i met my sv today. but.....he has yet to read the stuff i gave him 3 weeks ago. masa masuk bilik dia, i can clearly see the folder i gave him, terletak kat tempat he put it when i met him 3 weeks ago. *stress*
so, the only thing he could do was to sign a bunch of forms i gave him. but, he has yet to fill in my progress report. and since it was said to be confidential, dia kata dia akan post sendiri. haih...i hope he would remember to fill it up and postit.
you see, i never knew he was so busy. too busy kot. the thing is, i emailed him on friday to gently remind him of our meeting and that i would like to discuss the methods i proposed. i didnt get a reply. tapi, i pasrah je and pegi gak to the Sprachstunde. Waited patiently for my turn. and when my turn came, i was soooooooooooooooooooo dissapointed that i couldnt discuss anything with him. haih. i was hoping we could discuss my methodology so that i could go back with mak. but he said to meet him at the end of june, so there goes my plan.
harap2 when i meet him at the end of june, he has read the stuff i gave him. pastu, i tanye la dia, what would you advise me to do while i wait for you to read all the things i gave you. he said, i cannot advise you. right now, i am too busy. my head is not here, i cannot really think about this. terus mak FRUST! harap2 end of june his head is clearer lah kan.
and so, i am left with NO arah tuju what-so-ever. i am just going to continue with my self given assignments. this weeks assignment is a continuation of last weeks, the malay identity.
i am thinking of asking for a co-sv. tapi ada friends cakap it may not be a wise decision as takut ada conflict between the two. haih...cemana ni labu?
and so, because i was stress, i had some retail therapy. well, not my fault really cos the shorts i have aimed to get for my boys were half off, so harus beli.
dan, telah menggemukan diri dengan membeli caramel hot choc. i tell you, memang gemuk. *risau*
so, what should i do now? yg pasti, esok nak bawak mak pi tgk garden.
pastu, there might be a trip to dublin somewhere in between. :)
3 comments:
cobaannnn...takper, doa banyak2 k..wish u gud luck!!
sab ko xda member yg same sv dgn ko? Better find one. Survey cemane sv ko lyn student tu. Klu xbias then xpe. Klu bias u should consider amik co-sv. Or mayb juz cr 1 lecturer or senior student that can discuss ur work. At least ko tau level/quality keje ko ok ke x. And klu aku jd ko aku blk je mesia. Mcm la die ingat nk jupe ko end june nanti.
nat: thanks!
yzma: tula prob aku, tak de member yg sama SV. haih. i wish sini ada phd suite or something, bolehlah aku borak2 dgn dorg. aku ada email sorg mesian yg buat phd under my sv, tp dia tak reply pon!
and, suggestion ko to look for lecturer or sr student to discuss keje aku sgt bagus! i think i will do that. pastukan, aku nak sangat balik tapi yela...pertanyaan what if will always be playing on my mind. what if aku balik tapi dia sbenarnye nk diskas dgn aku...haih...but, im definitely going back in july!
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