ach so

i find it interesting that ppl here like to say ach so...macam kita kata ooo..ye ke??

anyhoo...i slept really late last nite...at almost 3 cos i was up watching mertua vs menantu. aiyooo...i havent been studying at all since i got this laptop ok!!! i am super pemalas. nak tengok cerita la, baca blog orang la, itula, inila...pastu, sampai skarang tak hafal2 lagi artikels of the words, belajar pasal posesivpronomen, dativ, akkusativ, modalverben and etc. i am so bad. takpe..tomorrow, i shall start with listing down the words, their artikels and the meanings in that notebook i got 2 weeks ago (kengkonon masa tu semangat membara nak study...)

also, i am worried if my sponsors tak mo bayar balik my deutch course fees cos my uni actually telah mengoutsource course ini kepada company lain. tapi, resit dia telah dicop oleh universiti dan i have requested for a letter from my uni saying that the german course is a prerequisite before i can begin my class properly.

kemudian, saya risau pula sebab nanti, after 6 months, i am supposed to submit a report to my home uni dan jugek sponsors..tetapi siapakah yang akan bertanggunjawab to write the report cos technically, i am still doing my german courses and will continue hingga next year. how ek?? *risau*

i find myself worrying about one thing after another. not good for baby i bet. sometimes i wonder if it was a good decision that i made coming here. tapi mak dah ado kat sini...so by hook or by crook, i have to do it lah kan.

anyhoo...jauh di pikiran nie, i am thinking of meeting my schools dean or person in charge atau sesaiapa pon. i have emailed my supervisor tetapi dah berminggu2, dia tak reply pon?? mak konfius nieh. i am thinking of earning extra credit ker ataupun mintak advise from them...u know so that maybe i can start looking for literatures or reading some stuff to prepare myself for the research. what do you think?

on top of that, mak juga busy mencari rumah sewa. yes people. and i thank god that i have an auntie here (regardless of the bau2 bacang status), that is helping me with the house hunting. so tomorrow, we are going to look at another house, in which mak cik saya yang membuat appointmentnyer! *smiles*

klaahh...u know what? i think i should stop risau2 nieh. saya rasa saya patut study german saya bersungguh-sungguh, dan memberanikan diri to speak in german everywhere i go. must not speak english!!! MUST NOT!! so that i will get used to speaking in german dan cepat pick up the german words and all that. dan supaya saya boleh accelarate in my class dan start my phd classes much much sooner. ok tak cita cita saya??

sekarang, saya mesti masak. and later, i have to berkepit with my books.

aufwiedersehen.

p/s: did i tell you that yesterday, when i got out of the tram and walked towards the pedestrian crossing, ada sorang mamat ni tersenyum2 kat saya. i was wondering if my face was comot ke hapa kan. pastu, i stood near him, dan dia masih tersenyum-senyum gatal. kemudian he tried to make small talk with me while crossing the road. he was talking in german and i told him ich nicht sprechen deutch. but i knew that he was asking me where i came from. and i said malaysia. dia ingat mak pakistani u ols!!! apalah nasib. if kat mesia..orang ingat mak anak mami...kat sini di associate plak dengan pakistani. padanlah mak selalu cuba ditekel oleh that kinda person when i was working kat the neswpaper dahulu. huhu. tapi mak tetap bangga cos walaupun my tummy is already obvious, mak masih dipandang orang *angkat bakul jap*. (ker sebab perut mak dilindungi oleh file besar ittew??)