i am still looking for a flat!! my deadline is looming but so far, i haven't had any success dalam bab mencari apartment ini.
I am a bit worried.will be calling more ppl tomorrow. sigh.
wish me luck.
and doakanlah Allah permudahkan my urusans.
p/s: and i already feeling the sakit2 di bawah ittew. Dear AA, please wait for papa and dani to come and for mama to finish her exam before deciding to see the world. thanks.
Monday, February 2, 2009
Friday, January 30, 2009
AA update
and so today, i went to the frauenklinik for my 35th week check up. yer...saya dah 35 weeks preggers and technically only have 5 weeks left. yikes!!!
anyhoo, i couldnt sleep last nite. was tossing and turning sampai about 3am...pastu, switch on lappie and watched citer melayu...ihihk...
neway, altho i slept late, i had to wake up early cos my appointment was at 8.20am. sesampai di spital tersebut, i registered and waited to be called. over here, even tho this is a government hospital, i didnt hv to wait for a long time to be seen by the doctor. i didnt even sempat isi the epidural and spinal anesthesia form, and already i was called into the room.
in the room, they began speaking to me in german.
so i said," My deutch ist schlect!".
And the obstretician started talking in english. He said,"If you want to give birth here, you will have got to get a translator. If not, there's no way you can deliver here. Cos i need to talk to you and explain to you about some important stuff."
i terus tergamam dan panik city jap. siapakah yang boleh jadik my translator? and ada gak rasa heran...why can't they speak to me in english? as it is, they were speaking to me in english pon masa tu kan?? even the nurse yg dedulu kengkonon takleh cakap english pon depan doktor mak aiiii....bleh plak la kan speaking dengan saya!!!!
and then, maybe because he heard me replying in english, he asked me :"you can speak english?" and i said "yes". and so he said, kalau gitu takpelaa....
then, he proceeded by saying "ok...u have to go for a c-section"
needless to say, my face changed. "why?" i asked.
"because ur first delivery was c-sect and i don't hv your full surgical report to explain what type of incision was done. c-sect is the safest for you and your baby. we don't want to risk ur utures being ruptured."
pulak dah!
"but, my incision was made horizontally," said i confidently.
"yes,the outer incision may have been horizontal, but i need to know how u were cut from the inside. if it is vertical, c-sect is THE ONLY way for you to deliver the baby," he said sambil demo with his hands how a cut was made.
tsk.
and so, i asked him what if i could get him the full surgical report?
"When can you give it to me? I need it as soon as possible. If the report is not detailed enough, I will personally call you," he said.
tu dia. errr....
"You can fax it to the hospital," he said. Sambil-sambil tu, I could see the nurse scribbling away, and dalam beberapa saat, came by my side and gave me the fax number.
"Ok, I will get it by next week," i promised sesambil dalam hati tu bersyukurla laki i keja kat spital yang i beranak tu kan. phew!
he also said that i might require special attention. tapi mak memang suka pon special2 nieh..hihihi..
next, he took my blood.bergelentiub-tiub. he said just to prepare in case i have to go for c-sect. hmmm...okei..mak pasrah jer u ols.
then, came the exciting part. the ultraschall!!! he prodded my belly with that equipment. i could see my AA!!
boy, has he grown! i am pleasantly suprised to learn that his weight is approximately between 2.3 and 2.5kg. I was initially quite worried cos i wasn't putting on that much weight. infact, this time around, i can still fit into my pre-preggers jeans u ols!!
Neway, AA still has about 5 more weeks to put on weight!! I really hope he will be a 3kg++ baby. (berangan kan..padahal tak sedar diri yg if baby besar pon there is a high risk kena c-sect).
lepas tu, mak tanya beberapa soalan seperti kos beranak (just pay for katil which is 8euro per nite), how long do i have to stay in the hospy after a normal delivery (usually 5 days), how many ppl can watch me go through delivery (1 family member) and what happens if i rasa contraction/water burst (call ambulance).
so, my next appointment is on march 9th, 1 day after my edd. tau tak sebab apa? sebab 8 march tu sunday. so terpaksa buat apt on monday gittew!!
anyhoo, i couldnt sleep last nite. was tossing and turning sampai about 3am...pastu, switch on lappie and watched citer melayu...ihihk...
neway, altho i slept late, i had to wake up early cos my appointment was at 8.20am. sesampai di spital tersebut, i registered and waited to be called. over here, even tho this is a government hospital, i didnt hv to wait for a long time to be seen by the doctor. i didnt even sempat isi the epidural and spinal anesthesia form, and already i was called into the room.
in the room, they began speaking to me in german.
so i said," My deutch ist schlect!".
And the obstretician started talking in english. He said,"If you want to give birth here, you will have got to get a translator. If not, there's no way you can deliver here. Cos i need to talk to you and explain to you about some important stuff."
i terus tergamam dan panik city jap. siapakah yang boleh jadik my translator? and ada gak rasa heran...why can't they speak to me in english? as it is, they were speaking to me in english pon masa tu kan?? even the nurse yg dedulu kengkonon takleh cakap english pon depan doktor mak aiiii....bleh plak la kan speaking dengan saya!!!!
and then, maybe because he heard me replying in english, he asked me :"you can speak english?" and i said "yes". and so he said, kalau gitu takpelaa....
then, he proceeded by saying "ok...u have to go for a c-section"
needless to say, my face changed. "why?" i asked.
"because ur first delivery was c-sect and i don't hv your full surgical report to explain what type of incision was done. c-sect is the safest for you and your baby. we don't want to risk ur utures being ruptured."
pulak dah!
"but, my incision was made horizontally," said i confidently.
"yes,the outer incision may have been horizontal, but i need to know how u were cut from the inside. if it is vertical, c-sect is THE ONLY way for you to deliver the baby," he said sambil demo with his hands how a cut was made.
tsk.
and so, i asked him what if i could get him the full surgical report?
"When can you give it to me? I need it as soon as possible. If the report is not detailed enough, I will personally call you," he said.
tu dia. errr....
"You can fax it to the hospital," he said. Sambil-sambil tu, I could see the nurse scribbling away, and dalam beberapa saat, came by my side and gave me the fax number.
"Ok, I will get it by next week," i promised sesambil dalam hati tu bersyukurla laki i keja kat spital yang i beranak tu kan. phew!
he also said that i might require special attention. tapi mak memang suka pon special2 nieh..hihihi..
next, he took my blood.ber
then, came the exciting part. the ultraschall!!! he prodded my belly with that equipment. i could see my AA!!
boy, has he grown! i am pleasantly suprised to learn that his weight is approximately between 2.3 and 2.5kg. I was initially quite worried cos i wasn't putting on that much weight. infact, this time around, i can still fit into my pre-preggers jeans u ols!!
Neway, AA still has about 5 more weeks to put on weight!! I really hope he will be a 3kg++ baby. (berangan kan..padahal tak sedar diri yg if baby besar pon there is a high risk kena c-sect).
lepas tu, mak tanya beberapa soalan seperti kos beranak (just pay for katil which is 8euro per nite), how long do i have to stay in the hospy after a normal delivery (usually 5 days), how many ppl can watch me go through delivery (1 family member) and what happens if i rasa contraction/water burst (call ambulance).
so, my next appointment is on march 9th, 1 day after my edd. tau tak sebab apa? sebab 8 march tu sunday. so terpaksa buat apt on monday gittew!!
inilah nasibku
i wont be getting my allowance this month. entah bila laaa nak dapat ni!!! tensi taw. dorang ingat murah ke cost of living kat sini? ha? ha? looks like i have to betul2 bajet cos god knows when am i getting the money kan.
on top of that, i plan to move out to another place kan? and to move to another place i need those euros dammit!!! if not cemana nak bayar deposit?? tsk.
mari kita baca email yg dia bagik
err....padahal my bank account details were given in November u ols!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Lamanyaaalaaaa nak laraskan apetah tak taw.
hmm...i hope to get it by next week. if not, kena pikir cemana nak bayar deposit rumah ni (if dah dapat rumah sewa la that is kan).
tsk. tensi.
on top of that, i plan to move out to another place kan? and to move to another place i need those euros dammit!!! if not cemana nak bayar deposit?? tsk.
mari kita baca email yg dia bagik
elaun u pihak kewanagn KP.T tengah proses..yg mengikut jadual tu
untuk student yg dah lama belajar,u kan baru jer bagi maklumat bank so saya kena
buat pelarasan dulu..aya dah proses elaun sara hdp u dari bln 2hingga 4 bersama
elaun bk & alat perkakas..so ambik masa juga nak masukke akaun u..sabar
yer...tq
err....padahal my bank account details were given in November u ols!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Lamanyaaalaaaa nak laraskan apetah tak taw.
hmm...i hope to get it by next week. if not, kena pikir cemana nak bayar deposit rumah ni (if dah dapat rumah sewa la that is kan).
tsk. tensi.
bila salji turun
This morning, on my way back from my check up here:
I took some pictures of my surroundings.
the pavement was covered in snow.
it was quite slippery. nevertheless i enjoyed the walk and the sound of ice crunching under my weight (which tak naik sangat pon, if i may add)
i wish i could scrape up the snow, squeeze it into a ball and start a snow fight. but with whom? i feel empty, like this lonely bench.
I took some pictures of my surroundings.
it snowed yesterday, as you can see
the pavement was covered in snow.
it was quite slippery. nevertheless i enjoyed the walk and the sound of ice crunching under my weight (which tak naik sangat pon, if i may add)
i wish i could scrape up the snow, squeeze it into a ball and start a snow fight. but with whom? i feel empty, like this lonely bench.Thursday, January 29, 2009
Things to buy
Hallo peeps.
Dr Sunshine and sidekick (that will be Dani Boy) will be coming in about a month (yeahoooo!!!!) and i need to list down a few things for them to beli and bring over. I have divided them into several categories. A. barang for AA. B. Barang for Dani. C. Barang makan. D.Barang for moi!
If you ols rajin, can u please comment on what else i should get?? tengs.
A. Barang AA
- Bepanthene
- Thermometer
- oilantum soap
- syampoo baby
- facial cotton
- medications and syringes (ubat demam, batuk, semasema, camomile lotion)
- grooming set
- berus basuh botol
- puting botol anakku
nota: stuff like baju, selimut, tuala, mittens, socks has already been purchased. tapi i must remember to make a list of things to bring so that Dr Sunshine tak lupa!
B. Barang Dani
-Bepanthene
-Oilantum Soap
-Syampoo
-Susu Ounce
-Dani's medication (PCM, sema sema, batuk, betnovate)
- liquid cleanser
C.Barang makan
-Belacan
-Asam Jawa
-Kiub Tom Yam
-Chilli Sauce
-Stok Ikan Bilis
-Stok Ayam
-Stok Rusuk
-Curry Powder
-Ikan bilis
-rencah sup siam
- teh tarik 3 in 1 aikchong and oldtown
-maggi kari
D. My stuff
-pad
-panty liner
-elomet tube besar
-seretide
-ventolin inhaler
-iron
-blender
-botol susu for ebm
-breastpump spare parts (ie: funnel and etc)
-crack heels cream
-toothbrush
-toothpaste
-mechanical pencil and the lead
-crack nipple cream
-lotion olive oil palmers
-ubat selsema
-bottle warmer
nota: my sis and mom will be getting me pil ikan haruan, krim for tummy, tungku tapi, girdle. tapi tak decide lagi which kind. and they also got me my syampoo, conditioner, hair serum and hair tonic. perlu taw penjagaan rambut nieh!! i tensi dgn keadaan rambut bercabang dan berkelimumur sebab dok kat tpt sejuk dan kering ini!
ok...so what else did i forget??
Dr Sunshine and sidekick (that will be Dani Boy) will be coming in about a month (yeahoooo!!!!) and i need to list down a few things for them to beli and bring over. I have divided them into several categories. A. barang for AA. B. Barang for Dani. C. Barang makan. D.Barang for moi!
If you ols rajin, can u please comment on what else i should get?? tengs.
A. Barang AA
- Bepanthene
- Thermometer
- oilantum soap
- syampoo baby
- facial cotton
- medications and syringes (ubat demam, batuk, semasema, camomile lotion)
- grooming set
- berus basuh botol
- puting botol anakku
nota: stuff like baju, selimut, tuala, mittens, socks has already been purchased. tapi i must remember to make a list of things to bring so that Dr Sunshine tak lupa!
B. Barang Dani
-Bepanthene
-Oilantum Soap
-Syampoo
-Susu Ounce
-Dani's medication (PCM, sema sema, batuk, betnovate)
- liquid cleanser
C.Barang makan
-Belacan
-Asam Jawa
-Kiub Tom Yam
-Chilli Sauce
-Stok Ikan Bilis
-Stok Ayam
-Stok Rusuk
-Curry Powder
-Ikan bilis
-rencah sup siam
- teh tarik 3 in 1 aikchong and oldtown
-maggi kari
D. My stuff
-pad
-panty liner
-elomet tube besar
-seretide
-ventolin inhaler
-iron
-blender
-botol susu for ebm
-breastpump spare parts (ie: funnel and etc)
-crack heels cream
-toothbrush
-toothpaste
-mechanical pencil and the lead
-crack nipple cream
-lotion olive oil palmers
-ubat selsema
-bottle warmer
nota: my sis and mom will be getting me pil ikan haruan, krim for tummy, tungku tapi, girdle. tapi tak decide lagi which kind. and they also got me my syampoo, conditioner, hair serum and hair tonic. perlu taw penjagaan rambut nieh!! i tensi dgn keadaan rambut bercabang dan berkelimumur sebab dok kat tpt sejuk dan kering ini!
ok...so what else did i forget??
Alhamdullillah
Berikut adalah hadiah Anniversary saya tahun ini:
- Email dari ofis yang menyatakan saya dibenarkan untuk membuat tuntuan bagi tiket Dani walaupun anak saya itu akan naik flight lain selain MA.S.
- email dari cimbank officer yang menyatakan duit allowance saya akan dimasukkan esok
- geran kereta saya sudah dijumpai di rumah saya!
- cuti Dr Sunshine telah diluluskan untuk sebulan (at least his boss has agreed to let him go on leave kan?)
- saya boleh mendaftar untuk kelas German saya pada bulan April.
- saya adalah orang pertama yang diberitahu oleh rakan baik saya, Encik Ikan Altis, tentang suatu berita gembira.
- ucapan tahniah dari rakan taulan
Terima kasih di atas rezeki ini Ya Allah.
this is, to date, my precious-test (if there is such a word) harta
- Email dari ofis yang menyatakan saya dibenarkan untuk membuat tuntuan bagi tiket Dani walaupun anak saya itu akan naik flight lain selain MA.S.
- email dari cimbank officer yang menyatakan duit allowance saya akan dimasukkan esok
- geran kereta saya sudah dijumpai di rumah saya!
- cuti Dr Sunshine telah diluluskan untuk sebulan (at least his boss has agreed to let him go on leave kan?)
- saya boleh mendaftar untuk kelas German saya pada bulan April.
- saya adalah orang pertama yang diberitahu oleh rakan baik saya, Encik Ikan Altis, tentang suatu berita gembira.
- ucapan tahniah dari rakan taulan
Terima kasih di atas rezeki ini Ya Allah.
this is, to date, my precious-test (if there is such a word) hartaWednesday, January 28, 2009
dreite Hochzeit
And so today is my 3rd wedding anniversarry. (tapi technically not in another 19hours at the time of writing cos we nikah-ed at nite).The first time ever that I celebrate apart from my Dr Sunshine. Throughout the three years, Dr Sunshine had always made sure that he wasn''t oncall on our anny.
This anny is the only significant date, aside from my birthday, that he remembers. Unlike me yang ingat every teeny weeny detail ie: first time kapel, tarikh bertunang. huhu.
anyhoo..
Babe,
I know you don't read my blog.hihi. however,i would still like to write this thing here. I hope you love what I got you..
Thank you very much for being the bestest husband ever. You are my bestest friend and my soulmate.
I really appreciate your sacrifice jadik single father kat KeyEll, bawak Dani jenjalan...and even bawak dani keluar sama2 when u go out with your friends (sampai kengkadang u have to feed dani susu ounce sambil borak2 dgn ur frens kat kedai makan till he fall asleep in ur arms), jaga Dani and manjakan Dani to bits, make time to webcam with me eventho its 2am in KeyEll and u have to be oncall the next day, tahan makan kat luar hari2 cos i am so far away, tolong uruskan all my stuff in KeyEll, try to be there for me even tho we are thousands miles apart, menantu yang baik to my mom and help look after her when i am away, and all that you were, u are and that you will be.
thank you b for not giving up on me. thank you for being the one to tanya "apa kata kita kapel dua?". thank you for reading the 4 Kuls and ayat qursi for me masa i tido dgn u. thank you for kissing me on my forehead every morning before u go to work and on my cheek before you go to sleep (altho slalunye by that time, i dah tak sedar and maybe tgh tidor berdengkur tak hengat punya). thank you for layan-ing my emo-ness.
Happy Anniverssary Babe. I Love you sesangat and I cannot wait to see you in a months time!
Mwah mwah.
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