today has been a very super duper trying day!!
nak jugak bagitahu, it is not easy to be a single mom with a baby while doing phd.
baby that is in his seperation anxiety phase. if tidur nak cuddle manjang.
how la am i suppposed to do my work? how? how?
lagi lagi sekarang ni saat genting
i really need to finish this. tinggal sikit je lagi tapi my son is not cooperating! i know he is just a baby. but he doest not want to sleep. does not want to play sorang. why god? why minggu ni dia macam ni???
dah la tu. macam2 nak jadi. air milo tumpah dekat my external!!! nasib external ok.
apa pon. i am so bloody stressed. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i need some time to think. alone!
i need peace and quite.
i may sound selfish now. tapi i tell you. siapa yang tak melalui apa yang i rasa, you wont know how i feel.
so, siapa yang ada suami/mak or whoever di sisi masa buat phd, silalah bersyukur banyak-banyak.
i am trying my hardest to finish up my citation thingy. but, as much as i love to say its much easier with google books, i still need to read the chapters/book to jumpa bebetul the page number. so no. its NOT EASY.
sempat ke tak ni habis by jumaat?
i have already sub kan kerja check my reference to orang lain.
i just need to complete my citations thingy AND edit and reedit again.
on top of that, i have a paper due on feb 15th. and paper tu, i tak buat apa langsung lagi!!
help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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