ambitiouskah?

met the sv today. i think the way he supervises is not what i expected a supervision would be like. haha..

i always thought, masa meeting, we will discuss my plans, talk at length about any ideas we might have, or at least he will read what i have prepared and we go through the ideas together.

tapi, sesungguhnya walaupun saya baru bertemu encik SV 2 kali, it doesnt go that way. i think perhaps its because, we (read:ALL students under his supervision) could only meet him during his sprachstunde, which is only on monday, for about 2 hours. so, bayangkan, dalam masa 2 jam tu, kitaorang dok beratuq nak jumpa dia..so dia tak leh afford to spend so much time with each of us.

anyhoo, i was hoping we could discuss on the methods i plan to undertake, tapi harapan ittew tinggal harapan sajor u ols! *nanges*

i will have to make another appointment in 2 weeks to see him (cos he will be outstation lagik next week, gi chile katanye..eh...ke gi mana ek?) to discuss my methods and proposed research yg belum diberikan feedback. wlbgmanapun, i guess he agreed with my topic,sebab dia nak sign the thesis agreement.

ok....what should i do dalam 2 minggu ni?nak beli tiket balik...cannot.

hmm...i guess its back to the library...now kena rajin collect articles for lit review. library iols, walaupun diakatakan mempunyai katalog terbesar di kalangan german speaking countries (i think),ejournals punye archive CANNOT be accessed from home or anywhere outside the uni. so yes...looks like i will be camping at the library with orang tua serabai.

sekarang ni, truthfully, i risau...takut i ni terover la kan. yela...tadi, masa jumpa SV, i handed him my proposal (again) and he read it sekali imbas and said "i dah penah baca dah ni" and i said..memanglah..i dah bagi you lama daahhh..tapi you tak de bg feedback kat i pown, so i tak tau la ok ke, tak ok ke..how?

dia pon kata, hmmm...dah lama i baca..so i ingat lite lite jer.biar i baca lagi skali ek.

pastu, i terus bgtau, i dah ada plan dah for my method and handed him a typewritten plan of the proposed methodology (seb baik mak type and print ok!). and mintak dia tlg baca, n mb comment sket.

pastu, i tanye, bila plak kita bleh dating lagi? dia kata next week pi outstation..so its the week after. i hope everything will turn out well. I HOPE! i hope he will have time to read all the stuff i gave him.

Ya Allah, permudahkanlah urusanku untuk mendapatkan PhD ni. Amin