semalam, ai baca blog sape tah and dia ada letak lagu bruno mars just the way you are. i tell you, kadang-kadang i wonder ada ke lelaki yang adore perempuan sampai begitu sekali???
well, i actually emailed Dr Sunshine lepas baca blog tu dengan meng-attachkan lagu tersebut and asked him that question. haha.
Dan hari ni, semasa nak cakap babai kat skype, dia nyanyi kat ai lagu tu.
*cair*
p/s: dan AA bangun semasa papa dia buat konsert sambil gelak ketawa yang lemak manis. cannot wait to be with my babies.
Thursday, April 21, 2011
30 minggu 2 hari
ok...tinggal less than 10 weeks to go with this pregnancy people! I am so excited. Sebab this also means there's less than 30 days for me to meet my boys. woot woot!
Anyway, had my check up today. The obgyn did an ultrasound and baby is aproximately 1.4kg. Dia kata nampak macam big baby but bila ai godek-godek internet and baca forum, ramai je yang masa 30 weeks dah 1.7kg dan etc. So, tak de la besar sangat kot. Tapi dalam hati, ai tetap mengharapkan baby would be more than 3kg at birth, insyaAllah.
My weight naik 1kg. Haih....total weight gain dah 16 freaking kilograms!!!!!!!!! *nanges* Beza gila ok dengan preggers masa dengan AA. Dengan AA, I only gained 5kg. Maka, nak turun weight pon agak senang. Kali ni? Matila nak kena berkerja keras dan exercise bagai untuk menurunkan berat badan lepas beranak nanti. Takpe, ai plan nak gigih bf baby and kumpul stock. Maka harapan ai adalah berat akan turun dengan senang, insyaAllah. Selain itu, kena tanam niat makan benda-benda sihat sajo. Harap-harap nafsu untuk makan nasi masih tak ada once i am home.
Dan, doktor telah approve permintaan ai untuk dapatkan surat supaya boleh balik. Maka, nanti lagi 4 weeks I will have my last appointment with her AND also get the letter.
Hari ni, dia juga buat pap smear. haih. Tak suka ok. Ni kali kedua buat pap smear sepanjang pregnancy. Tapi, tiap kali checkup, mesti diseluk. Tu pon ai tak suka! Nasiblah dapat obgyn pompuan kali ini.
Semakin lama, ai jadi semakin lemau dan MALAS! I dont know if its the holidays or the fact that i am this far along in my pregnancy. Mood nak buat keje tak ada. Bila baca buku atau journal, automatik nak tertidur. Howla? I nak kena habiskan 1 chapter by the end of this month. *sigh* Taktik konon2 nak baca2 dekat stabux pon tak jadi uols sebab i siap tertidor di sana. Dan, even naik tram pon boleh tersengguk-sengguk.
Oklah. nak kena baca buku. I must get that chapter done by hook or by crook.
p/s: i bought 2 rompers for the baby!!! And a mini bosch toolset for the boys. hehe.
Anyway, had my check up today. The obgyn did an ultrasound and baby is aproximately 1.4kg. Dia kata nampak macam big baby but bila ai godek-godek internet and baca forum, ramai je yang masa 30 weeks dah 1.7kg dan etc. So, tak de la besar sangat kot. Tapi dalam hati, ai tetap mengharapkan baby would be more than 3kg at birth, insyaAllah.
My weight naik 1kg. Haih....total weight gain dah 16 freaking kilograms!!!!!!!!! *nanges* Beza gila ok dengan preggers masa dengan AA. Dengan AA, I only gained 5kg. Maka, nak turun weight pon agak senang. Kali ni? Matila nak kena berkerja keras dan exercise bagai untuk menurunkan berat badan lepas beranak nanti. Takpe, ai plan nak gigih bf baby and kumpul stock. Maka harapan ai adalah berat akan turun dengan senang, insyaAllah. Selain itu, kena tanam niat makan benda-benda sihat sajo. Harap-harap nafsu untuk makan nasi masih tak ada once i am home.
Dan, doktor telah approve permintaan ai untuk dapatkan surat supaya boleh balik. Maka, nanti lagi 4 weeks I will have my last appointment with her AND also get the letter.
Hari ni, dia juga buat pap smear. haih. Tak suka ok. Ni kali kedua buat pap smear sepanjang pregnancy. Tapi, tiap kali checkup, mesti diseluk. Tu pon ai tak suka! Nasiblah dapat obgyn pompuan kali ini.
Semakin lama, ai jadi semakin lemau dan MALAS! I dont know if its the holidays or the fact that i am this far along in my pregnancy. Mood nak buat keje tak ada. Bila baca buku atau journal, automatik nak tertidur. Howla? I nak kena habiskan 1 chapter by the end of this month. *sigh* Taktik konon2 nak baca2 dekat stabux pon tak jadi uols sebab i siap tertidor di sana. Dan, even naik tram pon boleh tersengguk-sengguk.
Oklah. nak kena baca buku. I must get that chapter done by hook or by crook.
p/s: i bought 2 rompers for the baby!!! And a mini bosch toolset for the boys. hehe.
Monday, April 18, 2011
deadline baru
1. Must finish writing the stuff on mesia and identity by end of this month. Haiya...time is running out!! *pengsan* 12 hari je lagi tinggal ni!!! Mana nak tulis, nak edit lagi. tsk tsk. Articles pon baru print out to be read. Tupon baru seciput sahaja. *panik mode*
2. Nak pinjam thesis dr yg cut and paste tu cos nak tengok balik apa yang dia cut and paste tu mungkin ai boleh guna memandangkan tajuk dia ala-ala sama tapi tak serupa.
3. kena siapkan interview summary for a group project.
4. kena pinjam another buku for another subject sebab kena buat presentation on 10.5. Nasib baik group presentation. *phew*
2. Nak pinjam thesis dr yg cut and paste tu cos nak tengok balik apa yang dia cut and paste tu mungkin ai boleh guna memandangkan tajuk dia ala-ala sama tapi tak serupa.
3. kena siapkan interview summary for a group project.
4. kena pinjam another buku for another subject sebab kena buat presentation on 10.5. Nasib baik group presentation. *phew*
Sunday, April 17, 2011
walaupun jauh
Sometimes, i have this crazy feeling that Dr Sunshine can live his life without me. Yelah, he looks like he is doing fine jaga the boys and etc. Bila time-time perasaan tu datang melanda, I would feel so depressed and useless.
But, Allah is great kan? And I am constantly being reminded of how even though I feel like he does not need me, I still play a BIG role in his life. :-)
Case in point.
1. I am still the one yang belikan baju the boys. Like today, he was telling me, oh..nanti nak kena update wardrobe budak-budak. I was like, ok. Dalam hati, ai tahu, he's not telling me that because dia akan belikan, but in a way telling me that nanti tu, ai la yang kena pi beli. hehe. Yes, the last time the boys had a wardrobe update was when I was last in KL. And, AA lagilah kesian...dok pakai baju abang dia je, well, mostly lah kan. Maka, balik nanti I must shop for baju for the boys.
2. I still have a say in what our house is going to look like. hihi. Tu ai suka. Sebab, we'll be discussing about it online, pastu berebut lukis plan (and siap compare plan sapa lebih cantik) and share it online. :)
3. I babysit the boys while he does his house chores or tengok football albeit through online. Bukan senang ok nak meleraikan pergaduhan online but Alhamdullillah I manage. Otherwise, I just shout for Dr Sunshine (or call him on his mobile) and he'll come in to see whats up. hehe.
And, thanks to technology, I still get to:
1. see my babies go to sleep and hear them say good night mama and i love you. :) And tadi, since the father was outside watching football, I was babysitting them. AA nak tidur but since the Papa was not in the room (selalunya dia akan mengesot/crawl towards the papa to sleep on his lap or in his arms) dia mengesot towards the computer screen (maknanya towards ME) and fell asleep at bucu katil.
2. play with my babies ie: main tembak2 or makan di kedai where AA will jadi waiter and mintak order and pass me my order to the computer screen. hehe
3. watch movies with my babies.
4. read with them although this is kinda hard because they will be pointing at something and ask me what is it, tapi ai tak nampak! hehe
5. nyanyi with them.
Only 4 weeks and 5 more days till I get to hug my babies!!
But, Allah is great kan? And I am constantly being reminded of how even though I feel like he does not need me, I still play a BIG role in his life. :-)
Case in point.
1. I am still the one yang belikan baju the boys. Like today, he was telling me, oh..nanti nak kena update wardrobe budak-budak. I was like, ok. Dalam hati, ai tahu, he's not telling me that because dia akan belikan, but in a way telling me that nanti tu, ai la yang kena pi beli. hehe. Yes, the last time the boys had a wardrobe update was when I was last in KL. And, AA lagilah kesian...dok pakai baju abang dia je, well, mostly lah kan. Maka, balik nanti I must shop for baju for the boys.
2. I still have a say in what our house is going to look like. hihi. Tu ai suka. Sebab, we'll be discussing about it online, pastu berebut lukis plan (and siap compare plan sapa lebih cantik) and share it online. :)
3. I babysit the boys while he does his house chores or tengok football albeit through online. Bukan senang ok nak meleraikan pergaduhan online but Alhamdullillah I manage. Otherwise, I just shout for Dr Sunshine (or call him on his mobile) and he'll come in to see whats up. hehe.
And, thanks to technology, I still get to:
1. see my babies go to sleep and hear them say good night mama and i love you. :) And tadi, since the father was outside watching football, I was babysitting them. AA nak tidur but since the Papa was not in the room (selalunya dia akan mengesot/crawl towards the papa to sleep on his lap or in his arms) dia mengesot towards the computer screen (maknanya towards ME) and fell asleep at bucu katil.
2. play with my babies ie: main tembak2 or makan di kedai where AA will jadi waiter and mintak order and pass me my order to the computer screen. hehe
3. watch movies with my babies.
4. read with them although this is kinda hard because they will be pointing at something and ask me what is it, tapi ai tak nampak! hehe
5. nyanyi with them.
Only 4 weeks and 5 more days till I get to hug my babies!!
Thursday, April 14, 2011
esok exam
Esok exam. Pagi tadi dah bertungkus lumus ulangkaji pelajaran. Tengah hari, balik rumah dan langsung tak jengok buku. Apalah nak jadi dengan awak ni wahai ibu mengandung???
Kenapa ai tak bukak buku? Selain sebab skype dengan keluarga (padahal Dr Sunshine steady je buat case write up dia, ai je yang sibuk surf internet..hehe) ai cari info pasal nak keluarkan duit dari akaun 2 kwsp untuk bayar installment rumah.
You see, ai dengan Dr Sunshine kan tengah plan nak renovate rumah secara kecil-kecilan. Well, actually we are just going to extend kat bahagian wet kitchen sket, pasang grill, buat KC and wardrobe and beli lampu, kipas dan aircond dan furniture (if not, bentang tikar je la yek), buat attic, buat curtain. Nampak je macam ciput tapi duit yang diperlukan adalah BANYAK nak mampus .
Maka, we decided to do the renovations by several phases with the extension being the first phase. Dan benda-benda seterusnya tu will follow once dah cukup duit. We have actually opened another bank account to keep our monthly allocation for the house. Ala-ala tabung la untuk kerja-kerja buat rumah ni. We ols bukak account ni since October last year. Jumlah dalam akaun tu, tak de lah banyak mana pon, tapi mungkin cukuplah untuk setakat buat simple extension kat belakang tu.
Tapi, tiba-tiba ai teringat that I pernah baca kat blog sapetah, yang dia keluarkan duit dari kwsp dia untuk bayar monthly installment, and duit yang dia dah dah allocate for monthly installment tu, dia save (ai tak ingatlah dia save kat mana).
So, I was thinking, what if both Dr Sunshine and I keluarkan duit from our account 2 tu, and then the money yang memang we allocate to pay the monthly installment tu bolehlah disalurkan kepada tabung kerja-kerja buat rumah? Then, bolehlah we ols expedite the renovation process. Mungkin tak de lah nak cepat mana pon, tapi at least cepat sikit la kot dari our current plan.
Jadi, balik nanti, I nak uruskan hal-hal ni. Hopefully the plan works! So bolehlah extend dan buat grill at the same time, insyaAllah. Pastu kena gigih kumpul duit balik untuk projek-projek seterusnya. :)
Kenapa ai tak bukak buku? Selain sebab skype dengan keluarga (padahal Dr Sunshine steady je buat case write up dia, ai je yang sibuk surf internet..hehe) ai cari info pasal nak keluarkan duit dari akaun 2 kwsp untuk bayar installment rumah.
You see, ai dengan Dr Sunshine kan tengah plan nak renovate rumah secara kecil-kecilan. Well, actually we are just going to extend kat bahagian wet kitchen sket, pasang grill, buat KC and wardrobe and beli lampu, kipas dan aircond dan furniture (if not, bentang tikar je la yek), buat attic, buat curtain. Nampak je macam ciput tapi duit yang diperlukan adalah BANYAK
Maka, we decided to do the renovations by several phases with the extension being the first phase. Dan benda-benda seterusnya tu will follow once dah cukup duit. We have actually opened another bank account to keep our monthly allocation for the house. Ala-ala tabung la untuk kerja-kerja buat rumah ni. We ols bukak account ni since October last year. Jumlah dalam akaun tu, tak de lah banyak mana pon, tapi mungkin cukuplah untuk setakat buat simple extension kat belakang tu.
Tapi, tiba-tiba ai teringat that I pernah baca kat blog sapetah, yang dia keluarkan duit dari kwsp dia untuk bayar monthly installment, and duit yang dia dah dah allocate for monthly installment tu, dia save (ai tak ingatlah dia save kat mana).
So, I was thinking, what if both Dr Sunshine and I keluarkan duit from our account 2 tu, and then the money yang memang we allocate to pay the monthly installment tu bolehlah disalurkan kepada tabung kerja-kerja buat rumah? Then, bolehlah we ols expedite the renovation process. Mungkin tak de lah nak cepat mana pon, tapi at least cepat sikit la kot dari our current plan.
Jadi, balik nanti, I nak uruskan hal-hal ni. Hopefully the plan works! So bolehlah extend dan buat grill at the same time, insyaAllah. Pastu kena gigih kumpul duit balik untuk projek-projek seterusnya. :)
Wednesday, April 13, 2011
sebelum saya lupa
tadi pergi doktoratzentrum to ask about viva. Ye, masih awal bagi saya tapi I just wanted to know how long after I submit the thesis that we would be called for viva.
Dia kata, untuk new structure ni, 2 external reader akan baca thesis. Kita boleh nominate external reader tu but ultimately, reader akan dipilih oleh dekan and comittee. The readers would have a maximum of 4 months to read it. Lepas tu, kita buat correction and after that, boleh apply untuk buat viva. So, it will take about 5 months lah dari tarikh kita submit thesis tu.
Maka, dengan ini, saya memang kena push myself to write the thesis. Dan juga, berbaik dgn my cultural studies professor sebab ingat nanti nak nominate dia jadi one of the external reader.
Anyway, nak pi study. tapi tak de semangat la plak haih.
Dia kata, untuk new structure ni, 2 external reader akan baca thesis. Kita boleh nominate external reader tu but ultimately, reader akan dipilih oleh dekan and comittee. The readers would have a maximum of 4 months to read it. Lepas tu, kita buat correction and after that, boleh apply untuk buat viva. So, it will take about 5 months lah dari tarikh kita submit thesis tu.
Maka, dengan ini, saya memang kena push myself to write the thesis. Dan juga, berbaik dgn my cultural studies professor sebab ingat nanti nak nominate dia jadi one of the external reader.
Anyway, nak pi study. tapi tak de semangat la plak haih.
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
lagu tu rupanya
tadi masa kelas forschungpraktikum, saya telah ditegur oleh lecturer yang juga merupakan sv saya sbb asyik2 tukar pikiran akan tajuk yang nak dipresent. *opss* sorry sv. seb baik ai dah awal-awal suruh dia isik progress report.
anyway, ada presentation yang harus dibuat bersama group. Kena baca buku (dalam bahasa german. tsk tsk) dan present isi kandungan buku itu. Kali ini, saya bersama-sama 3 lagi ahli kumpulan lain dan saya sangat bersyukur yang theyols cakap english dgn saya. :)
then, on the way to the tram stop, i walked with a classmate and saja-saja bual kosong dengan dia. And guess what? She apparently did her masters disertation with my sv as well and dia kata memang konsep sv saya sangat relax tapi kadang-kadang dia boleh emo, depends on his mood. And, saya tanyalah, what would be the best way nak submit the chapters i have written. Dan kawan saya kata, honestly, dia rasa SV mungkin tak akan baca pon. So, she told me to draft a framework of the chapters and present it to the SV instead. SO, i am going to do that memandangkan dia kata, if you are lucky, he'll read your completed thesis. Usually he doesn't dan akan just pass you. Haiyoo..then cemanala nanti masa viva??? *panik* Kawan ai kata, viva tu, dia tak sure plak cemana procedure for phd. Maka, ai rasa nak kena pi tanya gradcentre esok.
Ai sedar yang ai baru aja tulis sechapter dua, tapi kan, I need to make sure date yang ai target nak habis tulis tu would be in time for submission in order to go for viva early next year.
And, lepas kawan ai tu cerita-cerita, ai pon heran cemana ada sorang yang penah disupervise oleh sv saya kata thesis dia dinobatkan sebagai thesis terbaik. Dan, tetiba ai rasa, padanlah kerja dia banyak cut and paste aje..sebab sv tak baca sangat pon. Kawan ai kata, selalu, dia akan just tengok table of contents, intro, conclusion dan maybe sket sket of chapter lain.
Apa pon, I would have to work hard to get my writings done. I really hope my strategy would work. Strategy ai kan is to use my data for the papers i have to submit for the subjects i am taking. Walopon ai tak include all data secara terperinci, at least, bila tulis camtu, bolehlah dapat feedback if my approach is ok or not, kan?
semoga kita semua berjaya!
anyway, ada presentation yang harus dibuat bersama group. Kena baca buku (dalam bahasa german. tsk tsk) dan present isi kandungan buku itu. Kali ini, saya bersama-sama 3 lagi ahli kumpulan lain dan saya sangat bersyukur yang theyols cakap english dgn saya. :)
then, on the way to the tram stop, i walked with a classmate and saja-saja bual kosong dengan dia. And guess what? She apparently did her masters disertation with my sv as well and dia kata memang konsep sv saya sangat relax tapi kadang-kadang dia boleh emo, depends on his mood. And, saya tanyalah, what would be the best way nak submit the chapters i have written. Dan kawan saya kata, honestly, dia rasa SV mungkin tak akan baca pon. So, she told me to draft a framework of the chapters and present it to the SV instead. SO, i am going to do that memandangkan dia kata, if you are lucky, he'll read your completed thesis. Usually he doesn't dan akan just pass you. Haiyoo..then cemanala nanti masa viva??? *panik* Kawan ai kata, viva tu, dia tak sure plak cemana procedure for phd. Maka, ai rasa nak kena pi tanya gradcentre esok.
Ai sedar yang ai baru aja tulis sechapter dua, tapi kan, I need to make sure date yang ai target nak habis tulis tu would be in time for submission in order to go for viva early next year.
And, lepas kawan ai tu cerita-cerita, ai pon heran cemana ada sorang yang penah disupervise oleh sv saya kata thesis dia dinobatkan sebagai thesis terbaik. Dan, tetiba ai rasa, padanlah kerja dia banyak cut and paste aje..sebab sv tak baca sangat pon. Kawan ai kata, selalu, dia akan just tengok table of contents, intro, conclusion dan maybe sket sket of chapter lain.
Apa pon, I would have to work hard to get my writings done. I really hope my strategy would work. Strategy ai kan is to use my data for the papers i have to submit for the subjects i am taking. Walopon ai tak include all data secara terperinci, at least, bila tulis camtu, bolehlah dapat feedback if my approach is ok or not, kan?
semoga kita semua berjaya!
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