hari productive

I felt so productive yesterday. I managed to cross off a lot of things from my to do list.

I have been quite busy this past few weeks. Among the things I have accomplished are:

1. registered Andi for kindy
2. found a babysitter for the boys
3. finished reviewing a journal article
4. finished filling up the frgs form
5. found cleaner for house
6. exterminator pon dah jumpa!!
7. settlekan pasal keluar duit from kwsp to bayar loan rumah
8. tempah rubber stamp for AD...senang iols..nanti chop chop nama ajer.
9. beli pakaian sekolah AD and his books
10. got AA his school bag.
11. settlekan document for 51
12. photocopy stuff for AA and AD's school.
13. submit my claims

I feel so lega....especially after I found the babysitter and registered AA for kindy. AA loooovvveeessss his kindy, so I am very happy.

Now, I need to:
1. ambil passport pix of the boys
2. finish up my book chapter for kom
3. finish up book chapter for w&phd
4. beli jam for AD
5. print out form and cv.

ok..ittew saja. :)

pasal tadika

Oh Emm Gee....susahnya nak cari tadika!!!!

You see, AA will be going to kindy from next year onwards. At first, it was pre decided that he would attend GA since AD did so well over there.

Tapi.....es gibt keine GA ins BSP. How????

Memula....memang nak hantar dia ke TunasPermata...but it was full.

So, I went around BBB looking for a place. Found one Tadika Aulad. Love the kindy, hated the daycare centre!!!! Pusing-pusing lagi, and all the kindy and taska were not up to my fussy standard!!!!

Terus pening ok.

Then, I thought...hmmm....siapa nak jaga Aaron? So, fikir punya fikir, decided to look for babysitter je for Aaron and that Andi can go to the same babysitter lepas habis kindy dia. So...half day kindy je for Andi. Thus begin my search, again!!!

And, Alhamdullillah, I think I found one kindy yang ok, in terms of the silibus used. Its called Smart Soleh. Fees is rm240 for kindy up till 12 (tapi can hantar from 630am and ambil a bit later). The only thing that I am a bit concerned about is that it is located on the 2nd floor of a building so nanti kena climb a lot of stairs. Tapi takpe la kan....excercise. Pelajaran dia macam GA sikit cuma dia ada solat duha every friday and also a show and tell thingy (atas stage uols) to build childrens confidence. I think it will be good for AA. I really hope he will love this kindy. I plan to send Aaron there nanti as well in 2014 when he is 3. So dedua sekali harung kat situ kan.

There was this iium affiliated montessori in BSP. I was quite keen with the school tapi, i didnt really like the fact that they will only start teaching kids how to read when they are 5. Maybe I am part tiger mom kot...wakakakakak....but I really would like AA to start learning his abcs when he is 4. Lagipon, the fees is 350 (but kindy up till 3pm).

I hope it will be a good experience for AA.

On another note, I think I found a babysitter for my babies. I am kind of OK with the place. Will send the boys over beginning esok to see how they can adjust. I hope they will be ok with the place.

patah hati

you know what? sometimes, you think that whatever you watch on cerekerama or drama or movies will not happen to you. Well, it does.

For 3 years, saya berssabar, hoping that he would change. And for that three years, i have been fooled.

Last week, i found out that it was still going on.

Sigh....tak percaya pon ada...How can someone so loving be like that? Tapi dekat dalam drama pon ada, kan? Orang loving dan romantic tapi tiba-tiba??

So, I told his sister and mother about this situation.

Right now, I am praying for the best.

I hope I will find happiness again.

I hope I will learn to trust again. But you know what? After being fooled for so many times, I dont think I can.

Friends told me to act indifferent to get him to come back.

It is so hard.

SO FREAKING DIFFICULT.

:(

shattered into pieces

kadang-kadang, in life, kita kena give in. But how long will you able to do that.

Please. Please remember the promise you made.

I would not hesitate, if it happens again.

:(

dah submit

I have just submitted my 51 application.

Now, I need to settle my laporan tamat cb, 2 thesis to be bound, my claims (flight tix, fees and insurance)

Pastu frgs.

pastu the book chapter.

Nasib baik I haven't started teaching.

Ok...need to finish up the laporan.

p.s: I also feel very efficient today sebab dah buat appointment dgn cleaner, exterminator AND called several kindy and daycare. hehe.

peghak

i am sorry....but i am still quite peghak and giggle like a silly girl (to myself, of course) when people address me as dr.

oh my god.

i still cannot believe i am done. i dah jadi doktor. masih susah nak percaya. masih dalam disbelief. dan masih kembang-kembang hidung bila i am introduced as doktor.

maafkan saya jika saya sound meninggi diri. do you feel like this as well?

masih tak percaya.

as for perkembangan in my ds51 application, i dah dapat persetujuan dari 3 pengadil peribadi, Alhamdullilah. Borang pon actually I dah isi. hehe. Now nak tunggu penjanaan maklumat on my publication and also to get approval of the conferences I attended. Lepas tu dah clear, I nak email my pengadil peribadi again to ask if they have submitted the borang. Lepas tu, I nak hantar borang I.

Then, have to apply for the grant.

okie dokie...have work to do.

p.s: finally got my own room!!

kepulangan

i am back di tanah tumpah darahku. Happy? yes. Sad? yes jugak. I must admit, it is not easy to leave a place i call home for the last 4 years.

Anyway, I reported for duty last Monday. Alhamdullillah, my boss said I could take the week off. I am still jetlagged and need to settle issue penjagaan anak-anak. You tahu, on my first day, I actually woke up at about 5 to get ready because I needed to drop off my babies at my moms all the way in pj before going back to bangi for work. Tiring and of course I was sooooo sleepy throughout my drives.

Semasa cuti seminggu ni, I am taking the opportunity to buy groceries, get my baby used to being left at my moms and also menyediakan dokumen-dokumen berkaitan utk get the ds51.

So, if you are wondering what are the documents needed, here it is.

1. Photocopy of your spm results, degree transcript, masters transcript and phd surat senat
2. cv
3. publication in 1 journal or a book
4. presentation at a conference
5. laporan 3 pengadil
6. slip gaji.

Ok...looks easy kan??? But I tell you, it is so renyaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....

Apa yang renyah? Proses nak mengisi maklumat online for the publication and presentation and to have it verified by the uni. Thats the renyah part. Haih...dah 2 hari dah I buat, tak habis2 lagi. Bukan sebab banyak publication, tapi sebab banyak info yang not at hand masa isi borang online tu. Maka, balik rumah nanti i kena isi lagi sekali borang tersebut.

Then, nak cari referee pulak. I already have 1. Need to cari 2 lagi. Contacted another 1. Hope to get her reply soon. Now nak 1 more...tetapi siapa ye?

I hope to settlekan all this thing by this week. Lepas ni, tinggal nak mail the borang pengadil to the pengadil and also wait for my surat senat from uniwien. Haih..lambat betul dorang nak releasekan the letter. No letter, no application. :(

One more thing which I need to do is to print 2 copies of my thesis and submit it to unit latihan. And also,  buat surat for my claims. Takpe, ni lepas the 15th boleh buat.

What else? Oh....and nak kena siapkan proposal for a grant i plan to apply. Tengoklah cemana. Harap2 sempat. Must start working on the proposal cos deadline is nov 15th! *pengsan*

Malam ni nak settlekan the online2 borang stuff. Then will proceed with my grant thingy. Will start on grant thingy inshaAllah esok or lusa. Must start thinking of what to do.

Oklah...i nak pergi beli stationaries sat.

p.s: left phone in wien so i was phoneless for about 3 days. Dr Sunshine bought me a new phone. :))
p.ps: ada prof offer i keje kat diff uni in malaysia. if only.....