tak de mood

Pernah tak uols rasa geram, sampai tak de mood nak buat keje and rasa nak mengunyah ajer? Mujur la ai posa, kalau tak, entah apa dah ai makan nieh!

Geramnya Ya Rabbi dengan obgyn I. The thing is, she didn't advice me to register at the hospital i plan to give birth at during the earlier part of my pregnancy. Masa dah 21 weeks baru dia nak bagitahu ai. I thought it wouldnt be much of a problem because when I was pregnant with Andi, I registered at 20++ weeks as well and senang je nak dapat appointment and slot.

Rupanya, ramai pulak laaaa yang nak beranak time-time summer ni kan. *tensi*

The hospy of my first choice only had a free slot in May, 4 weeks before my due date! Mana sempat uols. I nak kena buat organ screening bagai and etc kan. By 35 weeks of gestation, mana laaa nak boleh ukur baby bagai sebab baby dah besaq.

So, I called another hospital, and the other hospital said that its already full and i was too late katanya dalam membuat appointment.

So, sekarang cemana?

Lagi satu, i takut kena marah sebab tak buat organ screening tu uols! tapi its not my fault is it? i cannot get a bloody appointment. Ni yang buat my blood go upstairs ni.

Apa pon, to be safe, I still made the appointment with hospy #1, walaupun dah lambat gila. yela...at least adalah i tempat nak beranak kan? kalu tak?? cuma, tak boleh nak buat organ screening je. tu, dia kata, kena laa keluarkan duit sendiri untuk membuatnya. uols yg duduk kat mesia tu, silalah bersyukur sebab kos ultrasound and organ screening bagai murs murs je. Kat sini, sekali ultrasound, €50 (tupon, nasib baik dapat buat free 3 kali insurans tanggung). and, the organscreening, nak tahu tak berapa kosnya? €195. Tu yang i sibuk nak try juga dapat appointment kat spital.

Haih....bila time-time camni, rasa nak balik Malaysia aja!! uwaaaaaaaaaaaaa.....