Wednesday, February 25, 2009

mungkin yang terakhir kalinya

My boys will be arriving in a few hours!!! *lompat-lompat kegirangan*

Anyhoo, since I have yet to subscribe to internet/cable tv/ phone line at my new apartment, i don't think i will be going online that much. Lagikpon, the reason I am online in the first place is to chat/ talk/ keep in touch with my babies and now that they will be with me IRL, tak de la saya akan online sgt kan. hihi. I need to make out up for lost times!

Next monday will be my exam. After that, I will be busy with Dani's insurance and residence permit application.

I hope to beranak after everything selesai.

Di kesempatan ini, I would like to minta maaf for any wrong doings, ter-apa-apa (makan, minum, kecikkan hati, etc) ok. yelah u ols. mak nak beranak ni, so u never know what can or may happen in the labour room kan? so,minta maaf and thanks for everything.

Pastu, to my dearest family, gang projek, gang badminton kg tunku, PICs and geng rombongan cik Kiah (u know who u r), I love you ols and thanks yer for being there for me when I needed you ols! thanks for the encouragement and for making me believe in myself. *feeling-feeling bagi speech mcm kat AcademyAwards*

Please doakan everything will be ok. And I hope to come back again soon with a picture of me and my little family.

Assalammualaikum

My Dani

dani: hello
me: hello dani
dani: mama kat mana ni?
me: mama kat Vienna. Dani kat mana?
dani: dani kat rumah Dani
me: Dani nak pergi mana tu?
Dani: Dani nak pergi Vienna.
me: buat apa?
Dani: nak jumpa Mama

only less than a day left!! can't wait. Dani demam and flu-ish. hopefully he'll be ok in the plane

kuasa Allah

perut maju ke depan (according to eus)




at 4am plus today, I woke up with a massive contraction pain yg amat sangat. sakit blakang, to my perut up till me peha okei. and, i dono why, but my left side seemed to be experiencing more pain than my right side.

the sakit tu, teramat sgt till i cannot duduk. i had to stand, jenjalan sesambil berfikir..am i in labour?? and doa2..please...if i am..please bagi petunjuk (ie: water broke atau that bloody show). Dr Sunshine called and advised me to go to hospy, tapi i rasa tak mo pi. reason being, if nak pi hospy, have to call ambulance...and what if its just cik Toni Braxton yang buat performance kan?

walaupun masa Dr Sunshine call tu, mak dah nangis2 kesakitan (sesambil pegang and sniffsniff baju dia feeling2 he's around), mak tak nak gak call ambulans.

my along dah mesej dah tanya are u in hospy??aiyoo...cemana tah bleh ada miscommunication yang mengatakan mak dah masuk spital plaakkk... *matila drama swasta*. then i had to clarify yang i am still in my flat cos my dear mother dah panic city mengenangkan anak manja dia ni sensorang....*terharu*

so, sesambil fenfeeling berjihad pon ada, dan trying to baca ayat2 yang patut dan juga jalan kehulu-kehilir, i thot "I was so wrong.Braxton Hicks adalah lebih teruk dari piles yang ku benci ittew."

pastu, i decided, since I cannot tido, apa kata semayang Subuh. so, i did. and after that, i thot...if Maryam could beranak all alone and menghadapi pregnancynyer alone(dgn bantuan Allah of course), I could do it too! And, tah naper, terinspirasi plak nak baca surah Maryam ittew after Subuh. so I did.

And u know what??

Dengan kuasa Allah, i could tolerate the pain and actually fell asleep!!!!

Alhamdullillah.

And now, I just need to get through one more day...just one day jer lagik, alone.

hari ni kena duk diam2 kat rumah. tapi bleh tak agaknyer if nak pi Hoffer?? nak beli tomato puree laaa...(yes...mak still fenfeeling nak masak kuah spaghetti ittew! *fenfeeling isteri and ibu mithali*)

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

today, i went to a frens house to buat my project! I managed to blend cili kering, halia, bawang putih and bawang merah. all in hopes to make things easier for me (or Dr Sunshine) to masak when I am in confinement nanti.

Pastu, I stocked the fridge at my new apartment with nuggets, sausages, burgers, chicken and minced meat. (rasa nak patah bahu bawak benda2 ni. berat tahu!)

dalam hati, berniat nak buat sausage bun (ni terinspirasi dari blog2 masakan la nieh!). maybe will buat doughnyer esok. we'll see tahap kerajinan saya. pastu, esok, i also plan to buat some spaghetti sauce so that boleh freezekan. dan juger chicken stew. :)

err...pagi esok, kena bangun awal,mandi dan buat laundry (i am so going to miss the washing machine and dryer kat current flat). sesambil ittew study lite-lite. pastu pi hoffer beli barang untuk masakan. pastu by 12.30 (or by the time auntie call), hv to go to new apartment. uncle nak pasang hook. seambil dah pi new apartment tu, i plan to bring along my cerek, periuk nasi, periuk masak, pinggan and a few stuff that i hope can fit into that beg plastik i.kea besar gedabak ittew.

smalam, i fell asleep while waiting surfing the net.oleh ittew,i didnt set my alarm and woke up at 8plus. with lappie still on. tapi tido nyenyaakk...besstttt...

oohh...i MUST study. hihi. tapi excited ni.cemana? tomorrow,Dr Sunshine and Dani will be on the plane. bertolak at about 5pm(waktu wien). cant wait.cant wait. :)

k.nak pi cari resepi sat!

Monday, February 23, 2009

owh baby

i went for my 38th week check up today. For the first time ever semenjak tengok doktor kat sini, I had to wait for almost 2 hours u ols!!! there goes my plan nak buat ittew ini.

My appointment was at 9. tapi, entah kenapa, i boleh tersalah naik tram to go to the hospital. tsk. next thing i knew, i was like..eiihh..ngape tram ni turn right ni?? go straight...straight!!! tsk. so, i had to get out at the next exit, and walk all the way back to the previous stop, which thank god, the tram that I was supposed to naik also happens to stop at. tapi penat jugakla kan kena jalan. plus, walking in the after-snow scene is susah ok!! its SUPER slippery so i had to walk really really slowwwww....

then, naik the right tram, stop at the tram stop and walked to the hospy. yer..perjalanan kat hospy dalam keadaan 38weeks preggers, with that irritating and uncomfortable piles yang menyakitkan every step you take, coupled with the slippery alleys, was a challenge!! and it was cold too. and, i was lugging with me tupperwares and cili kering (seb baik ringan) and bawang putih for a project. dahla to get to the hospy kena naik tangga batuuuu....sigh.

neway,sesampai hospy (did i tell you hospy ittew tidak ada aufzug? jadi saya kena menapaksaik tangga...thank god kena pi tingkat satu jer u ols), saya anmelden. and waited for my turn. first, i was asked to pipis. then, they strapped the ctg (ni best..sempat tertido kejap sambil dengar AA's heartbeat). pastu, tunggu jumpa doktor.

Ya Rabbi...punya lamaaaaaa....and i only saw him for like 5 minutes jer!!!!!! i went in. he asked me to baring. lumuq that gel thingy. scan-scan and ukur size (all the while senyap sahaja yer...tak cakap apa pon). nurse amik bp. okei..we're done. i was like, what?

baby awak nampak ok. temujanji kita seterusnya adalah pada 9march.
err...encik doktor, berapa agaknye berat baby saya.
saya pon tak pasti, nampak macam 3kg.
oooo....err...encik doktor..saya ada buasirla..sangat2 tak selesa. ada apa-apa ubat tak?
takpe. buasir ni akan hilang lepas awak beranak nanti.
err..ok. terima kasih. (dalam hati tu,tertanya-tanya la gak kan, dah engaged ke anak saya? tapi lepas dah keluar dari bilik tu, baru tepuk dahi sebab terpikir...awatlaaa tak tanya.hmm)

my plan to pay my exam fees tak jadik cos by the time i was done with the Termin, it was almost 12.30.

And so, I went to a frens house,to buat projek mengisar bawang (tapi tak sempat pon u ols cos sibuk nak potong rambut).

p/s: i purchased travel insurance for my hubby and son. just in case.
p.p/s: af.fin kata they ols tak terima out housing loan payment since jan. pelik, cos we paid through maybank2u. so, i told hubby that if kita kena interest, the bank is the one that has to pay!
p.p.p/s:i trimmed my hair to hopefully eliminate my split ends!
p.p.p.p/s:only 3 more days till i get to say my darling boys!!!

Sunday, February 22, 2009

masak-masak

since i plan to just lepak2 at home and not exert myself too much, i plan to make some frozen meals. antara dalam perancangan saya:

1. spaghetti sauce
2. beef/ mutton stew
3. casserolle (ni tak tau nak buat cemana sbenarnye tapi dah angan-angan)

hmm..apa lagik ek yg boleh di freezekan? daging kicap boleh tak? what about ayam masak halia?? can ah?? any ideas?

bukan apa. kesian kat dani cos bila tinggal dgn papa nanti, dia nak makan apa kan? tak kan hari2 makan luar.

cuma satu soalan

korang rasa, the prince and eva anak petani tu, will live happily ever after tak?