yakin boleh

i am very happy with my class this sem. i made friends and they are nice, although a bot younger than me..huhu.

neways, while talking to one of my new found friend today, i found out something.

i knew that he hopes to pass the deutch diplom by october, like me. so i asked him of his plans after our current deutch kurs. is he also planning to enter the summer sem?

then, he told me something which i never knew before. he said that the summer sem, is called b2 and there's no text book, and we'd just be practicing our writing skills and speaking (rasenyela). so he said that he is going to sit for the deutch diplom after this kurs. kalu pass, tak yah buat summer sem and bleh balik cuti2 tapi kalu tak pass, baru buat summer sem.

dan, mendengar tentang perkara tersebut, mak terus excited ok! i want to do that to. so now, my plan is to sit for my diplom after this sem (so most prolly in july). if saya berjaya lulus, i'll be in malaysia for posa and raya u ols!!! wohooooo....

tapi if tak, then u'll see me beraya di uk lah tahun ini (nada sedih lite lite).

so, untuk menjayakan plan saya ini, i have to start working extra hard. i plan to enroll myself in extra speaking classes (40euros for a whole sem...1.5 hours a week), buy the local newspaper to read about current issues (cos i heard the exam punya essay question ada themes mcm globalisation and etc...and dear god, i dont know what globalisation is in deutch, boley?), start listening to deutch radio programs, and buy books to practice for the exam. kawan saya akan update me about the books.

anyhoo, im kinda excited with the possibility of going back in july (till september u ols cos registration is in october!!! wohoooo!!)

doakan saya berjaya dengan rancangan ini ok.

p/s: saya masih mencari-cari penjaga buat anak saya.. harap2 dapat.

macam keluarga

i miss my geng projek.

tonight, Dr Sunshine will be going out with them to tjg Sepat, pi mkn salted egg crab. tskk....tak aci ok.


neway, while i was in the tram on my way to class yesterday, i thought about you people (you know who you are).


i was thinking of how lucky i was to get to know you people. we started off as friends tapi skarang you all macam family.


you all were there in my house, even before i arrived from the hospy, when my Daddy passed away. you all cried with me.

you all lend your shoulders for me to cry on when i went through that crisis after Dr Sunshine graduated.

you all (except nana cos she went to china and tank cos he's a guy) walked down the aisle with me when i got married.

you all motivated me to be the best that i can be and cheered for me throughout this journey we call life.

neways, thank you so much korang for being there for me through the tears and laughter. i know i can always count on u peeps.

neways, i miss all of you and can't wait to see you all when i get back this december (chehh..mcm konfiden jer balik december nie)

mwah mwah.

terima kasih wgkk

dengan ini, saya ingin merakamkan ucapan jutaan terima kasih kepada insurans saya kerana membantu utk bayaran bulanan pump susu saya.

dan terima kasih kepada penaja kerana meenanggung bayaran insurans saya.

Alhamdullillah.

p/s: bagus juga jenama ameda ni.

nekad

i finally found the brochure!

will go and get me that pump tomorrow. its very very frustrating to pump dgn pump yg kejap2 mampus ok.

i hope it wii be easy to get the pump.

bila pam susu rosak

saya rasa sangat frustrated.

semasa sedang mengpam susu untuk dijadikan stok buat anakanda tersayang, pam tersebut tiba-tiba berhenti. memang sebelum ini pun, sejak saya memulakan aktiviti mengumpul stok susu, pam tersebut sudah buat hal. suctionnya kadangkala tidak begitu kuat. tetapi, selalunya, it worked beautifully.

adakah ini kerana pam tersebut telah berusia hampir tiga tahun and that my sister also used it, albeit with different spare parts yang come in contact dengan bahagian badan dan susu yg diperah (saya mementingkan kebersihan)?

adakah ini bermakna saya kena mengeluarkan sejumlah wang untuk membeli pam baru?

malam ini, saya akan cuba gantikan pengunaan elektrik kepada bateri. kalau ia tidak juga menjadi, maknanya saya harus sewa pam. ye. saya beruntung kerana di vienna, ada terdapat perkhidmatan menyewa pam susu. dan ia percuma kerana semuanya dibayar oleh insurans. cuma kena keluarkan deposit sebanyak 30euro, which i'll get back when i return the pump, obviously.

hmm...tetapi, di mana saya letak kertas yang mengandungi maklumat tentang cara-cara menyewa pam itu, ye?

*garu kepala*

p/s: saya menggunakan medele mini e

sigh. my class will commence in two days. cant believe it. my days of berlenggang-kangkung tanpa memikirkan homework is about to end. and my life as a student cum single mom will soon begin.

anyhoo, went to andi's peads today and she said that he wasnt wheezing anymore. Alhamdullillah.and, he gained almost 100g. hihi.

i also went to my gynea today and finally weighed myself! i am very very very happy cos i lost 11kg so far. i need to shed another 7kg to reach my pre-wedding weight and another 10kg to my high school weight, boleh? yakin boleh. sebab i really want that walk in wardrobe yg Dr Sunshine janjikan jika saya pulang ke key ell dgn my decreased weight ittew. oh...and my cyst is 7cm.

on another note, i realised that my class finishes on july 3rd(bday saper hari ittew yer..).my mom and dani will be leaving on june 24th. so technically, i need to find some mode of childcare for 8days. am thinking of hiring a baby sitter tapi tak jumpa lagik.

also, must print the borang to apply for krippe tomorrow. i really hope that there wont be any night classes in sept/october cos majority of krippes tutup at about 18uhr. so how??

InsyaAllah, i will find a babysitter or krippe. I really hope so.

I am so going to miss my Huggeroonimooni (dani) when he goes back nanti.i tell you, my boys punye nama pendek2, tapi i pi bagi nickname pepanjang..hikhik. andi's is squeezymeezywheezy.

the one where i got stranded

i guess i can scrap off one more thing out of things-i-have-yet-to-experience-list.

stranded in a lift. yes folks. andi and i were stranded in a lift at our apartment on the way up to our floor.

mulanya, when i reached my apartment's lobby, i could here someone banging her tongkat in the lift, which was at the 1st floor. tapi mak abaikan, and just tekan the butang.

the lift came down, the women got out and started making small talk. saya pon berbual dengan my deutch yg schlect ittew. pastu, i got in the lift and was about to press the button when that women got in, and cepat2 tekan no 1. at tingkat 1, dia pon keluar. pastu, i tried to tekan tingkat 4, tapi tak bleh la plak. awat? and..i tried to open the door, pon tak bleh. sigh.

so, i called my mom and mintak tolong dia press the lift button. but it didnt work either. so i pressed that alarm button and was connected to the service centre.

"i am stuck in a lift" sesambil sora andi menangis at the background.

my mom panicked ok...siap turun sampai ke lobby bersama dani yang berkaki ayam (panik punye pasal,mak tak sempat sarungkan dani's sandals.also, she came down in house slippers u ols!)

in about 10minutes, the service person datang to the rescue. Alhamdullillah.

tapi, tetap haku terpaksa hangkut Dani (1st trip) and stroller (second trip) to the fourth floor.

inilah antara pengalaman yang tidak dapat saya lupakan. terbatal niat saya untuk pergi makan aiskrim with dani petang tu, cos takut lift rosak lagi sekali.

on another note, i achieved a mile stone today. for the first time ever, i went out with andi tanpa bantuan keluarga tersayang! i was initially scared takut dia nangis ke, but he didnt cry and tido in the stroller. (chop..before this penah kluar sorang with andi, but i dukung-ed him). and, while pushing the stroller, terpikir plak..this is how it would be like when my mother and dani leaves. tsk.

ok..tu jer.

esok nak pi embassy to collect andi's bc and off to a makan2 kat rumah auntie!

p/s:saya dah beli buku sekolah. yeayness!!
p.p/s: doc said andi's lungs sounds better but i hv to go again on tuesday for a check up/
p.p.p/s: i also have an appointment with my gynea this tuesday!