Finally, i think we have a routine.
5-ish am:
Andi wakes up cos dia BO so mama dia pon terpaksa bangun jugek
Change Andi's diaper
Semayang
Tido balik
7am:
Andi wakes up again
I vacuum and Andi main2
8am:
Breakfast for Andi
Mandi time
Nap
9am:
I eat breakfast, switch on lappie, mandi
10-ish:
Andi bangun n main2.
Sometimes he just wakes up to minum susu n tido balik.
On some days, I'd go out and do my groceries or pi bank...tgk mood budak kecik macam mana.
11-ish
get ready for daycare, pack bags etc
12
gerak to daycare
12.30-3-45
i have time to myself!!! wehoooo
4pm:
balik rumah
4.45pm
at home, relaks
change diaper again n change to baju tido
andi main
5-ish
susu time and tidooooo
after that, he wakes up every few hours nak susu or nak tepuk or nak check if i'm in the room. huhu.
usually, i'd either cook, sediakan andi's bubur at around this time. ohh...sometimes i do the laundry too.
i sleep at about 1030 or 11.
thats how we usually spend our day. at night, mmg boring gila. which is why i said i needed a hobby! tapi then again kelas tak start lagik, kan??
Life can be tough. Take that baby steps to where you want to be. We are, afterall, creatures who are made to survive. I WILL SURVIVE this. I will have to learn to be indifferent. I must make myself happy. And, I will try my best to not let anyone get between us.
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
Monday, October 5, 2009
belajar dari kesilapan
dah tiga kali i started to write something and all three times, my lappie decided to shut down dengansendirinya. *tensi*
neway, untuk memendekkan cerita
- berjaya ke ikea dengan menaiki tram n then a bus and menghangkut pulang baby chair, kotak plastik and that gantung jaring thingy, along with a stroller dgn budak kecik sorang, naik bas dan kemudian tram untuk pulang ke rumah. letih...memang mencabar terutama bila ada budak kecik tu decided that he had enough of sitting in the stroller and wanted to be carried. tapi, happy to note that i managed. i know for sure if i was in KL, i would be too lembik to do all this. i guess when i have dr sunshine around, i am so dependent on him. hihi.
- nak cerita pasal politikus kat tempat tinggal saya sekarang ni. suffice to say, if you are not close to the right people, you will not be invited to open houses. *sedih*. but, i have made a strategy..ahhahaha....there's this new lady in town and i met her once before. the thing is, unlike the other ladies yg tak bekerja dan ikut suami dtg ke sini (no offense tu kengkawan saya yg mengikut suami merantau) this lady is intellectual. she was a lecturer and while her husband works, she contacted the unis and offered her expertise in doing research. jadi saya rasa dia adalah orang yg seswai untuk dibuat kawan, walaupun bidang expertise kami jauh panggang dari api gittew.
-saya ketagih bermain cafe world on fb. bad. i know. tsk. boleh tak sebab dah ter-masak roast beef (it took me two days to masak okei), memaksa diri balik rumah in time for it to be served. if not rugi okei stove mak 2 hari guna masak bendalah tu pastu alih-alih basi plak. sape nak jadi negihbour ai kat cafe world?? hihi. dan sebab nak kena continuously monitor cafe saya (yg saya namakan Mulut...mmg, if i have a cafe or restaurant..nak namakan mulut..cos kan slalu orang tanya...nak makan kat mana...kat mulut..ihihih..ok..i digress) saya bukak 2 window untuk fb dimana satunya KHAS untuk cafe saya sahaja. tsk. i'm officially a suchtiger (addict dalam bahaso German)
- i need a hobby! the reason i play cafe world is i have no LIFE!! thank god i send my child to the day care. over there, i get to talk to other adults in English...and they are mostly masters and phd students. it feels really good to be able to talk to someone else! anyhoo..once i'm home, i hv nothing to do except surf the net..so, i think i need a hobby. apa pendapat u ols? crossstitch atau knitting? saya verangan nak menulis about being a single parent aborad tapi kat mana tempat yg seswai utk saya contribute hoh?
-i've been munching like nobody's business tapi i thank god i balance it with a lot of walking. buuttt...i am telling myself that this is the LAST week for me to eat all those unhealthy junks. im going to be eating fruits beginning next week (wish me luck cos me and fruits...not a good relationship there).
-dani banyak bercakap and dah not so pelat. i am so excited that he's going to kindy next year, insyaAllah. saya teramat excited that almost every day, i'd google to find any feedbacks on the said kindy, Genius Aulad. eiihh...bestnyer...my son is growing up.
- Andi plak can already stand and inching his way sambil pegang bucu katil and whatever bucu he could grab on. he's also very chatty nowadays. tegur people on the bus, tram and all that. he's slowly getting used to the daycare. and hari2 benjy akan kiss andi goodbye. so cute ok. btw, benjy ni budak campur mat salleh and kulit hitam...so his skin is not that dark n rambut dia blonde. kiut ok. tapi yg lagi kiut (selain andi obviously..harusla mak dia bias kann) ialah seorang budak korean/japanese bernama Nomin. ya Rabbi...so geedebe dia nieh...and super comelz! shes almost 2 y.o.
-i paid my fees of almost 400euros and can only register this trhusday. pasal kelas, i'm still not sure. id have to go to my skool to find out what i should take. tapi rasenye ada independent study...hoyehhh...me likey independent study. at least adalah benda nak buat kaann..
-speaking of which, rasa nak menghakmilikkan satu pc kat eltern zimmer tu as mine. nak tiru taktik ayang yang menghakmilikkan pc kat postgrad suite as hers. shall hias2 that corner..huhu. speaking of which, since mak dah nak start phd classes dgn skool ni, mak dapat opis la kot ek> eiihh...sexcitednyer mak u ols!!
- oh...Dr Sunshine sitting for his exam on Nov 2nd. I really hope and doa that he passes. the thing is, the failure rate is 85%. cuba u ols imagine!! masa mock exam last week, less than 10 out of 120 ppl passed. how?? tapi insyaAllah ok kot. cos if he passes...
- we'll be going for a euro trip! that is so exciting. tapi if dia pass la. he plans to come over during summer and then we'll go jenjalan...bestnyerr...i still cant decide where to go first...istanbul? itali? switzerland? germany? paris masa bebudak dah besar sket baru nak pi.then baru dorang bleh enjoy disneyland!
- my sis gave birth via lscs a few days back to a baby gurl. and right now, she's tandem feeding! mak respect sama dia u ols!
- kunci rmh saye di bsp dah boley diambil! i m super excited tht my house dah siap. tp, risau gk cos dr sunshine sorg je yg nk cek defect semua...hmmm...tp, excited all the same!
oraity..ittew saje laporan saya hari ini. tu dia..punya panjang sebab nak lepas germa 3 kali tak leh nak blog.
roger.
neway, untuk memendekkan cerita
- berjaya ke ikea dengan menaiki tram n then a bus and menghangkut pulang baby chair, kotak plastik and that gantung jaring thingy, along with a stroller dgn budak kecik sorang, naik bas dan kemudian tram untuk pulang ke rumah. letih...memang mencabar terutama bila ada budak kecik tu decided that he had enough of sitting in the stroller and wanted to be carried. tapi, happy to note that i managed. i know for sure if i was in KL, i would be too lembik to do all this. i guess when i have dr sunshine around, i am so dependent on him. hihi.
- nak cerita pasal politikus kat tempat tinggal saya sekarang ni. suffice to say, if you are not close to the right people, you will not be invited to open houses. *sedih*. but, i have made a strategy..ahhahaha....there's this new lady in town and i met her once before. the thing is, unlike the other ladies yg tak bekerja dan ikut suami dtg ke sini (no offense tu kengkawan saya yg mengikut suami merantau) this lady is intellectual. she was a lecturer and while her husband works, she contacted the unis and offered her expertise in doing research. jadi saya rasa dia adalah orang yg seswai untuk dibuat kawan, walaupun bidang expertise kami jauh panggang dari api gittew.
-saya ketagih bermain cafe world on fb. bad. i know. tsk. boleh tak sebab dah ter-masak roast beef (it took me two days to masak okei), memaksa diri balik rumah in time for it to be served. if not rugi okei stove mak 2 hari guna masak bendalah tu pastu alih-alih basi plak. sape nak jadi negihbour ai kat cafe world?? hihi. dan sebab nak kena continuously monitor cafe saya (yg saya namakan Mulut...mmg, if i have a cafe or restaurant..nak namakan mulut..cos kan slalu orang tanya...nak makan kat mana...kat mulut..ihihih..ok..i digress) saya bukak 2 window untuk fb dimana satunya KHAS untuk cafe saya sahaja. tsk. i'm officially a suchtiger (addict dalam bahaso German)
- i need a hobby! the reason i play cafe world is i have no LIFE!! thank god i send my child to the day care. over there, i get to talk to other adults in English...and they are mostly masters and phd students. it feels really good to be able to talk to someone else! anyhoo..once i'm home, i hv nothing to do except surf the net..so, i think i need a hobby. apa pendapat u ols? crossstitch atau knitting? saya verangan nak menulis about being a single parent aborad tapi kat mana tempat yg seswai utk saya contribute hoh?
-i've been munching like nobody's business tapi i thank god i balance it with a lot of walking. buuttt...i am telling myself that this is the LAST week for me to eat all those unhealthy junks. im going to be eating fruits beginning next week (wish me luck cos me and fruits...not a good relationship there).
-dani banyak bercakap and dah not so pelat. i am so excited that he's going to kindy next year, insyaAllah. saya teramat excited that almost every day, i'd google to find any feedbacks on the said kindy, Genius Aulad. eiihh...bestnyer...my son is growing up.
- Andi plak can already stand and inching his way sambil pegang bucu katil and whatever bucu he could grab on. he's also very chatty nowadays. tegur people on the bus, tram and all that. he's slowly getting used to the daycare. and hari2 benjy akan kiss andi goodbye. so cute ok. btw, benjy ni budak campur mat salleh and kulit hitam...so his skin is not that dark n rambut dia blonde. kiut ok. tapi yg lagi kiut (selain andi obviously..harusla mak dia bias kann) ialah seorang budak korean/japanese bernama Nomin. ya Rabbi...so geedebe dia nieh...and super comelz! shes almost 2 y.o.
-i paid my fees of almost 400euros and can only register this trhusday. pasal kelas, i'm still not sure. id have to go to my skool to find out what i should take. tapi rasenye ada independent study...hoyehhh...me likey independent study. at least adalah benda nak buat kaann..
-speaking of which, rasa nak menghakmilikkan satu pc kat eltern zimmer tu as mine. nak tiru taktik ayang yang menghakmilikkan pc kat postgrad suite as hers. shall hias2 that corner..huhu. speaking of which, since mak dah nak start phd classes dgn skool ni, mak dapat opis la kot ek> eiihh...sexcitednyer mak u ols!!
- oh...Dr Sunshine sitting for his exam on Nov 2nd. I really hope and doa that he passes. the thing is, the failure rate is 85%. cuba u ols imagine!! masa mock exam last week, less than 10 out of 120 ppl passed. how?? tapi insyaAllah ok kot. cos if he passes...
- we'll be going for a euro trip! that is so exciting. tapi if dia pass la. he plans to come over during summer and then we'll go jenjalan...bestnyerr...i still cant decide where to go first...istanbul? itali? switzerland? germany? paris masa bebudak dah besar sket baru nak pi.then baru dorang bleh enjoy disneyland!
- my sis gave birth via lscs a few days back to a baby gurl. and right now, she's tandem feeding! mak respect sama dia u ols!
- kunci rmh saye di bsp dah boley diambil! i m super excited tht my house dah siap. tp, risau gk cos dr sunshine sorg je yg nk cek defect semua...hmmm...tp, excited all the same!
oraity..ittew saje laporan saya hari ini. tu dia..punya panjang sebab nak lepas germa 3 kali tak leh nak blog.
roger.
Friday, October 2, 2009
anakku
so today, andi and i went out in the morning cos i really wanted to get him some strumpfhose and those thermal shirts and also breakfast cereal and some jar baby food.
after he had his bath n susu, i strapped him in the carrier and off we went. i managed to get 3 pairs of strumpfhose and 3 thermals. pastu we went to buy his food.n then balik flat and he slept in the carrier.
i let him sleep (sakit belakang okei). bila dah dekat time nak pi day care, he woke up. so, susu again and strapped him to the stroller and off we went.
sesampai di day care, i put him down near the toys and letak barang dia dekat his locker. the carer told me that if i want to wait in the parents room i can. so asked them if its ok for me to go out and buy lunch...dorang kata go ahead. so i went out. when i came back about 20 minutes later, andi was still ok. so dorang kata pi la makan kat elternzimmer. and i did. and i lepak sana siap main uno bagai (its really addictive!) sampaaiiii 3 lebih...then orang semua dah nak balik..so barulah i terkedek-kedek pegi tgk anak. and he was FINE!! I am sooooooooo happy. Syukur sangat ya Allah...i think Andi is finally adapting himself. apparently, they fed him and changed his diaper, and managed to tidurkan dia!!! thats an accomplishment okeii...to be able to tidorkan dia!!
i really hope this will continue sampai bebila. terima kasih ya Allah sebab permudahkan urusan saya.
p/s: smalam, i left him for almost 2 hours..kali ni 3 jam lebih!! :)
after he had his bath n susu, i strapped him in the carrier and off we went. i managed to get 3 pairs of strumpfhose and 3 thermals. pastu we went to buy his food.n then balik flat and he slept in the carrier.
i let him sleep (sakit belakang okei). bila dah dekat time nak pi day care, he woke up. so, susu again and strapped him to the stroller and off we went.
sesampai di day care, i put him down near the toys and letak barang dia dekat his locker. the carer told me that if i want to wait in the parents room i can. so asked them if its ok for me to go out and buy lunch...dorang kata go ahead. so i went out. when i came back about 20 minutes later, andi was still ok. so dorang kata pi la makan kat elternzimmer. and i did. and i lepak sana siap main uno bagai (its really addictive!) sampaaiiii 3 lebih...then orang semua dah nak balik..so barulah i terkedek-kedek pegi tgk anak. and he was FINE!! I am sooooooooo happy. Syukur sangat ya Allah...i think Andi is finally adapting himself. apparently, they fed him and changed his diaper, and managed to tidurkan dia!!! thats an accomplishment okeii...to be able to tidorkan dia!!
i really hope this will continue sampai bebila. terima kasih ya Allah sebab permudahkan urusan saya.
p/s: smalam, i left him for almost 2 hours..kali ni 3 jam lebih!! :)
Thursday, October 1, 2009
way to go andi!
today, for the first time after 1 week being in the daycare, i left andi n went to uni. before i left, i made sure he ate, try bg susu n tidurkan dia. when he slept, i left.
after abt 45 minutes, the daycare called me up to say tht andi woke up n cried. i told them i'd come asap (naseb daycare mmg dkt dgn uni!). tp dorg kata, if it was hard for me 2 come n if i was in dmiddle of doing smthg, x yah blk dulu. dorg akan call lg if things got worst.
tp, me being me, lepas settle jer i blk terus. rushing giller ok siap lari2 lg nk sampai cepat punye pasal.tp bila sampai tgk andi tgh lentok kt bahu si anika. hmm..terus ai masuk elternzimmer n berinternet. hihihi...n he was ok till it was time to go home. depa siap tukar diaper dia semua.
apparently he cried 4 abt 20minutes. pastu dia terlentok...n pastu dia main n gelak2.:)
hopefully things will get better as the day goes by..
p/s: mmg x dpt dinafikan, spjg perjalanan mulut ni terkumat kamit bc segala mala ayat n doa everythg dipermudahkan. n Alhamdullillah...syukur sangat.
after abt 45 minutes, the daycare called me up to say tht andi woke up n cried. i told them i'd come asap (naseb daycare mmg dkt dgn uni!). tp dorg kata, if it was hard for me 2 come n if i was in dmiddle of doing smthg, x yah blk dulu. dorg akan call lg if things got worst.
tp, me being me, lepas settle jer i blk terus. rushing giller ok siap lari2 lg nk sampai cepat punye pasal.tp bila sampai tgk andi tgh lentok kt bahu si anika. hmm..terus ai masuk elternzimmer n berinternet. hihihi...n he was ok till it was time to go home. depa siap tukar diaper dia semua.
apparently he cried 4 abt 20minutes. pastu dia terlentok...n pastu dia main n gelak2.:)
hopefully things will get better as the day goes by..
p/s: mmg x dpt dinafikan, spjg perjalanan mulut ni terkumat kamit bc segala mala ayat n doa everythg dipermudahkan. n Alhamdullillah...syukur sangat.
teruja
since classes tak start lagi and i have nothing much to do, i've been googling on islamic kindergarten.
and i found a blog of this person who sent his boy to GA in kelana jaya. and i am happy to note that the kindy looks really nice! very colourful. i like. cume yg tak berapa like tu cos tak de lawn but nak buat cemana kan.
i am pretty excited that dani insyaAllah will be going to kindy next year. lets hope Dr Sunshine tak register last minute...takut tak de tempat cos they limit their intake to only 18 kids. shall pester him to register dani after he's finished his exams!
meanwhile, i will be registering today! then, after that i will enquire on how to register for classes and what classes i need to register for! i'm pretty excited and am looking forward to starting classes other than Deutsch!
oh...and i think i should start reading papers in Deutsch la, betol tak? kalu tak sampai bila tak pick up the language. i need to really brush it up cos nanti cemana nak pi kelas kan?
sigh...really hope andi adapts to daycare soon. if not cemanalaa nak pi kelas niee..
and i found a blog of this person who sent his boy to GA in kelana jaya. and i am happy to note that the kindy looks really nice! very colourful. i like. cume yg tak berapa like tu cos tak de lawn but nak buat cemana kan.
i am pretty excited that dani insyaAllah will be going to kindy next year. lets hope Dr Sunshine tak register last minute...takut tak de tempat cos they limit their intake to only 18 kids. shall pester him to register dani after he's finished his exams!
meanwhile, i will be registering today! then, after that i will enquire on how to register for classes and what classes i need to register for! i'm pretty excited and am looking forward to starting classes other than Deutsch!
oh...and i think i should start reading papers in Deutsch la, betol tak? kalu tak sampai bila tak pick up the language. i need to really brush it up cos nanti cemana nak pi kelas kan?
sigh...really hope andi adapts to daycare soon. if not cemanalaa nak pi kelas niee..
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
ahli muzik atau doktor?
i dont know why but last night while i was trying to put andi to bed, i remembered a conversation with Dr Sunshine. yang pasti, dalam perbualan ittew, i baru realised that he actually knew or rather he observes whats happening around him. cemana i tahu? cos tetiba dia kluar statement pasal seseorang di dalam satu kugiran yang telah menyanyikan sebuah lagu bertajuk 'extinct'.
anyhoo, masa zaman muda remaja, slalu mcm teringin nak berboifrenkan seorang drummer..tapi non ado...ahhahahha...pastu, dok pester Dr Sunshine belajar main gitar,,,tp tak berjaya. agak-agak my boys nak tak main drums??
i love my boys and right now i kinda like the fact that i'm their only girl!
anyhoo, masa zaman muda remaja, slalu mcm teringin nak berboifrenkan seorang drummer..tapi non ado...ahhahahha...pastu, dok pester Dr Sunshine belajar main gitar,,,tp tak berjaya. agak-agak my boys nak tak main drums??
i love my boys and right now i kinda like the fact that i'm their only girl!
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