i feel sad today.
i am not feeling well.i have a very bad sore throat, flu (sampai berdarah2 idung mak..tsk). on top of that, i am worried sick about finding a flat for me to live in.
the flat has to be at least 57sq m. yes. ppl here ada regulation whereby if 3 ppl were to stay at the flat, each person must at least have 19sq m for themselves. ini tak kira la sama ada org itu besar bagak or a small tiny baby. and rent for a place that big is approximately 700euros (excluding utility bills).
also, i am worried cos exam is on the 2nd and my due date is on the 8th.
and, i had a big shouting match over the phone tadi with my other half which left me sobbing.
i am indeed very sad.
and i have never felt so alone and helpless in my entire life.
6 comments:
erk...ni blog baru ke blog khas utk phd term je?
neways....go go chayuk nyah....(baper kali ler aku nak bg kata2 perangsang kat ko nih...sama je dialog...ngee)
tp its true....ur courage sgt inspiring...
sabar byk2 yek sab. Amalkan bace al quran surah 56, al waqiah (xsilap aku). Mudah2an Allah permudahkan segala urusanko..
sabb this is ur life journey babe...sabar ok. jgn mengalah!
Cabaran can only make you stronger. Hang on there!
sabb, banyk bersabar...this is just anothr bump in life and i believe you could face any challenges that come...*hugs* eventho we are far, but you have us for support if anything.
Girls,
Thanks so much for the words of encouragement.
I hope that one day i will be able to look back at all this and laugh. hihi.
skarang pening cari rumah plak. adeiii....
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