only 14 more days left for me to hug dani, kiss Dr Sunshine, eat mak's delicious cooking and drink along's delicious teh tarik. sedih. but like what eus said, enjoy the moment. jangan fikir about it. when the time comes, baru nangis and sedih sedih.
sigh.
lots of things to buy, pack and post
lots of words to memorize, and grammar thingys to remember.
been very edgy, especially when handling the eldest. tried to sabar, but i just couldnt. felt very guilty. i am going to miss him. his first day of school...tskkk...
neway, since i am back, i had the opportunity to talk to Dr Sunshine. We discussed about a lot of stuff, from our rumah yang dah nak siap (siapa nak alamat?) to our studies and kids.
one of the things that we decided is that when we move, we shall not be getting a live in maid. sebab malas nak layan karenahan depa. we'll just hire a weekly cleaner. yg lelain tu, shall make use of the kids yg by that time dah reti nak buat house chores. huhuhu...boleh ke? i hope jadila plan ini.
oh..i finally bough spectra....belum guna lagi. going to guna this week cos have got to start andi on his bottle feeds. lagi 2 minggu je dia nak ke nursery. nanti culture shock plak si andi.
ok. ittew saje.
Life can be tough. Take that baby steps to where you want to be. We are, afterall, creatures who are made to survive. I WILL SURVIVE this. I will have to learn to be indifferent. I must make myself happy. And, I will try my best to not let anyone get between us.
Sunday, August 30, 2009
Thursday, August 13, 2009
gullible sikit kot.
ever since i was in nst, my PIC and me would always lable ourselves gullible. ade je benda baru yg org promote (tht we have to write supplements about), slalu we ols akan also think that that thing works. slalunyer laa..
anyhoo, after reading a friends blog, i succumbed and bought my own nosquito u ols!! harap2malam ni akan tido mosquito free.
i also bought pati kurma.so hopefully susu banyak. hihi.
neways...been 5 months plus of exclusive bf. hope i can last longer!
anyhoo, after reading a friends blog, i succumbed and bought my own nosquito u ols!! harap2malam ni akan tido mosquito free.
i also bought pati kurma.so hopefully susu banyak. hihi.
neways...been 5 months plus of exclusive bf. hope i can last longer!
Sunday, August 9, 2009
masa terbang
time flies.
tapi i dowan to think about it.
i have been going to class. in fact, i have to write an essay which i have yet to start pon. malam ni nak pegi bbq at nana's. ni tunggu eus ambik.
been studying. been staying at home a lot..ye la..kan ke h1n1.
okla....ittew sajer.
bestla duduk sini!!! dani pon asyik pot pet jer...i am always entertained. :)
tapi i dowan to think about it.
i have been going to class. in fact, i have to write an essay which i have yet to start pon. malam ni nak pegi bbq at nana's. ni tunggu eus ambik.
been studying. been staying at home a lot..ye la..kan ke h1n1.
okla....ittew sajer.
bestla duduk sini!!! dani pon asyik pot pet jer...i am always entertained. :)
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
bizi
saya sibuk.
nak kena apply semua document baru
nak kena pi kelas
ohh...dah yg paling sibuk (dan saya suka sibuk2 bab ini)...nak plan akikah anak saya.
yeay!!!! terasa mcm plan wedding dedulu.cuma ini small scale la kan...bajet beb.
nak kena apply semua document baru
nak kena pi kelas
ohh...dah yg paling sibuk (dan saya suka sibuk2 bab ini)...nak plan akikah anak saya.
yeay!!!! terasa mcm plan wedding dedulu.cuma ini small scale la kan...bajet beb.
Saturday, July 11, 2009
rambut gugur
camana nak buat ye?
my hair is falling at a very alarming rate!tskk...not the normal rambut gugur lepas beranak tu. ni, when i touch (sentuh sahaja, bukan tarik) pun,rambut akan fall out. arghh,,,...tensi because my hair is getting thinner (i wish it was my badan la kan) and i think i can see a few bald patches (bukan la bald tapi hair mcm very sikit okei)
am i malnourished (ni if ikut teori along)? rase macam nak buat tests for leukimia jer because of the keguguran rambut ni (tambut gugur satu simpton leukimia kan?).
i am so going to cut my hair balik kl ni dan pergi for treatment every week.
apa lagi nasihat u yg u ols boleh bagi untuk mencantikkan dan membanyakkan rambut?
my hair is falling at a very alarming rate!tskk...not the normal rambut gugur lepas beranak tu. ni, when i touch (sentuh sahaja, bukan tarik) pun,rambut akan fall out. arghh,,,...tensi because my hair is getting thinner (i wish it was my badan la kan) and i think i can see a few bald patches (bukan la bald tapi hair mcm very sikit okei)
am i malnourished (ni if ikut teori along)? rase macam nak buat tests for leukimia jer because of the keguguran rambut ni (tambut gugur satu simpton leukimia kan?).
i am so going to cut my hair balik kl ni dan pergi for treatment every week.
apa lagi nasihat u yg u ols boleh bagi untuk mencantikkan dan membanyakkan rambut?
Friday, July 10, 2009
oh am gee
less than 48 hours to my flight back home. *panic*
so many things to do. so little time. semua pasal kena pickpocket la ni. tapi takpe. ada hikmahnye u ols. bila dah ditarik, rezeki bleh datang dalam bentuk lain, no?
so we (me and my faithful sidekick, Andi) started the day pretty early. so early that my sidekick tak sempat mandi pon tapi mama dia dah drag dia keluar.
why the rush? i needed to make sure i was among the first in line to register for daycare for cik andi kita tu. so, dalam hujan renyai-renyai ittew, we made our way to the kinderbuero. sesampai disana, i saw one lady already waiting and i was secretly please with myself because that means, memang confirm i will get to book a place for my son. fyi, there are only 5 slots available. tapi for babies, they take up 2 slots, so u can imagine the competition to book a place ni.
neway, during the shnuppertag, i was told that a five-day-a-week care will cost 165/month. erk, ok...cos i have no other choice, betul tak? sekali, tadi, dorang bagitau harga lain plak, boleh? i needed to pay
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10euros ONLY for a month!!! how cool is that? tell me, kat malaysia, selain dari if mak bapak kita jaga, adake daycare yg charge rm50 sahaja? ada ke? haiyoohhh..memang bersyukur sangat masa tu. mesti inilah silver lining di sebalik cloud ittew. cemana bleh dapat murah? apparently, austrian goverment telah membantu menanggung perbelanjaan menghantar anak saya ke daycare ittew. but, this only applies if u book for the whole week. if u book sehari je, u r charged the normal rate of 33euros.
other than that, i hv managed to pass my exam.woot woot!walaupunhanya cukup makan,yang penting, pass. tapi, balik ni i really have to pulun gila so that i can pass the other exam in september.
these last few days were really hectic for me.penat betul cos have a lot of things to settle before i leave kan. buat residence permit (bad experience with rude government officers), buat e card, return breastpump,beli tiket, sit for exam, kemas rumah.
i did the laundry, lipat baju, kemas drawers. now i need to clear up my fridge, check the ladder and start packing!!! hmm..must list down documents that i nak bawak balik.
okei...ittew saja. andi baru jer tido. so nak smayang and start doing my chores. esok if sempat nak cari barang2 for people. if sempat.
p/s: i'll be in kl, insyaAllah,on july13 y'all.
so many things to do. so little time. semua pasal kena pickpocket la ni. tapi takpe. ada hikmahnye u ols. bila dah ditarik, rezeki bleh datang dalam bentuk lain, no?
so we (me and my faithful sidekick, Andi) started the day pretty early. so early that my sidekick tak sempat mandi pon tapi mama dia dah drag dia keluar.
why the rush? i needed to make sure i was among the first in line to register for daycare for cik andi kita tu. so, dalam hujan renyai-renyai ittew, we made our way to the kinderbuero. sesampai disana, i saw one lady already waiting and i was secretly please with myself because that means, memang confirm i will get to book a place for my son. fyi, there are only 5 slots available. tapi for babies, they take up 2 slots, so u can imagine the competition to book a place ni.
neway, during the shnuppertag, i was told that a five-day-a-week care will cost 165/month. erk, ok...cos i have no other choice, betul tak? sekali, tadi, dorang bagitau harga lain plak, boleh? i needed to pay
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
10euros ONLY for a month!!! how cool is that? tell me, kat malaysia, selain dari if mak bapak kita jaga, adake daycare yg charge rm50 sahaja? ada ke? haiyoohhh..memang bersyukur sangat masa tu. mesti inilah silver lining di sebalik cloud ittew. cemana bleh dapat murah? apparently, austrian goverment telah membantu menanggung perbelanjaan menghantar anak saya ke daycare ittew. but, this only applies if u book for the whole week. if u book sehari je, u r charged the normal rate of 33euros.
other than that, i hv managed to pass my exam.woot woot!walaupunhanya cukup makan,yang penting, pass. tapi, balik ni i really have to pulun gila so that i can pass the other exam in september.
these last few days were really hectic for me.penat betul cos have a lot of things to settle before i leave kan. buat residence permit (bad experience with rude government officers), buat e card, return breastpump,beli tiket, sit for exam, kemas rumah.
i did the laundry, lipat baju, kemas drawers. now i need to clear up my fridge, check the ladder and start packing!!! hmm..must list down documents that i nak bawak balik.
okei...ittew saja. andi baru jer tido. so nak smayang and start doing my chores. esok if sempat nak cari barang2 for people. if sempat.
p/s: i'll be in kl, insyaAllah,on july13 y'all.
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
things to do
hmm...since i will be going back soon, insyaAllah, for two months, there are some things which I need to do.
1.basuh cadar, selimut, pillowcases
2.clear fridge and food ladder...figure out what to give away and what i can keep.(tskk..sayangnyer my stock susu....tsk tsk tsk)
3.laundry baju, one last batch
4. clean carpet
5.kemas dapur
6.seperate documents which i must bring home and books
7.start packing
aiyoo...anagan2 nak balik ahad ni. tiket tak beli lagik. how?
p/s: dont think sempat shopping because i have no time and no cash y'all. i blame the pencopet.
p.p/s: cannot waiiittttttttttttttttttttt......
1.basuh cadar, selimut, pillowcases
2.clear fridge and food ladder...figure out what to give away and what i can keep.(tskk..sayangnyer my stock susu....tsk tsk tsk)
3.laundry baju, one last batch
4. clean carpet
5.kemas dapur
6.seperate documents which i must bring home and books
7.start packing
aiyoo...anagan2 nak balik ahad ni. tiket tak beli lagik. how?
p/s: dont think sempat shopping because i have no time and no cash y'all. i blame the pencopet.
p.p/s: cannot waiiittttttttttttttttttttt......
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