Sunday, November 15, 2009

perkara yg saya mesti buat

hmm...bila dah pergi bercuti, makin banyak pulak kerja yg menimbun. benda-benda yang sengaja tertangguh sekarang harus diselesaikan.

and..behold..my to do list.

- ukaym progress report (checked)
- kaypt progress report (checked)
- renew residence permit
- return library booksyang belum dibaca
- schedule appointment with haanes dHOD
- date with sv
- post insurance stuff (checked)
- post surat cousinsinc (checked)
- reschedule andi's peads appointment (checked)
- get letter from uni about new phd format (ni paling teramat penting!)
- start working on arbeitspapier...(i seriously should jot my thoughts down.ni baca jer...tulisnyer idak..howla nk progress??)

ok...tu jer. deadline saya: 8 disember.

Dani is 3


Dani is three! At three years old, Dani can:

-recite al-Fatihah, the kuls and ayat kursi (tapi ikut mood)
- sing some parts of Asma ul husna
-has begin to read peter and jane!!
- begining to recognise letters (thanks to the papa yg rajin buat reading session with Dani)
- going to start kindy next year
- is 100% diaper free
-has a mind of his own.
-can answer the telephone
- can order food kat kedai
- loves Bob the Builder
- has a very good imagination.

hmm.....kejap je rasa Dani dah besar. this month also marks the 3rd year daddy dah tak ada. it still feels like he's gone for a long working trip and like he will be back any day soon.

p/s: cannot wait to see dani.
p.p/s: i odered the cake from madabaoutcake.blogspot.com.

Friday, November 13, 2009

pulang

im going to just ramble so please bear with me if u find the sentences incoherent.

trip to italy was great but i think italy, or at least rome and florence, were no better than malaysia. the country, to me, macam 3rd world juga. in fact, i think, malaysia provides better facilities when it comes to mommies with babies.

shopping was great in florence!! the leather..oohh...sungguh best. i did not find anything great at the mall, but boy...at the leather market i grabbed a handbag, jacket, booties and gloves for andi, and a pair of gloves for me. burnt a hole in my pocket but it is of good quality and i simply love my purchases! i also bought some posters (in florence) and tiny paintings (in rome) untuk rumah saya di BSP (tudiaa...punyalah berpandangan jauh. takpe..yg penting idea tu dah ada..hih hih)

i walked a lot!! the buildings were impressive. i went to the vatican city and visited the pope's moseleum. kinda freaky for me. i think the whole place were too world-ly, what with the stautes, ukiran and etc. everywhere you turn ada kepala orang kat sana sini...hmmm....made me wonder cemana dorang concentrate nak semayang? masjidilharam, to me (no offense to orang lain) is still the bestest spiritual place there is. period.

i tried authentic italian food and loved it. oh...andi was well recieved by the italians. three seperate incidents proved that!.
1. when i was in florence at the bridge apetah nama dia..while waiting for my aunt to choose her bangle, i decided to take the opportunity to change andi's diaper. but there were no wc to be found and so the sales assistant suggested i go to a kedai makan to change his diaper there.she also told me to at least buy something since i used the toilet kan. so, after changing andi, i went to the counter and started to tengok (ok...drool cos it looked so sedaappp) the pastries trying to decide which one i wanted. pastu ada sorang pompuan tua started to speak to me in italian. i was like..apa minah ni cakap ni. but from her gestures, i sort of had a feeling that she wanted to pay for whatever i odered, cos dia siap mcm tanya tak nak oder minum ke. but i wasnt too sure, so saya hanya pilih 2 jenis pastry. proceeded to pay and she came to me cakap nononononononono....dan membayar untuk saya. Syukur ALHAMDULLILLAH!

2. at the hotel in florence, i bought 2 bottles of mineral water and a can of coke. the cashier said it costs 6euros so i handed him exactly 6 euros. then, the hotel owner came and started to coo coo dan main2 cak cak dgn dani..pastu came to me and handed me 2 euro balik. SYUKUR!!

3. i post postcards to my baby at every destination i go. so in rome, i wanted to buy stamps. it was 1.15 and post office were supposed to close at 2. tapi when i was there, tekan2 nombor, tak keluar. jadik saya beratur seperti the other italians. then, a lady stood behid me and started to speak to me in italian. but i couldnt understand. ada mamat berdiri depan tanya do u speak english..i said yes. n he said, in Italy, its like a government rule that women with children should be served first. so, he told me why dont you potong q and pegi jer depan tu. i pulak, being the naive malaysian yg pemalu tak kena tempat, malu la kan tetiba nak potong q orang. so i said takpela...i nak beli stamp je pon. tapi...tiba2 mamat ittew meninngikan suara ke arah pekerja2 pos ofis dan sound depa tak serve i, boleh? siap ala2 gaduh sket2 hingga membuatkan seorang officer came to me and tanye apoa yg saya nak buat. i was, dgn muka blur dan agak segan, beratur-ing to get stamps i told her. n she brought me to the front of the q..n i got my stamps!! (well actually, dorang amik postcard and tampalkan lagik..hih hih.

theres a halal italian restaurant in florence. go !!! the food is GOOODDDD...

okeilah..nanti update lagi.

p/s: i really really liked the windows in italy n schweiz. nak jugak b...

Friday, November 6, 2009

pelan saya

so....i decided to go to italy. well..actually it wasnt me who made the decision. Dr Sunshine yg tolong men-decide for me, who was being fickle minded. He said...GO. so, sebagai isteri yg fenfeeling mithali, wajib dengar cakap suami (bab bab ni wajib plak dengar kan..hih hih).

neway, plans have been made, flight ticket booked, hotels pon dah booked!

sunday will see us taking the train from wien suedbanhof to bratislava at 5am. yes...anda baca dengan betul. 5 pagi! tapi tak pe sebab train station depan rumah saya sajo. :)

sampai bratislava, akan terus ke airport sebab flight saya pukul 8 gittew. flight is to Pisa.

Sampai Pisa, will take the LAM Rossa to leaning tower. snap2 gambar and take the bus back to airport, and take the terravision bus to florence. check in. relax sket and jalan round2 city. ingat! masa adalah emas...so must use it wisely. sesambil tu, try cari post office (just because i make it a habit to post postcards to dani from wherever i am..:))

next day, walk around the city in search of leather stuff (shoes, jacket and gloves). sesambil snap snap gambar di famous landmarks dan cari fridge magnet untuk dijadikan koleksi. harusss....

3rd day, take train to Roma.

4th day: jenjalan in roma

5th day: jenjalan lagiiii kat roma pastu take flight back to wien.

itula perancangan saya (sebenarnye lebih detailed tapi its all in my notebook).

perkara yg wajib saya lakukan dia Itali adalah:
- beli barangan kulit
- makan gelato walaupun cuaca sejuk nak mampus.
- makan pasta, pizza dan pastries (ingat mantra saya...MUST try local food. i am a foodie, ask anyone who knows me..:))
- lepak dgn andi kat spanish steps sesambil tengok crowd pada waktu malam (mungkin juga saya berpeluang BF at the infamous steps ittew. heyy...i did it on the train to jungfraujoch u ols!)

ok...tu jer. im pretty excited. tapi rasa mcm tak kan sempat cover italy in 5 days. venice, outlets in florence....takpe...maybe masa my Sunshine datang. :)

Thursday, November 5, 2009

un cono con due gusti, per favore

hmmm....i think, if there were to be a past life, i was a travel agent.

pastu, if i were to have lots of money, nk bukak travel agency n kedai dobi.

although i feel quite stressed with all the plannings, bookings, must-do lists n etc i must admit that i love it! love it sampai buku identity pon dah take a back seat. how??

neway....identity is bases on difference and also persamaan.

n...contrary to wht my sv said..there is actually such a thing known as national identitiy. so how do we differentiate national identity and cultural identity? i think its kinda interesting cos culture identity, for us, malaysians will obviously depend on our race n religious views kan? tp national identity cemano?? is 1Malaysia tu our national identity? but what makes us Malaysian??? tu lah persoalan yg harus ku korek jawapannya. tapi dgn tahap pembacaan yg lg selow dari kura2 yg lawan dgn arnab dlm race tu, macamano ujang oi?

i also think that i would like to find out the indicators of kemalaysian-ness tu. yela...apa yg buat kita malaysian? hafal rukun negara? bleh nyanyi negaraku? buat open house? bahasa? hang tuah? what??

hmm...barula nak sedar...betul cakap oyis...we start to climb one hill to find an answer only to find other hills that we must climb. (lebih kurang gittew la kata dia). sebab nak cari satu jawapan...mcm2 persoalan timbul yg membuatkan kita kena cari jawapan lagi.

okla..nak tido. tomorrow will be a long day. i must go to uni nak ambik buku. pastu rasa nak belanja my auntie n uncle lunch kat akakiko (yumzz...japanese food). petang ada makan2 kat umah auntie rusiah. pastu nak packing bagai cos we will be leaving on saturday.

alrighty....

bis dann.

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

being fickle

hmm....should i go to italy or not?? to go or not to go...that is the question. if tak pi, bila nak pi *alasan sangat!!!

after calculationg flight and train and hotel, my total estimated budget is about 300euros. i think thats pretty cheap for a 5day/4nites trip to pisa-florence-roma.

what do you think? should i or shouldnt i?pegi ke tak?? *confused*

p/s: plan berjalan dgn Dr Sunshine April ni terpaksa kansel atas sebab sebab yg tak dapat dielakkan.
p.p/s: i spend about 600euros (including light shopping)for my switzerland trip. do you think its too soon for me to be spending on another trip?
p.p.p.s: pastu in december nak pi uk plak....hiyoohhh...byknyer plan niehhh

Monday, November 2, 2009

roma or not?

i am back from my holiday!! it was great albeit i spend a bit more than what i budgeted. auntie and uncle fenfeeling nak pi Roma. I might tag along tapi i'm not so sure la. kenapa?

1. Andi is now in his separation anxiety phase. and after a week bercuti dari pi daycare, i am back at square 1. okla..not really 1 la,maybe 2? whatever it is, i had to stay with him as he keeps on checking if i am there. its adaptation week ALL OVER AGAIN! (tapi at least i could go to the elternzimmer for almost an hour before he looked for me). so, if pi holiday again, i will have to be prepared to go through this all over AGAIN.

2. my readings. oh readings ku. how i wish i was rajin to read as i am rajin to tend to my cafe and restaurant and constantly checking my fb pages. (btw, SV saya ada membuat kesilapan. i read that there is such a thing as national identitiy!!!! so now, mak rasa nak cari difference between national identitiy and cultural identity....but why do i have a feeling its all historically based?)

so, maybe it wont be wise for me to go holiday-ing again, so soon after my schweiz rondevous. oh...lagipon saya plan nak ke UK this december. destinasi: london, cardiff. hmm..which reminds me, must look for place to stay in London. dan juga plan nak ke cardiff cecepat...manatau ada tambang murah!

so kalau u ols dalam kasut saya (in my shoes), what would you do?

p/s: sekarang tgh bercita-cita nak berjalan ke morocco, istanbul dan juga stockholm. ada sesapa nak buat lawatan cik kiah bersama saya?