bab 6

i am going through the malas phase right not and it definitely does not help when i only have till nov 5th to finish my chapter 6. tsk. so last night, kuatkan la juga semangat untuk membuat sesuatu padahal sebab dah out of tv series to watch. I still have a long way to go and I keep on thinking on how to best present my analysis. Inilah penangan phd ek? tengah mandi fikir, tengah masak fikir, before tido fikir. haha...

what else? semalam konsert dani. thank god one of bestfriend's anak goes to the same school. So like last year, they ol took a video of dani. hehe. :) Pastu, nak cerita. Andi also went to the concert. Dr Sunshine tanya Andi: Nanti Andi concert Andi nak nyanyi lagu apa?

Andi: Bila ecok (the Nora Elena theme song yang bila esok tu)

Dr Sunshine: Pastu lagu apa lagi?

Andi: Cing cing (that money money money song tu)

LOL.

Daylight savings has started to I technicallyhad an extra hour to sleep in today. Tapi anakanda I decided that I cant. hmph.

Orait, back to chapter 6. Going to D's house in a while to bake cookies and cuppies. Yumm!!!

janji pada diri sendiri

Today has been a long day.

First up, pasal chapter 5. Mati-mati ai ingat hari ni 25 october, the date i set for my deadline. Maka, semalam, bertungkus lumus cuba jugak habiskan tulis chapter tu. I almost finished, cuma tak sempat nak tulis conclusion. Seperti biasa, i only write my conclusion after i have proofread the stuff I wrote. Maka tadi pergi print dekat uni, dan ke starbucks bersama anakanda untuk sesi menyemak penulisan. The verdict? I have loads to correct and add. Hehe. Tapi tu la tujuan kita proofread, ye tak??

Next, pasal pengurusan phd ni. Well, since theyols baru aje introduce the new phd system kat sini (well, the year i registered lah), banyak benda la nak kena buat. So, today, I submitted my updated agreement and an acknowledgment form. The person cakap, early december baru boleh dapat jawapannya. Hmmm...

Hari ni juga, i fotostat segala mak nenek yang belum difotostat untuk urusan visa. Lecehlah kat sini. Tiap2 tahun nak kena renew. Nak renew tu, siap nak check result exam bagai. Haih...nasib ai pass semua. Alhamdullilah.

Pastu, pergi pula ke klinik paeds. Patutnya boleh call je nak buat appointment but I have somehow misplaced the number. Mujur jugak pergi sebab masa bagitahu yang nak buat appointment untuk check up anakanda, dia kata depa dah full. Sini memang macam tu tau. Bukan depa kisah pon nak terima banyak-banyak patient. In a way its good lah kan, sebab kita tahu bila pi for appointment, tak de la nak tunggu lama sebab depa memilih patient. Anyway, bila orang tu kata dah full, i kata lah, i bukan nak appointment immedietly pon. Dia tetap juga kata full. Then I cakap, dulu anak i pon check up kat sini. Pastu, ni baby baru pon, of course la i bawa ke sini juga. Dia terus tanya nama anak, dan check kat system. Lepas tu, barula dia tanya, mana mutterkindpass (ala-ala buku merah kat mesia, tapi sini kaler kuning). Ai tunjuk la, proof yang masa pregnant, memang i check up kat sini. Barula dia cek kalender doktor, and tup tup, ada satu je lagi slot free jumaat ni. Syukur sangat sangat!!!! Dia kata, memang awak bernasib baik sangat-sangat. Ye, saya syukur sangat. Alhamdullilah. I guess Aaron nanti kena ambik dose for rotavirus kot friday ni. Yang pasti, i nak tahu berat dia berapa.

What else? I plan to do my corrections tonight. If I sempat habis by tomorrow, I nak beli the baking pans petang esok. hih hih.

Am going to Hungary on Wednesday. To a place dekat dgn border je. Pergi ke tempat mandi manda.

Ok...mak nak sambung buat kerja.

p.s: Am so happy to receive an email from sv yang kata thank you very very much. Hehe. kembang kuncup kejap. Well, at least dia tahu la kan yang I can buat kerja. Harap2 dia masukkan la kot nama I dalam research team dia. Hehe. Dan harap-harap dia akan consider pertolongan I ni semasa memberi markah untuk subjek yang i amik dgn dia. hehe.

ter-beli

tadi ai lunchie smunchie dengan D. Ai sebenarnya tak lah menyangka D ni nak berkawan dgn I sebab we ols punye situasi ni like enggang and pipit. So, ai agak segan juga actually bila keluar dengan dia sebab tak pasti dengan protokolnya. Apa pon, i am very thankful dia nak la ajak mak pi coffee and etc.

Anyhoo, lepas lunchie smunchie tu, we ols pergi jenjalan masuk keluar kedai. Lalu. ai dah terbeli (atas influence D, i tell you, I am so gullible!!), satu glass cake stand (yang boleh pusing2 tu,9.90euro) dan juga 6 pieces of ramekins (bolehlah nak buat pie bagai kan9.90euro).

Next dalam target pembelian adalah baking pans jenama kaiser and maybe tempat bawak kek yang ada tutup tu kan. Well, kaiser punye tu, mak tengok, dia baking pan tu, pastu comes with free tempat tutup thingy tu. Well, we shall see lah how.

And then, berjalan-jalan lagi, nampak pulak set sudu garpu WMF for 12 people hanya 99euros. Theres also another set, for 149euros, for 12 people as well, but this one ada serving spoons, ladles and also cake cutter thingy. Should I get it? It is in my things to buy list. Hmmm....

Also, sale kali ni, nak kena dah beli periuk belanga idaman tu uols! Yeszaa...i have to start mengumpul barang2 since tak lama lagi nak balik kan. Christmas nanti, nak lengkapkan set porcelain i. Pastu, should i beli villeroy and boch or not? And theres this Bosch coffee maker, selling for only 49euros now. Should I get it?

And yang penting. Prada dah ada outlet kat Pandorf. woot woot.

mengurus lawatan sv ke mesia

I tell you, ai ni geram la jugak kan dgn seorang bekas pelajar phd sv I, yang juga berasal dari negara tanah tumpah darahku, yang banyak menaburkan janji-janji palsu kepada sv i!

you see, that person came for his sabbatical, here, last year. Masa tu, sv i dok sibuk suruh dia arrange untuk satu meeting dengan uniputramesia. That person tu dari unimelaya. Anyhoo, that person pon cakap ok, i akan arrange dan menaburkan harapan palsu aje untuk sv i!!!! Alih-alih, dah setahun berlalu, lawatan tu pon macam tak jadi aja! So, kata-kata that person ala-ala hot hot chicken sh*t la kan.

So, last Monday, I met my SV to get his signature and also update him a bit on my progress. Belum sempat pon I nak start cerita pasal diri i, dia dah start pot pet pot pet pasal that person yang kononnya nak tolong dia tapi TAK buat apa-apa. Tambahan pula, dia memang frustlah sebab dia akan ke Bangkok in NOv so ingat nak stop over Msia since dah dekat kan. Maka, he asked me if I can help him. And that, I did.

Mak skarang sibuk ok dok berbalas-balas email dengan uni kat sana nak arrange visit ni. Dahla bukan ai punye uni tapi sebab sv punya pasal, i pasrah aje!! I was hoping that sv can visit my uni as well, in which he agreed, but sedihnya, orang uni i pulak tak free. *sigh*

Harap-harap lawatan sv ni fruitful lah ye. Dalam pada masa itu, i try to see the silver lining. Dan dalam kes ini, I think, the silver lining is, SV tahu I seorang yang boleh diharap untuk membuat kerja. kan? kan? hehe..nak jugak sedapkan hati.

Oklah. itu saja luahan perasaan.

Satgi mak nak pi lunch. Aiyo..matila lunchie smunchie dengan orang berpangkat uols. Harap-harap mak tak terkelu lidah or something.

kawan baru?

uols, tadi mak dapat fon call ajak mak pi lunch this thursday. mungkinkah this a start to a new friendship? Orang ni la yang banyak bagi baju2 kat anak mak, uols. Mak terima aje sebab baju2 tu cantik2 lagi dan amat jarang dipakai oleh anak dia.

honestly, i look forward to making more friends. just now, in the tram, i bumped into benoit's mom.Benoit was in nursery with Andi dulu. She invited me to her house. :)

Anyway, maybe I should ajak her for coffee one of these days.

hari ni,i ada date dengan sv. Harap2 date kami fruitful lah ye.

Anyway, I have already decided on my new deadlines. I only have about 9 days left to complete chapter 5. Yikes!! I have actually analyzed the programs kan, and wrote rough drafts of what I plan to write. Cuma nak menulis bebetul tu aje belum. I plan to start today sebab honestly, I just finished typing my rough drafts.

With the new deadline, I plan to complete everything by the end of Nov. I hope that it is feasable. Please Allah. Permudahkanlah urusanku.

mari kita freak out!

wahlauwei. Saya terkejut tadi apabila mendapat email dari my professor's assistant.

You see, sem ini, saya hanya ambil satu subjek sahaja. Tapi mak aii...preparation untuk subjek ittew agak banyak. On top of that, saya risau. Risau sebab ada dua kelas pada bulan 11, tapi bulan 11 tu lah babysitter I cuti balik Malaysia. How???????

Anyhoo, for the first meeting, we are supposed to select a book in which we would have to review (30%) yang katanya bertujuan untuk pursue for publication. We ols juga kena bawa 3 contoh book review dalam journal. Semua mak buat malam ni. Buku dah pilih. Journal tu tinggal nak print. Hari Isnin kena study sikit sebelum kelas.

Secondly, tajuk essay yang diberikan adalah agak mencabar. She gave 5 options but I choose to do this:

What are the possibilities for global interconnection among global audiences when

there are arguments that diasporas watch their own channels in the host countries?

What can we say about new forms of identity and resistance when discussing global

and transnational audiences?

Saya dah selesai exam. Next one will be in December. Paper that I have to submit tu pon, dah siap, Alhamdullillah. Erm, I thought of writing one more, to get extra credit kononnya, tapi I think I would just talk over it with my sv, who I will be meeting this Monday. *yikes!*

What else? Bermula esok, mak kena start writing uols! Yes, kena semangat! I must finish chapter 5 by hook or by crook. Semoga Allah permudahkan urusan, inshaAllah.

On an unrelated matter, I hairan sebab walaupun I memang fully bf anak i, cik P dah datang. Hrmm...baru je mengharap macam zaman Andi dulu in which dua tahun lebih (if campur dengan masa preggers) tak dapat. Oh well. Maybe its Allah's way to show that I am still fertile despite having only 1 ovary, kan? Syukur.

Pastu, I am invited for lunch tomorrow at the residence of our ambassadddddor. Mak nervous uols!!! Wife dia nak jumpa my baby. Tapi the wife is nice. I got a whole load of nice bajus yang hardly used for my Aaron. Kalau nak harap mak beli sendiri, tak la kot. hih hih.

Okie dokie.