Life can be tough. Take that baby steps to where you want to be. We are, afterall, creatures who are made to survive. I WILL SURVIVE this. I will have to learn to be indifferent. I must make myself happy. And, I will try my best to not let anyone get between us.
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
ahli muzik atau doktor?
anyhoo, masa zaman muda remaja, slalu mcm teringin nak berboifrenkan seorang drummer..tapi non ado...ahhahahha...pastu, dok pester Dr Sunshine belajar main gitar,,,tp tak berjaya. agak-agak my boys nak tak main drums??
i love my boys and right now i kinda like the fact that i'm their only girl!
Monday, September 28, 2009
Alhamdullillah
I sat for my oral exam today and they told me that I got through! Although cukup makan je (i only got 4) tapi saya tetap bersyukur cos that means i can start working on my PhD for real baybee. *nervous plak* soalan oral tadi berkenaan Frauen in Regierung dan Lernen.
i am quite confused as to what classes to take this coming semester. When i looked through the website, i found two courses offered for phd students. tapi, the thing is, i am not sure if i am supposed to take some classes from outside my school. pening pening. and registration is online. bab register ni, bleh plak online..bila benda lain like answering emaii, idak plak lajunyer.
anyhoo, that piece of paper which says i passed my Deutcsh hanya boleh diambil on thursday. so i guess after that, i'd go straight to register myself as a student. pastu, nak tanye courses apa yg patut diambil dan kemudian register for those. ai nervous sebab my courses will be in German u ols!!! tapi, as a precaution, i bought an mp3 player which i plan to record my classes so i can listen to it again and again. ok tak plan saya?
and, because classes starts on oct 6th, i dono if sempat pi melawat ayang. i prolly can pegi masa weekend or something..i will figure this out.
pasal andi, he was cared for by an indonesian babysitter when i went for my exam. she was ok la kot...
ni, cemana agaknyer anakanda nak ditinggalkan di krippe bila mama start kelas?? takpe..kelas 1.5 hours je sayang...i hope we'll both manage. Semoga Allah permudahkan perjalanan kita ni kan Andi?
Friday, September 25, 2009
boots boots boots
am also going to get that trainer yg nampak best tu. tried to paste the pix here tapi cannot la...hmm..maybe i should get that snow boots too. manatau andi dah bleh jalan kan...*matilaaa bagik alasan nak justify purchase!*
anyhoo, i tgh pening ni. i have my important exam this coming monday...n my turn is at 10.50. persoalannya, sapa bleh tlg jaga andi boi?
oklaa...nak baca buku. hmm...i'll prolly get that indonesian lady to babysit andi. tapi, with kak ulin's supervision la kot. kan? hiyaahhh....wa manyak bingung laaa
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
slowly...
however, andi is still adjusting to his new krippe. if on monday dia main jer, tuesday tido jer, today, he played and selpt. hihi. we (the carers and me) are still not sure of his routine. so tgklah macam mana minggu ni. however, i am happy to report that i was able toleave him for about 1 hour 15 minutes before he started to look for me. thats progress for my lil boy.
i am supposed to be studying tapi haruslah bukak jugak internet. hiyaahhh....
owhh..speaking about the routine, petang2, balik jer dari krippe, tak sempat mandi pon, andi nak tidor terus. hiyaahhh....nasib baik musim sejuk. :)
he is fast asleep. time for me to pi semayang.
p/s: i think that baby carrier is god send! today, i went to buy andi's diapers with him in the carrier. sonang. tapi if nak buat groceries, better for me to guna stroller. but, if nak beli benda sikit2 jer, lagi cepat if guna carrier. :)
p.ps: adekah muka mak macam muka PRS (pembimbing rakan sebaya)? ye, i admit that i was PRS punyer president masa sekolah dulu (harusla nak bagitau). tpai yg pelik kawan laki saya yg saya saje je luluas sebagai fren tiba2 meluahkan perasaan.tpai saya suka dengar2 nie...ala dr love rasanye. :)
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
bist du brav Andi?
Anyway, we arrived at the krippe quite early so we were told to wait at the Elternzimmer. I took the opportunity to BF Andi. he was sleepy. When it was 12.30, i headed to his krippe punyer room. he started to play with the toys but after a while, he started to merengek. yes...anak saya mengantuk. all the while, i was watching him from a distance. but, bila dia dah start mrengek and the carer dukung pon tak jalan, they gave him to me. so i had to teach the carers how he likes to tido, n how to tidokan dia. kesimpulannya, i had to do everything la kan. actually, after i ajar ittew, the carer tried to tidokan but to no avail. but what she said was true, wenn er uns nicht kennt, kann er nicht schlaffen. (when he doesn't know us, its harder for him to fall asleep)
bila dia dh tido jap, barula i boleh pi mkn lunch cum breakfast. hmm....then, i felt smthg wrong. badan rasa sejuk. pening. nausea. tskkk....
balik rumah, i vomitted..i prayed really hard tht Allah permudahkan my urusan and Alhamdullillah, i think my doa dimakbulkan. lepas mntah2, i so larat. tapi andi plak nk bermain. however, ntah camana, bleh plak dia baik main atas katil jer..and i could feel him sondol2 but i was too tired and flat out to do anything. next thing i knew, i saw him tertido...hihi...Allah mmg buat miracles i tell you. Alhamdullillah!
im not sure if it was the lamb shawarma sandwich or the kiwi juice that caused me to rasa nauseas ittew. whatever it was, tadi i decided that i think i MUST eat rice (dah berapa hari tak makan nasi cos malas masak okei). so, i made sambal udang and taugeh tepanyaki. tapi i cheated la...cos sambal tu actually was the one my mom made when she came which i cleverly froze!
since i masak nasi lebih, i shall make nasi goreng for breakkie. i must eat laa.. life in vienna ni consumes a lot of energy. nak angkat stroller turun tangga...phew...with my dear Andi's weight can really take up a lot of whats little left in me.
now that he's in krippe, i have to really manage my time wisely and prioritise. i only have my mornings free to do my errands (for the time being cos andi is still in his adjustment period). so pagi esok, i must go buy diapers (and maybe pi visit a fren who just got a tivolilv for he 11th wedding anny). lusa ingat nak bawak andi pi peads to check his weight and maybe get his injection. friday nak pi check my oral punyer schedule and if have time pi amik my residence permit.
saturday nak pi jalan2 (prolly mariah hilfer) to look for andi's strumpfhose. if ada jeans murah ingat nak beli jugek. if tak de pown kena beli gak cos he currently only owns 2 pairs..mana cukup dah dekat dekat fall ni (ke dah fall pown?).
ittew saja laporan dari saya. we are slowly adjusting to this new life. wish us luck!
Monday, September 21, 2009
Andi ist brav!
so off we went. we arrived about 10 minutes late. and i put him down...and anak mak terus bermain n tak ingat kat mak okeiii....
andi surrounded by gazillion toysi think he enjoyed himself. he was quite sleepy on the busride to the krippe tapi bila sampai je...terus tak mengantuk. bagus la kan.
so, after seeing him enjoying himself, i thought i could excuse myself dan pergi lepak kat the parents room (ada internet..hihi) but apparently since it was his first time, i have to be there at all times. oooh...ok. the thing is, they want to make sure that andi is really comfortable there. padanla i see other parents waiting jugak. pastu, the carer akan pergi to the parents and ask them to leave for 1/2 hour and come back...just to see how the children reacts. ooohh...gittew....
so, since andi is soooo new, i cant leave him just yet. oklah gak. nasib baik hantar sekarang and not when i dah start kelas u ols! i hope my boy will adjust to the new environment. he's ok with the mat salleh carers (i was a bit worried cos since dia balik malaysia mana biasa tgk mat salleh kan) and i tell you, i think he's going to be so well versed in deutsch (note to self: must speak english n malay so that andi tahu 3 languages) cos the carers mmg spikang ajer dgn dia.
andi was to tired (first day of skool la katakan) that he fell asleep on his stroller dengan muka tersembam atas that rail depan ittew ok! lupa lak nak ambik gambar. and agaknye penat sangat....skang dia dah tido.:)
tomorrow willbe a brand new day.i hope everything will be ok. esok mak nak biar carers plak suap dia makan...tadi i suap-ed. :)
Friday, September 18, 2009
plan tak jadik
i think, this is what our routine is going to be like
715: andi's breakfast
andi mandi
8.30:nap
mama andi plak mandi
then i kemas2 apa yg patut ...while tunggu dia wake up...main togede gede
11am prepare barang for nursery and siap siap
1145 head to nursery
12.30-4pm: andi in nursery
5pm : sampai rumah, prepare andi's bath
6pm:andi tidur
tapi kita hanya merancang, betul tak? dengan babies, its not really that easy to pre-determine your schedule. huhu.
okeila...ni nak siap-siap pi beli groceries. andi is sleeping...so bila dia wake up, boleh terus blah. :)