permohonan ke sekolah

today, Dr Sunshine went to S3 to submit AD's school application. Menurutnya, the school is so much better than the one in bsp. i asked why? dia kata sebab the school feels different, padang dia cantik and well kept, and most importantly, ada tennis court.

sigh.

i knew it.

the tennis court made the school looks great to Dr Sunshine.

i hope AD will be able to fulfil his Papa's wish to have tennis players in the family (we have had this conversation since we were 20 and bila we got all boys, makin excited la dr sunshine). dr sunshine is planning to get a tennis coach for AD once we've settled down in bsp.

anyway, back to the school, the school admin tanye why apply to tht school n not bsp. we ols kata sbb dekat dgn my office. hih hih.

i really hope AD gets in! kalu tak...hmmm....have to merayu la nampaknya.

rumahku syurgaku

inilah hasil kerja Dr Sunshine sepanjang ai duduk sini. Semua barang-barang ni dia beli, survey dan etc. The kitchen tu, dia yang pasang the wall cabinet and the stainless steel fittings. i love you lah babe. you memang terrer bab-bab cari offer. :) cannot wait to go home!!

our 'built in' wardrobe which i absolutely LOVE

view of dining room and kitchen from the living room (with AA)

view of kitchen from the pantry

AD and AA hanging out in their room

living room furniture and dining room furniture belum di hantar.

curtain sudah dipasang satu rumah.

water heater dah pasang at the boys room and ours ada problem dgn copper piping so waiting for the plumber to rectify the matter.

air cond bought for boys' room and our room.

pintu kitchen cabinet,we opted for nyatoh wood which will be put up soon (got it for rm900)

pantry -- design still pending.

lampu and kipas dah pasang at all points except for depan pintu rumah and living area upstairs.

if ada duit lebih, still need to get console table, furniture for living room like coffee table, and i realy nak pasang that sliding door thingy to seperate the shower area in the master bedroom. InshaAllah. Sikit-sikit, lama-lama jadi bukit. :)

first solo trip ke tempat asing

esok will be my first time travelling ke tempat asing with Mr Falafel. I am quite nervous sebab tempat tu, main language is not german or english. Anyhoo, sebab risau, I decided to ask for hotel ppl to pick me up (beza 3 euro je pon dgn ambik taxi kat airport).

i have no exact plans yet tp ingat nk jalan2 jugak n try makanan. which reminds me, i should salin alamat kedai makan ittew.

oklah...nk buat research sikit.

ketentuan Illahi

Hari ni I dapat berita sedih. My SIL who is pregnant 34 weeks lost her baby. I am not sure if it was stillborn or meninggal selepas dilahirkan, but it is still sad.

I always read yang baby or anak kita yang meninggal akan tunggu kita kat pintu syurga. Betul ke ek?

I experienced a misscarriage once, when I was about 5 weeks pregnant. Until today, I cannot help but wonder if he/she will be waiting for me kat pintu syurga.

Al-Fatihah.

whoah

Alhamdullillah.

As you may have read, I suddenly decided to apply for extension. I feel like I need the time to prepare for viva because to me, selagi belum dapat grade for my thesis and belum viva, phd belum dalam genggaman. Honestly, I feel so takut!!!!!!!!!!!!

So, bermula yesterday, I frantically emailed my sv and he said that he will only be back in wien mid April!!! argh..terus saya tensi okeh sebab cemana nak dapat surat sokongan kan? Then, dengan muka tak malu (yes...saya rasa saya sangat menyusahkan sv dan juga dah rsa malu gila dengan dia sebab selalu request dia tulis macam2 surat okeh!) minta dia tulis surat ittew dan email to me to which he immediatly buat. Syukur sangat.

Cuma yang ralat, I tak de progress report. But, in his letter, he has in a way stated my progress so I hope that it will be ok.

SInce this is very last minute, what I am going to do is to email the unitlatihan everything in pdf and pastu baru post. This is just to ensure that they know of my intentions and documents ada in hand lebih cepat. I hope urusan ini akan dipermudahkan. I applied for a 6 months extension dengan harapan, if tak bagi 6 bulan, 3 bulan pon, inshaAllah memadai.

Aside from that, I finished writing my paper for the conference. So, esok, lepas uruskan pasal my extension documents, I nak edit paper tu pula. Lepas tu, nak kena prepare the text for presentation, followed by the slides. Kali ni ingat nak guna prezi sebab haritu, my classmate guna and it looked so canggih and nice!!!!

After this weekend, I need to concentrate on my book chapter and 1 more paper for a journal, inshaAllah.

Oh...selain itu, I juga kena beli tiket dan rancang percutian ke Salzburg, and if everything goes well kat Tirana (read: i'm able to handle baby sorang2 on vacation), i might plan a trip to Amsterdam, to visit Kuekenhof. :) I guess Venice will have to wait masa I datang for viva or graduation (altho for my graduation, i dah berangan nak pergi Spain..heheheheh).

Itu saja laporan dari saya.

p.s: i think something is wrong with me. Now, bukan saja rasa lebam. Dapat sakit kepala pulaaakkkkkkkkkk......tapi, Alhamdullilah, bila makan ponstan, hilang.

patutkah?

patutkan extend cuti belajar?
ye...saya akan just apply for extension. If dapat, syukur Alhamdullilah. if tak,kena start kerja.

patutkah saya try tukar sekolah AD?
ye...saya dah pon ammend the permohonan. Now we are applying to a new school. I tell you, ni baru apply sekolah rendah. Nanti sekolah menengah cemana la agaknya. And i don't even want to think about university!!!! harap2 by that time, i will have the strings to pull, if necessary. hikhikhik.

patutkah risau sebab tak start pon lagi tulis paper and prepare presentation?
ye. tapi perasaan malas tu membuak-buak!! teruk sangat kan? I shall start esok, promise. err..tapi esok nak keluar beli diaper. ok..after that. harus!!!

patutkah risau nak pi foreign place dgn baby?
ermm...ye jugak kot. tapi everything happens at Allah's will. So apa-apa pon, berserah ajelah. I booked a pretty fancy and nice hotel. hih hih. Am sooooooooooooooo excited. So, if tak pi pusing2 the city, lepak2 dalam hotel pon ok kot?

neway, i totally forgot about my bookings at the kindermuseum today! ruginya rasa. dah petang baru ingat. sigh.

esok plan to pi beli diaper and go buy groceries.

p.s: i don't know why, but my tummy hurts. rasa lebam macam lepas c-sect dulu. :( at times like this, i wish dr sunshine ada.

patutkah?