unexplainable

Dear readers,

Right now, one of my bestest friend is in the ICU, fighting for her life.

Because of a bleeding she had after her scheduled c-section today, she had to endure a 6 hour operation to save her uterus.

She is now stable in the ICU but i still feel uneasy, at least until she is released to the normal ward.

So, if you have the time, tolong doakan untuk Mek Lah.

To Mek Lah, i know you wouldnt be reading this but nak jugak tulis yang i know that you are a very strong willed person and that you can get through this. *hugs*

saya

saya mahukan one more caserole dish, one serving plate and one oval serving plate from the elima collection. bilanye nak pegi beli?? *garu kepala*

saya nak checkout harga JO professional series collection kat xxxlutz.

saya nak checkout harga pisau zwillinger. (fab...ko beli tu kan, ada berapa batang dalam satu set?? hihi...mcm kelakar plak cakap batang. ishh...)

saya nak beli kuali yang tank kata best untuk goreng ikan. kuali apa tu tank? (i am so gullible!)

saya tengah checkout dan baca review breadmaker.

saya teringin nak pi shopping kat UK!!!!pound tengah turun u ols.

saya perlukan handbag baru.

saya harap sv saya meluangkan masa untuk berjumpa saya minggu depan.

saya nak balik buat fieldwork...harap2 bolehlah ye tuan sv?

saya nak bercuti ke langkawi sebab sambil-sambil tu fenfeeling nak beli barang dapur (termasuk kuali yg diwar-warkan best untuk goreng ikan tueh).

saya rasa mcm nak mintak persetujuan Dr Sunshine to start working on the boy's playroom/attic (read: cari contractor). mcm best jer! lagipon i'll be around, so if nak scout for bahan mentah sendiri pon, mak sanggup round cari!!jadi sesiapa kenal conractor yg best, sila tinggalkan mesej. :)

AD's first concert was yesterday. Dr Sunshine said he was the only one who joget throughout the performance. hihihi...along kata, he joget even furiously when he heard along called his name out. comel or what? cant wait to watch the dvd!

when is the right age to start AD with tennis?

Am thinking of sending the boys for swimming classes. so, need to buy swimming suit and i just saw some cute ones at h&m! *matila justifikasi sebab nak shopping

andi now knows to salam, n babai n give me flying kisses when i go out. cute!!!

first purchase

i think shopping can make one reaalllyyyy happy!!

today, i finally started my pinggan mangkuk collection.

went to znojmo (err...tak pasti ejaan) in czech republic (tu pon sebab ada orang ajak pi naik keta).when i decided to follow to go for that trip, niat just nak beli that sugar/creamer crystal set and balang kuih cantik.

little did i know, tujuan pegi bandar kecik znomo itu adalah untuk berkunjung ke kedai handmade pottery yg diimport khas dari poland.

setelah tawaf kedai kecik tu berkali-kali (sebab rambang mata tengok byk design), i decided to pick 1 caserole dish and 1 serving dish. i didnt get it in the same design. i know some people akan kumpul satu design sajor, dari serving dish sampailaa ke teacups, pinggan makan dan etc. but, i dont plan to buy the whole complete set...ingat next round nak beli lagi satu caserole dish and maybe an oval serving plate/dish. oh...hajat di hati, nak beli teapot with that warmer thingy and 6 cups and saucers plak next time. pastu, tak yah dah nak pi kedai ittew. maknanya kena pegi lagi 2 kali la tu

nak ambik gambar, tapi since the tuan kedai dah pack nicely dengan bubble wrap bagai, susah lah kan. jadi, u ols can jamu mata at www.elimashop.cz. pattern serving plate saya adalah 0743-0X dan caserole dish adalah 0884-0X.

then, they brought me to kedai kristal and i bought that sugar/creamer set (which was my main sebab pi sana kan!). didn't manage to find any bekas kuih yg menariks.

am going to the fleamarket this saturday. i hope to find some great stuff!!

p/s: esok nak pi beli tefal gc3001 compact griller. weeeeeee!!!!

ambitiouskah?

met the sv today. i think the way he supervises is not what i expected a supervision would be like. haha..

i always thought, masa meeting, we will discuss my plans, talk at length about any ideas we might have, or at least he will read what i have prepared and we go through the ideas together.

tapi, sesungguhnya walaupun saya baru bertemu encik SV 2 kali, it doesnt go that way. i think perhaps its because, we (read:ALL students under his supervision) could only meet him during his sprachstunde, which is only on monday, for about 2 hours. so, bayangkan, dalam masa 2 jam tu, kitaorang dok beratuq nak jumpa dia..so dia tak leh afford to spend so much time with each of us.

anyhoo, i was hoping we could discuss on the methods i plan to undertake, tapi harapan ittew tinggal harapan sajor u ols! *nanges*

i will have to make another appointment in 2 weeks to see him (cos he will be outstation lagik next week, gi chile katanye..eh...ke gi mana ek?) to discuss my methods and proposed research yg belum diberikan feedback. wlbgmanapun, i guess he agreed with my topic,sebab dia nak sign the thesis agreement.

ok....what should i do dalam 2 minggu ni?nak beli tiket balik...cannot.

hmm...i guess its back to the library...now kena rajin collect articles for lit review. library iols, walaupun diakatakan mempunyai katalog terbesar di kalangan german speaking countries (i think),ejournals punye archive CANNOT be accessed from home or anywhere outside the uni. so yes...looks like i will be camping at the library with orang tua serabai.

sekarang ni, truthfully, i risau...takut i ni terover la kan. yela...tadi, masa jumpa SV, i handed him my proposal (again) and he read it sekali imbas and said "i dah penah baca dah ni" and i said..memanglah..i dah bagi you lama daahhh..tapi you tak de bg feedback kat i pown, so i tak tau la ok ke, tak ok ke..how?

dia pon kata, hmmm...dah lama i baca..so i ingat lite lite jer.biar i baca lagi skali ek.

pastu, i terus bgtau, i dah ada plan dah for my method and handed him a typewritten plan of the proposed methodology (seb baik mak type and print ok!). and mintak dia tlg baca, n mb comment sket.

pastu, i tanye, bila plak kita bleh dating lagi? dia kata next week pi outstation..so its the week after. i hope everything will turn out well. I HOPE! i hope he will have time to read all the stuff i gave him.

Ya Allah, permudahkanlah urusanku untuk mendapatkan PhD ni. Amin

geram

update: KURANG HAJAR BETUL KO LEMBU! KENCING DALAM BATH TUB AKU. TAHU TAK BATH TUB TU TEMPAT ANAK AKU MANDI? TEMPAT AKU AMBIK AIR SEMAYANG?CILAKA BETUL.YOU ARE NOT WELCOMED IN MY HOUSE ANYMORE!DAHLA KEDEKUT.SIYAL JE.

ishh...saya geram bagi pihak mereka-mereka yang selalu dibuli!

i tell you, ada seorang minah ni, yg dah berumur 33 tahun. nampak jer macam baik, tapi pada hakikatnya, kaki buli!

cerita dia macam ni.dia datang untuk buat post-doc di buda.pest.tetapi, di budpst tu, dia non-ado kawan (i so know why la kan dengan perangai busuk macam tu!), jadi hampir setiap minggu dia akan menjejakkan kaki ke wien.

okla...fine you are lonely and nak ada kawan, so datang sini, kan? tapi, dia ni, seorang yg mempunyai strategi yg baik. sebelum dia ke budpst, maknanya semasa dia masih di malaysia, dia telah meng-addkan,Vee on fb, who is my friend, who is doing her PhD kat sini. neway, Vee and this person which we shall call Busook (bukan nama sebenar), has known each other for quite a while. masa Vee buat undergrad, Busook tengah buat PhD. tapi si Vee ni is a brilliant lady. so much so, altho she was merely doing her undergrad, she was always talked about by her professors. so, Busook yg busuk hati ni, terus ala-ala jeles dgn si Vee ni.

So, nak dijadikan cerita, dari tahun lepas, Vee ada request nak add si Busook as a friend kat fb. tapi request ittew TIDAK dilayan. tiba2, pada penghujung bulan Mac, si Busook out of nowhere add si Vee nieh. dan berkawanlah mereka di fb.

rupa-rupanya, si Busook ada niat tersembunyi. sebabnye, motiff dia add adalah sebab nak slalu tumpang tido kat rumah Vee masa dia datang ke Wien (which is almost every weekend). pastu, perangai dia ni, dia tak kan reply messages kita on fb/ym/im if dia tak de benda yang dimahukan dari kite. so, kita mesej la bertubi-tubi, jangan harap ada reply. tapi...haa...bila tiba dia nak mintak something dari kita, dengan lemah gemalai, lembut hati dan berbudi bahasa, reti plak nak bg mesej kat kita. hmphh...

pastu, kalu dah dtg almost every week tu, sure dah reti kan how to take public transport to rumah Vee. ni taaakk..nak gak berjemput bagai.Ingat ko tu ratu kah?

pastu, yg tak tahan...nak datang, boleh demand..."I datang ni, you masak ayam goreng ye, cos i nak makan". boleh?pleasela..its not like ko tu besfren vee nak demand2 makan benda ni benda tu. dahla tu, tido rumah orang, buat perangai macam dia tu mem besar!

pastu, dah tido rumah orang, bila nk balik rumah sendiri, boleh mintak kentang, nak bawak balik! come on laa..potatoes are freaking cheap ok at this side of the world.hishhh!!!

tau tak kenapa geram? because, this person gets a monthly allowance of about 2k++euros. and..to think that dia mintak makanan dari budak yg dapat 1Keuro sahaja sebulan!!!!! sebab apa tau? sebab nak jimat duit nak beli rumah, u ols!!!

harta tu, kalau dah mati, bukan bleh bawak masuk kubur pown!!!! geram ok. ada lagi benda yg si Busook ni buat, tapi mak tak bleh nak cerita kat sini.

yg penting u ols, dont be AFRAID to stand up for yourself. don't be bullied by orang-orang tak guna macam ni! berbuih mulut mak nasihatkan Vee suh stand up for her rights and today u ols...she is going to do it. I hope she will be OK.

sikit-sikit lama-lama jadi bukit

haihh...dengan semangat membara, i have been camping at the library for the past few days. I will usually prepare lunch and mandikan AA and tunggu zohor, pastu zasssss ke uni library. So far, i have managed to basically type out the stuff i highlighted kat paper dan artikel-artikel yang telah dibaca. sebab kan, i feel that i read, but then, i don't do anything about it. i mean, yes...i find stuff which i can use for my research, tapi takat tu jer la.

So, dengan semangat waja (have to angkat bakul sendiri.hihihih), i thought, why not type out all those facts that i think is important? So thats what I did. So far, so good. My next step is to categorize what i typed according to recurring themes, mcm globalisation, cultural proximity, homogenization. Pastu, I plan to write or in other words, re-hash (mm...can still remember Che Bots asking me to rehash a story..wakakakak) the stuff with inputs from moi. ihiks.

I have also arranged for an appointment with my dear SV for next monday at 4pm. *nervous*. Oleh itu, i have neatly typed out (dah type sure la neat kan?? ihiks) things i plan to do for my content analysis. Ada lagi beberapa hal belum settle which is the synopsis of the tv programs i plan to analyse but thats al my fault cos i totally forgot to save the statistics of top programs in my pendrive. yg mak absolutely sure is that top programs for malays adalah buletin utama n sure heboh. talk about a different genre kan? Selain itu, i nak cari gambar traditional costumes kat malaysia nieh. And also must type out my coding sheet. Pc kat library is in Deutsch so i cannot figure out how to change the layout of the a4 paper to vertical. Stuffs seperti soalan utk fgd dan juga the ethics code thingy masih belum dilakukan. Hmm..should pay a visit to the grad center esok to find out.

What else? I have just listed down a few stuff which I plan to write on in my thesis, and hope to talk about it to my SV.

hmm...i hope everything goes well. I really really want to siapkan this methods thing before i meet my SV so that we can go through it and make corrections and selepas itu, bolehlah mak buat pembetulan and show him again the final stuff. sebab apa tau? sebab i plan to go home early June!! weeeeeee..*lompat lompat*

masa balik ittew, bolehlah i buat research sikit2, kan? also need to find a lot of stuff for lit review. speaking of which, if methods stuff habis by tomorrow, i should start looking for more journal articles and savekan sebab my uni punye e-journals database is not accessible from outside the uni! sangat tak best becos this means i cannot access the journals when i am back in mesia.

hoh. banyak betul cerita pasal keje. i hope i can do this!!!

ps: i hate it that some people think that their field of studies is harder than mine! You think its easy ke buat communication nieh?
p.ps:orang tua serabai is also camping at the library!

anganku

semenjak dua menjak ni, saya tiba-tiba ter-rasa nak beli barang-barang rumah atau lebih spesifik lagi, barang dapur. hmm...maybe its because i've been cooking everyday semenjak dua menjak ni becos AA now eats rice with lauk and also sebab my mom is here.

anyway, i have made of list of things i MUST buy since i am here, to bring back to KL sikit-sikit on my trips back.

crystals

first up, i want to buy bohemian crystal sugar and creamer set. i have seen it being sold here for about 20euros. however, i plan to go to an outlet in chec republic one of these days, so if i find it anywhere near 10 or 15 euros, i'm going to get it.

next, i plan to get two balang kuih.

err...tu jer kot. pasu bagai iols tak minat. tapi i plan nak beli satu pasu utk MIL. rasa2 dia akan suka tak?

Tefal

Jamie Oliver Profesional Series adalah idaman hati setelah membuat research yang tak seberapa di internet. i know the specifics range are waaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyy cheaper, tapi i memegang konsep alah membeli menang memakai (setelah melihat my mother's non-stick pans that she bought in the US back in 1993, which are still non stick up till today!!)

walaubagaimanapun, harga bagi series ini hampir-hampir buat i pitam sejenak. so, strategi dia ialah, kena tunggu waktu sale! if tak sale jugek...err...kena cari alternatif lain. but technically, i have about 1.5years to kumpul2. so manalah tahu if ada luck kan?? huhu.

oh...dalam list adalah

saucepan with glass lid

frying pan

grill

notakaki: dalam original list (sebelum tengok review pasal JO, i tulis 1 wok, 1 big frying pan,1 small frying pan, 1 big periuk, 1 medium sized periuk and 1 grill thingy). harus ingat, memiliki JO profesional series adalah cita2, jadi tak boleh frust if yg hanya sekadar mampu adalah specifics. *nanges*

Le Creuset

2 casserole thingys.tapi ni pon rasa mcm nak pitam bila tengok harga. so,mungkin beli 1 jer. dan itu pon if and only if its like 50 or 70% off. if not, kena cakap babai je laaa....

Pinggan

i wish to have 2 sets of yang agak vouge and 2 sets lagi yang ala-ala corelle (speaking of which i found a design i love!!). Oh..not to forget, i also would need 2 set teacups, sideplates, and tea stuff.

cuttleries

1 or 2 sets of complete silverware dengan ladle dan segala mak nenek garpu, butter knife bagai (maafkan i nak berangan sebab i tahu, kita makan pakai tangan jer kann??huhu...tapi NAK jugak)

breadmaker

apakah brand yang bagus ek?ni nak kena compare harga dulu...if berbaloi baru beli kat sini.

slowcooker

ini pon..belom survey lagik.KIV.

pyrex (hmm..ni mcm want and not need cos i already got a set of 4 as my wedding gift. so ni KIV jer dulu)

set pisau yang best. (teringat pisau yg tank bagi as my wedding gift. zwillinger okeh. mungkin boleh dicompletekan set nya....have to cari masa sale!)

ni baru wishlist untuk barang2 dapur. senarai wishlist untuk handbeg juga tidak kurang panjangnye. right now, i am contemplating sama ada patut membeli satu handbeg sebab boleh claim VAT (cos my mom ada sini kan).

so, untuk nak balik kali ini, i aim to get the crystal stuffs and also 1 tefal punye pan dan satu gucci. will also scout for the sudu garpu thingy and banding2kan harga.

ada jugak keinginan untuk pegi flea market this saturday just to checkitout sebab ada orang kata boleh beli barang2 best2 kat sana..dengan syarat kena pi seawal 7 pagi. sanggupkah i?? mungkin..hiks.

so, uols rasa ada tak lagi benda yang i perlu tambah? i plan to buy things bit by bit so that i can also bring it back sket sket. takdelah parah if nak ship balik nanti kan.

pasal pinggan mangkuk tu (termasuk le creuset), ada juga niat di hati nak shopping kat UK. huhu. dah beli segala, terus post balik dari sana. tapikan, pecah tak agaknye? mungkin i kena bubble wrap properly, kan?

eii..best plak rasa nak masuk rumah baru ni. ni baru pinggan mangkuk. nanti, bila the kemelut kat bangkok dah selesai, i bercita-cita nak pi sana. nak pi shopping kat chattuchak untuk perhiasan segala.