concert with Dani

Talked to Dani again today. It was so nice to be able to talk to him while looking at him, albeit via the webcam, so animated, gerak2 tangan and all. and dia pandai usik mama dia ok.

mama: dani, mama nak tido dengan dani boleh?
dani: tak boleeeehhh....hihihiihihih

selain itu, kami juga telah mendendangkan beberapa buah lagu. lagu yang menerima paling banyak permintaan is Thomas The Engine Theme Song.

Thomas the Tank Engine 2 4 6 8 PBS Theme Song

They're two they're four they're six they're eight
Shunting trucks and hauling freight
red and green and brown and blue
they're the really useful crew
All with different roles to play
Round Tidmouth sheds or far away,
Down the hills and round the bends
Thomas and friends

I had to google for the lyrics okei cos nak nyanyi for Dani punya pasal.

Aside from that, he asked me to balik. "Nak mama balik"

But I pujuk-ed him by telling him that nanti dia and papa will go on an aeroplane to visit mama in vienna. To which he replied, "tapi Dani tak nak bawak telefon."Motiff dia cakap macam tu? Me and hubby thinks that he is being possessive and prolly tak mo share with AA. hhahahah.

And, I showed Dani my big tummy to which he said ," Perut Mama besar. AA ada dalam perut mama. Dia tengah buat apa tu?"

And, bila nak cakap goodbye, he said "Esok kita cakap lagi ye Mama."

Anyhoo, I also talked to my mother and along. best sangat! My mom dah sexcited nak hantar dani pi kindergarten next year. Aiyooo....mak rasa cam dah tua sangat cos my baby, insyaAllah will be going to kindy next year u ols! And here I was thinking that next year tak nak hantar lagi (not because Dani tak ready..mama dia yang tak ready lagi nak bagi her firstborn pi skolah) cos I think he would be too young. Dani kan November baby, so if he goes to Kindy next year, he'll only be 3years2months old.tsk. tapi...My mother said, dia excited if tengok Aimi pi skolah.dia pon sibuk dengan beg dia..and just now,I asked him if he wants to go to school, and he said "Nak!".And I think he has been telling Dr Sunshine gak of his intention. well...u know what this means? I absolutely have to balik mesia for my xmas hols this year then!!!!

Oklah. neways, siapa tahu kat mana I can get Thomas the Engine punye botol susu?

p/s: Dr Sunshine might start playing tennis soon. If he buys a tennis raquet(sp?) for himself, i suh dia belik untuk dani sekali. hihi
p.p/s: sebenarnya, Dr Sunshine yang sibuk cari botol susu Thomas ittew yer. I tell you, dia memang manjakan Dani okei.

at 33 weeks

this happens when you are heavily pregnant and wash the dishes. basah kat the perut part.

Me and AA at 33 weeks!! Mama is so proud of you AA.

keliru

i am confused. and upset.

sigh. was chatting with Dr Sunshine just now (aiyoo..teringat plak zaman berchenta sebelum kawen dulu) and he suddenly came up with the idea of raising both my boys, AA and AD in Malaysia. initially, the plan is for him to bring dani home and AA will be staying with me. but now, he thinks that it would be easier if he brings both boys home and jaga and hire a maid to help him out.

lemme list down his reasons:
1. if i fall sick, tak payah risau about who is going to care for AA.
2. it will be cheaper to raise AA in Malaysia
3. What if AA falls sick? Would I be capable to care for him?
4. would i be able to provide for AA with my meagre student allowance?
5. can i give AA a good life if he is with me?
6. if AA kat mesia, the house is bigger and more space for him to roam
7. ada support system in mesia (aunties, granny and etc)

sighhh....i dont know. leaving dani pon is like leaving a part of me behind. what more to leave a 4 month old baby???

what do you think??

tensi

saya tensi!!!

kenapa bila org tahu saya mengandung dan due in march, banyak yang cakap...

"oooo....cepatnyeeeeeeee dah ngandung satu lagi"

perluke statement macam tu?

bila tak ngandung, tanya kenapa tak ngandung, problem ker apa ker and sok sek sok sek jugak.
bila ngandung pon, question plak, cepat sgt ngandung.

jarak 3 tahun tu bukan okei ke? so, maybe i dont use all that contraceptive thingy dan ala2au natural. so what?

adakah saya akan menggunakan duit anda untuk membiayai education anak saya mahupun insurance kesihatan mereka??

tak kan??

geram. i tell you, the next person who makes that statement on my fb tu siap laa...mak laser balik okei!!

geram.

articuria

lately, bila dani tido waktu petang,he will wake up with articuria. articuria is this gatal2 thing yang ada kat badan, muka, etc. masa 1st time dia kena, he looked like this

muka a bit bengkak and mata lebih sepet dari biasa (yes..sometimes i think mata dani a bit sepet macam papa dia). anyway, to ilangkan articuria tu, my Dr Sunshine will give him some piriton and slather calomile lotion kat badan dia. masa 1st time kena tu, dani was injected with prednasalone (sp?) by the papa, of course.

my mother's maid on the other hand, asked my brother to ask a friend who apparently can 'see' things to check, ngape dani gittew cos yelakan...jadi masa dia bangun dari tido waktu petang ajer. so, this man said that ada 'benda' lalu kat dani and has 'tarik' that 'benda' away. pastu, my brother usap air yang dah dibacakan Fatihah to my dearest boy. and apparently, the next morning, the articuria miracalously dissappeared. tapi petang2 tetap dia appear lite lite.

so, siapa mak nak percaya skang? doctor ke witchdoctor?mak confused. sebab mak tak leh nafikan yang makhluk halus memang wujud. hmm....it makes us (me and hubs) wonder, tak cukup ke protection yang we ols give to Dani? and it makes hubbs a bit upset la kan cos adakah ini bermakna Dani is 'lemah' cos we ols tak 'kuat' in terms of jaga dia and etc? we try our best to didik Dani. at two, dani can recite the Fatihah (walaupun pelat la kan) and ikut we ols semayang (altho sometimes je dia habis all the rakaat....kengkadang he can only last for 1 rakaat, kengkadang dia akan join in for doa sahaja and sometimes, dia akan hanya amik air semayang..hihi).

but, i must tell you that i tak bersetuju apabila ada orang menyarankan supaya anak saya memakai tangkal. I believe Allah will protect my son. tambahan pula, mak takut tangkal ittew syirik u ols. tapi mak tak de la terrer sangat bab abab agama nieh kan...so when in doubt, bak kata editor mak dulu, leave out. gittew.

so, like usual, mak akan berdoa everytime after i pray, supaya anak2 mak (AD n AA) akan menjadi anak yang soleh, cerdik, pandai, mendengar kata, sihat walafiat, senang dijaga, rajin.

mudah-mudahan dani dijauhkan dari sebarang musibah and i hope the articuria would quickly hilang!

great day

i did nothing much today. i didnt even step out of my flat. i just lazed around. makan pon, reheat yg malam semalam punyer jer. hihi.

but, despite all that, today is a great day cos i got to talkto my darling son!! dani somehow woke up in the middle of the night when i was chatting with Dr Sunshine. and oleh kerna Dr Sunshine nak tengok footie, i got to talk to dani dan menyanyi. antara lagu yg didendangkan adalah twinkle twinkle little star, air pasang pagi, happy birthday, Allah selamatkan kamu and pok amai amai.

everytime after habis lagu happy birthday, dani will say ambik api...tiup...and makan kek. hihi..he wasstill reminiscing about his last birthday. cos he was telling me that aunti safula belikan kek. hihi. bestlaa...and it was nice cos itwas like talking to him face to face minus the fact that i can only touch the lappie's screen and not smell his skin. o well...

and, he wasalso excited to see my face!!! hihi..and marah when papa sibuk nak chat ngan i whle he was talking to me. hesaid papa kacau!!hihi.

i cannot wait to see you my baby. sebulan lebih je lagi..

p/s: that means exam mak lagi sebulan gittew gak. errkkkk....

mari memasak part eins

tuan-tuan dan puan-puan. hari ini, setelah berpenat lelah pergi grocery shopping, apa kata kita memasak??

resepi hari ini, baru nak dit ry. sedap ke tak, tak sure. hihi.

apakah yang anda perlukan?

kartofel (ubi kentang)
bawang
cheese
daging
tomato sauce

1. rebus kentang sampai empuk
2. cut it into slices
3. heat your oven to 150 degrees
4. masukkan kentang.
5. tabur bawang yg dah dihiris halus2.
6. tabur cheese
8. bake dan siap untuk dimakan.

daging plak, just letak dalam pan, with sket minyak, letak bawang besar and bawang putih, garam dan mushroom dan biarkan gittew hingga empuk. if dah nak kering tak empuk gak, tambah ajer air.

p/s: tak tau la jadik ke idak resepi ni. mak baru nak terai. ni baru tgh rebus kentang. ihiks. if jadik, i will post the pictures. :)