hmm...esok genap seminggu i am here with the boys *senyum lebar sampai ke telinga*
tapi kan, i am so occupied with them, that i didn't make any time for my assignments! haiyahhh....i tengok laki ai, gigih je buat keje dia. lepas balik keje malam2, mengadap keje sekolah pulak. me? this week memang minggu mengantuk dan tak lalu makan aje. mungkinkah jet lag?
Namun, hari ni, tetiba rasa nervous cos I only have exactly 1 month left to siapkan my assingments. Pastukan, I juga nervous sebab hari ni pergi bukak buku merah dan doktor suruh i pi booking kat spital next week. Bila tanya doktor, selalu c-zer dorang akan schedule minggu ke berapa, dia kata minggu 38. Errkk..adakah ini bermakna ai ada 2 minggu je tinggal untuk menyelesaikan segala assignment? *pengsan*
Oleh itu, marilah kita berdoa supaya semangat rajin buat kerja kembali hadir and that i can opt for my c-zer to be done in week 40.
Ok, nak tido. esok ada conference.
Friday, May 27, 2011
Friday, May 20, 2011
nervous
alamak...tetiba rasa nervous pulak nak balik ni. Bukan apa uols, nervous if beg mak jadi excess luggage. Harap2, idaklah yer.
Lagi satu, nervous dgn how it would be like on the plane nanti. Yela, ni first time nak travel long haul at this stage of pregnancy. Harap-harap la kaki tak bengkak over sangat ye.
I hope everything would be ok, insyaAllah. Pray for my safe return ye kawan-kawan.
:)
Lagi satu, nervous dgn how it would be like on the plane nanti. Yela, ni first time nak travel long haul at this stage of pregnancy. Harap-harap la kaki tak bengkak over sangat ye.
I hope everything would be ok, insyaAllah. Pray for my safe return ye kawan-kawan.
:)
Thursday, May 19, 2011
patah belakang
rasa macam nak patah aje belakang ni menvacuum satu rumah ni! Yela, semenjak tahu pregnant, i jarang amat vacuum living room sebab i hardly spend any time in it. Ni, bila dah nak balik ni, sibuk laaaaa vacuum satu pelusuk rumah ni, sampai sakit belakang amatz! takpe, i take it as a form as exercise. *nak berpikiran positif gittew*
esok, sebelum mandi nak sental toilet and lepas breakfast, cuci kitchen. Pastu, boleh buang trash, then relax-relax sambil tunggu my ride to the airport. woot woot! Cannot wait lah. :)
Tapi kan, tadi cek email and baru dapat soalan for one of my assesment. i have till july 4th to do it, which means, i only have till mid june la kan sebab buatnya i terberanak, bila plak nak buat??? But, good thing is, the prof gave me a list of questions, and i get to pick one. bad news is, kena tulis 5k words and kena critical. But on the other hand, i am thinking of choosing a topic which is slightly related to what i am supposed to write for my thesis. So, when i write the essay, boleh juga guna for my thesis, kan? Maka, i adalah win win situation gittew. :) *nak stay positif*
So, I will be kinda busy my first month back because i have 3 assignments due. *pengsan*
Lets hope saya bersemangat.
p.s: masa check up today, obgyn said my cyst is back (5cm x 6cm). i tell you, it keeps coming back. Dah berapa kali dah ok i took it out. Its always on the left side. Apa pon, I bersyukur that it didnt kacau my 'kesuburan'. Neway, Obgyn kata, nanti c-zer, suruh dorang bawak keluar. hmm...
esok, sebelum mandi nak sental toilet and lepas breakfast, cuci kitchen. Pastu, boleh buang trash, then relax-relax sambil tunggu my ride to the airport. woot woot! Cannot wait lah. :)
Tapi kan, tadi cek email and baru dapat soalan for one of my assesment. i have till july 4th to do it, which means, i only have till mid june la kan sebab buatnya i terberanak, bila plak nak buat??? But, good thing is, the prof gave me a list of questions, and i get to pick one. bad news is, kena tulis 5k words and kena critical. But on the other hand, i am thinking of choosing a topic which is slightly related to what i am supposed to write for my thesis. So, when i write the essay, boleh juga guna for my thesis, kan? Maka, i adalah win win situation gittew. :) *nak stay positif*
So, I will be kinda busy my first month back because i have 3 assignments due. *pengsan*
Lets hope saya bersemangat.
p.s: masa check up today, obgyn said my cyst is back (5cm x 6cm). i tell you, it keeps coming back. Dah berapa kali dah ok i took it out. Its always on the left side. Apa pon, I bersyukur that it didnt kacau my 'kesuburan'. Neway, Obgyn kata, nanti c-zer, suruh dorang bawak keluar. hmm...
Wednesday, May 18, 2011
Alhamdullillah. Berjaya langsaikan some things from my to do list!
1. meet dean to discuss about credit hours. Must remember to print relevant documents!
2. Buat text for presentation!
3. The other assignment
4. Readings for chapter 3.
5. Insurance stuff belum settle
6. Shop for MIL, FIL and family. Aiyoo..muat lagi ke bag ni?
7. Beli beras. Sebab nanti tak leh bayang nak beli beras with baby in tow during winter. errkkk... (TAK JADI)
8. Kemas rumah, buat laundry
9. Get borang for baby's meldenzettel and insurance.
Pasal jumpa dean tu, well, actually its the faculty's director of grad studies. She is sooooooooooooo young tapi dah professor ok. Takjub i! Anyway, we discussed my situation and she suggested that I start presenting papers and write for journals in order to make up for my lack of credits tu. Its either that, or take classes next sem. Since I am trying my best not to take classes next sem (sebab i am planning to bring baby back with me), I am looking for conferences and lobang to send my papers. I need 1 or 2 conference and also nak hantar at least 2 papers to journals.
Pasal my readings, mintak maap banyak-banyak. Memang tak de masa i nak membaca dan membuat assignments i, uols!!! But, what I managed to do is to photocopy those books that I wanted to photocopy yesterday.
Pasal insurance, got a reply from them and they said that the amount will be automatically debited from my account. Syukur!
Found a shirt for my FIL, blouse for MIL. Esok i nak beli chocolates and cookies plak. Then, kaw tim dah pembelian barang2 dan boleh kunci beg.
Rumah dah mula kemas. Tapi nak buat last round of vacuuming, cuci toilet and clean stove on friday morning. Nak buat esok, takut kecah lagi, sebab jumaat still nak masak.Laundry dah settle. Esok kering kot, insyaAllah.
Hrmm...so, new list:
1. return library books
2. get borang from mikusch and print borang from online
3. photocopy doctor's letter and bagi one copy to travel agent
4. shop sikit barang makan
5. ambik gambar weltcafe and coffeeshopcompany
6. save all files from uni pc to external drive (MOST IMPORTANT)
i hope i did not leave anything out.
Oh...sangat teruja! just 2 more nights baby.
2. Buat text for presentation!
3. The other assignment
4. Readings for chapter 3.
7. Beli beras. Sebab nanti tak leh bayang nak beli beras with baby in tow during winter. errkkk... (TAK JADI)
9. Get borang for baby's meldenzettel and insurance.
Pasal jumpa dean tu, well, actually its the faculty's director of grad studies. She is sooooooooooooo young tapi dah professor ok. Takjub i! Anyway, we discussed my situation and she suggested that I start presenting papers and write for journals in order to make up for my lack of credits tu. Its either that, or take classes next sem. Since I am trying my best not to take classes next sem (sebab i am planning to bring baby back with me), I am looking for conferences and lobang to send my papers. I need 1 or 2 conference and also nak hantar at least 2 papers to journals.
Pasal my readings, mintak maap banyak-banyak. Memang tak de masa i nak membaca dan membuat assignments i, uols!!! But, what I managed to do is to photocopy those books that I wanted to photocopy yesterday.
Pasal insurance, got a reply from them and they said that the amount will be automatically debited from my account. Syukur!
Found a shirt for my FIL, blouse for MIL. Esok i nak beli chocolates and cookies plak. Then, kaw tim dah pembelian barang2 dan boleh kunci beg.
Rumah dah mula kemas. Tapi nak buat last round of vacuuming, cuci toilet and clean stove on friday morning. Nak buat esok, takut kecah lagi, sebab jumaat still nak masak.Laundry dah settle. Esok kering kot, insyaAllah.
Hrmm...so, new list:
1. return library books
2. get borang from mikusch and print borang from online
3. photocopy doctor's letter and bagi one copy to travel agent
4. shop sikit barang makan
5. ambik gambar weltcafe and coffeeshopcompany
6. save all files from uni pc to external drive (MOST IMPORTANT)
i hope i did not leave anything out.
Oh...sangat teruja! just 2 more nights baby.
Tuesday, May 17, 2011
nak nanges
rasa nak nanges je tadi masa beratur beli toasted mozarella sandwich kat my favourite sandwich stand.
Sebab apa tau? Sebab I rasa amat penat kehulu kehilir dari pagi tadi. Pagi tadi, I went to my insurance kundenzentrum (customer service centre) untuk bertanyakan pasal kenaikkan harga insurance tu, and sama ada i kena pi bank increase the amount to be paid (because I auto debit je tetiap bulan) OR ia akan secara automatik auto debit the new amount(like my electricity bill). Tapi, boleh pulak minah tu cakap tak tahu, and ai kena pergi main office to tanya. Argghhhh *tarik rambut*
So, I thought, maybe I should just call the main office. I dialed the number, tapi manjang je machine angkat and lama tunggu pon, tak dapat gak cakap dengan anyone. *geram*. Then, I decided, email ajela. So now, tengah tunggu dorang reply. If non ado reply, looks like I would have to make my way to the ´main office on Thursday.
Next, kan ke I buat projek chai tea latte? Well, entah kenapa, semalam I thought that my project does not sound 'intelligent enough'. Maka, I pon gigihla cari buku pasal history of food and etc and find the books I needed at the history library. So, I pi library tu tapi buku2 tu hanya boleh dipinjam during weekends. So, i thought, I would just photocopy the chapters that is relevant la kan. Tapi kan, yang buat I geram, the copy machine sana tak accept my fakultas copy card. Dia kena beli kad lain plak dah (best copy card) which is 10euro. Masalah problemnya, I only had 5 euros with me, so, dengan perasaan hampa, I put the books back and headed out of the library. Looks like I would have to photocopy the chapters esok la pulak in between classes. :(
Hari ni, asalnya, ai plan nak buat assignment. Tapi I am so freaking tired of all the walking I did. Jadi mood nak buat pon dah pudar uols!!! hmph. Mungkin malam ni la kot.
Next thing yg I amat risau adalah, i still haven't bought anything for my MIL and FIL. You tahu, i tak risau langsung pasal my mom cos she's cool about it. Tapi, for MIL, by hook or by crook, I kena gak get something. haih. Bila nak beli ni?? Mungkin lepas check up on Thursday.
Oh. Please give me strength to go through this.
Dahla tak buat apa lagi untuk my theoretical framework. *ketuk kepala*
Nasib some of the handouts for my presentation tu dah almost settled. I just need to write a good paper. Ya Rabbi. letihnyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....
I hope I would be able to get my work done bila dah balik nanti! Ai feel so kalut because I want to get most of the things on my to do list settled.
Heeeellpppppppppppppppp!!!!!!!!!
Sebab apa tau? Sebab I rasa amat penat kehulu kehilir dari pagi tadi. Pagi tadi, I went to my insurance kundenzentrum (customer service centre) untuk bertanyakan pasal kenaikkan harga insurance tu, and sama ada i kena pi bank increase the amount to be paid (because I auto debit je tetiap bulan) OR ia akan secara automatik auto debit the new amount(like my electricity bill). Tapi, boleh pulak minah tu cakap tak tahu, and ai kena pergi main office to tanya. Argghhhh *tarik rambut*
So, I thought, maybe I should just call the main office. I dialed the number, tapi manjang je machine angkat and lama tunggu pon, tak dapat gak cakap dengan anyone. *geram*. Then, I decided, email ajela. So now, tengah tunggu dorang reply. If non ado reply, looks like I would have to make my way to the ´main office on Thursday.
Next, kan ke I buat projek chai tea latte? Well, entah kenapa, semalam I thought that my project does not sound 'intelligent enough'. Maka, I pon gigihla cari buku pasal history of food and etc and find the books I needed at the history library. So, I pi library tu tapi buku2 tu hanya boleh dipinjam during weekends. So, i thought, I would just photocopy the chapters that is relevant la kan. Tapi kan, yang buat I geram, the copy machine sana tak accept my fakultas copy card. Dia kena beli kad lain plak dah (best copy card) which is 10euro. Masalah problemnya, I only had 5 euros with me, so, dengan perasaan hampa, I put the books back and headed out of the library. Looks like I would have to photocopy the chapters esok la pulak in between classes. :(
Hari ni, asalnya, ai plan nak buat assignment. Tapi I am so freaking tired of all the walking I did. Jadi mood nak buat pon dah pudar uols!!! hmph. Mungkin malam ni la kot.
Next thing yg I amat risau adalah, i still haven't bought anything for my MIL and FIL. You tahu, i tak risau langsung pasal my mom cos she's cool about it. Tapi, for MIL, by hook or by crook, I kena gak get something. haih. Bila nak beli ni?? Mungkin lepas check up on Thursday.
Oh. Please give me strength to go through this.
Dahla tak buat apa lagi untuk my theoretical framework. *ketuk kepala*
Nasib some of the handouts for my presentation tu dah almost settled. I just need to write a good paper. Ya Rabbi. letihnyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....
I hope I would be able to get my work done bila dah balik nanti! Ai feel so kalut because I want to get most of the things on my to do list settled.
Heeeellpppppppppppppppp!!!!!!!!!
Monday, May 16, 2011
lagi 3 hari
Ohh...saya dah sangat-sangat excited at the prospect of meeting the boys!!!!
Tapi, dalam pada itu, tetiba terfikir pasal my assignment. My main concern is, how to make it sound intelligent and filled with sources. Hmm...Esok nak pi library to photocopy some chapters which I think would help me.
Then, esok juga, nak jumpa dean sebab nak rayu pasal my credit hours. I agak nervous actually, tapi I just hope for the best.
Harap-harap, bolehlah get most of my presentation text done by tomorrow. Tapi tula....part-part nak include theories tu yang ai lemah sikit. Hmm...
And, must also spend time doing my other paper.
Selain itu, sedang menunggu-nunggu soalan essay dari lecturer. Harap-harap dia bagi soalan yang senang.
Ok...list of things to do.
1. meet dean to discuss about credit hours. Must remember to print relevant documents!
2. Buat text for presentation!
3. The other assignment
4. Readings for chapter 3.
5. Insurance stuff belum settle
6. Shop for MIL, FIL and family. Aiyoo..muat lagi ke bag ni?
7. Beli beras. Sebab nanti tak leh bayang nak beli beras with baby in tow during winter. errkkk...
8. Kemas rumah, buat laundry
9. Get borang for baby's meldenzettel and insurance.
Macam cepat aje masa berlalu. Cannot wait!!!!
Tapi, dalam pada itu, tetiba terfikir pasal my assignment. My main concern is, how to make it sound intelligent and filled with sources. Hmm...Esok nak pi library to photocopy some chapters which I think would help me.
Then, esok juga, nak jumpa dean sebab nak rayu pasal my credit hours. I agak nervous actually, tapi I just hope for the best.
Harap-harap, bolehlah get most of my presentation text done by tomorrow. Tapi tula....part-part nak include theories tu yang ai lemah sikit. Hmm...
And, must also spend time doing my other paper.
Selain itu, sedang menunggu-nunggu soalan essay dari lecturer. Harap-harap dia bagi soalan yang senang.
Ok...list of things to do.
1. meet dean to discuss about credit hours. Must remember to print relevant documents!
2. Buat text for presentation!
3. The other assignment
4. Readings for chapter 3.
5. Insurance stuff belum settle
6. Shop for MIL, FIL and family. Aiyoo..muat lagi ke bag ni?
7. Beli beras. Sebab nanti tak leh bayang nak beli beras with baby in tow during winter. errkkk...
8. Kemas rumah, buat laundry
9. Get borang for baby's meldenzettel and insurance.
Macam cepat aje masa berlalu. Cannot wait!!!!
Sunday, May 15, 2011
terasa dihargai
Saya terasa sangat dihargai bila dapat tahu Dr Sunshine ambil cuti sampai hari Khamis the first week I am back. :)
Love you la babe!
For that, I akan stay up to teman you tengok finals champions league, k? And make u coffee, and goreng some benda makan so that you have something to munch on during the match. :)
Love you la babe!
For that, I akan stay up to teman you tengok finals champions league, k? And make u coffee, and goreng some benda makan so that you have something to munch on during the match. :)
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