3rd post of the day

Dear blog,

Wie gehts?Ich kann nicht schlafen, weil, ich bin besorgt. Heute, ich bin allein! Ahhh....aber, was kann ich sagen?

aiyoo..its so obvious that i am daed BORED with a capital B. I thank god I chat-ed with b online just now and one of my friend called me. if not, tak tahula.

i studied for a bit today. wanted to make nasi ayam but was too hungry to wait for the whole process, so i made maggi tom yam instead. ihiks. but now, i am hungry again. tsk.

anyhoo...i am worried and i don't know who to tell.

i am worried about finding a flat. sempat tak nie?
i am worried about my upcoming exam. i really need to pass (hajat di hati nak score la kan) so that i can proceed to the next level without any difficulty. mana nak cari past year papers ek??
i am worried about my boy's flight ticket.boleh claim ke idak ni if tak naik mas?
i am worried if i beranak before my exams!!!
i am worried if i will be strong enough to go for classes after i give birth. i hope my next level of german will start in april so that i can rest sket after i give birth.
i am worried about the child care situation (as in who is going to help take care of AA after my mom balik) when I go for classes.
i am worried about my sons' residence permit application AND versicherung situation.
i am worried about that grant kereta which i have stoopidly misplaced.
i am worried that k.pt has yet to bayar balik what i tuntut. but it has only been a month that i posted my claims.

antara semua di atas, the thing that is worrying me MOSTEST is the flat situation (risau tak sempat cari flat, tak cukup duit for deposit, nak beli barang rumah AND at the same time nak kena ada duit sket kan just in case anything happens masa beranak) AND my exams!!!

i really need to pass, with flying colours to boot, just so that i can proceed to the next level. ada 3 level tahu(so that will be a whole year of doing just German for me). Thats the pre-requisite. kemudian, saya ada 2 semester (hopefully begining this coming winter, which will be in october) to buat coursework lelain. dan kemudian proceed with my thesis.

saya kena bekerja keras. saya nak lulus dan balik cepat cepat ke pangkuan keluarga tersayang. i hope to be back before Dani enters year 1, y'all.

doakan untuk saya ye.

-saya yang sangat risau-

p/s: saya juga risau pasal benda2 yg tak perlu seperti, kenapa rumet saya dah 2 minggu tak balik? best sangat ke bercuti di poland? padahal she just came back from a europe tour. jadi saya risau if ada perkara yang bukan-bukan berlaku kepadanya. boleh?
p.p/s: saya sangat rindukan mak, along, abang, akak, auntie rahimah, my nephews and nieces and of course Dr Sunshine dan Dani. apatah lagi apabila mendapat sms dari mak yang menyatakan malam esok, abang saya gegenize doa selamat dengan lauk pauk yang sedap-sedap. saya rindu nak ber-family gathering dan makan sedap-sedap ni.
p.p.p/s: saya juga sangat-sangat rindukan roti telur banjir dan teh ais dari fari.z. oh..san juga roti tampal dari restoran ami.r. dan juga roti bakar, karipap dan teh c unclelim.
p.p.p.p/s: Meine dreitel hochzeit ist um Donnerstag. Aber, ich kann nicht mit meinem Man zusammen treffen. Ich bin traurig! Und, was geschenkt kann ich meiner Man geben? betulkah grammar saya ini?