1. Chapter two almost done. Tergendala sebab apa tau? Sebab ai dengan "pandai" ter-misplace satu paper cutting which contains the tv guide yg I nak analyse. *sigh* But other than that, I have finished. Perasaan geram dengan diri sendiri tak perlu dikata. Now meminta ehsan kengkawan untuk mendapatkan keratan tersebut. Lepastu, boleh buat graf dan explain sket-sket and DONE!
2. In the midst of trying to read about gruppendiskusionverfahren. *nanges* Have to read and prepare a presentation. It is a group presentation. Kalau ikut hati, I tak nak present ikut buku ni, tapi lecturer dah suruh, maka terpaksa. Must get it ready by Wednesday. So buat masa ini, googletranslate adalah besfren saya!
3. Hal kredit masih belum selesai sebab semua yang i try jumpa, semuanya masih bercuti! haih. Maka ai jadi sedikit stress.
4. Summary interview utk lagi satu group work belom buat. I plan nak buat esok! After that, ingat nak pi try skinny frap at stabux sambil baca text german tu dengan bantuan kamus. Atau mungkin ai bawak je sekali laptop so that boleh guna perkhidmatan googletranslate. hih hih.
5. MUST start reading for my theory chapter AND for my individual assignment. I hope to get it done soon. My personal deadline for my theory chapter is end of May. Sempat ke uols?? *pengsan*. Deadline untuk assignments ai adalah 27june. *pengsan lagi sekali*
6. Tak sabar nak balik!!! tapi berpeluh-peluh ai bila mengenangkan jumlah assignments yang i kena buat. Kena study juga because balik je dari beranak, I ada 3 exams to sit for. *pengsan* Maka, the bulk of my luggage would be BOOKS and NOTES. I dah bagitahu Dr Sunshine, balik kali ni, i tak beli cenderamata untuk sesapa. Mungkin hanya chocs. Bukan apa, ai tak larat nak pi shopping dan juga tak larat mengenangkan nanti i kena usung bag berat naik turun train untuk ke airport. *nanges* Oh, tapi wajib get something for MIL and FIL dan anak-anak sendiri. hih hih.
Oklah. Nak solat, tengok Greysanatomy dan sambung baca buku untuk presentation.
Friday, April 29, 2011
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
buat kerja
1. I found out yesterday that I was supposed to take other subjects to fulfil some requirements, instead of the ones I have already taken. At the moment, saya tengah amat risau. I am trying to merayu supaya the credits I have taken to be considered. Harap-harap berjaya because if not, I would have to take 2 classes next sem. Siapa nak jaga baby? *nanges* Untuk menyedapkan hati, i dah email ketua program last night tapi tak dapat reply. Esok nak pergi jumpa dia. Harap-harap dia tak cuti sebab sekarang ni kan musim cuti kat uni. My last resort would be to write a letter to the dean to request for my credits to be considered. Saya harap percubaan ini berjaya.
2. Hari ni, ai tried to finish up my chapter 2. I am almost there. I just need to proofread what I have written and add some info and tulis conclusion. I hope to get everything done by Saturday!
3. Kawan saya ajar untuk kerap ucapkan Ya Fatah sebab katanya maksudnya adalah membuka (or something to that effect) in hopes that ia akan membuka jalan saya yg sekarang tengah hiruk pikuk!
4. Kawan yang sama juga menasihati saya supaya baca Astghfirullahulazim sebanyak 70 kali selepas solat Subuh. I tried that this morning tapi belum sampai 20 kali I dah tertido. *oppss*
5. Ada hikmah rupanya saya tak balik masa easter holiday. Yela, if not, I wouldn't have found out about the wrong subject thingy. Now, insyaAllah, I would have time to rectify the matter. I really hope semuanya dipermudahkan, insyaAllah.
6. Saya masih belum langsaikan hutang group assignment. Oh..banyaknyaaaaaa benda nak kena buat!
7. Must remember to bring camera to uni tomorrow to take pictures of the menu boards of cafes yg menghidangkan chai tea latte.
2. Hari ni, ai tried to finish up my chapter 2. I am almost there. I just need to proofread what I have written and add some info and tulis conclusion. I hope to get everything done by Saturday!
3. Kawan saya ajar untuk kerap ucapkan Ya Fatah sebab katanya maksudnya adalah membuka (or something to that effect) in hopes that ia akan membuka jalan saya yg sekarang tengah hiruk pikuk!
4. Kawan yang sama juga menasihati saya supaya baca Astghfirullahulazim sebanyak 70 kali selepas solat Subuh. I tried that this morning tapi belum sampai 20 kali I dah tertido. *oppss*
5. Ada hikmah rupanya saya tak balik masa easter holiday. Yela, if not, I wouldn't have found out about the wrong subject thingy. Now, insyaAllah, I would have time to rectify the matter. I really hope semuanya dipermudahkan, insyaAllah.
6. Saya masih belum langsaikan hutang group assignment. Oh..banyaknyaaaaaa benda nak kena buat!
7. Must remember to bring camera to uni tomorrow to take pictures of the menu boards of cafes yg menghidangkan chai tea latte.
Sunday, April 24, 2011
bila anak tak sihat
I got a text from Dr Sunshine at 3-ish am malaysian time, saying that he hasn't had the chance to sleep because AA was feverish and wanted to be cuddled all the time. Apparently, after minum susu, AA walked out of the room looking for Papa who was watching a football match in TV. He cuddled with him sambil tidur. Lepas game habis, they went inside the room and at 3 macam tu, AA vomitted dalam pelukan the papa, and habis kena papa, AA, bedsheet, pillow and blanket.
Maka, at 3am-ish itu, my Dr Sunshine had to mandikan AA, himself and wash the bajus yang kena muntah and all the blanket, bedsheet,pillowcase and terbalikkan the tilam, while my boys slept in front of the tv. Sigh.
At times like this, I wished I was around. I wished I was around to help Dr Sunshine with things. You see, selalu, if kids sakit, it is always the moms yang take care of them. But it is a whole different story with my babies.
I tell you, a lot of people told me how strong I am to live alone in a foreign land, pregnant and etc. But I think, my dear husband is the person who should be taking the credits. Not only does he juggle his time between work and studies, he also has to single handedly take care of two boys. Yes, I admit that he has help from families, at those times that he goes for locum atau nak pergi main tennis or futsal or snooker. But at the end of the day, he always brings the boys back. Lepas a long day at work or OC, dia masih ambik the boys from my moms. He will bring them to the playground and pergi dinner. Then balik and play with them. Normally, he would be online, almost every night to talk to me. In between, he still has to manage the house chores like doing the laundry and kemas rumah (which can be quite sepah since we have 2 boys..hehe), buat susu, put the boys to sleep, do his assignments. I tell you, he has sacrificed a lot for me and I really am grateful for that. Maka, balik nanti, I promise myself that I will try to be the best wife there is.
Anyway, after getting the texts about the muntah incident, I called him up and I told Dr Sunshine, there's only 25 days left, and then I can help him out. But of course he said, "ala, if you balik and the boys muntah, it will still be me who will be doing all this because tak kan lah i nak bagi isteri i yang sarat mengandung buat semua tu. I tell you, my husband is so baik and loving. I must have done something good in my life to deserve a great man like him.
However, I still feel guilty. Guilty to leave him with all the responsibility of taking care of the boys. For making him have less time for himself. He told me not to feel that way but I just cannot help it.
It is times like this that I wish I would be finished with my PhD cepat-cepat.
Ya Allah, thank you for giving me the best husband in the whole wide world.
Maka, at 3am-ish itu, my Dr Sunshine had to mandikan AA, himself and wash the bajus yang kena muntah and all the blanket, bedsheet,pillowcase and terbalikkan the tilam, while my boys slept in front of the tv. Sigh.
At times like this, I wished I was around. I wished I was around to help Dr Sunshine with things. You see, selalu, if kids sakit, it is always the moms yang take care of them. But it is a whole different story with my babies.
I tell you, a lot of people told me how strong I am to live alone in a foreign land, pregnant and etc. But I think, my dear husband is the person who should be taking the credits. Not only does he juggle his time between work and studies, he also has to single handedly take care of two boys. Yes, I admit that he has help from families, at those times that he goes for locum atau nak pergi main tennis or futsal or snooker. But at the end of the day, he always brings the boys back. Lepas a long day at work or OC, dia masih ambik the boys from my moms. He will bring them to the playground and pergi dinner. Then balik and play with them. Normally, he would be online, almost every night to talk to me. In between, he still has to manage the house chores like doing the laundry and kemas rumah (which can be quite sepah since we have 2 boys..hehe), buat susu, put the boys to sleep, do his assignments. I tell you, he has sacrificed a lot for me and I really am grateful for that. Maka, balik nanti, I promise myself that I will try to be the best wife there is.
Anyway, after getting the texts about the muntah incident, I called him up and I told Dr Sunshine, there's only 25 days left, and then I can help him out. But of course he said, "ala, if you balik and the boys muntah, it will still be me who will be doing all this because tak kan lah i nak bagi isteri i yang sarat mengandung buat semua tu. I tell you, my husband is so baik and loving. I must have done something good in my life to deserve a great man like him.
However, I still feel guilty. Guilty to leave him with all the responsibility of taking care of the boys. For making him have less time for himself. He told me not to feel that way but I just cannot help it.
It is times like this that I wish I would be finished with my PhD cepat-cepat.
Ya Allah, thank you for giving me the best husband in the whole wide world.
Saturday, April 23, 2011
babysitting
Tadi, ai babysat my boys while the papa tidur kepenatan. Maka, sempatlah ai buat spelling with AD dan juga main jual beli/ gerai makan dengan AA and buat counting juga. :)
I tell you, its amazing what we can do with technology.
Lepas tu,I asked the boys to kejut the Papa but Papa sangat penat dan tak bangun. Mujur not long after that my lappie's azan bunyi...dan teruslah Papa bangun.hikhikhik.
Hmm..ai rasa, next time ai am on babysitting duty, ai nak start tunjuk the boys flashcards lah. hehe. Bukan apa, ai saje je nak ajar dorang lite-lite. So far, AA bolehlah kira sikit-sikit, tapi ai must say, AD was far more advanced when he was AA's age. Cuma, AA ni very extrovert and tak pemalu, maka harus saya tekankan di sini, every child is special in his own way. :)
Semalam, we ol tanya AA, mana adik? Dia kata tak ada. Then we said, adik ada dalam perut.And dia pon angkat baju dia and tunjuk perut dia...seolah fenfeeling adik is in his perut. Then we said, adik is in my perut. hehe.
And, AD keep on saying i am fat! *nanges*. Tapi I know, fat yang dia maksudkan adalah sebab perut ai besar dan ada adik kat dalam (because he said so). Maka, tak jadi nak emo. wakaka
26 more days.
I tell you, its amazing what we can do with technology.
Lepas tu,I asked the boys to kejut the Papa but Papa sangat penat dan tak bangun. Mujur not long after that my lappie's azan bunyi...dan teruslah Papa bangun.hikhikhik.
Hmm..ai rasa, next time ai am on babysitting duty, ai nak start tunjuk the boys flashcards lah. hehe. Bukan apa, ai saje je nak ajar dorang lite-lite. So far, AA bolehlah kira sikit-sikit, tapi ai must say, AD was far more advanced when he was AA's age. Cuma, AA ni very extrovert and tak pemalu, maka harus saya tekankan di sini, every child is special in his own way. :)
Semalam, we ol tanya AA, mana adik? Dia kata tak ada. Then we said, adik ada dalam perut.And dia pon angkat baju dia and tunjuk perut dia...seolah fenfeeling adik is in his perut. Then we said, adik is in my perut. hehe.
And, AD keep on saying i am fat! *nanges*. Tapi I know, fat yang dia maksudkan adalah sebab perut ai besar dan ada adik kat dalam (because he said so). Maka, tak jadi nak emo. wakaka
26 more days.
Friday, April 22, 2011
tak larat
Semakin hari, rasa badan ni semakin berat.
Semakin hari, makin rasa tak larat nak bawak badan ni. Maybe its the age thing? Because when I was preggers with AA, I was up and about. But then again, when I was preggers with AA, i wasn't as active as I am now. I mean, I only had to go for my Deutsch classes which was held at one place ajo. Macam sekarang, segala ceruk nak kena pergi just to go for classes. Maka, perasaan penat itu mungkin justified?
Nasib baiklah pregnancy kali ni rajin nak makan vitamin. Kalau tak? Mungkin double penat??
Hari ni, kaki start lenguh2. This is my first. Apa pon, I bersyukur that I could still solat like normal, albeit bila nak bangun dari sujud tu agak slow motion. hihi.
Oklah...28 hari lagi. Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.......
p/s: perasaan rajin buat kerja, sila datang boleh tak? please??
Semakin hari, makin rasa tak larat nak bawak badan ni. Maybe its the age thing? Because when I was preggers with AA, I was up and about. But then again, when I was preggers with AA, i wasn't as active as I am now. I mean, I only had to go for my Deutsch classes which was held at one place ajo. Macam sekarang, segala ceruk nak kena pergi just to go for classes. Maka, perasaan penat itu mungkin justified?
Nasib baiklah pregnancy kali ni rajin nak makan vitamin. Kalau tak? Mungkin double penat??
Hari ni, kaki start lenguh2. This is my first. Apa pon, I bersyukur that I could still solat like normal, albeit bila nak bangun dari sujud tu agak slow motion. hihi.
Oklah...28 hari lagi. Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.......
p/s: perasaan rajin buat kerja, sila datang boleh tak? please??
Thursday, April 21, 2011
melt
semalam, ai baca blog sape tah and dia ada letak lagu bruno mars just the way you are. i tell you, kadang-kadang i wonder ada ke lelaki yang adore perempuan sampai begitu sekali???
well, i actually emailed Dr Sunshine lepas baca blog tu dengan meng-attachkan lagu tersebut and asked him that question. haha.
Dan hari ni, semasa nak cakap babai kat skype, dia nyanyi kat ai lagu tu.
*cair*
p/s: dan AA bangun semasa papa dia buat konsert sambil gelak ketawa yang lemak manis. cannot wait to be with my babies.
well, i actually emailed Dr Sunshine lepas baca blog tu dengan meng-attachkan lagu tersebut and asked him that question. haha.
Dan hari ni, semasa nak cakap babai kat skype, dia nyanyi kat ai lagu tu.
*cair*
p/s: dan AA bangun semasa papa dia buat konsert sambil gelak ketawa yang lemak manis. cannot wait to be with my babies.
30 minggu 2 hari
ok...tinggal less than 10 weeks to go with this pregnancy people! I am so excited. Sebab this also means there's less than 30 days for me to meet my boys. woot woot!
Anyway, had my check up today. The obgyn did an ultrasound and baby is aproximately 1.4kg. Dia kata nampak macam big baby but bila ai godek-godek internet and baca forum, ramai je yang masa 30 weeks dah 1.7kg dan etc. So, tak de la besar sangat kot. Tapi dalam hati, ai tetap mengharapkan baby would be more than 3kg at birth, insyaAllah.
My weight naik 1kg. Haih....total weight gain dah 16 freaking kilograms!!!!!!!!! *nanges* Beza gila ok dengan preggers masa dengan AA. Dengan AA, I only gained 5kg. Maka, nak turun weight pon agak senang. Kali ni? Matila nak kena berkerja keras dan exercise bagai untuk menurunkan berat badan lepas beranak nanti. Takpe, ai plan nak gigih bf baby and kumpul stock. Maka harapan ai adalah berat akan turun dengan senang, insyaAllah. Selain itu, kena tanam niat makan benda-benda sihat sajo. Harap-harap nafsu untuk makan nasi masih tak ada once i am home.
Dan, doktor telah approve permintaan ai untuk dapatkan surat supaya boleh balik. Maka, nanti lagi 4 weeks I will have my last appointment with her AND also get the letter.
Hari ni, dia juga buat pap smear. haih. Tak suka ok. Ni kali kedua buat pap smear sepanjang pregnancy. Tapi, tiap kali checkup, mesti diseluk. Tu pon ai tak suka! Nasiblah dapat obgyn pompuan kali ini.
Semakin lama, ai jadi semakin lemau dan MALAS! I dont know if its the holidays or the fact that i am this far along in my pregnancy. Mood nak buat keje tak ada. Bila baca buku atau journal, automatik nak tertidur. Howla? I nak kena habiskan 1 chapter by the end of this month. *sigh* Taktik konon2 nak baca2 dekat stabux pon tak jadi uols sebab i siap tertidor di sana. Dan, even naik tram pon boleh tersengguk-sengguk.
Oklah. nak kena baca buku. I must get that chapter done by hook or by crook.
p/s: i bought 2 rompers for the baby!!! And a mini bosch toolset for the boys. hehe.
Anyway, had my check up today. The obgyn did an ultrasound and baby is aproximately 1.4kg. Dia kata nampak macam big baby but bila ai godek-godek internet and baca forum, ramai je yang masa 30 weeks dah 1.7kg dan etc. So, tak de la besar sangat kot. Tapi dalam hati, ai tetap mengharapkan baby would be more than 3kg at birth, insyaAllah.
My weight naik 1kg. Haih....total weight gain dah 16 freaking kilograms!!!!!!!!! *nanges* Beza gila ok dengan preggers masa dengan AA. Dengan AA, I only gained 5kg. Maka, nak turun weight pon agak senang. Kali ni? Matila nak kena berkerja keras dan exercise bagai untuk menurunkan berat badan lepas beranak nanti. Takpe, ai plan nak gigih bf baby and kumpul stock. Maka harapan ai adalah berat akan turun dengan senang, insyaAllah. Selain itu, kena tanam niat makan benda-benda sihat sajo. Harap-harap nafsu untuk makan nasi masih tak ada once i am home.
Dan, doktor telah approve permintaan ai untuk dapatkan surat supaya boleh balik. Maka, nanti lagi 4 weeks I will have my last appointment with her AND also get the letter.
Hari ni, dia juga buat pap smear. haih. Tak suka ok. Ni kali kedua buat pap smear sepanjang pregnancy. Tapi, tiap kali checkup, mesti diseluk. Tu pon ai tak suka! Nasiblah dapat obgyn pompuan kali ini.
Semakin lama, ai jadi semakin lemau dan MALAS! I dont know if its the holidays or the fact that i am this far along in my pregnancy. Mood nak buat keje tak ada. Bila baca buku atau journal, automatik nak tertidur. Howla? I nak kena habiskan 1 chapter by the end of this month. *sigh* Taktik konon2 nak baca2 dekat stabux pon tak jadi uols sebab i siap tertidor di sana. Dan, even naik tram pon boleh tersengguk-sengguk.
Oklah. nak kena baca buku. I must get that chapter done by hook or by crook.
p/s: i bought 2 rompers for the baby!!! And a mini bosch toolset for the boys. hehe.
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