and the day has come

Dani left with mak n along. i am now typing while putting andi to sleep.

i hate goodbyes. i hate not knowing when i'll see dani next.

i miss him tremendously. i have yet to kemas all his toys...n my stuffs yg dijadikan toys. i dont feel like putting it away. no...not yet.

he didnt cry cos he was kind of excited nak naik aeroplane. he asked:

apesal mama tak ikut sekali?
mama takde tiket sayang.
tu...semalam dani ada bagi mama tiket. dalam jeans tu.
tiket tu tak boleh guna.nak naik aeroplane guna tiket lain.
ok. nanti dani datang lagi ye mama.

mama...kenapa mama kena pergi kerja?
mama nak cari duit
takpela...dani bagi mama duit ni....tak payah pegi keje ok?

i miss you hugeroonimooni.

only a few days left

my dani will be going back in 6 days. i dread for the day to come. my house will be so empty. i will no longer have a little person to gaduh with. tapi, bak kata eus...jgn sedih sekarang. enjoy dulu. when the time comes, baru la rasa2 sedih.

so, i did the first part of my exam yesterday. i hope i pass. i need to pass in order to be elegible for the next part of the exam..the oral and listening test. tolongla pass....saya rindu key ell okei.

and today saw me and my sis and mak and kids pi shopping beli non stick pan. hihi..of all the things kan?and also toilet seat for dani. and cherries.and strawberries.

esok nak bawak depa pi flea market. saturday nak pi outlets. sunday, tak sure nak buat apa..maybe pi minum and lepak2 kat stephensplatz. monday...last minit shopping. tuesday, tak tau nak buat apa and wednesday...i'd be sending them off. tsk.

oh..tuesday nak pi amik result. harap2 pass.

okeilaa....everybody is asleep. i want to surf the net kejap.

p/s: i miss Dr Sunshine. It has been 3 days since i last talked to him.
p.p/s: Andi now wighs 6.18kg. and he finally rolled over today! pastu dia penat sangat sampai knock out...its hard work okei nak roll over tueh...sian anak saya.

Ich habe Angst

Meine Prufung ist nachste Woche!! *pengsan*

I have been doing some exercises but those exercises tak de jawapan. Oleh itu, saya telah mengemail cikgu tuition German saya semasa di KL dan minta bantuan (berbayar ok) to check my answers. He said ok. So, tonight, I hope to bersengkang mata and email him those stuffs. Its umformungen, by the way.

Then, saya mesti lebih gigih belajar. Ya Allah, permudahkanlaaaaa urusanku ini.

on another note, less than two weeks left with my Dani. sedihnye when i think of it. but then, it only made me want to study harder cos i keep on thinking if i pass, i can be in KL 2 weeks after Dani balik.

And, saya telah nekad, if I pass, I'm going to buat somekind of doa selamat and makan-makan thingy di rumah mak saya. Antara menu yang saya dah fikirkan adalah satay!!! *salivates*

Jadi kawan-kawan, kalau ada masa, tolonglah doakan untuk saya. Mana tahu, boleh makan satay free kat rumah Mak saya!!!

p/s: Along arriving in two days!!!!

bila exam dah dekat

hari ini, lift rosak. jadi, nak tak nak, saya terpaksa menapak naik ke tingkat 4. kalau naik sorang tak ape. ini sambil mendukung Dani. hmm..tak pasal-pasal dah ter-work out pulak. bagus jugak kan?

anyways, tinggal 11 hari lagi nak exam. adakah saya dah prepared??errr....

esok nak pergi ke kedai buku, nak cari kamus deutsch-deutsch yang teramat bagus sekali (tu dia..sampai 2 superlatives saya guna) kerana kamus tersebut boleh dibawa masuk dewan periksa. saua juga berhajat nak beli sebarang buku latihan yang relevan.

lepas itu, nak pergi ke kedai yg boleh print dengan murah, kerana saya ada jumpa beberapa latihan di internet.

i really really hope i can pass the exam.

on another note, i have booked Andi's slot at the Krippe. And, just now, I got a reply from an email i wrote eons ago to an islamic child care centre i found on the net. and, yg bestnyer,apparently they do offer childcare for babies. Alhamdullillah. cuma fees jer yg tak pasti lg. but, thats always a good second option! Alhamdullillah.

Esok, i also need to beli vacuum cleaner weil mein vacum kaputt ist! dan juga ada angan2 nak pi toys r us, to buy that rocking thingy yg ada mobile gantung2 for Andi.

ok....sekian laporan dari saya.

tolong doakan saya berjaya!

bila suami sendiri fail how-well-do-you-know-me quiz

ya. Dr Sunshine fail kuiz tersebut yang sengaja saya buat di FB. dan yg paling menjelikkan, boleh tak dia jawab soalan how did i meet afz dengan salah? boleh tak?? so kelakar okei Dr Sunshine ittew.

neway, andi turns 3 months today. cepat kan?

so, i went to his peads today, and he is now, 5.95kg. panjangnyer adalah 59cm. he also got jabbed. sian dia..nangisss....selepas diberi susu, terus knock out. tertidur dan membolehkan mamanyer buat groceries. :)

ok...layter. saya kena masak dinner.

do you think they look alike?

adik....dani selimutkan adik ok

lawatan ke pusat penjagaan kanak-kanak

lewat petang semalam, saya telah ke suatu pusat penjagaan kanak-kanak. saya telah menaiki bas no 13A dekat depan rumah jer, dan tersalah berenti lalu terpaksa menapak la pulak ke nursery ittew..tapi takpe, cos mengenangkan lemak-lemak terkumpul, saya pasrah dengan ujian ittew.

oleh kerana terpaksa menapak, saya tiba agak lewat dan terpaksa join group ibu-ibu yg telah mendengar explaination dari carers separuh jalan, the explaination was in deutsch,but i'm happy to inform u ols yg saya faham...hikhik.

neways, the morning slot has been fully booked by parents whose children are already being cared for by the centre. and so, there are only 5 spots left dan itupon untuk sesi petang iaitu dari 12.30pm-4pm.

jumlah ibu yg berminat adalah 10orang tetapi hanya 5 tempat sahaja yang ditawarkan. how??

so, the centre said, to bring our babies for 3 sessions of 2 hours each, just to get the feel of the place and see how our child is being handled. tengokla kita suka atau tidak dengan cara mereka menjaga anak kita. the tryout will be between july1st and july10th. bookings will start on july 10th on a first come first served basis.so, saya dah plan untuk bangun seawal mungkin dan pergi ke centre ittew secepat mungkin untuk menguruskan hal-hal booking ittew. tak mandi pon tak mandila pagi ittew, asalkan saya dapat chop tempat untuk AA.

anyway, they charge 33euros for 1 day a week for a whole month. i think i will book for a whole week, (5days a week), and that will total to about 165euros.

Masalahnyer ialah i dont know what time are my classes in the winter semester. BUT, i shall just go ahead and book anyways because if i dont have class during those times, i can always use that time to go to the library, nak buat discussion, jumpa lecturer, buat groceries ataupon minum-minum kat kedai kopi sambil makan vanilla krapfen bersama kawan-kawan.

what if my class waktu pagi? then i guess, i would have to hire that indonesian baby sitter. but i really hope my classes are held after 12.30, cos if not, i would have to fork out extra money plak...unless, ada another parent yg willing to swap times with me (but thats highly unlikely).

so, sekarang, i am quite excited with the fact that i might be able to send my AA to the uni daycare. it looks like a nice place and there were lots of babies. rupanya, memang depa accept babies till toddlers aged 3.

doakanla yer i get a place for my baby.

pastu, exam saya is on june 17. i really hope i pass so that i can go home for summer (which also means i can be in kl for raya and posa!!). so, really really hoping i pass. skang tgh sibuk baca contoh karangan and trying to hafal ayat-ayat penting andunderstand some words. like Quell is source and gesellschaft is society. hihi.

ok..ittew saje laporan dari saya.

p.s: need to buy milk bottles for my baby, tapi tak jumpa kedai jual barang baby masa kat stephansplats tadi, boleh? geram!!! i miss jusco.