omg..
macam tak percaya je that i am going back in 6 days time! :( Tapi, this time around, I balik to finish up, kan?
Apa pon, dah nak balik ni, I still have things to settle.
1. renew passport
2. get travel insurance for me and aaron
3. beli barang2.
4. pack
hmm...sekarang ni dah sejuk ke ek???
p/s: firt time this year kena atshma attack teruk sampai kena pi neb at kpj kajang and (of all the places) hospital kuala krai!
Life can be tough. Take that baby steps to where you want to be. We are, afterall, creatures who are made to survive. I WILL SURVIVE this. I will have to learn to be indifferent. I must make myself happy. And, I will try my best to not let anyone get between us.
Thursday, August 23, 2012
Friday, July 6, 2012
Syukur
My SV finally got in touch with me about my thesis. And I am happy (and actually jumped around in the room while relating the news to Dr Sunshine) to tell you all that he said everything looks positive!!! Alhamdullillah!!! So now, I am waiting for the response from my external examiner and I really really hope that it willl be positive as well!!! Please doa untuk I yer.
Right now, I am excited and at the same time quite nervous. I really hope that I will get a positive from the external examiner and breeze through my viva, inshaAllah. Speaking of which, i tak prepare satu habuk pon ok!!!! Sat gi nk email that person from my faculty to ask about my case...mana tahu the external actally sent in her report earlier kan.
Then, I actually dah plan a few things to do during the summer holidays. Among others:
1. Get my articles published
2. Start translating my thesis to BM in order to produce a book (an idea I got from Dr Emma)
3. Settle my claims
But, sadly, satu pon I tak buat!!! Grrr....I am actually quite upset with myself. So far, I only have 1 article published. Lagi satu, tengah tunggu di clearkan. Tapi both ni, bukan la high impact journal ke apa. Journal biasa2 je. But my aim pon is to have 2 articles in 2 journals untuk expedite proses naik pangkat, inshaAllah.
yang translate to buat buku tu, well, I was just thinking might as well do it masa I tengah cuti ni kan..Sebab kita kan kena produce satu buku BM. I was thinking if I buat, bagus juga sebab sambil2 tu, sure kena baca thesis and secara tak langsung boleh prepare myself for viva. Tapi adakah??? Non ado ok.
All I do, everyday, is housework!!! Iols adalah surirumah berjaya okeh. Pagi2, hantar suami ke muka pintu, tlg pegangkan helmet dia (yes...he bought the superbike!) and bukak gate and wave goodbye. Pastu, buat laundry, Then, mandikan the boys and buat breakfast. Pastu vacuum the house and sidai kain. Tidurkan Aaron and mandi. Then, siap-siapkan Dani to send him to my moms cos he still goes to GA kat sana. Kat rumah mak, feed the boys. Then wave goodbye to Dani. Play with my boys, put them to sleep. Pastu I get to o my own stuff for about hours. Dani balik, I pon terus head back to my own house. Balik tu, masak, kutip baju yang disidai. Mandikan budak2, lipat baju, gosok baju Dr sunshine and dani, tidurkan the boys and then i rest sebab kepenatan. See...my days are filled with things to do!! I must, however, start making time for my phd work. Tak kan la abaikan, kan??
Oklah...dah tulis panjang lebar ni. Actually rumah I still non ado internet. Ni pon ehsan hanphone Dr Sunshine yang di hook kan to the laptop. hehehehe.
Will write more when I have time.
Apa pon, Syukur Alhamdullillah!!
I am so happy!!!!!!!!!!!!
p.s: Next time, I nak tulis pasal pengalaman dani sit for an exam in order to be choosen to masuk sekolah kebangsaan. Susah betul nak masuk darjah 1 sekarang ek?
My SV finally got in touch with me about my thesis. And I am happy (and actually jumped around in the room while relating the news to Dr Sunshine) to tell you all that he said everything looks positive!!! Alhamdullillah!!! So now, I am waiting for the response from my external examiner and I really really hope that it willl be positive as well!!! Please doa untuk I yer.
Right now, I am excited and at the same time quite nervous. I really hope that I will get a positive from the external examiner and breeze through my viva, inshaAllah. Speaking of which, i tak prepare satu habuk pon ok!!!! Sat gi nk email that person from my faculty to ask about my case...mana tahu the external actally sent in her report earlier kan.
Then, I actually dah plan a few things to do during the summer holidays. Among others:
1. Get my articles published
2. Start translating my thesis to BM in order to produce a book (an idea I got from Dr Emma)
3. Settle my claims
But, sadly, satu pon I tak buat!!! Grrr....I am actually quite upset with myself. So far, I only have 1 article published. Lagi satu, tengah tunggu di clearkan. Tapi both ni, bukan la high impact journal ke apa. Journal biasa2 je. But my aim pon is to have 2 articles in 2 journals untuk expedite proses naik pangkat, inshaAllah.
yang translate to buat buku tu, well, I was just thinking might as well do it masa I tengah cuti ni kan..Sebab kita kan kena produce satu buku BM. I was thinking if I buat, bagus juga sebab sambil2 tu, sure kena baca thesis and secara tak langsung boleh prepare myself for viva. Tapi adakah??? Non ado ok.
All I do, everyday, is housework!!! Iols adalah surirumah berjaya okeh. Pagi2, hantar suami ke muka pintu, tlg pegangkan helmet dia (yes...he bought the superbike!) and bukak gate and wave goodbye. Pastu, buat laundry, Then, mandikan the boys and buat breakfast. Pastu vacuum the house and sidai kain. Tidurkan Aaron and mandi. Then, siap-siapkan Dani to send him to my moms cos he still goes to GA kat sana. Kat rumah mak, feed the boys. Then wave goodbye to Dani. Play with my boys, put them to sleep. Pastu I get to o my own stuff for about hours. Dani balik, I pon terus head back to my own house. Balik tu, masak, kutip baju yang disidai. Mandikan budak2, lipat baju, gosok baju Dr sunshine and dani, tidurkan the boys and then i rest sebab kepenatan. See...my days are filled with things to do!! I must, however, start making time for my phd work. Tak kan la abaikan, kan??
Oklah...dah tulis panjang lebar ni. Actually rumah I still non ado internet. Ni pon ehsan hanphone Dr Sunshine yang di hook kan to the laptop. hehehehe.
Will write more when I have time.
Apa pon, Syukur Alhamdullillah!!
I am so happy!!!!!!!!!!!!
p.s: Next time, I nak tulis pasal pengalaman dani sit for an exam in order to be choosen to masuk sekolah kebangsaan. Susah betul nak masuk darjah 1 sekarang ek?
Sunday, July 1, 2012
Sunday, April 22, 2012
My last Sunday, before August comes
InshaAllah, my permohonan to extend mungkin akan diluluskan. And, because of the problem I had with the transition from old phd structure to new phd structure, I may get the extension with full allowance. InshaAllah. I will only know the result in May. If it is true that I will still be getting my allowance, I am going to apply for attachment to another European University, inshaAllah.
That's my plan for the time being because I think alang-alang dah dapat allowance, might as well use it for an attachment at another uni which I applied to but didn't get in, iaitu Uni of Amterdam .
Apa pon, plan ni masih samar-samar. But, I would really love the opportunity to do so. My main motivation is because the attachment will enable me to widen my network and produce papers with one of the prof there. If all goes well (ie: husband agrees with the plan and i get accepted), my plan is to leave for Europe again after Eid and stay till the end of my cuti belajar period (if I get the extension). Harap-harap dapat lah ye.
Meanwhile, the new girl has arrived and she seemed nice. Will be bringing her to uni esok and show her the cheap place to eat and bank and prolly jalan along kartner strasse. What else ye? I cannot wait to meet my boys. Only 5 days left!!! Still need to get coffee, giotto and starbucks mug and fridge magnets. Anyway, I masih belum siap edit paper...grrrrr...shall do it now lah. ciao.
Apa pon, plan ni masih samar-samar. But, I would really love the opportunity to do so. My main motivation is because the attachment will enable me to widen my network and produce papers with one of the prof there. If all goes well (ie: husband agrees with the plan and i get accepted), my plan is to leave for Europe again after Eid and stay till the end of my cuti belajar period (if I get the extension). Harap-harap dapat lah ye.
Meanwhile, the new girl has arrived and she seemed nice. Will be bringing her to uni esok and show her the cheap place to eat and bank and prolly jalan along kartner strasse. What else ye? I cannot wait to meet my boys. Only 5 days left!!! Still need to get coffee, giotto and starbucks mug and fridge magnets. Anyway, I masih belum siap edit paper...grrrrr...shall do it now lah. ciao.
Thursday, April 19, 2012
Bodoh sombong
Grrrr......
Today, i went on a sightsieeng bus. Dia ala ala hop onhop off la but pretty cheap (only 6 euros). Masa tengah tunggu bas tu ada sekumpulan orang 'I' tengah brok brek nak cari tempat. So, i tanya la one of the, a lady, nakpi mana. Dia kata nk pi zoo. I pon tengok my map, memang tak dak bus nak pi zoo. Kena naik bahn. I bagithu dia....tapi dia kan macam sombong dengan i. Dengan eksyen dia kata...tak...memang ada bas. Da orang bagi tahu. Pastu i tnegok laki dia kehuou kehilir jalan nak cari macam mana nak pi zoo tu. So i kata, why not pi tourist info centre. Again, the lady tu kata...dah pi...and depa yang kata tungg sini.
Tapi kman, lepas tu, dia bagitahua laki dia suruh pi tourist info centre tu. Of course laki tu tak pi la kan but kawan laki tu pergi, i think.
Because apa tau, after that i kata, u need to naik bahn to go to the zoo and naik bahn kat depan nun...adakah depa percaya?non hado!, pastukan, kawan laki dia tu datang(lepas dah cakap dgn info center tu) and bgtahu benda yang sama yg i bagitahu depa!
Grrr....lepas tu, baru la sibuk tanya...eh...tadi you kata naik bahn tu kat mana. Haaa...baru tahu kan.
Geram!!!!!!!!
Today, i went on a sightsieeng bus. Dia ala ala hop onhop off la but pretty cheap (only 6 euros). Masa tengah tunggu bas tu ada sekumpulan orang 'I' tengah brok brek nak cari tempat. So, i tanya la one of the, a lady, nakpi mana. Dia kata nk pi zoo. I pon tengok my map, memang tak dak bus nak pi zoo. Kena naik bahn. I bagithu dia....tapi dia kan macam sombong dengan i. Dengan eksyen dia kata...tak...memang ada bas. Da orang bagi tahu. Pastu i tnegok laki dia kehuou kehilir jalan nak cari macam mana nak pi zoo tu. So i kata, why not pi tourist info centre. Again, the lady tu kata...dah pi...and depa yang kata tungg sini.
Tapi kman, lepas tu, dia bagitahua laki dia suruh pi tourist info centre tu. Of course laki tu tak pi la kan but kawan laki tu pergi, i think.
Because apa tau, after that i kata, u need to naik bahn to go to the zoo and naik bahn kat depan nun...adakah depa percaya?non hado!, pastukan, kawan laki dia tu datang(lepas dah cakap dgn info center tu) and bgtahu benda yang sama yg i bagitahu depa!
Grrr....lepas tu, baru la sibuk tanya...eh...tadi you kata naik bahn tu kat mana. Haaa...baru tahu kan.
Geram!!!!!!!!
Monday, April 16, 2012
packing 2
i have packed! now tinggal nak masukkan baju2 yang tengah pakai and also the ones we are going to wear till next week. everything muat and there's still room in my luggage, Alhamdullillah.
i will be bringing back 2 bags and 1 handluggage. 1 lagi bag will be left behind and collected bila i come for my viva, inshaAllah.
i have also completed my shopping list for nephews and nieces. now tinggal nak beli ground coffee, chocolates, mugs and some other souviner. pastu i should be done with shopping. if there's more space, then can bring back aaron's toys. if not, next round lah.
esok nak pergi beli coffee and chocolates and cancel my internet subscription. next week nak usha souviner, handle bank stuff and also cancel my insurance.
i called my uni tadi and they said my faculty has approved my application. however, any keputusan still depends on the meeting CB. meeting will be this friday. doakanla i dapat extend ye uols? if dapat extend, syukur sangat. Boleh la I work on more journal articles. I plan to meet my sv and suggest some future collaboration, inshaAllah.
will be heading to insbruck on wednesday awal pagi. woot woot!! cannot wait. :) belum pack lagi for the trip.will be there till friday.
pastu saturday tu, nak purchase tickets, inshaAllah. then, i have to vacuum my flat, clean the toilet and make some last minute cleaning. the new tenant will be coming on sunday (a msian phd student). now i pening...nak still stay here till end of next week atau tumpang my friend's house? i selesa duduk my house, obviously but then ada tetamu yang basically strangers kan. how ek?
i cannot believe my stay here is about to end. It has been good while it lasted. I could still remember how scared I was when I first came here. My nervousness (boleh ke beranak sini? how to buat local insurance? how to buat residence permit? where to stay? language barrier.) I will really miss Wien. :( Must buy that I love wien tshirt for me. hih hih.
i will be bringing back 2 bags and 1 handluggage. 1 lagi bag will be left behind and collected bila i come for my viva, inshaAllah.
i have also completed my shopping list for nephews and nieces. now tinggal nak beli ground coffee, chocolates, mugs and some other souviner. pastu i should be done with shopping. if there's more space, then can bring back aaron's toys. if not, next round lah.
esok nak pergi beli coffee and chocolates and cancel my internet subscription. next week nak usha souviner, handle bank stuff and also cancel my insurance.
i called my uni tadi and they said my faculty has approved my application. however, any keputusan still depends on the meeting CB. meeting will be this friday. doakanla i dapat extend ye uols? if dapat extend, syukur sangat. Boleh la I work on more journal articles. I plan to meet my sv and suggest some future collaboration, inshaAllah.
will be heading to insbruck on wednesday awal pagi. woot woot!! cannot wait. :) belum pack lagi for the trip.will be there till friday.
pastu saturday tu, nak purchase tickets, inshaAllah. then, i have to vacuum my flat, clean the toilet and make some last minute cleaning. the new tenant will be coming on sunday (a msian phd student). now i pening...nak still stay here till end of next week atau tumpang my friend's house? i selesa duduk my house, obviously but then ada tetamu yang basically strangers kan. how ek?
i cannot believe my stay here is about to end. It has been good while it lasted. I could still remember how scared I was when I first came here. My nervousness (boleh ke beranak sini? how to buat local insurance? how to buat residence permit? where to stay? language barrier.) I will really miss Wien. :( Must buy that I love wien tshirt for me. hih hih.
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Sunday, April 15, 2012
packing
yesterday, my friends came over to help me clean the house.
so, we attacked the bedroom first. OMG. despite shipping most of my things home, I still have sooooooooooooo much stuff!!! we pulled everything out from the cupboard, emptied the drawers and etc and sorted it in plastic bags according to jenis barang like staionary, gadget stuff, clothes, documents.
then, we cleaned the kitchen (stove and fridge look brand new!!).
aside from that, finally cleaned the windows and also the doors.
so now, i still kena sort out my stuff according to what to give away, what to bring back now, and what to bring back later (cos plan to leave some stuff at my friends since i will be coming again for viva and convo, inshaAllah).
today, i managed to sort out the papers and documents. buang apa yang patut, decide which one will follow me now, and which one can come with me on my next journey.
then, i sort out my bags. i tell you, bukan la i beli banyak handbag pon(mungkin dalam denial) tapi cukuplah if i say, satu hand luggage dah penuh dgn handbags dan diaper bag dan a few books. i am actually thinking of getting one more bag before i leave. *pekup mulut*
ermm...now nak sort out the baju...then pack my bags. cannot believe i am already starting to pack my bags! but as my friend told me, selagi tak pack, tak tahu byk mana my stuff. i need to know because ingat nak beli chocs, coffee and souviner sikit for my family. if tak de space cemana kan?
what else? oh...on top of that, i have an article to edit. i hope to finish it SOON. tapi today i am quite occupied with my stuff! esok ingat nak pergi cancel my internet.
since the new phd girl is coming next sunday, i am thinking of moving out from my place and nak duduk kat rumah kawan. tapi i am still thinking about it. :)
okie dokie...
so, we attacked the bedroom first. OMG. despite shipping most of my things home, I still have sooooooooooooo much stuff!!! we pulled everything out from the cupboard, emptied the drawers and etc and sorted it in plastic bags according to jenis barang like staionary, gadget stuff, clothes, documents.
then, we cleaned the kitchen (stove and fridge look brand new!!).
aside from that, finally cleaned the windows and also the doors.
so now, i still kena sort out my stuff according to what to give away, what to bring back now, and what to bring back later (cos plan to leave some stuff at my friends since i will be coming again for viva and convo, inshaAllah).
today, i managed to sort out the papers and documents. buang apa yang patut, decide which one will follow me now, and which one can come with me on my next journey.
then, i sort out my bags. i tell you, bukan la i beli banyak handbag pon
ermm...now nak sort out the baju...then pack my bags. cannot believe i am already starting to pack my bags! but as my friend told me, selagi tak pack, tak tahu byk mana my stuff. i need to know because ingat nak beli chocs, coffee and souviner sikit for my family. if tak de space cemana kan?
what else? oh...on top of that, i have an article to edit. i hope to finish it SOON. tapi today i am quite occupied with my stuff! esok ingat nak pergi cancel my internet.
since the new phd girl is coming next sunday, i am thinking of moving out from my place and nak duduk kat rumah kawan. tapi i am still thinking about it. :)
okie dokie...
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