Life can be tough. Take that baby steps to where you want to be. We are, afterall, creatures who are made to survive. I WILL SURVIVE this. I will have to learn to be indifferent. I must make myself happy. And, I will try my best to not let anyone get between us.
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
bist du brav Andi?
Anyway, we arrived at the krippe quite early so we were told to wait at the Elternzimmer. I took the opportunity to BF Andi. he was sleepy. When it was 12.30, i headed to his krippe punyer room. he started to play with the toys but after a while, he started to merengek. yes...anak saya mengantuk. all the while, i was watching him from a distance. but, bila dia dah start mrengek and the carer dukung pon tak jalan, they gave him to me. so i had to teach the carers how he likes to tido, n how to tidokan dia. kesimpulannya, i had to do everything la kan. actually, after i ajar ittew, the carer tried to tidokan but to no avail. but what she said was true, wenn er uns nicht kennt, kann er nicht schlaffen. (when he doesn't know us, its harder for him to fall asleep)
bila dia dh tido jap, barula i boleh pi mkn lunch cum breakfast. hmm....then, i felt smthg wrong. badan rasa sejuk. pening. nausea. tskkk....
balik rumah, i vomitted..i prayed really hard tht Allah permudahkan my urusan and Alhamdullillah, i think my doa dimakbulkan. lepas mntah2, i so larat. tapi andi plak nk bermain. however, ntah camana, bleh plak dia baik main atas katil jer..and i could feel him sondol2 but i was too tired and flat out to do anything. next thing i knew, i saw him tertido...hihi...Allah mmg buat miracles i tell you. Alhamdullillah!
im not sure if it was the lamb shawarma sandwich or the kiwi juice that caused me to rasa nauseas ittew. whatever it was, tadi i decided that i think i MUST eat rice (dah berapa hari tak makan nasi cos malas masak okei). so, i made sambal udang and taugeh tepanyaki. tapi i cheated la...cos sambal tu actually was the one my mom made when she came which i cleverly froze!
since i masak nasi lebih, i shall make nasi goreng for breakkie. i must eat laa.. life in vienna ni consumes a lot of energy. nak angkat stroller turun tangga...phew...with my dear Andi's weight can really take up a lot of whats little left in me.
now that he's in krippe, i have to really manage my time wisely and prioritise. i only have my mornings free to do my errands (for the time being cos andi is still in his adjustment period). so pagi esok, i must go buy diapers (and maybe pi visit a fren who just got a tivolilv for he 11th wedding anny). lusa ingat nak bawak andi pi peads to check his weight and maybe get his injection. friday nak pi check my oral punyer schedule and if have time pi amik my residence permit.
saturday nak pi jalan2 (prolly mariah hilfer) to look for andi's strumpfhose. if ada jeans murah ingat nak beli jugek. if tak de pown kena beli gak cos he currently only owns 2 pairs..mana cukup dah dekat dekat fall ni (ke dah fall pown?).
ittew saja laporan dari saya. we are slowly adjusting to this new life. wish us luck!
Monday, September 21, 2009
Andi ist brav!
so off we went. we arrived about 10 minutes late. and i put him down...and anak mak terus bermain n tak ingat kat mak okeiii....
andi surrounded by gazillion toysi think he enjoyed himself. he was quite sleepy on the busride to the krippe tapi bila sampai je...terus tak mengantuk. bagus la kan.
so, after seeing him enjoying himself, i thought i could excuse myself dan pergi lepak kat the parents room (ada internet..hihi) but apparently since it was his first time, i have to be there at all times. oooh...ok. the thing is, they want to make sure that andi is really comfortable there. padanla i see other parents waiting jugak. pastu, the carer akan pergi to the parents and ask them to leave for 1/2 hour and come back...just to see how the children reacts. ooohh...gittew....
so, since andi is soooo new, i cant leave him just yet. oklah gak. nasib baik hantar sekarang and not when i dah start kelas u ols! i hope my boy will adjust to the new environment. he's ok with the mat salleh carers (i was a bit worried cos since dia balik malaysia mana biasa tgk mat salleh kan) and i tell you, i think he's going to be so well versed in deutsch (note to self: must speak english n malay so that andi tahu 3 languages) cos the carers mmg spikang ajer dgn dia.
andi was to tired (first day of skool la katakan) that he fell asleep on his stroller dengan muka tersembam atas that rail depan ittew ok! lupa lak nak ambik gambar. and agaknye penat sangat....skang dia dah tido.:)
tomorrow willbe a brand new day.i hope everything will be ok. esok mak nak biar carers plak suap dia makan...tadi i suap-ed. :)
Friday, September 18, 2009
plan tak jadik
i think, this is what our routine is going to be like
715: andi's breakfast
andi mandi
8.30:nap
mama andi plak mandi
then i kemas2 apa yg patut ...while tunggu dia wake up...main togede gede
11am prepare barang for nursery and siap siap
1145 head to nursery
12.30-4pm: andi in nursery
5pm : sampai rumah, prepare andi's bath
6pm:andi tidur
tapi kita hanya merancang, betul tak? dengan babies, its not really that easy to pre-determine your schedule. huhu.
okeila...ni nak siap-siap pi beli groceries. andi is sleeping...so bila dia wake up, boleh terus blah. :)
Thursday, September 17, 2009
pasal tadika
we have both kinda agreed that we want to send Dani to an Islamic Kindy. Saja je, to expose him kan. tapi search punye search, most Islamic kindy are situated in Ampang, Shah Alam. how? its just too far la...geraammm..
i've found one that is situated kat KJ jer. but im quite fussy ...that kindy tu kat shop lot la you alls...kan ke best if anak saya bleh berlari-lari kat padang naik slide? but, i do like what they teach.
theres another one which I found. situated at section 16. kat kawasan rumah...so ada yard. i kinda like it. i emailed them to ask about some stuff..lets see if the would answer me.
selain tu, tadika apa lagi yg okei ek?
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
hari ini
after i finish my exam today, i plan to go to Saturn to get me a new vacuum cleaner. have been putting off that task but now that i have a very active boy, i think i need to vacuum the carpet paling kurang pon every 2 days. he is everywhere! kejap je dah ada bawah meja, bawah katil...huhu
tomorrow, andi n i shall go collect our residence permit. lepas tu, i plan to go buy beras (yes..mak tak sempat beli beras lagi u ols..sian anak mak dok makan those jar foods and nestum thingys), carots n other stuff to make andi's bubur....
ohh..did i tell you i kicked up a fuss cos i wasnt invited to the embassy's raya open house?yelakan/..adake hantar invitation to certain ppl jer. its hari raya okeii...when i complained dorang kata they posted my card to the old address..ye ker? those flowers lepas beranak bleh plak sampai kat rumah ni so dont tell me u dont have my new address ok!sabarje....
neway, i have instant kuah kacang with me. might consider spending malam raya kat rumah kawan but then again, i might not.
oklaa....drive safen yeryg nak balik kampung ittew!
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
saya bersyukur
- that I am healthy.
- I have two healthy boys and a wonderful husband!
- am in wien doing my phd
- i have lovely family and friends
anyway, guess what made my day?
i was online with my boys and saw Dani pakai baju Melayu.
Dani, kenapa pakai baju melayu?
Dani pergi masjid dengan papa
dani buat apa?
dani semayang terawikh
sejuk perut mama mengandungkan Dani. I am so proud of you sayang. At barely three, he made it through semayang isyak and terawikh 8 rakaat and didint even create a fuss.
dani behave tak?
behave...
dani buka puasa makan apa?
chicken.
anyway, it was lovely to dengar my boys singing happy birthday to me! :)
ramadan di wien
semalam tak posa becos i was on an airplane heading back to wien. i wasnt sure of the time buka n imsak n etc, so as a result, mak tak posa. andi was ok in the plane. adala merengek...tapi i guess cos he felt ketat dok dalam basinet tu..nak turover pon tak bleh...sian anak saya.
exam in 2 more days...have yet to baca buku properly to prepare for the exam. now in malas mood...sigh...ich bin sehr faul, trotzdem ich eine pruefung habe.
okeilaa..
andi doing fine. finally got a babysitter for him so that i can go buat exam. skang ni nak baca buku sket...
ittew sajer.