4 already?

My baby boy will be four at exactly 11.08pm on 8 nov. i tell you, he has grown but as a mama, no matter how old he is, and how may adiks he has or will have, he will still always always be my baby.

AD is a very bright, intelligent boy. I am very thankful that hati dia terang and i hope it will remain that way. At four, his most favourite thing in the world adalah police stuff. handcuffs, police badges, guns, anything related to the police. Obviously, his favourite show would be gerakkhas, rodaroda and polisgerakmarin. kalau 3 show ni shown on tv, tak payah keluar pon tak apa. he can speak very well. cara dia nak mintak something pon ber'aluh'. InsyaAllah, Allah akan terangkan hati dia. :)

AD my huggeroonimooni,

Mama can so remember the day i gave birth to you. You are very special to me sayang. Mama harap, adik-adik AD nanti (insyaAllah) akan ikut perangai awak. I hope they would love to perform the solat, like you. Love to read, like you. Love listening to ayat-ayat suci, like you. For me sayang, you are a very good example. Thank you for being a very easy baby to take care of. You know, baru-baru ni mama terfikir. When you were just 2 years old, you were strong for mama.You knew mama tak larat dukung bila kita jalan jauh masa kat Vienna and so you walked with all your might. I feel so guilty sayang for putting you through all this but you are one VERY strong boy.

Remember when we walked from our house to get KFC and i made you promise to walk the whole way if you wanted to follow? You did. But on the way back, I could sense that you were tired. And i asked you, "nak mama dukung tak?". And you said, "tapi Dani kan dah promise mama?". Terus mama dukung awak. Dani memang tak pernah ask for anything. You have always not been the type to mintak this and that when we are grocery shopping or at the mall. I remember going to toysrus and saw you so excited. So u asked papa and me if you could 'pinjam' toys tu. We let you, and when we wanted to leave, you put it back.

Dani,

Thank you for being a good brother to AA. I can see how you love him by the way you play with him. Thank you for giving in. I tell you, you may be only 4, but sometimes i feel that you are matured beyond your age. Everytime lepas mama sembahyang, mama will doa supaya Dani jadi anak yg baik, diterangkan hati, sihat, mendengar kata, insyaAllah.

Dani behave ye sayang, and be a good boy. Mama is so proud of who you are and who you will become one day.

From the bottom of my heart, Happy 4th birthday.

love,

Mama