily as opossed to my current 4 hours daily,skang. harap2 kelas waktu pagi. tapi lagi 2 minggu baru boleh confirm pasal kelas n etc. bagusla..cos lagi 2 minggu juga saya kena book daycare or tagesmutter.
pastu, saya telah melihat website courses yg perlu diambil in winter. aiyoyoyo..mak rasa nak pitam sket. sebab firstly, mmg ALL my classes are in German. 2ndly, cos mak confuse cemana nak susun jadual kelas...and kelas apa yg harus saya ambil dahulu or later. hmm..most prolly hv to talk to my sv about this. ada satu kelas je yg ai konfiden nak amik cos readings dia semua dalam english..iaitu kelas pasal survey research and cara2 buat questionaire (2 kursus berbeza). tapi i plan to buat qualitative research, so how???
takpe..kayuh pelan-pelan. first, abiskan dulu kelas bahasa ini. padanlaa depa suh mak amik deutch sampai 3 sem...tsk. *pengsan*
apparently, the summer class will commence in july and ends in september. and the diplom exam is in october, boleh? to be exact, 19october.
hmm...aci ke if saya amik kelas german kat mesia saja? tapi nanti tak berdaftar as uni student plak kan. tskkk...
i've got a feeling i hv to stay back this summer. but i am not giving up. have got to find out more info about the exam and kelas.
on the other hand, kelas masa summer adalah 3.5hours daily as opossed to my current 4 hours daily,skang. harap2 kelas waktu pagi. tapi lagi 2 minggu baru boleh confirm pasal kelas n etc. bagusla..cos lagi 2 minggu juga saya kena book daycare or tagesmutter.
pastu, saya telah melihat website courses yg perlu diambil in winter. aiyoyoyo..mak rasa nak pitam sket. sebab firstly, mmg ALL my classes are in German. 2ndly, cos mak confuse cemana nak susun jadual kelas...and kelas apa yg harus saya ambil dahulu or later. hmm..most prolly hv to talk to my sv about this. ada satu kelas je yg ai konfiden nak amik cos readings dia semua dalam english..iaitu kelas pasal survey research and cara2 buat questionaire (2 kursus berbeza). tapi i plan to buat qualitative research, so how???
takpe..kayuh pelan-pelan. first, abiskan dulu kelas bahasa ini. padanlaa depa suh mak amik deutch sampai 3 sem...tsk. *pengsan*
demonstrasi
yesterday,on the way to class,i saw lots of police somewhere near the fountain thingy after schwarzenbergplatz.
ingatkan ada party ke,celebration ke apa cos siap ada that big screen tv, baloons, dan juga sebaris tandas bergerak(seriously, rasenye amount tandas bergerak lebih banyak dari amount tandas bergerak available kat malay mail big walk (walaupun mak sbenarnye tak penah pon join big walk ittew).
rupa-rupanya, ada sekumpulan manusia yg sedang buat demonstration with regards to their collective agreement. demonstrasi kat sini so tak macam demonstrasi or piket kat negara tercinta ittew.
kat sini, from what i see, piket dia agak well planned. yela...dengan baloon besau,dengan well printed banner, dengan tandas bergerak, dengan matching baju's..sangat ok.
and, masa nak balik, tak boleh naik my usual tram because of the said picket okei!! dorang siap tak bagi kenderaan awam travel kat sittew utk bagi peluang (mak rasa la kan) for this people to picket.
bila tengok ni, rasa nak tergelak pon ada tengok cara those pekerja kilang yg piket cos boss depa prefer amik pekerja asing ittew. well..tapi since they called stesen tv ittew, dapat gakla hilite masalah depa kat menteri.
dan juga cara org-org kita berpiket. berpiket boleh dilakukan secara aman u ols. tak payah gas penyembur mata bagai, kan u ols?
p/s: nanti bila i rajin, i upload gambau piket ittew.
ingatkan ada party ke,celebration ke apa cos siap ada that big screen tv, baloons, dan juga sebaris tandas bergerak(seriously, rasenye amount tandas bergerak lebih banyak dari amount tandas bergerak available kat malay mail big walk (walaupun mak sbenarnye tak penah pon join big walk ittew).
rupa-rupanya, ada sekumpulan manusia yg sedang buat demonstration with regards to their collective agreement. demonstrasi kat sini so tak macam demonstrasi or piket kat negara tercinta ittew.
kat sini, from what i see, piket dia agak well planned. yela...dengan baloon besau,dengan well printed banner, dengan tandas bergerak, dengan matching baju's..sangat ok.
and, masa nak balik, tak boleh naik my usual tram because of the said picket okei!! dorang siap tak bagi kenderaan awam travel kat sittew utk bagi peluang (mak rasa la kan) for this people to picket.
bila tengok ni, rasa nak tergelak pon ada tengok cara those pekerja kilang yg piket cos boss depa prefer amik pekerja asing ittew. well..tapi since they called stesen tv ittew, dapat gakla hilite masalah depa kat menteri.
dan juga cara org-org kita berpiket. berpiket boleh dilakukan secara aman u ols. tak payah gas penyembur mata bagai, kan u ols?
p/s: nanti bila i rajin, i upload gambau piket ittew.
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
sloowwwwlllyyy
i called the uni daycare yesterday. They asked me to go for their open day at the end of may. Then only can I book a place for AA.
I also got a reply from an organisation which has tagesmutter.but i think i would go for the uni daycare first and if tak dapat tempat baru hire tagesmutter. sempat ke ek nak tunggu sampai end of may ni?hmmm...
and, a babysitter emailed me stating that she will be able to babysit andi when i go for my classes in july. tapi mak tak mo call dia lagi. she will bemy option nummer 3.
dalam hati, i really hope for the uni day care as they offer flexible hours. tagesmutter tu, kena hantar AA kat rumah penjaga and i dont know how the penjaga is like, weiss du?
so, since i nak hire tagesmutter or send my son to krippe, i need to find out when my classes will be this summer and fall/winter semester.
untuk ittew, i will have to go to uni esok to usha. i have browsed through the course catalog but i am not sure what subjects i am supposed to take. cuma satu jer mak agak lega....all the subjects offered for phd punye grading is based on continuous assessment. *phew*
but, all courses are in German ...erkk...tapi tak kan la prof tak leh cakap english kot?
speaking of which, i went to my extra speaking class today. and spoke in deutch for a full hour. it was pretty ok laa...not that super ke apa.makes me wonder if i should tukar and opt for the writing course instead. sebab if cakap2 mcm tu, might as well pi kedai kopi. but, best gak sbenarnye borak2 tu..and i find, walaupun lepas 1 kelas sahaja, i feel more relaxed. i think i need to widen my vocab. ni..sat sat bukak dictionary. how?
on another note, lagi sebulan lebih Dani will be going back. I am so going to miss my Hugerroonimooni. tsk.
I also got a reply from an organisation which has tagesmutter.but i think i would go for the uni daycare first and if tak dapat tempat baru hire tagesmutter. sempat ke ek nak tunggu sampai end of may ni?hmmm...
and, a babysitter emailed me stating that she will be able to babysit andi when i go for my classes in july. tapi mak tak mo call dia lagi. she will bemy option nummer 3.
dalam hati, i really hope for the uni day care as they offer flexible hours. tagesmutter tu, kena hantar AA kat rumah penjaga and i dont know how the penjaga is like, weiss du?
so, since i nak hire tagesmutter or send my son to krippe, i need to find out when my classes will be this summer and fall/winter semester.
untuk ittew, i will have to go to uni esok to usha. i have browsed through the course catalog but i am not sure what subjects i am supposed to take. cuma satu jer mak agak lega....all the subjects offered for phd punye grading is based on continuous assessment. *phew*
but, all courses are in German ...erkk...tapi tak kan la prof tak leh cakap english kot?
speaking of which, i went to my extra speaking class today. and spoke in deutch for a full hour. it was pretty ok laa...not that super ke apa.makes me wonder if i should tukar and opt for the writing course instead. sebab if cakap2 mcm tu, might as well pi kedai kopi. but, best gak sbenarnye borak2 tu..and i find, walaupun lepas 1 kelas sahaja, i feel more relaxed. i think i need to widen my vocab. ni..sat sat bukak dictionary. how?
on another note, lagi sebulan lebih Dani will be going back. I am so going to miss my Hugerroonimooni. tsk.
Saturday, May 9, 2009
The search is still on

I am still looking for a Tagesmutter. Gosh....tolonglah ada orang nak jaga Andi. If not, he'll be going back this June together with dani and that will break my heart.
Mengenangkan Dani nak balik pon can deduce me to tears...inikan pulak both my precious boys. tsk. tsk. Saya berdoa supaya Allah membuka jalan so that ada caranya. PLEASE!!!!
Anyhoo, I have enrolled myself in that speaking class. So, on tuesdays, you will see me tired okei. kelas from 3-7. and from 7.45-9.15.
I have also started listening to the radio, tapi ada jer tangan budak kecik tu gatal nak pusing-pusing dial radio ittew.
Die Zeitung (surat khabar) akan saya beli esok. I thought buying a weekend paper would be better no? Cos if kat Mesia, weekend paper la sarat dgn macam2 artikel and I hope this applies to Wien too. hikhik.
Ya Allah, Permudahkanlah urusanku dan jauhkanlah aku dari kesusahan.
I really hope to find a tagesmutter, fast.
I really hope i can go back this summer, insyaAllah.
Mengenangkan Dani nak balik pon can deduce me to tears...inikan pulak both my precious boys. tsk. tsk. Saya berdoa supaya Allah membuka jalan so that ada caranya. PLEASE!!!!
Anyhoo, I have enrolled myself in that speaking class. So, on tuesdays, you will see me tired okei. kelas from 3-7. and from 7.45-9.15.
I have also started listening to the radio, tapi ada jer tangan budak kecik tu gatal nak pusing-pusing dial radio ittew.
Die Zeitung (surat khabar) akan saya beli esok. I thought buying a weekend paper would be better no? Cos if kat Mesia, weekend paper la sarat dgn macam2 artikel and I hope this applies to Wien too. hikhik.
Ya Allah, Permudahkanlah urusanku dan jauhkanlah aku dari kesusahan.
I really hope to find a tagesmutter, fast.
I really hope i can go back this summer, insyaAllah.
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
yakin boleh
i am very happy with my class this sem. i made friends and they are nice, although a bot younger than me..huhu.
neways, while talking to one of my new found friend today, i found out something.
i knew that he hopes to pass the deutch diplom by october, like me. so i asked him of his plans after our current deutch kurs. is he also planning to enter the summer sem?
then, he told me something which i never knew before. he said that the summer sem, is called b2 and there's no text book, and we'd just be practicing our writing skills and speaking (rasenyela). so he said that he is going to sit for the deutch diplom after this kurs. kalu pass, tak yah buat summer sem and bleh balik cuti2 tapi kalu tak pass, baru buat summer sem.
dan, mendengar tentang perkara tersebut, mak terus excited ok! i want to do that to. so now, my plan is to sit for my diplom after this sem (so most prolly in july). if saya berjaya lulus, i'll be in malaysia for posa and raya u ols!!! wohooooo....
tapi if tak, then u'll see me beraya di uk lah tahun ini (nada sedih lite lite).
so, untuk menjayakan plan saya ini, i have to start working extra hard. i plan to enroll myself in extra speaking classes (40euros for a whole sem...1.5 hours a week), buy the local newspaper to read about current issues (cos i heard the exam punya essay question ada themes mcm globalisation and etc...and dear god, i dont know what globalisation is in deutch, boley?), start listening to deutch radio programs, and buy books to practice for the exam. kawan saya akan update me about the books.
anyhoo, im kinda excited with the possibility of going back in july (till september u ols cos registration is in october!!! wohoooo!!)
doakan saya berjaya dengan rancangan ini ok.
p/s: saya masih mencari-cari penjaga buat anak saya.. harap2 dapat.
neways, while talking to one of my new found friend today, i found out something.
i knew that he hopes to pass the deutch diplom by october, like me. so i asked him of his plans after our current deutch kurs. is he also planning to enter the summer sem?
then, he told me something which i never knew before. he said that the summer sem, is called b2 and there's no text book, and we'd just be practicing our writing skills and speaking (rasenyela). so he said that he is going to sit for the deutch diplom after this kurs. kalu pass, tak yah buat summer sem and bleh balik cuti2 tapi kalu tak pass, baru buat summer sem.
dan, mendengar tentang perkara tersebut, mak terus excited ok! i want to do that to. so now, my plan is to sit for my diplom after this sem (so most prolly in july). if saya berjaya lulus, i'll be in malaysia for posa and raya u ols!!! wohooooo....
tapi if tak, then u'll see me beraya di uk lah tahun ini (nada sedih lite lite).
so, untuk menjayakan plan saya ini, i have to start working extra hard. i plan to enroll myself in extra speaking classes (40euros for a whole sem...1.5 hours a week), buy the local newspaper to read about current issues (cos i heard the exam punya essay question ada themes mcm globalisation and etc...and dear god, i dont know what globalisation is in deutch, boley?), start listening to deutch radio programs, and buy books to practice for the exam. kawan saya akan update me about the books.
anyhoo, im kinda excited with the possibility of going back in july (till september u ols cos registration is in october!!! wohoooo!!)
doakan saya berjaya dengan rancangan ini ok.
p/s: saya masih mencari-cari penjaga buat anak saya.. harap2 dapat.
Friday, May 1, 2009
macam keluarga
i miss my geng projek.
tonight, Dr Sunshine will be going out with them to tjg Sepat, pi mkn salted egg crab. tskk....tak aci ok.
neway, while i was in the tram on my way to class yesterday, i thought about you people (you know who you are).
i was thinking of how lucky i was to get to know you people. we started off as friends tapi skarang you all macam family.
you all were there in my house, even before i arrived from the hospy, when my Daddy passed away. you all cried with me.
you all lend your shoulders for me to cry on when i went through that crisis after Dr Sunshine graduated.
you all (except nana cos she went to china and tank cos he's a guy) walked down the aisle with me when i got married.
you all motivated me to be the best that i can be and cheered for me throughout this journey we call life.
neways, thank you so much korang for being there for me through the tears and laughter. i know i can always count on u peeps.
neways, i miss all of you and can't wait to see you all when i get back this december (chehh..mcm konfiden jer balik december nie)
mwah mwah.
tonight, Dr Sunshine will be going out with them to tjg Sepat, pi mkn salted egg crab. tskk....tak aci ok.
neway, while i was in the tram on my way to class yesterday, i thought about you people (you know who you are).
i was thinking of how lucky i was to get to know you people. we started off as friends tapi skarang you all macam family.
you all were there in my house, even before i arrived from the hospy, when my Daddy passed away. you all cried with me.
you all lend your shoulders for me to cry on when i went through that crisis after Dr Sunshine graduated.
you all (except nana cos she went to china and tank cos he's a guy) walked down the aisle with me when i got married.
you all motivated me to be the best that i can be and cheered for me throughout this journey we call life.
neways, thank you so much korang for being there for me through the tears and laughter. i know i can always count on u peeps.
neways, i miss all of you and can't wait to see you all when i get back this december (chehh..mcm konfiden jer balik december nie)
mwah mwah.
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